bodies seemed to hum and vibrate and then ever so slightly
levitate off the ground. Then Gabriel spoke.
“In the name of Christ Our Lord and al that is Holy, I
command you be gone. Return this earthly body to the
hands of God and slither back into the pit of fire where you
belong.”
The demon’s head began thrashing back and forth like a
whip, as though it were having some sort of seizure. The
cloud of muted, golden light crept forward, beautiful to the
human eye, but a mark of death for any agent of darkness.
The demon tried to dart past my siblings, but the light was
like a force field keeping it back. It struggled violently, but to
no avail. The misty cloud had almost reached it and I
watched the demon throw itself to the floor. As the light
surrounded it, descending like a fog, Sister Mary Clare’s
body began to emit smoke from her nose and a sizzling
sound like meat on a barbeque fil ed the air. Mol y’s jaw
dropped in horror and she backed away from the scene
before her, covering her ears against the demon’s
strangled screams. Xavier too went pale and swal owed
hard, watching with a pained expression. The body on the
ground had gone rigid, its torso lurching upward in
shuddering convulsions. I saw a bulge appear in Sister
Mary Clare’s abdomen, it seemed to be shifting upward,
through her chest, like a hideous tubershaped growth.
Xavier winced as the sharp crack of a snapping rib was
heard amid the grunts and gasps. The bulge distorted the
woman’s throat until suddenly her mouth flew open and she
began to choke and gurgle. My siblings concentrated
harder, their light constricting around the nun’s throat and
sure enough, a steaming, thick black substance came
pouring through her open mouth and flopped onto the floor
like a dead fish.
Ivy dropped her hand, retracted her wings, and sank to
her knees in exhaustion while Gabriel knelt beside the body
on the floor. Free at last from the poisonous creature that
had been holding her hostage, Sister Mary Clare looked
very different. The vicious expression was replaced by one
of liberation, despite the pain she must have been in. Her
face was stil bruised and battered, but as her eyelids
fluttered open I caught sight of a pair of pale blue eyes. The
young woman seemed to sigh in relief and her head lol ed
to one side. Gabriel looked concerned and bent low over
her, his fingers pressed lightly against her neck, searching
for a pulse.
He looked up at Ivy. “It’s not good.”
My sister floated across to join him and together they
began to work on Sister Mary Clare. Gabriel seemed to be
healing the physical wounds while Ivy went deeper, trying to
reach Mary Clare’s soul and restore it to health and to God.
I couldn’t imagine the state her soul must be in after sharing
a body with a demon for months. It would be shredded
almost beyond recognition, but if anyone could help her, it
was a seraphim. I watched as Gabriel touched her cheeks
and the bruising and swel ing began to subside. His fingers
traced across her lips and they were whole once again.
Sister Faith hurried to bring a wet cloth and gingerly wiped
away the dried blood that caked her lips and chin. When
Gabriel moved his hands, I saw that Sister Mary Clare’s
teeth had been restored as wel . My brother had left her with
no physical reminder of the torment she’d endured.
Although her body was returned to ful health, her chest was
stil . Ivy remained hunched over her, eyes tightly shut. My
sister’s body trembled with the effort and Gabriel put his
hands on her shoulders to steady her. Bringing a soul back
from the brink of death was tiring work even for an angel as
strong as Ivy and I could see that Sister Mary Clare was
almost beyond help. A soul, once taken by Death, was
almost impossible to get back. The soul belonged to him
until it was claimed by either Heaven or Hel . If no one
wanted it, it was tossed into Limbo like garbage.
I knew Ivy had to travel down the tunnel of Sister Mary
Clare’s subconscious and coax her back before she
slipped away forever. I imagined her mind was like a mess
of crawling vermin, contaminated by the evil that had
inhabited her body for so long. Death was close, anybody
could see that. She was probably teetering on the edge,
unwil ing to return to life lest it be ful of the agony she
remembered. The tunnel of death sucks the life out of you, it
wants you to give in. It wants you to surrender. Of course,
the darkness could never touch my sister, but it could stil
deplete her strength and being inside Sister Mary Clare’s
infected mind was bound to take its tol .
Eventual y, after what seemed like forever, Ivy released
the nun’s hand and watched as her eyes blinked and then
opened. She immediately took a deep, gasping breath like
someone who had been held underwater too long.
“Oh praise the Lord!” Sister Faith cried. “Thank you,
bless you.” She seized Mary Clare in a tight hug as the
bewildered woman sat up and looked around in confusion. I
saw her properly then and realized just how young she was
—no more than early twenties with a clear face and a
sprinkling of freckles across her nose.
“What … what happened?” she stammered. Her hand
reached up to touch her knotted hair, which was caked with
blood. Sister Faith’s mouth fel open.
“She doesn’t remember?”
“She’s in shock,” replied Gabriel. “Over the next few days
it wil come back to her through flashes and nightmares.
She wil need your support.”
“Of course.” Sister Faith nodded frantical y. “Whatever
she needs.”
“Right now she needs a shower,” my brother said. “And
then you should get her into bed.” He looked around the
trashed room. “Is there somewhere she can stay while this
mess gets cleaned up?”
“Yes, yes,” Sister Faith was muttering to herself. “I’l have
Adele set up a bed.” She looked at Gabriel and Ivy. “I don’t
know how to thank you,” she said, her eyes wel ing up
again. “I thought we had lost her forever, but you have given
us our sister back and reaffirmed our faith like I never
expected in this lifetime. You have our unending gratitude.”
Gabriel only smiled. “It was our pleasure,” he said simply.
“Now take care of your sister. We wil see ourselves out.”
Sister Faith gave my siblings one final look of rapture
and then hurried the frail Mary Clare out of the room. I heard
her cal ing through the house to the others. I wondered if
they would believe the story of the mysterious visitors and
the heavenly retribution they’d delivered.
When
they
were
gone,
Ivy,
who
had
been
uncharacteristical y quiet, let out a soft sigh and seemed to
sway for a moment on her feet.
“Easy there,” Xavier said, taking a step toward her. “Are
you okay?”
With a resounding swish Gabriel’s wings retracted,
folding behind his muscular back. He wrapped a strong
arm around Ivy’s waist to support her and she leaned
against his shoulder, regathering her strength.
A moment later her wings also retracted, but I could see
the effort it cost her. She took a deep breath and gave
Xavier a faint smile.
“I’m just drained,” she said. “I’l be fine in a minute.”
Gabriel began to usher the little party toward the door.
“Come,” he said. “Our business here is finished, we should
leave.”
Outside on the porch, Gabriel caught sight of Mol y.
Clearly, the ful impact of what she’d witnessed had just hit
her. She clutched the porch post, her hands shaking. She
looked as if she could hardly support her own weight and
took one wobbly step forward, stretching out her hands to
regain her balance. Gabriel slipped an arm around her
waist to help her down the steps, and when they reached
the bottom, he wordlessly sank down beside her as she
knelt on the ground and threw up into the flower beds. One
hand stil on her shoulder, he gently lifted her hair away from
her face and held it back—not speaking, just patiently
waiting for her to finish.
27
He Loves Me Not
IT was the early hours of the morning by the time the four of
them made it back to the Easy Stay Inn. Although some
color had returned to Mol y’s face, she seemed overcome
with exhaustion. Xavier looked equal y worn-out and badly
in need of sleep. Only my siblings remained as composed
and pokerfaced as always. The only indication of the stress
they’d just undergone was their rumpled clothing. Ivy’s
strength seemed to have replenished by the time they got
back, but I knew it had been a tough night for her. It must be
frustrating, I thought. Her strength and power in the
Kingdom was boundless. But from what I could see, the
longer angels lingered on earth and mingled with humanity,
the more finite their powers seemed to become.
At the first opportunity, Xavier disappeared to his room
without saying a word to anyone. I wanted to fol ow him so
we could be alone for a while. I imagined myself lying down
beside him on the bed and pressing my head against his
chest the way I used to do. I wanted to focus every shred of
energy on letting him know I was there; to offer him what
little comfort I could and let his presence comfort me. But Ivy
and Gabriel were the ones planning the next move and I
needed to stay put if I wanted to be kept in the loop.
“What’s with him?” Mol y muttered as soon as Xavier shut
the door behind him.
“I imagine he’s disturbed by tonight’s events,” Ivy said
drily as she fitted her key into the lock. “He needs some
time to process it.” I knew Mol y’s naivete irritated her
sometimes.
For some reason, Mol y was stil purposelessly hovering
beside my siblings. They both had the good grace not to
ask what she wanted. Maybe she wanted out of the whole
rescue mission. Maybe she’d taken on more than she
bargained for and was ready to go home.
The bedroom door was painted a murky maroon color.
With a heavy sigh Gabriel pushed it open and flicked the
switches on the wal . The room was fil ed with a harsh
amber light and the rattle of a defective overhead fan. The
twin beds were covered in thin floral duvets with matching
bedside tables and fringed nightshades. The carpet was a
faded salmon color and curtains on a metal rod covered a
single rectangular window.
“It has a certain charm,” Ivy said with an ironic smile.
Although my siblings had grown used to the luxury of Byron,
their surroundings were immaterial to them. They could’ve
been in a luxury suite at the Waldorf Astoria for al the
difference it made.
“I’m going to take a shower,” Ivy said, scooping up a bag
of toiletries and disappearing into the bathroom. Mol y
watched her go, biting her lip and shifting anxiously from
foot to foot. Gabriel’s penetrating eyes watched her
patiently. They reminded me of a snowstorm—clear and
pale and so ful of depth that you could easily lose yourself
in them. He removed his jacket and hung it on the back of a
chair. The tight white T-shirt he wore accentuated his
impossibly perfect physique. Mol y couldn’t seem to tear
her gaze away from his rippling body and the way the fabric