âI want to see her,' Cordon said.
âI am afraid that is not possible.'
âHear her say in her own words this is where she really wants to be.'
Kosach looked at him through narrowed eyes and laughed. âOf course. All this time I thought you were some kind of father to her, you look after her, protect, you are policeman, after all, but no, you are in love with her yourselfâ'
âThe hell I am!'
âYou are in love with her and that is why you think she cannot be happy with someone else.' He smiled. âBelieve me, my friend, I understand.'
âYeah? Well, understand this, no way am I your fucking friend.'
âAnd now you are angry and upset.'
More than anything else, Cordon wanted to punch him in the mouth, shut out the supercilious, patronising crap, the accent that came and went. With an effort, he kept his hands to his sides.
The path circled back towards the house.
Neither man spoke again until they had arrived back at the main door.
âI want to see her,' Cordon said again.
âAnd I have told youâ'
âShe's here?'
A pause. âYes, she is here.'
âThen let me speak to her. If she says the same as you, without duress, then that's an end to it.'
âAn end?'
âYes.'
Kosach studied him again, staring at his face. âYou are a man of your word?'
âAs much as any man.'
âVery well. Wait here.'
Kosach went briskly inside and the two men who had searched Cordon reappeared and stood, arms folded, on the steps to either side of the door. The help living up to the stereotype, at least.
Five minutes shaded into ten.
Cordon shifted his balance from one foot to the other, flexing the muscles in his calves. A small jet of pain nagging, intermittently, at the base of his left leg, the foot. Achilles heel?
Kosach reappeared at the door.
âPlease. Come inside.'
Letitia stood in the curve of a stairway that swept up from an expanse of tiled floor. Pale, little make-up, some shadowing around the eyes, a bruising of colour across her mouth. Her hair had been dyed a darkish brown and held her face in a tight frame. No smile; no more than a hint of recognition in her eyes. Cordon wondered if she were ill, or merely very, very tired. The clothes she wore, drab shades of grey.
âLetitia?'
Barely a movement at the sound of her name, his voice.
âYour friend, Letitia, he has a question to ask. He wants to know if you're happy here. Are you happy, Letitia?'
âOf course.'
âAnd is anyone keeping you here against your will?'
She looked puzzled, as if the question made little sense.
âDo you want to stay here?' Cordon asked.
A flicker of the eyes.
âBecause if you don't â¦' moving towards her, towards the foot of the stairs, âif you don't you could leave with me, now. You understand what I'm saying?You could go, you and Danny, now.'
As if at the sound of his name, the boy appeared on the landing above, and, seeing Cordon, called his name and started to run towards him, two, three steps at a time, until his father's warning shout of âDanya!' stopped him, teetering, in his tracks.
âLetitia?' Cordon said again, but her head was turned towards Kosach, not to him, the look that passed between them then impossible to read.
âDanya,' Kosach said, âgo to your mother. Now.'
Cautiously, the boy retreated up the stairs and clung hold of his mother's skirt, one of her arms around his shoulders, tight, the other gripping the balustrade, wedding ring in plain sight.
âIf it's what you want, Letitia,' Kosach said, stepping quickly to the door, throwing it open, âyou can go.'
Other than tightening her grasp of Danny's shoulders, she didn't move.
Still at the door, Kosach shifted his gaze towards Cordon. âAn end to it, I think that's what you said.'
The anger that still simmered inside Cordon was cauterised by disillusion, disappointment, lack of understanding.
His shoulders sagged.
âThe driver will take you back,' Kosach said. âI do not expect to see you again.'
52
Karen had promised to meet Carla, early evening, nothing fancy, just the two of them, a small celebration.
âCelebrating what?' Karen had wanted to know.
âWait and see.'
Carla had suggested the American Bar at the newly refurbished Savoy Hotel, but when they arrived, just shy of eight o'clock, there was already a queue for seats and fighting your way to the bar was, Carla suggested, about as easy as getting to one of the lifeboats on the
Titanic
.
They made their way along the Strand to the lobby bar at One Aldwych, where, although busy, they not only found two recently vacated high-backed armchairs within minutes of arriving, but had a delightfully camp waiter at their side as soon as they were comfortably seated.
Carla ordered champagne cocktails â at £12 a pop, a small saving on the Savoy â and to go with them, a little something, as she put it, yummy to nibble on.
âSo,' Karen said, leaning forward so as to be heard, âwhat's the big news? Don't tell me at last Hollywood's come calling? You and Brad Pitt? Leonardo? George Clooney, even. Old, maybe, but not too old.'
âBetter than that, darling.'
âWhat's better?'
Carla was laughing. âMe in uniform.'
âWhat?'
âUniform. Like the one you used to wear. Till, like, I get promoted.'
Karen was looking at her gone out. âJust let me get this straight. You're going to be â¦'
âPlaying you. Yes, that's right. I mean, not really you. But someone like you. This black policewoman who starts out walking the beat, but then after she helps solve this specially grisly murder she gets made up to detective. Oh, and I get to sing. Just karaoke, but, you know, real songs.'
Karen accepted her cocktail from the waiter, drank most of it down in a single swallow and ordered two more.
âIt's ITV, their new series.
Black and White
. At least, that's what it's called for now. Might change. Something a bit more sexy.'
âAnd this is all â what? â definite? Definitely happening or â¦'
âNo, it's definite. This company making it, the real deal, yeah?
Shameless
, you know?
Skins
. That's them. Tons of stuff. BAFTAs and Lord knows what all over the walls.'
âAnd how did you â¦?'
âWhy me, you mean?'
âYeah, I suppose so.'
âThis guy, one of the producers, saw me at the National, didn't he? That Jacobean thing I've been touring. Got in touch with my agent. Would I be interested in coming along for a chat sometime. Chat, my black arse! Lunch at the Groucho, thank you very much. Ended up more or less offering me the part before he'd signed for the bill.'
âMore or less.'
âThat was then. Now it's a done deal. Well â¦' She laughed. âMore or less.'
âAnd this part, this role. This black policewoman. How big is it?'
Carla chuckled. âGirlfriend, it's the lead!'
âSay again? A police series with a black woman in the lead?'
âWhy not?'
âCome on, Carla, in the States, maybe. What is it? HBO? But here. ITV?'
âWell, there is this other guy. The whatever, Detective Chief Inspector. He's white.'
âAnd he's in charge.'
âYes. But only in name. And I mean, not really. What they're going for, you see, is something like the couple in that show that was on the Beeb.
Ashes to Ashes?
That what it was called?'
âAshes to Ashes
, great. And you're what? Keeley Hawes?'
âI suppose.'
âBut in black face.'
âHey! Hey!'
âHey what?'
âWhy are you giving me such a hard time?'
Karen shook her head and sighed. âI don't know. I'm sorry, Iâ'
âI thought you'd be pleased.'
âWell, I am â¦'
âPleased for me and well, I guess, pleased âcause of what it is. You know, someone â well, someone like you ⦠Oh, you know what I mean.'
âA positive role model?'
âYes.'
âIf that's what it turns out to be.'
âAt least, give it a chance.'
âI know. I'm sorry. It's just â¦'
âJust what?'
Karen shrugged.
âNot a great time, you think, for being a role model for women of colour. Out in the real world, that is.'
âSomething like that, yes.'
The operation to arrest the suspects identified in the killing of Hector Prince had been carried out that morning. Five addresses in the Wood Green area raided, one hundred and fifty front-line officers involved, thirty of them armed, with three teams of firearms officers in reserve. As things had played out, there was considerable local resistance, in the course of which seven officers were injured, one seriously, when a length of stone coping was thrown from the ninth-floor balcony of a block of flats. When the ambulance arrived to provide assistance, it was attacked with bricks and bottles and, in one instance, a home-made firebomb.
Media comparisons were made to the killing of PC Keith Blacklock on the Broadwater Farm Estate back in '85. The
Sun, Mirror, Sky News
, all had a field day.
In a different situation, the spectacle of Mike Ramsden, blood running like a dark zigzag down his face from where a chunk of brick had torn his forehead, seizing the microphone from some hapless young reporter and telling her to stick it up her scrawny arse, might have been one to cherish. As it was, for Ramsden a sore head and a serious reprimand were in order, with Karen, as his senior officer, not exempt from the latter.
And what proliferated were accusations of black mob rule.
No, not a great time.
âI'm sorry,' Karen said, âand it's great, you're right.' Leaning across, she gave Carla a hug. âAnd I am really pleased for you, okay?'
âYou better be. 'Cause once this show gets rolling, it's you I'll be relying on for on-the-spot research. You realise that? In fact, why don't I see about getting you taken on as some kind of special adviser? You'd be perfect.'
âThanks, Carla.' Karen held up both hands. âThanks, but no thanks.'
âWe'll see.'
Leaning back, Carla sampled one from a nicely overpriced dish of salted anchovies. Karen looked around for the waiter, refills needed.
âTell me,' she said, âif you're the black in this, who's the white?'
âThe guy?'
âYeah, the guy.'
âThey're not sure. A lot of names, but nothing yet nailed down.'
âNames, like who?'
âOh, Damian Lewis, that was one. And that guy from
The Wire
, the cop, you know?'
âMcNulty?'
âYeah, him.'
âThe Irish one?'
âYes, but he's not Irish. Well, his mother was, I think. But he's English. Went to Eton. How much more English can you get?'
âYou'd never know it.'
Carla smiled. âNothing's what it seems, girlfriend. You should know that by now.'
Karen thought she was probably right. After one more round, the sound around them rising up to the high ceilings and reverberating back down, they decided to call it a night. Go their separate ways.
Her head less than clear and nursing the beginnings of what might be a hangover, halfway towards Holborn station Karen hailed a cab. When she alighted outside her flat some fifteen minutes later, there was a car she didn't recognise parked a little way down, someone in shadow behind the wheel.
Karen hesitated, thought for a moment about going over, banging on the car window, showing her warrant card, but why bother? Just someone sleeping it off.
Fishing her keys from her bag, she went, without hurrying, up the steps towards the front door. As the key turned in the lock she heard the sound of a car door closing, steps approaching.
âThought you were never coming home. Thought I'd be stuck there all night.'
Alex. Alex Williams. Holding what looked suspiciously like a bottle of single malt.
53
âAuchentoshan.'
âWhat?'
âHow you say it, apparently. Aw-ken-tosh-an. At least, that's what the guy in Oddbins told me.'
âAnd he'd know.'
âDoubt if he's been north of Luton in his life.'
Karen had fetched two glasses; tumblers, but heavy bottomed enough to be close to the real thing.
There was a standard lamp with a shade in an odd colour of lime green in one corner; a small anglepoise on one of the shelves near the stereo. The curtains were drawn across, shutting out the London night.
With a choice of the one easy chair or a two-seater settee which abutted it at right angles, Alex had taken the chair. A low table sat between, cluttered with several unopened brown envelopes, the previous week's
Highbury and Islington Gazette
, a book of short stories by someone with the unlikely name of Maile Meloy, and a letter from Karen's mother in Jamaica. Karen dumped them all on the floor and set the glasses down in their place.
Alex swivelled the stopper from the bottle, leaned forward and began to pour.
âI shouldn't, you know,' Karen said.
âOn the wagon?'
âJust the opposite.'
âHeavy night?'
âChampagne cocktails at One Aldwych, if you please.'
âDate? Celebration?'
âNot a date. My friend, Carla.'
âThat's the actress, right? I met her once. Some party?'
âGod, that was years ago. How on earth d'you remember?'
Alex smiled. âCollect information, store it away, it's what I do.' She tapped a finger against her temple, pushed a hand up through her short crop of hair. âAll here, in the hard drive.'