H. M. S. Ulysses (3 page)

‘It's a vicious, murderous circle,' Brooks went on quickly. He was leaning against the bulkhead now, hands deep in his pockets, gazing out sightlessly through the misted scuttle. ‘The less sleep you have, the tireder you are: the more tired you become, the more you feel cold. And so it goes on. And then, all the time, there's the hunger and the terrific tension. Everything interacts with everything else: each single factor conspires with the others to crush a man, break him physically and mentally, and lay him wide open to disease. Yes, Admiral—disease.' He smiled into Starr's face, and there was no laughter in his smile. ‘Pack men together like herring in a barrel, deprive 'em of every last ounce of resistance, batten 'em below decks for days at a time, and what do you get? TB It's inevitable.' He shrugged. ‘Sure, I've only isolated a few cases so far—but I
know
that active pulmonary TB is rife in the lower deck.

‘I saw the break-up coming months ago.' He lifted his shoulders wearily. ‘I warned the Fleet Surgeon several times. I wrote the Admiralty twice. They were sympathetic—and that's all. Shortage of ships, shortage of men . . .

‘The last hundred days did it, sir—on top of the previous months. A hundred days of pure bloody hell and not a single hour's shore leave. In port only twice—for ammunitioning: all oil and provisions from the carriers at sea. And every day an eternity of cold and hunger and danger and suffering. In the name of God,' Brooks cried, ‘we're not machines!'

He levered himself off the wall and walked over to Starr, hands still thrust deep in his pockets.

‘I hate to say this in front of the Captain, but every officer in the ship—except Captain Vallery—knows that the men would have mutinied, as you call it, long ago, but for one thing—Captain Vallery. The intense personal loyalty of the crew to the Captain, the devotion almost to the other side of idolatry is something quite unique in my experience, Admiral Starr.'

Tyndall and Turner both murmured approval. Vallery still sat motionless.

‘But there was a limit even to that. It had to come. And now you talk of punishing, imprisoning these men. Good God above, you might as well hang a man for having leprosy, or send him to penal servitude for developing ulcers!' Brooks shook his head in despair. ‘Our crew are equally guiltless. They just couldn't help it. They can't see right from wrong any more. They can't think straight. They just want a rest, they just want peace, a few days' blessed quiet. They'll give anything in the world for these things and they
can't
see beyond them. Can't you see that Admiral Starr? Can't you? Can't you?'

For perhaps thirty seconds there was silence, complete, utter silence, in the Admiral's cabin. The high, thin whine of the wind, the swish of the hail seemed unnaturally loud. Then Starr was on his feet, his hands stretching out for his gloves: Vallery looked up, for the first time, and he knew that Brooks had failed.

‘Have my barge alongside, Captain Vallery. At once, please.' Starr was detached, quite emotionless. ‘Complete oiling, provisioning and ammunitioning as soon as possible. Admiral Tyndall, I wish you and your squadron a successful voyage. As for you, Commander Brooks, I quite see the point of your argument—at least, as far as you are concerned.' His lips parted in a bleak, wintry smile. ‘You are quite obviously overwrought, badly in need of some leave. Your relief will be aboard before midnight. If you will come with me, Captain . . . '

He turned to the door and had taken only two steps when Vallery's voice stopped him dead, poised on one foot.

‘One moment, sir, if you please.'

Starr swung round. Captain Vallery had made no move to rise. He sat still, smiling. It was a smile compounded of deference, of understanding—and of a curious inflexibility. It made Starr feel vaguely uncomfortable.

‘Surgeon-Commander Brooks,' Vallery said precisely, ‘is a quite exceptional officer. He is invaluable, virtually irreplaceable and the
Ulysses
needs him badly. I wish to retain his services.'

‘I've made my decision, Captain,' Starr snapped. ‘And it's final. You know, I think, the powers invested in me by the Admiralty for this investigation.'

‘Quite, sir.' Vallery was quiet, unmoved. ‘I repeat, however, that we cannot afford to lose an officer of Brooks's calibre.'

The words, the tone, were polite, respectful; but their significance was unmistakable. Brooks stepped forward, distress in his face, but before he could speak, Turner cut in smoothly, urbanely.

‘I assume I wasn't invited to this conference for purely decorative purposes.' He tilted back in his chair, his eyes fixed dreamily on the deckhead. ‘I feel it's time I said something. I unreservedly endorse old Brooks's remarks—every word of them.'

Starr, white-mouthed and motionless, looked at Tyndall. ‘And you, Admiral?'

Tyndall looked up quizzically, all the tenseness and worry gone from his face. He looked more like a West Country Farmer Giles than ever. He supposed wryly, that his career was at stake; funny, he thought how suddenly unimportant a career could become.

‘As Officer Commanding, maximum squadron efficiency is my sole concern. Some people
are
irreplaceable. Captain Vallery suggests Brooks is one of these. I agree.'

‘I see, gentlemen, I see,' Starr said heavily. Two spots of colour burned high up on his cheekbones. ‘The convoy has sailed from Halifax, and my hands are tied. But you make a great mistake, gentlemen, a great mistake, in pointing pistols at the head of the Admiralty. We have long memories in Whitehall. We shall—ah—discuss the matter at length on your return. Good day, gentlemen, good day.'

Shivering in the sudden chill, Brooks clumped down the ladder to the upper deck and turned for'ard past the galley into the Sick Bay. Johnson, the Leading Sick Bay Attendant, looked out from the dispensary.

‘How are our sick and suffering, Johnson?' Brooks inquired. ‘Bearing up manfully?'

Johnson surveyed the eight beds and their occupants morosely.

‘Just a lot of bloody chancers, sir. Half of them are a damned sight fitter than I am. Look at Stoker Riley there—him with the broken finger and whacking great pile of
Reader's Digest
s. Going through all the medical articles, he is, and roaring out for sulph., penicillin and all the latest antibiotics. Can't pronounce half of them. Thinks he's dying.'

‘A grievous loss,' the Surgeon-Commander murmured. He shook his head. ‘What Commander Dodson sees in him I don't know . . . What's the latest from hospital?'

The expression drained out of Johnson's face.

‘They're just off the blower, sir,' he said woodenly. ‘Five minutes ago. Ordinary Seaman Ralston died at three o'clock.'

Brooks nodded heavily. Sending that broken boy to hospital had only been a gesture anyway. Just for a moment he felt tired, beaten. ‘Old Socrates' they called him, and he was beginning to feel his age these days—and a bit more besides. Maybe a good night's sleep would help, but he doubted it. He sighed.

‘Don't feel too good about all this, Johnson, do you?'

‘Eighteen, sir. Exactly eighteen.' Johnson's voice was low, bitter. ‘I've just been talking to Burgess—that's him in the next bed. Says Ralston steps out across the bathroom coaming, a towel over his arm. A mob rushes past, then this bloody great ape of a bootneck comes tearing up and bashes him over the skull with his rifle. Never knew what hit him, sir—and he never knew why.'

Brooks smiled faintly.

‘That's what they call—ah—seditious talk, Johnson,' he said mildy.

‘Sorry, sir. Suppose I shouldn't—it's just that I—'

‘Never mind, Johnson. I asked for it. Can't stop anyone from thinking. Only, don't think out loud. It's—it's prejudicial to naval discipline . . . I think your friend Riley wants you. Better get him a dictionary.'

He turned and pushed his way through the surgery curtains. A dark head—all that could be seen behind the dentist's chair— twisted round. Johnny Nicholls, Acting Surgeon Lieutenant, rose quickly to his feet, a pile of report cards dangling from his left hand.

‘Hallo, sir. Have a pew.'

Brooks grinned.

‘An excellent thing, Lieutenant Nicholls, truly gratifying, to meet these days a junior officer who knows his place. Thank you, thank you.'

He climbed into the chair and sank back with a groan, fiddling with the neck-rest.

‘If you'll just adjust the foot-rest, my boy . . . so. Ah—thank you.' He leaned back luxuriously, eyes closed, head far back on the rest, and groaned again. ‘I'm an old man, Johnny, my boy, just an ancient has-been.'

‘Nonsense, sir,' Nicholls said briskly. ‘Just a slight malaise. Now, if you'll let me prescribe a suitable tonic . . . '

He turned to a cupboard, fished out two toothglasses and a dark-green, ribbed bottle marked ‘Poison'. He filled the glasses and handed one to Brooks. ‘My personal recommendation. Good health, sir!'

Brooks looked at the amber liquid, then at Nicholls.

‘Heathenish practice they taught you at these Scottish Universities, my boy . . . Admirable fellers, some of these old heathens. What is it this time, Johnny?'

‘First-class stuff,' Nicholls grinned. ‘Produce of the Island of Coll.'

The old surgeon looked at him suspiciously.

‘Didn't know they had any distilleries up there.'

‘They haven't. I only said it was made in Coll . . . How did things go up top, sir?'

‘Bloody awful. His nibs threatened to string us all from the yardarm. Took a special dislike to me—said I was to be booted off the ship instanter. Meant it, too.'

‘You!' Nicholls's brown eyes, deep-sunk just now and red-rimmed from sleeplessness, opened wide. ‘You're joking, sir, of course.'

‘I'm not. But it's all right—I'm not going. Old Giles, the skipper and Turner—the crazy idiots—virtually told Starr that if I went he'd better start looking around for another Admiral, Captain and Commander as well. They shouldn't have done it, of course—but it shook old Vincent to the core. Departed in high dudgeon, muttering veiled threats . . . not so veiled, either, come to think of it.'

‘Damned old fool!' said Nicholls feelingly.

‘He's not really, Johnny. Actually, he's a brilliant bloke. You don't become a DNO for nothing. Master strategist and tactician, Giles tells me, and he's not really as bad as we're apt to paint him; to a certain extent we can't blame old Vincent for sending us out again. Bloke's up against an insoluble problem. Limited resources at his disposal, terrific demands for ships and men in half a dozen other theatres. Impossible to meet half the claims made on him; half the time he's operating on little better than a shoe-string. But he's still an inhuman, impersonal sort of cuss—doesn't understand men.'

‘And the upshot of it all?'

‘Murmansk again. Sailing at 0600 tomorrow.'

‘What! Again? This bunch of walking zombies?' Nicholls was openly incredulous. ‘Why, they can't do that, sir! They—they just can't!'

‘They're doing it anyway, my boy. The
Ulysses
must—ah—redeem itself.' Brooks opened his eyes. ‘Gad the very thought appals me. If there's any of that poison left, my boy . . . '

Nicholls shoved the depleted bottle back into the cupboard, and jerked a resentful thumb in the direction of the massive battleship clearly visible through the porthole, swinging round her anchor three or four cable-lengths away.

‘Why always us, sir? It's always us. Why don't they send that useless floating barracks out once in a while? Swinging round that bloody great anchor, month in, month out—'

‘Just the point,' Brooks interrupted solemnly. ‘According to the Kapok Kid, the tremendous weight of empty condensed-milk cans and herring-intomato-sauce tins accumulated on the ocean bed over the past twelve months completely defeats all attempts to weigh anchor.'

Nicholls didn't seem to hear him.

‘Week in, week out, months and months on end, they send the
Ulysses
out. They change the carriers, they rest the screen destroyers—but never the
Ulysses
. There's no let-up. Never, not once. But the
Duke of Cumberland
—all it's fit for is sending hulking great brutes of marines on board here to massacre sick men, crippled men, men who've done more in a week than—'

‘Easy, boy, easy,' the Commander chided. ‘You can't call three dead men and the bunch of wounded heroes lying outside there a massacre. The marines were only doing their job. As for the
Cumberland
—well, you've got to face it. We're the only ship in the Home Fleet equipped for carrier command.'

Nicholls drained his glass and regarded his superior officer moodily.

‘There are times, sir, when I positively love the Germans.'

‘You and Johnson should get together sometime,' Brooks advised. ‘Old Starr would have you both clapped in irons for spreading alarm and . . . Hallo, hallo!' He straightened up in his chair and leaned forward. ‘Observe the old
Duke
there, Johnny! Yards of washing going up from the flagdeck and matelots running—actually running—up to the fo'c'sle head. Unmistakable signs of activity. By Gad, this
is
uncommon surprising! What d'ye make of it, boy?'