Haunting Violet (25 page)

My shoulders slumped. “Oh.”

“Not to worry. I have some experience in these matters.”

“You do?”

“Yes.” He nodded, but his expression was grim, distant. He slid a book across the desk. “You can start by reading this.”

I closed my fingers around the leather-bound volume as an idea formed.

“Might I have a small sitting?” I asked. “Something intimate, with the neighbors, perhaps, that I might practice?” It seemed the best way to get Tabitha here and see if Rowena could communicate more useful information to us. I was hardly going to be invited to Whitestone Manor, and Elizabeth was technically still forbidden to visit at all.

“I think that's a wonderful idea,” Lord Jasper said. “I'll arrange it.”

It then occurred to me that I was going to have to actually sit for people I hardly knew and somehow control my so-called gifts. Not to mention that the same people had been there to witness my mother's rather spectacular downfall.

Not so wonderful at all, actually.

That night, just as I was about to blow out my candle and try to sleep, there was a furtive knock at the door.

“Violet,” Elizabeth whispered. “Vi, are you awake?” I opened the door to find Elizabeth in her white dressing gown, grinning at me. Her hair was stuffed haphazardly into a lacy cap. “Mother's hardly let me out of her sight today, and I'm dying for a good gossip.”

I'd been given the same room I'd had last week, and so we curled up on the settee in the sitting room. I admired her ability to shut off her anger so quickly. I knew mine would have smoldered, but I could tell by the way she looked at me expectantly that she had already put the whole thing from her mind.

“Come on,” she urged. “I want to hear everything that's happened. Did Xavier call on you?”

I grimaced. “Unfortunately, yes.”

“Oh no. What happened?”

“His family is too fine to enter into an alliance with Thornwood's bastard daughter, no matter how grand his title.”

She sucked in her breath. “I don't like that word.” She folded her arms. “There's definitely a bastard in this situation, but it isn't you.”

I choked out a laugh.

Her arms were still crossed but she smiled. “Never mind him. We have better things to talk about, surely, than that toad.”

I wasn't even angry at Xavier anymore. I simply didn't think of him at all. And I had thought to marry him because that's what poor pretty girls did. Wealthy pretty ones too, come to think of it, but with a little less urgency, I assumed.

“Is everyone still in residence?” I asked.

“Yes, mostly. Though Frederic is set to leave the day after next.” She sighed wistfully. “No progress on that front, I'm afraid. Tragic, isn't it?”

“And Tabitha?”

“Aside from that letter, I haven't heard a word from her.”

“Is she all right, do you think?”

“I think so. We'd have heard otherwise, wouldn't we?”

“I suppose. I went to Highgate.”

Elizabeth's eyes widened dramatically. “Was it terribly frightening?”

“Some.” I thought of the gates slamming shut. Then I thought of Colin, pressed against me. “But not entirely,” I hastened to add before I blushed. She'd never let a blush go unexplained. “Though I did see Mr. Travis.”

She looked confused. “Mr. Travis? Not really?”

“Really.”

“But … why?”

“I wish I knew.” I fiddled with the hem of my nightdress. “Rowena wasn't there, I think because she was still here protecting Tabitha. But I can't think of a single reason why Mr. Travis would have been there and chased us out if he wasn't involved with her murder in some way.”

Elizabeth tilted her head, as if she was thinking very hard.

“What is it?” I asked.

“I'm not … of course!” She slapped her palm on her knee.

“What?”

“I've just remembered why Mr. Travis seemed so familiar.” Her eyes widened. “He was at Highgate, the day of Rowena's burial.”

I went cold all over. “Are you sure? Why didn't you remember before?”

“I only saw him briefly, hovering near the back of the mourners. It's been bothering me since he came here.” She swallowed. “Oh, Violet, what can it mean?”

“Nothing good,” I replied grimly. “Is he still here?”

“Yes, I think so. He mostly keeps to himself. We only see him at sittings or at that one ball.”

“We have to keep an eye on him. We need some kind of proof.”

We talked some more but didn't come up with any solutions. I could only hope the séance would be illuminating. If I didn't make an utter fool of myself, of course.

After Elizabeth left, I went back to bed, with Mr. Rochester curled up at my feet, snoring. It just figured. I couldn't hear Rowena speak, which would make everything far simpler, but my little ghost of a dog snored like a train under all that misty fur. I woke up a little later to him growling, the rumble of his body tickling my toes.

“Hush,” I mumbled, opening my bleary eyes.

My grumble turned to a strangled yelp.

Rowena hovered at the edge of my bed, leaning over me so that when I turned over, we were nose to nose. Water dripped onto the quilt. The white lilies in her hair seemed to glow, as did her eyes, manifesting more fully than the rest of her.

Then she opened her mouth and it was like looking into a dark pond. I was so startled that I screeched and went tumbling off the bed and onto the hard floor, landing in a heap—trapped in the sheets with Mr. Rochester barking shrilly. As I fought my way free I blew out a breath, clearing the tangles of hair from my face and pulling my blankets back up in the lingering cold.

Rowena was gone.

CHAPTER 21

T
he séance was in the small family parlor this time, the walls done in silvery paper and the curtains a deep blue velvet. Oil lamps burned brightly. Lord Jasper's family was there, along with the Ashfords, Mr. Travis, Peter, Tabitha, her uncle, and Caroline. Tabitha would not look at me. Mr. Travis, on the other hand, wouldn't stop.

“My dear, if you don't mind,” Lord Jasper said after one of his sisters sniffed at me disdainfully. “Out of scientific interest, Miss Donovan has suggested you be searched before we begin.”

My eyes widened. “Pardon?”

“It is the accepted method in many Spiritualist circles. And you can have nothing to object to, can you, Miss Willoughby?” Caroline did not smile. Her demeanor was that certain one ingrained in every unhappy governess. Her hair was pulled back so severely it pulled at the corners of her eyes. I wasn't sure what to say or think. Elizabeth scowled on my behalf.

“I have every faith in Miss Willoughby and her abilities,” Lord Jasper said smoothly.

I stepped forward, holding out my arms and feeling faintly ridiculous, but I wanted to prove Lord Jasper right. I had nothing to hide about what went on tonight and nothing on my person. Besides, Mother had taught me that mediums never carry evidence that might be discovered. She usually left all the danger of exposure to Colin and me, with the bellows under my skirt. But in the end, she'd been the one caught out in her underwear.

“Why don't you check me over yourself,” I asked her pointedly. “That way you can have no doubts.”

Caroline looked briefly taken aback. I supposed it was hardly unexpected that such a demand might be made of me. That it was her specifically, however, gave me reason to pause. There was obviously something behind her “scientific interest,” and I could not be convinced otherwise. She was very thorough and not particularly gentle. Peter leered at us over his glass of port the entire time. Tabitha didn't say a word.

“Well?” Lord Jasper asked. “May we continue?”

Caroline nodded stiffly.

“As I thought,” he said.

“We still have to bind her,” Caroline insisted stubbornly.

“Bind me?” I squeaked. They were going to tie me up? What kind of séance was this? Peter snickered suggestively at me. “You can't be serious.”

“Don't be alarmed,” Lord Jasper said, which was absurd. I stared at Elizabeth wildly. She stared back just as wildly.

“This kind of testing is all the rage according to the Spiritualist papers,” Frederic explained. “I've seen it done myself.”

Sir Wentworth rolled his eyes. “Leave the poor chit alone,” he said. “This is all a bit of fun anyway. You can hardly take it seriously.”

All eyes turned toward me. I was on boggy ground now. If I agreed it was only entertainment, I was damning any future respect and confirming that I was fraud like my mother. On the other hand, if I wanted to be taken seriously, I was going to have to submit to being restrained. I sighed. I might not want particularly to be a medium, but I didn't want to be accused of lying either.

“Fine,” I said reluctantly. “In the name of scientific inquiry.”

I was led to a cabinet with a single opening in the front. The sides and back were thick wooden panels carved with leaves and roses and impish gargoyles. There was a short stool for me to sit on. Before I could do so, Caroline tied my wrists with red silk thread, even going so far as to seal the knot with a drop of wax from one of the candles. I felt nervous and vulnerable. And, frankly, belligerent.

“Are you quite finished?” I asked her after she'd pulled the excess thread out and looped it to the outside of the cabinet.

“This will ensure that Miss Willoughby stays in the cabinet,” she explained to everyone. “Should she move or attempt some trickery, the thread will alert us.”

She twitched the curtains in place and I was left in the darkness most mediums required. The amount of light hadn't seemed to make much difference to my communications with Rowena thus far, but at least this way I was tucked away from any suspicious or mocking glances and Lord Jasper's supremely calm countenance. He had far more confidence in what I was about to attempt than I did. I felt like a fool, trussed up in a cupboard with my bruised face.

There was nowhere to go now and nothing to do but give it a try. I was doing this for Rowena, so she had bloody well better show herself to everyone. Or at the very least I might be able to convince Mr. Rochester to prance around on the table. Or pee on Caroline's perfectly pristine slippers. If only.

I could hear the rummaging of everyone taking to their seats. There was a murmured prayer and the usual assortment of songs. I could barely hear Tabitha, she was whispering so faintly. Mr. Travis was looking around the room almost desperately. I wasn't sure what he was hoping to see.

“Whenever you're ready,” Lord Jasper called out.

I had no way of knowing if this would even work. Rowena was capricious, popping up to frighten me at any time of day or night; it seemed monstrously unfair that she might stay away now that I actually had need of her. I focused on the spot between my eyebrows. Lord Jasper's book had referred to it as my “third eye.” It was simple enough to imagine an eye there, blue as violets, opening slowly, pupil dilating like spilled ink.

“Rowena,” I whispered, too softly for the others to hear. “Rowena, make yourself known to them.” I blinked several times until the shadows of the sitters at the table wavered slightly through the crack in the curtains. All the light in the parlor seemed to coalesce over the table. No one seemed to notice, though they did seem to feel the blast of cold air. Frost formed on the window panes, delicate as lace.

“Eh?” Sir Wentworth mumbled. “Deuced cold in here, Jasper.”

Tabitha stared intently into the shadows. Mr. Travis looked hopeful, almost painfully so.

“A trick?” Caroline asked, her voice breaking.

White lilies tumbled down from the dark ceiling, petals scattering like snow. I couldn't help but smirk at the collective gasp.
Ha
, I thought uncharitably. If I'd been ten years old again I'd have stuck my tongue out at Caroline. At sixteen, I ought to be above such behavior.

I wasn't.

“Rowena,” I whispered. It wasn't easy to concentrate as deeply as I needed to on that spot on my brow. I was getting the vague pressure of a headache. The room tilted and I was pulled backward through time, wind tangling my hair, stars blurring.

I landed in Rowena's body. She was holding a letter again, the same one I'd dug through ghostly ashes to retrieve. It wasn't burned now, merely worn at the edges from being handled. I was being transported into memories out of order and somehow I'd have to link them together, like beads on a necklace. For now I could only watch, could only feel emotions that weren't my own, trapped in Rowena's recollections.

She read the letter for what felt like the hundredth time. I knew without conscious deduction that the handwriting belonged to her father and had been sent all the way from India. There was another written on solicitor's letterhead from a London office.

I, Lord Wentworth, Earl of Whitestone and Dainsborough, grant my permission to my eldest daughter, Rowena Wentworth, to marry as she chooses. Her betrothal to Peter Burlington, of the Berkeley estate, has been rescinded and his family has been compensated accordingly, as per my solicitor's instructions, enclosed herein.

Attached was a personal note to Rowena:

Cease and desist, daughter. I have had dozens of your letters, as have all my acquaintances. You've had your way. Be happy now, little one.

Rowena was only fifteen years old. She needed a parent's or guardian's permission to marry. Since her father had already secured her a future husband, she was clearly determined to elope with someone else entirely. It was the only reason neither Tabitha nor her uncle knew about the letter. She kept it hidden inside her pillowcase, with a pile of other letters in a different handwriting. She touched them reverently before hearing a noise in the hall and tucking the coverlet back into place with a sharp tug. It was only Caroline come to tell her Peter was waiting downstairs with a scowl. She'd promised him a tray of tea and lemon biscuits to soothe his temper while he waited for Rowena to finish getting dressed.

The room turned liquid, the colors bleeding and smearing like watercolors. My stomach dropped suddenly, as if I were falling. And then I was back in the same bedchamber, still in Rowena's body, only it was nighttime now. A single candle burned on a chair by the bed. There was a packed suitcase underneath and somehow I knew I'd be leaving soon. Wearing Rowena's favorite nightdress, I reached for the letters, to read them one more time before going to sleep.

The letters were gone!

And I was back in my body so abruptly, I jerked as if I'd been touched by lightning. I hit my head on the wood paneling of the cabinet and muffled a curse. The sitters turned their heads toward me, filled with curiosity. Caroline looked smug, as if I'd been caught trying to pull a trick or escape my bindings.

Cross, I snapped an order at Rowena in a quiet undertone.

“Rowena, is your murderer here?”

The lilies shivered as the table rocked back and forth. The flames from the lamps shot taller, dancing madly.

“Show me.”

I wasn't entirely sure what to make of the next spirit gift.

A dead trout landed with a marked
splat
on the table. There was the stink of fish. Sir Wentworth wrinkled his nose as it flopped in front of him before shooting across the wooden surface, skidding in a trail of murky pond water before it landed in Caroline's lap.

“Get it off me!” she shrieked, leaping back and brushing at her damp skirt.

Apparently this particular spirit gift was corporeal. Elizabeth turned slightly and even in my shadowy cabinet I could tell she was gaping at me. The candlelight continued to coalesce until there was a flash of a young girl's face with blond hair, quick as a falling star.

“Rowena!” Tabitha called out, stricken. Poppies rained over her head.

Nothing touched Peter, not fish nor flower. He sat, looking bored. Mr. Travis was similarly untouched.

My third eye felt like a garden gate, shutting with a snap under a brisk wind. The force of it reverberated through my entire body. There was silence as the frost melted and the table stilled. Fish and lilies and poppies were thick in the air.

Then the quiet broke like a cup dropped on flagstones. It shattered into excited murmurs, shouts, and the scraping of chairs shoved backward.

“Tea is served in the parlor,” Lord Jasper announced. “If you'll join me? We'll give Miss Willoughby a chance to rest. Mr. Burlington, as you're nearest, if you would unbind her and then join us?”

The guests chattered loudly among themselves as they retired to the more formal dining room for cakes. There was a long, quiet moment.

The last person I wanted to be alone with right now was Peter.

I tested the silk thread at my wrists but it was surprisingly strong and I only managed to irritate my skin. I rose slowly and carefully to my feet. It would be just like me to take a tumble now when I didn't have the use of my hands to break my fall. I was going to have to use my teeth to pull the curtains aside. I was leaning over, baring my teeth, when the thick curtain was yanked aside.

“What on earth are you doing?” Peter drawled. “You look positively feral.”

Flushing, I closed my teeth together with an audible snap. I lowered my bound hands. His smile was lazy and yet sharp at the edges. I couldn't help thinking of dueling swords.

“You are quite at my mercy, aren't you?” he asked, clearly pleased with himself. Something about the way he was looking at me made my palms sweat. If there had been room, I'd have stepped back.

“Untie me.” I wondered belatedly if appearing less irritated with him would win me quicker results, but I just wanted, quite desperately, to be away from him.

He produced a knife from his pocket. The fact that he'd been holding it the entire time I was trapped between him and the cabinet hardly made me feel more nervous. The blade cut easily through the thread, but his hands closed over mine roughly and he tugged me off balance. I was untied and yet still trapped.

“I don't know what you think you know,” he growled, “or what game you are playing, Miss Willoughby, but you would be wise to let it go. You're some earl's bastard and a whore's daughter. No one will believe you.”

With a shove that sent me stumbling into the table, he stormed out.