Gravelight (43 page)
Authors: Marion Zimmer Bradley
But she was no closer to finding a way to persuade Sinah to close the Wildwood Gate. She stifled a yawn, and realized her mind had been wandering.
“Sorry,” Truth said apologetically. “It's been a big day already. Can I help you clear away? And thenâI hope I can persuade you to come back up to Wildwood. If you'll just think matters over ⦔
“Oh, I have,” Sinah said with a bitter smile. “But why don't you go into the living room and rest? I can handle things here.”
Without waiting for a reply, Sinah began stacking plates. She picked up the pile and headed off to the kitchen.
Truth stifled another yawn, then gave in to it. Why was
she so sleepy? She got to her feet. The room reeled around her and she staggered, off-balance.
she so sleepy? She got to her feet. The room reeled around her and she staggered, off-balance.
Drugged. I've been drugged. But ⦠why?
Sinah had drugged her. But how? They'd shared every dish on the table.
The jam
. It had already been on the toast when Sinah had brought it out from the kitchen, and Truth had accepted it innocently.
. It had already been on the toast when Sinah had brought it out from the kitchen, and Truth had accepted it innocently.
“Sinah ⦠why?” Truth said, holding onto the table and keeping her eyes open with an effort.
“Oh, are you still up?” Sinah came back into the room and saw her. She smiled coldly. “Come on, Truth. Lie down, and sleep for a long, long, time ⦠.”
Sinah came forward and took Truth's arm, walking Truth into the living room and pushing her down without effort onto one of the oyster leather loveseats. Truth's head lolled back, and she could feel herself sinking, fading away.
“Why?” Truth mumbled.
“I needed time, dear sister,” Sinah said in an oddly formal voice. “And I would not have thee prating at me as if I were a congregation! Now sleep, and dream, and all will be taken care of whilst thee dost slumber.”
I ⦠can't,
Truth thought.
Truth thought.
But she could, and she did.
PATHS TO THE GRAVE
I'll do as much for my true-love
As any young man may;
I'll sit and mourn all at her grave
For a twelvemonth and a day.
As any young man may;
I'll sit and mourn all at her grave
For a twelvemonth and a day.
âANONYMOUS
IN THE LAST RAYS OF THE SETTING SUN, THE LANDSCAPE looked as if it had been dipped in blood. Wycherly Musgrave surveyed his kingdom, curiously at peace. For the first time in his life he had found something he really wanted to doâand he was doing it.
He wondered where Sinah was. The memory of her betrayal still hurtâshe'd known who he was all along, and had been kind only out of some self-interested sort of mercyâbut he still wanted to see her one last time. To tell her off, maybe, or to gloat over the fact that she wasn't going to get what she was so obviously after.
Nobody would, after tonight.
The hardest part of the whole affair had been locating what he wanted. After that, obtaining it had not really been any more difficult than obtaining a cash advance on his AmEx. But the crates were heavy, and his injured hand was still giving him trouble. He couldn't remember if he'd forgotten to fill the prescription for antibiotics that the doctor in the emergency room had given him, or if it had run out.
All he knew was that he didn't have any, and that beneath the bandages his hand was red and sore and throbbed in time with his heartbeat.
All he knew was that he didn't have any, and that beneath the bandages his hand was red and sore and throbbed in time with his heartbeat.
Not that anything like that would matter soon.
He probably ought to at least return Sinah's car, Wycherly thought. She hadn't called it in as a stolen vehicleâthey'd have snagged it one of the times he'd left it parked on the street if she hadâand he ought to be grateful to her for that.
But she'd find it eventuallyâor what was left of it.
And he was running out of light. He'd come back to the Fork this morning, in search of the last thing he needed to carry out his plan. He'd thought he'd have to rely on stupidity and human greed, but instead he'd gotten lucky. He turned to his companion.
“Câmon, Seth old buddy. Head'em on up, move'em on out.”
Seth Merryman, who had been born with Down's Syndrome and all the sweetness and trust that implied, smiled. He was happy to come and do a favor for the nice man who'd come up to him on the porch of his Ma's house and offered him a chance to earn a crisp twenty-dollar bill for a little hard work. Nothing to be afraid of in a little hard work. And he got to ride in a shiny new Jeep Cherokee, too, just like he'd seen in the movies.
At first Truth was content to let someone else answer the door.
But no one came, and the noise turned from an insistent ringing to a relentless pounding to a slowerâbut louderâthumping. Truth tried to sit up, to move, but nothing happened.
That frightened herâenough to make her force her eyes open. She was lying on the floor in a dark room, and someone was pounding on the door.
Dylan. She rolled onto her face, with every drugged and sleeping muscle protesting, and dragged herself on hands
and knees to the door. She pressed her cheek against it. It was vibrating with the impact of the kicks.
and knees to the door. She pressed her cheek against it. It was vibrating with the impact of the kicks.
“Dylan?” she whispered. Why was he making all this fuss? What was wrong? Summoning all her strength, she reached up and twisted the knob.
The door slammed inward with painful force, shoving her backward. The pain helped to clear her head; Truth struggled backward as Dylan squeezed through the gap.
“Truth!”
The lights came on with a painful intensity as he flipped the switch. While she was still trying to shield her eyes from the light Dylan knelt beside her and pulled her into a sitting position.
“Truth! God in Heavenâwhat's happened to you?”
Funny
, Truth thought fuzzily,
that's the first time I've ever heard Dylan really swear.
, Truth thought fuzzily,
that's the first time I've ever heard Dylan really swear.
“Drugged,” Truth mumbled. “Sleeping pills.”
But it was starting to wear offâhow long ago had she gotten the dose?âand she was able to get to her feet with Dylan's help. He mixed her a glass of strong salt water, and then held her head while she voided all that was left in her stomach. There probably wasn't muchâif anyâof the drug left there, but she wasn't willing to take any chances.
Truth staggered to her feet again and washed her mouth out vigorously, then drank from the bathroom tap thirstily. Her mouth felt dry and swollen. Yogis and great adepts could control the machinery of their own bodies to such an extent that one of them could have flushed the toxins from his blood by the force of directed will alone, but Truth had a long way to go before she reached that level of competence.
“Where's ⦠Sinah?” Truth asked. Her speech was still slurred, and the light made her eyes ache. “What ⦠time?”
“Almost six. I don't think she's here, but I'll check. And make you some coffee. Will you be all right here alone?”
“Yes,” Truth said. She felt Dylan move away from her, and gripped the edge of the counter for support, breathing
deeply.
Think, dammit!
She had to get moving, get her body and mind under control.
deeply.
Think, dammit!
She had to get moving, get her body and mind under control.
Remembering her earliest lessons, Truth inhaled a deep breath of air, pushing it down deep into her lungs. Then she exhaled and pulled in more air, visualizing her body using the oxygen to speed her heart, her blood, flushing the toxins from her body. Slowly her head began to clear.
“She isn't here,” Dylan said. “Coffee's on its way.”
“I need some fresh air,” Truth said slowly, and Dylan guided her as she moved on unsteady steps to the front door.
He opened it, supporting her carefully, and Truth drew in healing lungfuls of warm fresh air. The sky was a deep blue, and the light was as thick and golden as buckwheat honey. Six o'clock, Dylan had said. She'd slept the day away.
Because Sinah had drugged her ⦠.
“How did you find me?” Truth said groggily. She didn't think she was tracking 100 percent yet, but she had to be, and soon.
“Oh, I just looked through a clear pane in one of the windows and there you were, lying on the floor. I thought you'd come down to the fork, but then I found out that nobody had seen you all day, and I thought there might have been some kind of accident, and then Mrs. Merryman showed up at the general store, so I came looking for you. I thought you were dead,” he added, and hugged her fiercely. “Are you
sure
you're all right?”
sure
you're all right?”
“I will be,” Truth said. “Wycherly left his sleeping pills here, and I guess Sinah fed them to me. But why?”
There was a silence from beside her.
“Dylan?” Truth said.
“I don't know,” he said grimly. “But I'm willing to guess. The reason Mrs. Merryman was so upset was because her son has disappeared-a boy with Down's Syndrome. His name is Seth.”
Seth did most of the work, and soon the two crates in the back of the Jeep Cherokee had been opened and their contents carried to the deepest basement in the burnt sanatorium. Wycherly stayed on the surface, watching Seth work. He shivered in his leather jacket. It might be August, but he was damn coldâand there was no need to invoke the supernatural to come up with an explanation for that one.
Fever.
The infection in his hand was spreading. The three fingers of his right hand were pale and swollen where they poked out of the makeshift bandage. He'd just kept winding it with more and more gauze as it had gotten dirtyâhe hadn't dared look at it for longer than he could remember. He knew that the infection could become gangrene, and the route to a slow agonizing death.
But that didn't matter now.
Wycherly looked down into the depths. He didn't want to go down there at all. He was afraid of the place. But Seth apparently wasn't, working quickly and tirelessly until everything was finished.
“All done, Mister Wych!” Seth said on his last trip up.
Wycherly glanced at the sun. He didn't think he could spare the time to drive the boy back to where he'd found him and still have the light. And while the flashlight clipped to his belt would be of some help, he didn't think he could manage the stairs into the sub-basement one-handed in the dark.
“I tell you what, Seth: I'll give you another twenty dollarsâthat's forty all togetherâif you can walk all the way back to the general store by yourself. What do you think of that?”
“Forty dollars?” Seth sounded puzzled.
Wycherly pulled out his walletâawkward, doing everything lefthandedâand removed two twenties. The boy held themâone in each handâand stared at them, enchanted.
“Come on,” Wycherly said. “I'll walk you part way.”
He walked Seth back to where the Jeep was parked, its right headlight shattered from his collision with the front
gate earlier in the day. He glanced at Seth, and then, surrendering to impulse, drove him out through the gates and a little way down the main road toward the general store.
gate earlier in the day. He glanced at Seth, and then, surrendering to impulse, drove him out through the gates and a little way down the main road toward the general store.
“There you are,” Wycherly said. “Are you sure you can find your way?”
“Stay on the road. That's what my daddy told me. He said, âSeth, always stay on the road and you won't get lost.'”
Better advice than my daddy ever gave me
, Wycherly thought bleakly. “Go on, then,” he said aloud.
, Wycherly thought bleakly. “Go on, then,” he said aloud.
He watched Seth out of sight with an odd, vaguely paternal pain, as though there were some sort of answer here. There was a bottle in the glove compartment, but Wycherly didn't reach for it. He wouldn't need it to get through the next hour, and then he wouldn't need it ever again.
When he turned back toward the sanatorium gates, it was dark enough that he almost missed them. He turned hastily, unable to control the Jeep properly with only one hand, and this time he hit the left half of the iron gates. It made a horrible grating sound as it slid along the side of the Jeep before settling to the ground. The Jeep wove forward at a crawl as Wycherly scrabbled for the headlights and finally got the remaining headlight turned on. He wished he could think of some way to shine it down into the pit, but even the four-by-four's designers hadn't figured out a way to drive it down stairs like these. He pulled up as close to the edge of the staircase as he dared and left the headlights on anyway, hoping they'd give some light.
The blasting caps and pencil fuses were right where he'd left them. He picked them up in his good hand, hefting their weight experimentally.
Everything you saw in Saturday morning cartoons about lighting the fuse on a stick of dynamite was wrong; all dynamite would do left to itself was burn. You needed blasting caps to explode it, and fuses to explode the caps.
Wycherly had been involved in enough questionable deals in his career to know that the easiest way to get his hands on some explosives was to find someplace they were
being used, go to the bar nearest to the site, and bide his time. The man who had stolen the dynamite for himâand for a lot of moneyâhad explained how to use them very carefully to Wycherlyâtwiceâto be sure he understood, and he did. He was confident of his ability to detonate sixty pounds of TNT and blow this hellhole in the ground sky-high. All he had to do was get down there and light the fuse.
being used, go to the bar nearest to the site, and bide his time. The man who had stolen the dynamite for himâand for a lot of moneyâhad explained how to use them very carefully to Wycherlyâtwiceâto be sure he understood, and he did. He was confident of his ability to detonate sixty pounds of TNT and blow this hellhole in the ground sky-high. All he had to do was get down there and light the fuse.
He didn't want to go down there. He didn't want to go down there in a
really
big way. But even less did he want to find himself cutting up girlsâor more girlsâgirls with hot warm living flesh, whose sleeping weight had been a sweet presence next to his.
really
big way. But even less did he want to find himself cutting up girlsâor more girlsâgirls with hot warm living flesh, whose sleeping weight had been a sweet presence next to his.
Sinah.
Or Luned, or Camilla. There were few things in life that Wycherly Musgrave had ever found so completely soul-shatteringly
repugnant
as the delight he had slowly come to take in thoughts of cruelty and torture. Whether Quentin had forced it on him, or whether it was something that sprung from within him, Wycherly abhorred it utterly. The drink kept it at bay, but it couldn't banish it entirely; he'd been damned from the moment he'd said “yes” to Quentin Blackburn in this very place, from the moment he'd opened that book, and damnation was a patient thing.
Or Luned, or Camilla. There were few things in life that Wycherly Musgrave had ever found so completely soul-shatteringly
repugnant
as the delight he had slowly come to take in thoughts of cruelty and torture. Whether Quentin had forced it on him, or whether it was something that sprung from within him, Wycherly abhorred it utterly. The drink kept it at bay, but it couldn't banish it entirely; he'd been damned from the moment he'd said “yes” to Quentin Blackburn in this very place, from the moment he'd opened that book, and damnation was a patient thing.
The white book and the Black Altar, like lock and key, and together they were poison. He'd wanted to destroy the bookâhe'd had that much health in him after all. But the bitch had made that impossible.
That left him only one thing to destroy.
And in the final analysis it didn't really matter whether the book could really make him do things like that, or if the Black Altar really had unnatural power. That was the beauty of his plan. As long as he followed it to the letter, nothing else mattered. For the first time in almost two decades, it didn't even matter whether he had been behind the wheel of that car back in 1984. Camilla Redford would be avenged, her murder expiated.
Whether he'd committed it or not.
He'd reached his destination; the pit gaped before him.
His volatile package tucked under his arm, Wycherly began to make his way, swearing and cursing, down into the dark.
His volatile package tucked under his arm, Wycherly began to make his way, swearing and cursing, down into the dark.
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