Authors: Patricia Hagan
“Dog!” Gerras straightened and kicked him in the face.
Armand seized the opportunity and bolted, running as fast as his legs would carry him, grateful for the speed he had acquired during his lonely days running in the desert, running then to while away the miserable hours, running now to escape the terrible men.
Valdis bellowed, “You fool! Now the boy has escaped! The Indians are angry for what you have done to a dying man. We will go now, or you can remain behind and face them by yourself.”
Gerras holstered his gun, contrite. He warily observed the restless, murmuring Indians.
Tears streaming down her cheeks, and gesturing toward the villagers, Amber pleaded, “Please…please do something. In the name of God, stop them.”
Valdis whacked her roughly across her buttocks and snarled, “Shut up, damn you! If I did not think it would incite them, I would give you the beating you deserve right now. And if they do intervene, be assured you will die before I do.”
“Then kill me now!” she screamed, hitting him and kicking at him wildly. “Go ahead and kill me, you devil!”
The Indians began to move forward and Gerras cried nervously, “Do something to quiet her, Valdis, or they are going to jump us. I can feel it. Make her be still.”
Suddenly, without warning, Valdis whirled about, drew his gun, and fired it into the air. “Stay back!” he cried. The Indians came to a startled halt. “Stay back or some of you will die!”
They did not understand his words, but they didn’t need to. Immediately, they began to retreat.
“Now move fast,” Valdis ordered Gerras as Amber continued screaming. “I want to get out of the glow of their campfire and into the darkness, so I can make this one wish she had obeyed me.”
Swiftly, they moved into the night, to their tethered horses.
The boy watched from the shadows, his teeth chattering. Every muscle in his body twitched with rage of a kind he had never felt before. Those men were taking away his silver-haired goddess, the woman who had shown him kindness and love.
How he wished the big man were here, the man he had spied on so many hours as he hid in the hills above the great matador’s hacienda. He would know what to do.
But the big man was not here. He was alone.
With fiery determination mingling with fury, he threw himself onto a pony and set out to follow the men and his goddess.
It was raining the night the dream came to Cord. He had found shelter in a niche in the Colorado side of a mountain, just deep enough to draw himself into against the driving storm. Sleep was slow in coming, for the skies were split relentlessly by jagged, angry lightning, and the ground beneath him rumbled continuously with thunder. When at last sleep took him away, he dreamed he was holding Amber, their passion exploding in great waves of ecstasy. But just as he dreamed he was releasing himself inside her with everything he had, she was torn from his arms. Invisible bonds held him as he struggled to keep her from being pulled away. He could hear triumphant laughter. There was a great mist surrounding him, and when it finally parted, be saw the leering face of Valdis Alezparito. Before Cord’s eyes, he threw Amber to the ground and impaled her, crying victoriously that she was his for always and always.
Cord awoke with a start. He had been a fool to leave her. Valdis would never stop searching for her. Cord had left her at the madman’s mercy.
Chapter Twenty-Seven
Cord could only blink at Dolita in stunned disbelief, but then rage took over. “When?” he asked tightly.
Tears streamed down Dolita’s cheeks as she twisted her hands together, eyes downcast. She could not bear to look at the anguish on Cord Hayden’s face. She whispered, “I do not know exactly, señor, for I have lost all track of time. I have not left Puetas’s side since he came so close to dying. He is still very weak.”
“Did anyone go after them?” he cried, longing to smash something. “Didn’t anyone try to stop them from taking her?”
She continued to stare at the ground as she shook her head. “I do not think so, but I was not here when it happened. The Indians almost tried to stop them, but my uncle told me that Valdis fired shots and scared them.”
“The boy,” Cord cried then. “What about the boy?”
“I do not know. I am told he ran away that night.”
His instincts had been right! He never should have left her, Cord thought wildly, miserably. Clasping Dolita’s trembling shoulders, he gently asked, “Is Puetas able to talk?”
She nodded. “I will take you to him.”
He followed her past curiously staring Indians as they made their way to a crude shelter, with a roof of dried corn shucks. Puetas lay on a thick pallet. Cord knelt beside him, shocked by the pale, drawn face. His breathing was shallow, and he looked terribly weak. His eyes were closed, but when Cord touched his shoulder, Puetas slowly opened them to look up at him dizzily. “How do you feel, amigo?” Cord asked kindly.
Puetas struggled to focus his eyes. Dolita knelt on his other side, whispering, “It is Señor Hayden, Puetas. He comes in search of his lady. I cannot help him.”
Puetas whispered hoarsely, “How I wish I could. The bullet was in me for a long time, until Cuelo brought a doctor from a larger village. Now it will take much time to get back my strength, which flowed from me into the sand. I am not able to ride with you, señor. Please…forgive me.”
Cord patted him awkwardly. “It’s all right, Puetas. But maybe there is a way you can help me. I’ve got to find them, and I’m sure Valdis has changed hideouts. You used to ride with him. Can you think of
any
place he might have gone besides the one we were in?”
“No,” Puetas answered. “The cave where I took you was the only place I ever knew.”
Cord rocked back on his heels, pressed his fingertips against his forehead, then looked once more to Puetas. “The boy. Do you know what happened to him?”
Puetas started to speak but was suddenly overcome with a spell of coughing. Dolita brought a cup of water, which he gratefully drank. Then he told Cord, “He ran away, and Dolita tells me he has not been seen since. Perhaps Valdis and Gerras caught him. Or he escaped and kept on going. But, I tell you, no one has seen the boy.”
“Sometimes,” Cord sighed, “I think Armand should have been told about his son. Other times I think he might have gotten killed trying to claim him, and I figure it was right to have left well enough alone. But…it was wrong to leave the child here to be miserable.”
Dolita and Puetas exchanged sympathetic looks, and Dolita offered, “Perhaps he will return, señor. I will ask my uncle to look after him better. I would do so myself, but Puetas and I will be leaving when he is able to travel. We wish to marry and make new lives. Happy lives.”
“Congratulations,” Cord snapped, then quickly countered with a wave of his hand, “I’m sorry. Forgive me. I don’t begrudge you anything.”
“You should hate me,” Puetas cried. “I thought first of Dolita, then myself. And I refused to take the boy, and the señorita refused to leave. Had I not been so pigheaded, perhaps we could have left in time.”
Cord’s eyes narrowed, but after a moment he just looked weary. “That’s something you’re going to have to live with, Puetas, and sometimes living with your mistakes is the worst kind of punishment there is.”
Dolita sought to break the tension. “What will you do?”
“I have to find Amber,” Cord answered simply. “I wish you a good recovery, Puetas, and much happiness to you both.”
After he had gone, Dolita shook her head. “He must love her very much. But then why did he leave her?”
Puetas whispered sadly, “Sometimes a man runs from that which he must deny…until he can deny it no longer. When he runs back, it may be gone. I pray for him, and for the señorita, that it is not gone.”
After darkness had fallen, Cord reached the only place he could think to go—the Alezparito ranch. Moving through Alezparito land, he did not fail to notice that there were few vaqueros about. No doubt Valdis had called in all those faithful to him.
The servant standing at the large wrought iron entrance was familiar, and he smiled in recognition as Cord dismounted. “Señor Hayden! What a surprise. I did not think you would come to the señorita’s fiesta. It has been a long time.”
Knowing Rodrigo was a talkative sort, Cord decided it best to let him assume he was, indeed, an invited guest. “I am glad I was able to make it,” he told Rodrigo, matching his smile. “I got back only today. I must confess I’m not even aware of the purpose of the fiesta.”
Rodrigo, only too glad to tell him everything, lowered his voice conspiratorially. “Do not repeat me, but Señorita Alezparito is entertaining some members of the high court, trying, no doubt, to win their favor for the time when Señor Valdis returns to claim his innocence.”
“Am I the last to arrive?” Cord asked, letting the remark pass.
“
Sí
, you are late. But if you will go on up the stairs, someone will announce you.”
“No,” Cord quickly retorted. “I think it would be rude for me to go in now. I wish I could have arrived earlier. Would you do me a favor and send a message to Señorita Maretta that someone wishes to see her in the stable? Do not tell her who it is. I want it to be…a surprise,” he added with a grin and a friendly nudge.
Rodrigo’s eyes sparkled mischievously. “I will have it done.”
Cord fished in his pockets for a few coins and dropped them into the Mexican’s outstretched hand, then turned and went back to his horse, leading him down the rutted dirt path to the stable, set back from the road and away from the main house.
A half hour passed as Cord paced up and down on the straw-littered dirt floor. He had found a lantern, lit it, and a soft, mellow glow lit the stable. As he began to think she wasn’t coming, he heard footsteps approaching, and he turned to see Maretta silhouetted against the wide doorway. She looked shocked, then pleased, and finally angry.
The ball gown of red watered silk was cut low to display her slender bosom as provocatively as possible. Her hair was caught up in ringlets and held in place by a large silver comb, from which a scarlet mantilla flowed gracefully. She looked at him through narrowed lids, lashes brushing her painted cheeks. She paused dramatically before crying, “You have taken your time returning to one you claim to desire!”
He stepped forward and bowed slightly, kissing her hand before allowing his eyes to flicker over her appreciatively, as she expected him to do. “Time only enhances your beauty, Maretta.”
She gave her head a toss and said, “Do not think you will fool me again, Cord Hayden. This time I am quite sober. I know what you want. You want me to tell you where my brother has taken the whore, and this I will not do. So, do you wish to leave now?”
Cord smiled lazily and folded his arms across his chest. “Yes, I would like to know where Valdis had taken Amber. I won’t pretend with you, Maretta.”
“As you did before!” she snapped.
“Was I dishonest? Did I not please you?”
Her cheeks flushed, and despite her attempt at anger, she could not help but be charmed. “Yes,” she whispered in a little-girl voice. “It was wonderful. It is always wonderful with you, Cord. But you said you would come back.”
He opened his arms. “Here I am.”
She ran to him and threw herself against him, flinging her arms about his neck. “Oh, Cord, I knew you would not stay away. I knew you would come back to me, for what we have together is so good.”
“Wait a minute, Maretta.” He caught her wrists and pulled her arms away, looking piercingly into her black eyes. “I am not here because of us. Valdis has taken Amber again, and I want to find her. I tracked him down once, but he’s no doubt changed his hiding place.”
Her lower lip jutted out petulantly. “And why should I help you find her when I want you for myself?”
He sighed and shook his head. “Maretta, you must understand there can never be anything between us except in bed. You’re a beautiful, desirable woman, and if you weren’t so damned contrary, you’d have hundreds of men fawning at your feet. Why waste your time on me when I’m honest enough to tell you I’m only interested in one thing and always have been?”
She cocked her head to look up at him angrily, but then she smiled. “You are honest, Cord. I am grateful for that. Most men would not be.”
He gave her an appreciative hug. She was a bitch, and probably deserved to be deceived, but he had never liked using women. “Do you know where he’s hiding?”
She nodded.
“Tell me.”
She merely stared at him.
“I want to take her back to America, where she belongs. Why do you want her to continue suffering?”
Her upper lip curled back. “She is responsible for Armand’s death.”
“Hell, no, she isn’t,” he told her flatly. “You don’t really believe that. You’ve been around bulls all your life, and you know one with faulty vision slips by now and then. Maybe Armand didn’t give his total concentration that day, and if he didn’t, then it’s his fault, not Amber’s.” He shook his head grimly. “No, you don’t blame her for his death. You blame her for him not wanting to marry you, and that’s also a lie. We both know he didn’t love you and had no intention of marrying you. Amber had nothing to do with it.”