Gods and Mortals: Fourteen Free Urban Fantasy & Paranormal Novels Featuring Thor, Loki, Greek Gods, Native American Spirits, Vampires, Werewolves, & More (15 page)

“Oh…. shoot. Okay. But you cannot tell Ull I’m the one who told you.”

I held up my hand. “Girl Scout’s Honor.”

Inga took a deep breath before blurting out, “Ull doesn’t have to become a human for you to be together. You can become a god.”

A piece of cupcake lodged in my throat, and I coughed trying to free it. I’d pictured as much in my most recent Ragnarok nightmare, but I thought it was just a dream. “That’s not possible. Odin would never let a human become a god. Ull said he already asked your dad.”

Inga shook her head vehemently. “Ull didn’t tell you the whole story. Dad also told him a god once defected to be with a mortal, so Dad and Odin put together a test for a human to become a god. There was no way Odin was going to lose another warrior before Ragnarok, even if it meant letting a human into Asgard.”

I held my breath as she continued.

“The test is simple. First, a god must choose a human for his wife. Second, Balder must judge the human worthy of the title Protector of Asgard. Third, the human must relinquish her mortality. The formula’s been in place for centuries, but nobody knows about it. I figure Dad only told me because he knew your boyfriend would be too stubborn to invite you.” She shook her head at my expression. “Oh come on, do you really think Odin would let Ull go so easily? He’d much rather let you in than lose his best warrior. You watch – before this plays out you’ll be one of us.” My head spun as she finished. “Kristia Tostenson, you are, plainly, the only human in the history of mankind who has a shot at becoming a god!”

I
wish
I could say I handled the news in stride. I spent the better part of that night staring at my ceiling, actively seeking its imperfections to avoid thinking about what I’d learned. When I’d discovered every crack and dimple, I moved on to scouring the walls, then counted the leaves of the tree outside my window. By the time I’d reached three hundred, seventy-four, I was no closer to sleep and had to accept the futility of my exercise. I gave my mind over to the obsession it had avoided all day and waited for the panic attack to come.

My stomach churned like a blade at a cheese factory while I replayed Inga’s words in my head. A shot at becoming a god. How was that even possible? I slowly worked through the ramifications.
Superhuman abilities, Ull’s equal in every way.
That sounded pretty nice.
A life marked for death, unimaginable responsibilities.
Not so good.

I’d never really thought about my death, what with my being eighteen and healthy. And I wasn’t so keen on the idea of dying at the hands of some bloodthirsty monster or being hauled off by a giant like Inga.
Divine status, the power to control the elements.
My limited imagination had barely let me play dress-up with Ardis when we were kids; I’d certainly never seen myself becoming immortal.
Prejudiced Asgardians, knowing I would always be inferior.
That was a hard one.

I already had something of a complex – I wasn’t the prettiest, the smartest, or the most coordinated among humans. How would I fare as a god?
Ageless beauty, strength and grace.
Well, that would certainly help with the inferiority complex.
Leaving my family behind, losing my mortality
. My throat swelled. Was I really willing to give up my parents and Ardis? And my mortality… was I really ready to end my life at eighteen?

True, it hadn’t been much of a life before Ull came into it. But I didn’t know the first thing about being an immortal. How could I possibly commit to it for an eternity?
An eternity with Ull.
My mind stopped. An eternity with Ull. That was all I wanted. Unending time with the man I loved. Whatever the costs, whatever the losses, would any of it matter as long as we were together?

My decision was made before I realized I had committed. I doubted it had ever been in question. Whatever the fallout, if he asked me to spend my life with him, I would be at Ull’s side. As a god.

O
nce I’d made
up my mind, it was surprisingly easy to avoid thinking about giving up my mortality. I kept my decision to myself, and thankfully Inga didn’t bring it up. It wasn’t like I didn’t have plenty to distract me; dating an immortal assassin kept me plenty occupied.

“Anyone want a hot chocolate?” I offered. The semester was nearly over. These days, Ull, and I spent our evenings cramming for exams in my living room.

“Got anything stronger?” Emma looked up from the reading chair. Her Statistics book was on her lap, littered with sticky notes and highlighter marks.

“Not going so great?” I shook my head sympathetically as I rose from the table and pushed in my chair.

“Not even close,” Emma complained. “I cannot remember this formula to save my life.”

“Maybe Henry could help. I’m sure he’d be happy to come up with a pneumonic or whatever it is you math people use when you’re stuck.” I started to cross to the kitchen, but Ull grabbed my elbow as I passed. He slid his fingers down my arm slowly, raising my hand to his mouth and pressing my palm against his lips. My skin seared under the contact. It was an innocent enough gesture, but his eyes held mine as he pulled away. And the look behind them was definitely
not
innocent.

“Do you want a hot chocolate?” I squeaked.

“I want whatever you are offering.” Ull raised an eyebrow as he let go of my hand.

Emma let out a low whistle. “You two need a room?”

“No,” I blurted, rushing to the kitchen in a fog of mortification.

“Need some help?” Ull stretched his long legs as he stood. He crossed from the table to the kitchen, where I was pulling out Victoria’s milk frother.

“Sure. Want to get out the milk and chocolate syrup?”

“I am on it.” Ull opened the fridge while I took the marshmallows out of the cupboard. “You ready for exams?”

“Yes and no.” I poured the milk into the container and set it to heat. “Literature should be easy enough. Archaeology might be a little more complicated.”

“And Mythology?” Ull took three mugs from the cupboard and set them on the counter. Then he stood directly behind me and put his fists on the counter, boxing me in between his arms. “You feeling comfortable with that material?”

“Um ...” My hands shook as I took the lid off the frother and filled the cups.

“Careful,” Ull murmured. He used a towel to wipe the drops I’d spilled, his chest pushing against my back as he leaned over.

“Thanks,” I whispered. Stirring the chocolate required an unusual amount of concentration. And when Ull ran his fingers over the backs of my hands, I nearly dropped the bag of marshmallows.

“Let me carry those.” Ull winked as he left the kitchen, three steaming cups in hand. “Here you go Emma.”

“You add anything to it?” She looked up hopefully.

“Three more days,” Ull handed her the cup. “Then you are home free.”

“Ugh. I hate exams.” Emma cradled her cup and buried her head in her textbook. “Stupid Statistics.”

“And for you, Miss Tostenson.” Ull held up a mug and set it on the table. “Are you coming?”

I walked out of the kitchen on legs that were roughly the consistency of jello.

“Do you want me to quiz you?” Ull offered.

“Okay.” I pulled out my chair and sat down. Ull opened his notebook.

“What is the primary function of the Norns?” He asked.

“To predict the fates of gods and mortals, and prophesize the events that shape the formation of the realms,” I recited by rote.

“Seems lacking, but that is what the book says. Next question.” Ull glanced down. “Who are the Valkyries?”

“Goddesses who travel on winged horses, collect fallen soldiers from battle, and bring them to Odin’s hall at Valhalla, where they train to protect Asgard at Ragnarok.”

“Correct. And how are the soldiers divided amongst the gods?” Ull questioned.

“Half to Odin, half to Freya.”

“You paid attention.” Ull nodded his approval.

“Kind of had to.” I nudged him with my toe. His eyebrow shot up. “You know what I mean,” I hissed.

“Oh, I do.” He reached over to tuck a strand of hair behind my ear.

“Wish
I
had someone to quiz
me
on this boring math stuff. You guys make Mythology sound so exciting.” Emma piped up from her chair.

“It can be
very
exciting.” Ull gave me a sideways glance, and I ducked my head. I took a sip of hot chocolate to distract myself. “You have a little something,” Ull pointed to my mouth.

Oops.

“Let me.” He reached over and slowly brushed the foam from my upper lip with the pad of his thumb. My eyes rolled back in my head, and I let out an involuntary whimper.

“Oh, honestly.” Victoria’s voice came from the front door. “Just take her back to your place, and have your way with her, already.”

Ull pulled his hand back so quickly my head snapped forward.

“Victoria! I didn’t hear you come in.” I straightened my notebook.

“Well of course you didn’t.” She rolled her eyes.

“How was your exam?” Emma asked from her chair.

“Aced it. Now, I just have French and Costume Design, and it’ll be winter vacation for
moi
.” Victoria hung her coat in the closet and sat on the couch. “Do you all have tests tomorrow?”

“We do,” Ull gestured between us. “And speaking of, I should be heading out. Do you feel ready for the morning?”

“Ready as I’ll ever be,” I shrugged. “I’ll walk you to the door.”

“Bye Ull,” Emma trilled from her chair. “Thanks for the hot cocoa!”

“
God natt
Emma. Victoria.” Ull nodded. I followed him to the front door, and pulled his coat from the closet. “Thank you,” he murmured as I handed it to him.

“No problem. You could stay longer if you want to,” I added hopefully.

“I know I could. But then you would not rest. And what kind of boyfriend would I be if I kept you up late the night before an exam?”

“A really, really good one?” I suggested. This energy between us was going to be the end of me. If I didn’t get a solid chunk of alone time with Ull, and soon, I might actually explode.

“Behave.” Ull lifted my chin with one finger. He brushed his lips against my cheek before resting his forehead against mine. “I shall see you in the morning. I will be the one bearing bagels and Earl Grey.”

“My hero,” I sighed.

“
God natt
, sweetheart.”

“Night,” I whispered. I stood with my hands pressed against the doorframe as Ull walked into the courtyard. He glanced over his shoulder as he rounded the corner, and the look in his eyes gave me goosebumps in a way the cold English night never could. Thank God it was nearly winter break. Two weeks together at Ýdalir was exactly what I needed.

S
t. Lucia’s Day
dawned clear and crisp. Exams were over, and the mood in Unit 4 was jolly as I helped Victoria and Emma pack their suitcases.

“Happy Christmas!” Emma sang out, jubilant at the freedom vacation brought.

“Yes, Happy Christmas,” Victoria echoed slyly. “Have a wonderful time with your man. Don’t do anything I wouldn’t do…”

“So pretty much do anything you want!” Emma ribbed. Victoria threw a pillow at her. “What? You know it’s true.”

Shrugging, Victoria conceded. “It’s true. Enjoy your holiday.”

“It’s really not like that. I swear.” But my protest fell on deaf ears.

“Yes, I’m sure you’ve been spending months with that spectacular specimen and all you’re doing is studying.” Victoria snickered. Emma chuckled, amused by my blush.

If only. I was really hoping that two weeks together would weaken Ull’s resolve to be a pillar of propriety. Did that make me easy? I giggled, knowing I was probably the last person that term could ever apply to. Ardis always said that I was pure as the driven snow – a label I hated. But who could look at any of the boys from Nehalem without remembering them pulling wings off flies and eating worms? I’d had dates to prom and homecoming of course, but it went without saying, my romantic history was pretty limited.

“Trust me, if anything exciting happens, you’ll be the first to know. Now go home. Have a great holiday.” The girls hooted and hollered all the way to Victoria’s car.

With my friends safely off to see their families, I was left at loose ends. I triple checked the contents of my suitcase against my packing list and was going back a fourth time when Ull appeared at the door. I rushed to it, eagerly bringing my bag with me. He pulled me close, then leaned back to give me a look that made me flush.

“Is this outfit appropriate to watch my Norse-god boyfriend’s Norse-goddess friend play Saint Lucia at the Norse church?” I twirled, to Ull’s amused smile.

“You look beautiful, Kristia.” He leaned in to smell my hair. “Just like always.” I blushed again and Ull escorted me to his car.

At the church, we saw twinkling, white lights strung around the roses in the garden and garlands hanging over each entrance. We walked through the courtyard, pausing at the stone bench where Ull had first opened up to me. So much had happened since then, it was hard to remember the time when I’d thought Ull was gone from my life forever. I grimaced – hard, but not impossible. I pushed the memory away and focused on the man standing in front of me. As always, looking at Ull took my breath away. He pulled me to his chest, holding me tightly before gently guiding me into the warm building.