Hard Corps (Selected Sinners MC #7) (40 page)

After sixty seconds, Teddy walked form the back room with a cable in his hand. From what I could see, it was the correct cable.

Fuck yes.

“This fucker was back there without a baggie. Looks right to me,” he winked.

“How much?” I asked as I reached for my wallet.

“Can’t rightly charge for it. It ain’t got a fuckin’ part number,” he shrugged, “I don’t even know how to put it in the computer.”

I shook my head and smiled. Teddy leaned onto the counter and looked to his left and then to his right. As he stopped looking around and focused on me, he grinned.

“Wanna hear a story?” he asked.

I nodded eagerly, leaned onto the counter, and shoved the battery cable into my pocket.

“You know Kelli, right?” he tilted his head toward Kelli’s office.

I nodded and smiled.

“She’s fuckin’ preggo,” he smiled.

“Huh? I just saw her a minute ago. She didn’t look it,” I shrugged.

“Well, she’s preggo as a motherfucker. Doc knocked her up on a bet,” he leaned back and slapped the countertop with his open hand.

“On a bet?”

He nodded his head and leaned into the counter again, “Yep. Went to a boxing match in Texas. Doc says,
if this sum bitch knocks out the Alabama boy, I’ll give ya a baby
. So, the kid knocks out the Alabama boy. And Kelli tosses the birth control in the shit-can. About three weeks, and she’s fuckin’ preggo.”

He raised his hand and snapped his fingers loudly, “Just like that.”

I smiled, “Well, good for her. I’ll congratulate her on the way out.”

Having a baby with Jak would be the best gift I could ever receive. To think of Jak and me raising a child together made me think of the differences between what my mother did and what I would do. My child, if I was ever so lucky to have one, would receive nothing but love and affection. I know Jak well enough to know he’d provide the exact same thing. For a small moment as I stood there, I became jealous of Kelli for being pregnant and me not even being married yet.

“Wait, that ain’t the half of it,” he said as he leaned away from the counter and rubbed his hands together.

I raised my eyebrows in false wonder, “Oh it isn’t?”

“Nope. Guess?” he said as he began to rub his beard.

I shrugged, “Uhhm. I don’t know. Twins?”

“Sum bitch. You guessed it. Damn, you’re good, Karter,” he chuckled.

“Seriously? Twins?” I asked.

“Yep. Boy and a girl. They got one a them whatchamacallit tests. And there’s one a each in there,” he grinned.

I pressed my tongue to the roof of my mouth and wrinkled my nose, “That might be a little tough, going from none to two immediately.”

Teddy shrugged and smiled. All of a sudden I wasn’t so jealous. To think of having two kids at once seemed like more of a hassle than a blessing. Maybe if they were my kids, I’d feel differently. I smiled at the overall thought of children and of Kelli probably being excited about having twins.

“Is that it?” I asked.

“Well,” he rubbed his beard again with both hands.

“Oh, shit. I almost forgot,” I said as I lifted my left hand to the counter.

“Bam!” I shouted as my hand hit the counter.

Teddy jumped backward as if I had actually scared him. As he looked down at my hand, his eyes widened and he grinned.

“Sum bitch girl. From him? The big boy?” he nodded his head toward the showroom. 

I smiled, “Yep. I’ll introduce you. He’s thinking about buying the Street Glide.”

“He better buy it,” Teddy said as he leaned away from the counter.

“Oh yeah? Why so?”

As he slowly walked toward the back room, he looked over his left shoulder and chuckled, “If you finger bang a girl on one of our bikes, you gotta buy it.”

And with that, Teddy disappeared into the back room. I turned toward the showroom and noticed Jak was gone. The spot where the bike had been parked was empty. I looked toward the front door. Steve and Jak were pushing the bike through the open doors. Excitedly, I ran toward the door. As I caught up to them, they were pushing the bike onto the sidewalk.

“So, you going to ride it?” I asked.

“Yes, I am. Let me get my feet wet for a few minutes, it’s been a while. I’ll be back in about ten,” he grinned.

The bike looked gorgeous in the sunlight. The thought of mine being broke down made me more disappointed now, as Jak and I couldn’t ride together until I fixed it. As Steve stepped to the side, Jak pulled a half-helmet on and fired up the bike. As the engine warmed, he turned toward me and tilted his head to the side.

“Kiss me,” he said.

I wrapped my arms around him and gave him a kiss. Seeing him on the bike excited me to no end. As I stepped on the sidewalk and watched, Jak pulled out onto the road in front of the dealership and gassed the throttle like he was in a street race. I smiled as he sped away and up the onramp to the highway.

“Ridin’ that motherfucker like he stole it,” Steve laughed.

“Well, at least he isn’t riding it like a pussy,” I chuckled.

Steve turned to me and smiled, “What’s your name again?”

“Karter.”

“I like those tats, Karter. Like your old man too, he’s a good dude.”

“He’s the best,” I said.

“Let’s go inside. Like any of the new bikes?” he asked as he pulled the door open.

I shrugged, “I don’t know. I like that new Softail Slim, but I’m a starving artist. I can’t afford a new bike. I just sold forty grand worth of art, but I have to manage my money. Hell, I might not sell anything else for six months.”

“Don’t cost anything to look, does it?” he asked.

“Nope,” I responded as I walked through the door.

A new flat black Softail Slim sat in the middle of the showroom. As we approached it, Steve looked toward the bike and nodded, “Get on. It sits real low. Probably wouldn’t even have to lower it.”

I hopped on the bike and grabbed the bars. My feet sat flat on the floor and my knees were actually bent. Shocked, as I had to lower my Softail three inches to get it where I could safely ride it, I grinned at the stance of the bike. It fit me perfectly.

“How much?” I asked.

“$17,500 the way it sits. We’d give a little break off that,” he said.

I kicked up the kickstand and felt the bike’s weight against my legs. It was similar to mine, but almost twenty-five years newer and with a more comfortable seat. The thought of having a new bike was something that always appealed to me. I had no hang-ups with my bike, and felt no real reason to keep it other than I had almost no money invested in it. That, and the fact I couldn’t afford to replace it. As I heard the unmistakable rumble of the Street Glide outside the front door, I tilted my head toward the entrance. Jak removed his helmet as he walked through the door.

“What’d you think of her, Jak?” Steve asked.

“Loved it,” Jak smiled.

He looked truly happy. It was almost as if he finally found the escape he had needed all along. I realized there was a tremendous amount of burden carried by military war veterans, but Jak never talked about the war. As I wondered how he dealt with the emotion from all of the missions he’d been on, I considered the freedom he may have felt while riding the bike. Riding, for me, was an experience and an escape I could get nowhere else on this earth. As he slowly meandered through the showroom, he seemed to have a little more attitude to his walk.

In his boots, jeans, and tee shirt, he looked like a biker.

“Well?” I asked, trying not to sound too excited.

“Well what? Well, you look gorgeous on that new bike, honey,” he smiled as he bent down to my height and kissed me.

“Do you like it?” he asked.

“Love it,” I grinned.

“Would you ever trade in the other one?” he asked.

“Oh fuck yeah, if I could afford it. Truthfully, I hate that fucking Evo,” I complained.

“How much for both of ‘em?” Jak asked.

Oh my God. Don’t fuck with me, Jak.

“Well, $27,500 for the ‘Glide, and $17,500 for the Slim. That’s $45,000. I’d say we could probably go $40,000 for them both,” Steve responded.

“She’s got a 1991 Softail in above average shape for the age. It needs a battery cable,” Jak paused and looked toward me.

I smiled and pulled the battery cable from my rear pocket and held it in the air. If we ended up with two new bikes, there would be nowhere we couldn’t go. Hell, if Jak wanted, we could ride to the coast. The thought of getting rid of my shitty old Harley became exciting as Steve waited for Jak to finish speaking.

“How about $35,000 and the old Softail?” Jak asked.

Holy shit. Jak’s serious.

“Make it $36,500?” Steve asked.

“No,” Jak responded.

Fuck, I’ll toss in the fifteen hundred.

“I’ll go $36,000,” Jak said.

“You got a deal. Now what about her old bike?” Steve asked.

“I’ll deliver it this afternoon,” Jak responded.

“Sounds good, let’s write it up,” Steve said.

“Jak? You’re serious?” I asked.

It all happened so fast. I’d never had anyone buy me anything, let alone something as expensive as a new bike. It was difficult for me to comprehend. Completely overwhelmed with emotion and excitement for Jak and me to be able to ride together, I waited for him to respond.

“Push it to the door, honey. Let’s go get your bike and bring it back here, then we can spend the rest of the day riding,” he grinned.

As I thought of loading the bike into the truck, I remembered the day Jak and I met, and how he lifted the back of the bike into the truck with ease.

And. I. Got. Wet.

As he began to walk toward Steve’s office, I whistled. Jak turned around. I kicked the kickstand down and stood from the bike. I looked down at the waist of my jeans.

“Stick your hand in here,” I laughed as I pulled the waist of my jeans away from my stomach.

“Let me get this signed and over with,” he said as he tilted his head toward the office.

“Pussy,” I whispered.

Fuck, I said that out loud.

Before I had a chance to make a run for it, Jak had me pinned to the floor, and his hand in my pants.

Yeah, I think Jak will do just fine as a biker.

KARTER.
I used to sit at home and worry Jak would simply forget about me one day. Having Jak be a part of my life made such improvements to me and my manner of living, I was afraid it would certainly come to an end. I had never truly enjoyed living until I met Jak. With him in my life, I viewed the world before me through different eyes, and not my colored contact lenses.

Life with Jak was not too good to be true, because it
was
true. It was real. And it was mine. And I, of all people, believed I deserved what I was being served as a repeated meal by the hand of no other than God. I had never really believed in God until after I met Jak. And now, I don’t know how anyone could convince me God did not exist. Who could witness something as magical as the love Jak and I felt for one another, and believe it merely
happened
? Everything falling into place in the manner it had was far too complex to be anything but a plan by a being greater than man. I cleared my throat, set my coffee cup beside the newspaper, and closed my eyes.

God,

You keep Jak healthy, and I’ll keep him happy. I can promise you that. And I don’t make a promise if I don’t intend to die keeping it. And you can take that to the fucking bank.

Shit.

I probably shouldn’t have cussed, huh? My bad. Rewind. Okay, keep him healthy, and I’ll keep him happy. Pound it. Thanks for everything. Show me the way. Keep us safe out on the road. Shiny side up and all.

That’s all I got.

Karter out.

I opened my eyes and began sorting through the piles of mail which had collected for almost the entire time I had known Jak. He had immediately consumed my entire life, and although it was in a good way, it was also a bit overwhelming looking at it from an outsider’s point of view. As I flipped through the envelopes, one thing became immediately apparent.

The Sedgwick County Courthouse wanted to get ahold of me.

Desperately.

No less than six letters from the Sedgwick County Courthouse were amongst the mail I had inventoried. Frustrated, and assuming I had a warrant for my arrest, I grabbed my knife and cut the envelope open. I pulled the one-page letter from the envelope and read it.

Mrs. Wilson,

Pursuant to case number SG-2436-17A, please provide proof of ongoing aftercare. If such proof isn’t provided by August 28
th
, 2014, actions will be taken by the court.

Be reminded breach of the agreement set forth in the above referenced case may include fines, imprisonment, or both.

Circumstances of the case and of the agreement are available from the Clerk of the Court by providing the case number.

Respectfully,

The Prosecutor’s Office

I tossed the letter on the counter.

Fuck.

I opened one of the other envelopes. The exact same letter with a different date was inside. I opened another. The same thing. Frustrated, I sat and stared at the newspaper I had just finished reading. I had been required by the court to attend no less than three Alcoholics Anonymous meetings as aftercare to my treatment. If not, I could be determined mentally incompetent by the court, and placed in an institution or in jail.

I shook my head, wrapped my hands around my coffee cup and thought of what my options were. I looked down at my cup and closed my eyes.

God,

Seriously?

I opened my eyes and shook my head. I glanced at the pile of mail and closed my eyes softly to close my prayer.

Karter out.

The August date had long since passed. Without a doubt in a short period of time, if not already, a warrant for my arrest would be issued. Frustrated, I picked up the phone and called the Prosecutor’s Office. After three different people and twenty minutes of begging, I had authorization to attend three meetings in three weeks.

Thank God.

No pun intended.

A call to the treatment center revealed what I already knew. There were daily morning and afternoon meetings, seven days a week, 365 days a year.
Praise the Lord and pass the wicker basket
. I decided to send Jak a text and tell him the truth. He understood the importance of what I had to do, and we decided to meet for a late lunch afterward. After a quick shower and a wet ponytail I was on the elevator.

I got off the elevator and looked at my new bike. It was a relief to have the old one long gone. It reminded me of my mother each time I thought about it. It was really the last thing that tied us together, and being rid of it would truly allow me to live a life free of any thoughts or attachments to her. I pulled my helmet on and fired up the bike. The rumble from the 1690 cc motor was totally different than the 1340. This bike was just like me.

Bad ass.

The ride through mid-morning traffic was without incident, and within fifteen minutes I was at the treatment center. After exchanging niceties with the counselor, I flopped down at the almost empty table, set my helmet on the floor, and looked around the room.

Three, including me.

I looked at my watch. It would be fifteen more minutes before the fun began. I rolled my eyes, looked up at the ceiling, and began counting the ceiling tiles. Generally, simple math would satisfy me when computing the size of a room. Considering my level of interest in being there, I decided I would count them individually to waste a little more time. When I reached 107, a familiar voice caught my attention.

“Nice to see you back, Karter.”

I looked down from the ceiling.

Bill the bullshitter.

“Mornin’ Bill,” I sighed.

I leaned back in the chair and looked up at the ceiling.

Where was I?

Fuck, now I have to start over.

I saw the outline of Bill’s body as he got a cup of coffee and sat in the same seat he was sitting in the day we met for the first time. I considered the fact he was at my very first meeting, he didn’t attend any of the other meetings during my treatment, and now he had returned for my random assed unscheduled meeting. I began to wonder if he was following me. Not in a necessarily paranoid manner, but in a
what the fuck is the deal with this dude
manner
.
I stopped counting ceiling tiles at tile number 143, and shifted my gaze to Bill.

“So,
Bill.
Did you ever remember the name of the nineteen-year-old boy you slaughtered?”

He looked up from his cup of coffee and across the table. His eyes were filled with sorrow.
Real sorrow
. He nodded his head slowly and his lips began quiver as he started to speak.

“As a matter of fact, I did. It’s been a tough week for me. It’s why I’m here. I didn’t rightly want to end up drunk again, so I decided it’d be better to come here and talk about it,” he said softly.

I stared at him and began to feel sorry for him. But, without a name, it was still bullshit.

“What was his name?” I asked.

With a shaking hand, he lifted the coffee cup to his mouth and spoke over the top of the cup, “Well, I can’t remember the last name, but I’m pretty sure I got the first. It was an odd one, just took some thinking to remember it.”

Still bullshit, dude.

“And?” I asked, beginning to feel annoyed.

“Anderson. His first name was Anderson.”

An immediate pain developed in my chest. My eyes welled with tears. I didn’t immediately understand what was happening, but after a moment, I came to the realization Jak’s father’s name was Anderson.

In my very first meeting, Bill said he had the wreck on June 6
th
, 1976.

Jak was born in 1976.

In January.

I pushed myself from the table and stood. My eyes were swollen and full of tears. I stared at Bill. Without speaking or remembering to grab my helmet, I stumbled to my bike, fired it up, and twisted the throttle as far as it would go.

And the wind against my face dried the many tears of pain from what I was afraid to be the truth.