Authors: Jane Aiken Hodge
She sighed. âSometimes I think pride's a deadly virtueâ'
âI had an idea the other day,' Phyllida interposed diffidently. âI don't know whether there might be anything in it. Onlyâwhy don't you write a book, Brett?'
âWrite a book!'
âYes. About Greece. Don't you see? Not just a travel and antiquarian kind of book, like Mr. Gell's, but a political one, about the people, and the war. You'd do it wonderfully well, I'm sure, and Peter will help you when we find him. Just think of the information he'll be able to give you. And Alex tooâ' Infuriating to colour so when she mentioned him.
âIf he ever reappears,' said Brett. âBut, do you know, it's not a bad idea.' He laughed. âI told Barlow once I was going to write
Childe Renshaw's Pilgrimage
. Mr. Murray was a friend of my father's.'
âByron's publisher?' Cassandra leaned forward in her chair.
âYes.' The idea was growing on him. âI'll write to him directly. Phyllida, you're my good angel! I must talk to the Resident here. Everyone knows I'm no Philhellene. Why should I not visit the mainland? Missolonghi? Murray would be bound to want a chapter on Byron. I could hire an Ionian
mystic
, as he did, for the crossing. Besides, when the
Helena
is repaired, what better cover for fetching Peter than the fact that we are collecting material for my book?'
âIf only Alex would come,' said Phyllida, then wished she had not.
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Brett plunged into the plans for his book with enthusiasm. âI haven't enjoyed myself so much since Oxford,' he told Cassandra. âI had hopes, then, that I might become a scholarâa Fellow of my College, perhaps. I had plans for an edition of Homer. My father's death, and my elder brother's, changed all that. My uncle insisted that I leave the University at onceâhe would not even let me stay to take my degree. I must make the Grand Tour; must marry; must waste my time elegantly as befitted the heir to a title. I've wasted ten years, and now look at me. No title, no wife ⦠Aunt Cassâ' He and his sister had fallen naturally into the habit of calling her this. âDo you think there's any hope for me?'
âI just don't know, Brett.' She understood him perfectly. âButâgo slowly, won't you?' How often, in the months that followed, was she to wonder whether it had been good advice.
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Christmas was over. The marble floors of the palazzo struck chill against bare feet in the morning, and rain, lashing against the windows, kept Brett close to his work. âIt rained like this while poor Byron was dying,' he told Phyllida. âA terrible, mismanaged business that, like everything else to do with the Greeks. The more I learn about this rebellion of theirs, the less I think it likely to succeed.' He watched hot colour rise in her cheeks and cursed himself for a fool. Luckily, Jenny bounced into the room to interrupt them.
âThe packet's in,' she said. âD'you think they'll have our gudgeons?'
Brett was on his feet. âI'll send Marcos down at once. There should at least be mail. As to the gudgeons, we'll be lucky if they've come so soon.'
He was right. An apologetic letter from Galloway of Greenwich promised gudgeons by spring at the latest. The rest of the mail was equally discouraging. It was too early for an answer from Murray, but there was a long, angry letter from Uncle Paul for whom Jenny's defection had been a last straw. They had chosen to defy him, had made him a laughing stock; they need expect no help from him.
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âWe thought you'd forgotten all about us,' Jenny greeted Alex when he appeared at last one bright January morning.
â
Kyria
, an impossibility!' He turned to Phyllida, who had hung a little back among the general greetings. âYou have every cause to abuse me, but I hope the news I bring will earn my pardon.'
âYou really have news?'
âBetter than that.' He pulled out a leather wallet and carefully removed a stained and tattered piece of paper.
âA letter from Peter!' She took it with a trembling hand, read it quickly, and exclaimed: âHe's in Athens!'
âYes,
kyria
. That's why it's taken so long. You heard that the French commander, Fabvier, fought his way in through the Turkish besiegers of the Acropolis just before Christmas? I was able to send a message in by him, and this is your answer. I confess I had hoped that Petros might contrive to escape through the Turkish lines. It would have made me so happy,
kyria
, to have brought him to you. But I have no doubt he tells you, as he did me, that he cannot abandon his friends at this time of danger.'
âYes.' She was reading the letter for the second time. âBut, Alex, how dangerous is it? Can it be a real siege, if people get in and out?'
âReal enough. It would not be right to let you be too hopeful. But the Acropolis is as good as impregnable. If only our Greek leaders would stop quarrelling among themselves and take the Turks in the rear there'd be an end of the siege in no time.'
âAnd what
are
your leaders doing?' asked Brett. âWe've heard nothing but gloomy reports all winter, of rival governments fighting each other instead of the Turks.'
âIt's been bad,' Alex admitted. âPresident Zaimis is a good enough sort of man, but he has no control over the
capitani
. My cousin, Petro Bey, does his best, but what can one man do? Don't look so downcast,
kyria
, it is but to wait until spring and everything will change.'
âFor the better?' asked Brett.
âYes. Lord Cochrane is on his way at last. And our good friend Sir Richard Church. When they arrive, with ships and funds, and their good counsel, you will soon see the Greek government united and the Turks swept into the sea.'
âI wonder,' said Brett.
âMr. Renshaw is writing a book about Greece.' As so often, Phyllida must play peacemaker between the two men. âWe are relying on you for all the latest news, Alex.'
â
You
shall have it,
kyria
.' A slight but unmistakable accent on the first word. âAnd there is good as well as bad. Karaiskakis has won a noble victory at Arachova, and Kolokotronis is harrying the Turks in the Morea.'
âYou mean, when we see smoke hanging over the mainland, it is the Greeks who are lighting the fires?' asked Jenny.
âIt's still Greek houses and olive groves that are burning,' said Brett. âAnd what about that little matter of piracy on Hydra? Did Captain Hamilton really have to fire on your Greek ships in order to make them surrender their booty?'
âYou are well informed, sir.' Alex did not like the question. âBut it was merely a misunderstanding.'
Phyllida laughed. âThe kind of misunderstanding you saved us from, Alex?'
âThat was the happiest day of my life,' he said.
âI shall never forgive myself for having missed it,' chimed in Jenny. âOnly to think of being captured by real pirates! But, Alex, you haven't told us what you've been doing all winter.'
âMy duty, I hope. Taking stores where they were most needed; keeping our lines of communication open; watching out for the Turks. I have longed to visit you sooner,
kyria
, with the good news of Petros, but my conscience to my country would not let me.'
âOf course not.' Phyllida's voice held warm approval.
âAnd now?' Brett asked.
âOnce again I am the fortunate bearer of dispatches to Sir Frederick Adam.'
âBut you can stay with us overnight, Alex? And take an answer to my brother?'
â
Kyria
, I will dine with you gladly, but must sail with the evening breeze. As to your answer for Petros, I shall give myself the pleasure of calling for that on my way back. But you understand, of course, that it may be months before I am able to get it to him.'
Phyllida hurried away to stir up the cook into unwonted activity and then pause, irresolute, in her own room. It was almost a year, now, since her father's death. Surely the good news of Peter would justify her in celebrating with the white
silk dress that hung temptingly in her closet?
She had had it made on severely classical lines, relieved only by the heavy gold embroidery she had found in the bazaar. âRavishing!' She turned from the glass at Jenny's voice. âI'm sorry,' the girl went on. âI didn't mean to startle you, but I can't do up my back buttons.'
Phyllida laughed. âBetter me than Price. Yes,' she was busy with the tiny silk buttons that ran all the way down Jenny's slim back. âI thought this was an occasion that justified light colours.' There was the faintest hint of apology in her voice.
âOf course it is,' Jenny agreed warmly. âI'm in my best too. Will he call us twin graces, do you think, or the spirits of the isle? What a man! What an airâThank you, love!âAnd what a voice. When he calls me
kyria
as if I was the only lady in the world, it sends shivers right down my back. And then he does just the same for you, and I stop shivering.'
Cassandra, pausing in the doorway, heard the end of this speech and was delighted. She had been meditating some kind of carefully careless warning of her own to Phyllida, but thought Jenny had done it for her, and done it just right. They all went downstairs together and found Alex and Brett waiting for them in the saloon. Brett's evening dress was immaculate as usual, but no one had eyes for him. Alex had put on the white kilt, or
fustanella
, that was rapidly developing from the Albanian to the Greek national dress. They had seen it often enough, isabella-coloured with much use and no washing, but this one was of brand new, crisp white woollen and was worn with a dark velvet close-fitting jacket that made Alex every inch a figure from romance.
âLord, aren't we all fine!' said Jenny irrepressibly.
âFine!' Alex was kissing first Phyllida's hand and then hers: âA pair of goddesses, no less.' And wondered why Jenny dissolved suddenly into delighted laughter.
It was a gay evening. Phyllida had felt a curious load lifted from her mind by Jenny's light-hearted comments on Alex. For the first time, she admitted to herself that she loved him. Madness, of course, but delicious madness. For tonight, she would simply let herself be happy in his company. It made it, somehow, easy to be unusually kind to Brett. Over dinner, she steered the talk to his book and was delighted to have Alex prove both enthusiastic and helpful. âIt's just what we need,' he
said. âOur story told for us by an Englishman who is known not to be biased in our favour. Command me in everything, milord.'
âSplendid.' When the ladies left them alone together, Brett plied him with questions. But something had been puzzling him. âYou haven't suggested that we accompany you back to Aegina where the government is?'
âAlas, no, since your
Helena
has still not got the use of her engines. You and the ladies must not risk yourselves near the Turks with only sail. BesidesâI can hold out little hope that Athens will be relieved before spring. That will be time enough for you to sail round. By then, I hope, Cochrane and Church will have arrived; a very much happier scene will greet you.'
Phyllida read and reread Peter's short letter. âOf course he cannot escape from Athens,' she told Brett. âFor one of the few remaining Philhellenes to behave in so cowardly a fashionâIt's unthinkable.'
âI was afraid any brother of yours must feel that. Let us hope that the Greeks don't lose the Acropolis out of sheer incompetence, as they did Missolonghi. How Byron must have turned in his grave. Do you know, the more I find out about him, the better I like himâas an unlucky man, not at all the satanic figure I used to imitate.'
She was delighted with him. âWhat in the world happened to that skull-shaped goblet you had?'
âI threw it overboard that night in Constantinople. Not out of good sense, I'm afraid, but bad temper.'
âLike all those bottles of sal volatile right here in the harbour.' Hard to believe that episode had only been a few months ago. âWhat a reformed character you are.'
âYou know who's to thank for thatâ'
âAunt Cassandra, of course.' She did not let him finish. âShe could reform a saint, if he happened to need it. But, BrettâI need your advice.' This was the best way she knew to get the conversation back to earth.
âOf course!'
âIt's about Peter. He wants Mr. Biddock to sell up his share
of our father's estate and devote the proceeds to the Greek cause.'
âHe doesn't know he has no share?'
âNo. And I don't mean to tell him. But I don't know what to do for the best. It's a great deal of money. Rightly used, it might make a real difference to the Greeks. Butâhow can I be sure that it will be rightly used?'
âYou can't,' he said at once. âLook what happened to the British loans at the beginning of this war. Squandered on silver-mounted pistols and yataghansâ' He did not let himself add: âSuch as Alex wears.'
âI'll consult Alex, of course.' Had she read his thoughts, and was this her answer?
âYou know what he'll say.'
âI suppose so: that I should give it to his government, the one at Aegina. But what do I know of Zaimis and Petro Bey? Father always said, “Never invest money in a ship you haven't seen”. And this is Peter's money, not mine.'
âBut it is yours.' He was not at all sure which side to take in this dialogue of hers with herself. In many ways, he would be delighted to see her give away the greater part of her fortune, since it would put them so much more on a level. But just the sameâ¦
âOf course it's not mine,' she said. âJust because poor father left an angry will ⦠I'd always meant to share half and half with Peter. If I do give his half to the Greeks, then, of course, we'll share what remains.'