Heart of Winter (19 page)

Tears stung her eyes. She looked up at him through a drowsy haze, her body intimately pressed to his, her eyes wide and soft and loving. “You don't want to get married,” she whispered.

“Yes, I do,” he corrected her. He looked stern and solemn and very adult. But the look in his eyes was so tender that it knocked the breath out of her. “I just didn't know it until I let you walk out the door. And then I couldn't get you to come back. I thought I didn't care.” He bent, brushing her mouth with exquisite gentleness. “But I can't quite make it without you, Nicky,” he added huskily. “I've never been so alone. Come home where you belong. I'm too old, and too cynical, and not quite the man I used to be, but I…” He took a slow breath. “I love you, little one.”

Tears ran down her face. She didn't imagine he'd ever said that in his life, and she felt the faint shudder that ran through his body when she arched hers to search blindly for his mouth.

“I love you, too,” she breathed. “Deathlessly. Hopelessly. With all my heart!”

“Yes, I know, you say it quite often,” he murmured, nuzzling her nose with his. “After a while, I began to enjoy hearing it. You got under my skin from the very first time I saw you, so busy at your desk. I convinced Gerald that he needed to bring you out with him,” he confessed lazily, shocking her. “I didn't realize why, of course, until I had you in my arms. Then it all fell into place, and I did my best to run. But I was caught, even then. God, I've been miserable without you!”

He kissed her hungrily and she felt his hands at her hips, lifting her up into an embrace that made her shudder and gasp and go scarlet.

“This is part of loving,” he whispered into her mouth. “Part of marriage. It's beautiful. Don't be afraid of it.”

“I'm…not.” She looked straight into his dark eyes and imagined how beautiful it would be joining with him in loving union, softness to hardness, tender rhythm on cool sheets in the darkness. And she gasped again. “Oh, my,” she whispered shakily.

“Oh, my, indeed,” he whispered. “Yes, sweet, just that way. Intimate and ardent…your body and mine. For all the long, achingly sweet nights of our lives. I'll be your fulfillment, and you'll be mine. And there'll never be another secret between us.”

She cradled his head in her hands and pulled it gently toward her. “I'll give you children.”

He smiled softly. “Yes.” His head bent. “Merry Christmas, sugarplum.”

She smiled back as she gave him her mouth. “You delicious Christmas present, you…”

Outside the door, two people with a bottle of champagne and four glasses were congratulating themselves on their little surprise.

“Should we knock?” Carol asked.

Dominic White pursed his lips. “Sounds a little premature.” He grinned at the muffled laughter behind the door. He lifted an eyebrow. “Suppose we sample the champagne? Just to make sure it's not corked?”

“A brilliant idea,” Carol agreed, linking her hand through his arm.

“I have another. How do you feel about a double wedding?”

Carol reached up and kissed his cheek. “Ecstatic,” she sighed. “Can we get a blood test and a license in time?”

“Honey, I ain't a millionaire for nothin',” he drawled.

“As long as you know I'm only marrying you for your money,” she reminded him with a mischievous smile.

“Mercenary hussy,” he accused. And he grinned. They went into the office and closed the door. And after a minute, laughter was coming from that room, as well. Outside, the first flakes of snow began to fall. A white Christmas was well under way.

 

I
t was an election morning in the newsroom, and Carla Maxwell felt the excitement running through her slender body like a stab of lightning. The city hall beat which she shared with Bill Peck was a dream of a job. Something was always happening—like this special election to fill a vacant seat created by a commissioner's resignation. There were only five men on the city commission, and this was the Public Works seat. Besides that, the two men running for it were, respectively, a good friend and a deadly foe of the present mayor, Bryan Moreland.

“How does it look?” Carla called to Peck, who was impatiently running a hand through his gray-streaked blond hair as he hung onto a telephone receiver waiting for the results from the city's largest precinct.

“Neck and neck, to use a trite expression.” He grinned at her. He had a nice face, she thought. Lean and smooth and kind. Not at all the usual expressionless mask worn by most veteran newsmen.

She smiled back, and her dark green eyes caught the light and seemed to glow under the fluorescent lights.

“What precinct are you waiting for?” Beverly Miller, the Society Editor, asked, pausing by Peck's desk.

“Ward four,” he told her. “It looks like…hello? Yes, go ahead.” He scribbled feverishly on his pad, thanked his caller and hung up. He shook his head. “Tom Green took the fourth by a small avalanche,” he said, leaning back in his chair. “Now there's a surprise for you. A political novice winning a city election in a three-man field with no runoff.”

“I'll bet Moreland's tickled to death,” Carla said dryly. “Green's been at his throat ever since he took office almost four years ago.”

“He may not run again now,” Beverly laughed. “He hasn't announced.”

“He will,” Peck said confidently. “Moreland's one hell of a fighter.”

“That's the truth,” Beverly said, perching her ample figure on the edge of Peck's desk. She smiled at Carla. “You haven't been here long enough to know much of Moreland's background, but he started out as one of the best trial lawyers in the city. He had a national reputation long before he ran for mayor and won. And despite agitators like Green, he commands enough public respect to keep the office if he wants it. He's done more for urban renewal, downtown improvement and city services than any mayor in the past two decades.”

“Then why do we keep hearing rumors of graft?” Carla asked Peck when Beverly was called away to her phone.

“What rumors?” Peck asked, even as he began feeding his copy into the electronic typewriter.

“I've had two anonymous phone calls this week,” she told him, pushing a strand of dark hair back under the braided coil pinned on top her head. “Big Jim gave me the green light to do some investigating.”

“Where do you plan to start?” he asked indulgently.

“At the city treasury. One particular department was singled out by my anonymous friend,” she added. “I was told that if I checked the books, I'd find some very interesting entries.”

“Tell me what you're looking for, and I'll check into it for you,” he volunteered.

She cocked her head at him. “Thanks—” she smiled “—but no thanks. Just because I'm fresh out of college, don't think I need a shepherd. My father owned a weekly paper in south Georgia.”

“No wonder you feel so comfortable here,” he chuckled. “But remember that a weekly and a daily are worlds apart.”

“Don't be arrogant,” she chided. “If you tried to hire on at a weekly, you'd very likely find that your experience wouldn't be enough.”

“Oh?”

“You have one beat,” she reminded him. “City Hall. You don't cover fashion shows or go to education board meetings, or cover the county morgue. Those are other beats. But,” she added, “on a weekly you're responsible for news, period. The smaller the weekly, the smaller the staff, the more responsibility you have. I worked for Dad during the summers. I was my own editor, my own proofreader, my own photographer, and I had to get all the news all the time. Plus that, I had to help set the copy if Trudy got sick, I had to do layout and paste-up and write ads, and set headlines, and sell ads…”

“I surrender!” Peck laughed. “I'll just stick to this incredibly easy job I've got, thanks.”

“After seventeen years, I'm not surprised.”

He raised a pale eyebrow at her, but he didn't make another comment.

 

Later, as they were on their way out of the building, Peck groaned while he scanned the front page of the last edition.

“God help us, that's not what he said!” he burst out.

“Not what who said?” She pushed through the door onto the busy sidewalk and waited for him.

“Moreland. The paper says he stated that the city would pick up the tab for new offices at city hall….” Peck ran a rough hand through his hair. “I told that damned copy editor twice that Moreland said he
wouldn't
agree to redecorate city hall! Oh, God, he'll eat us alive tonight.”

Tonight was when one of the presidential advisers was speaking at a local civic organization's annual meeting, to which she and Peck were invited. It would be followed by a reception at a local state legislator's home, and Moreland would certainly be there.

“I'll wear a blond wig and a mustache,” she assured him. “And you can borrow one of my dresses.”

His pale eyes skimmed over her tall, slender body appreciatively, before he considered his own compact, but husky physique. “I'd need a bigger size, but thanks for the thought.”

“Maybe he won't blame us,” she said comfortingly.

“We work for the paper,” he reminded her. “And the fact that a story I called in got fouled up won't cut any ice. Don't sweat it, honey, it's my fault not yours. Moreland doesn't eat babies.”

“I'm twenty-three, you know,” she said with a smile. “I was late getting into college.”

“Moreland's older than I am,” he persisted. “He's got to be pushing forty, if he isn't already there.”

“I know, I've seen the gray hairs.”

“Most of those he got from the accident,” he murmured as they got to the parking lot. “Tragic thing, and so senseless. Didn't even scratch the other driver. I guess the other guy was too drunk to notice any injuries, even if he had them.”

“That was before my time,” she said. She paused at the door of her yellow Volkswagen. “Was it since he was elected?”

“Two years ago.” He nodded. “There were rumors of a split between him and his wife, but no confirmation.”

“Any kids?”

“A daughter, eight years old.”

She nodded. “She must be a comfort to him.”

“Honey, she was in the car,” he told her. “He was the only survivor.”

She swallowed hard. “He doesn't look as if bullets would scratch him. I guess after that, they wouldn't.”

“That's what I hear.” He opened the door of his car. “Need a ride to the meeting?”

She shook her head. “Thanks, anyway. I thought I might toss my clothes in the trunk and stop by a laundromat after the reception.”

He froze with his hand on the door handle. “Wash clothes at a laundromat at midnight in an evening gown?”

“I'm going to wear a dress, not an evening gown, and the laundromat belongs to my aunt and uncle. They'll be there.”

He let out a deep breath. “Don't scare me like that. It's not good for a man of my advanced years.”

“What a shame, and I was going to buy you a racing set for Christmas, too.”

“Christmas is three months away.”

“Is that all?” she exclaimed. “Well, maybe I'd better forgo the meeting and go Christmas shopping instead.”

“And leave me to face Moreland alone?” He looked deserted, tragic.

“I can't protect you. He towers over me, you know,” she added, remembering the sheer physical impact of the man at the last city commission meeting.

“He's never jumped on you,” he reminded her. He smiled boyishly. “In fact, at that last budget meeting we covered, he seemed to spend a lot of time looking at you.”

Her eyebrows went up. “At me? I wonder what I did?”

He shook his head. “Carla, you're without hope. Men do look at attractive women.”

“Not men like Moreland,” she protested.

“Men like Moreland,” he insisted. “He may be the mayor, honey, but he's still very much a man.”

“He could have almost any socialite in the city.”

“But he rarely dates,” he said. “I've seen him with a woman twice at a couple of social functions. He's not what you'd call a womanizer, unless he's keeping a very low profile.”

“Maybe he misses his wife,” she said softly.

“Angelica wasn't the kind of woman any sane man misses,” he recalled with a smile. “She reminded me of a feisty dog—all snap and bristle. I think it was an arranged marriage rather than a love match. They were descended from two of the city's founding families, you know. Moreland could get along very well without working at all. He does it for a hobby, I think, although he takes it seriously. He loves this city, and he's sure worked for it.”

“I still wouldn't like to have him mad at me,” she admitted with a smile. “It would be like having a bulldozer run over you.”

“Ask me when the party's over,” he moaned, “and I'll let you know.”

“Wear your track shoes,” she called as she got into her car and drove away.

 

Carla and Peck sat together with his date, a ravishing blonde who couldn't seem to take her eyes off him. She felt vaguely alone at functions like this gigantic dinner. It was comforting to be near someone she knew, even if she did feel like a third wheel. Reporting had overcome some of her basic shyness, but not a lot. She still cringed at gatherings.

Even now, chic in an emerald green velour dress that was perfect with her pale green eyes and dark hair—which she wore, uncharacteristically, loose tonight—she felt self-conscious, especially when she caught Bryan Moreland's dark eyes looking at her from the head table. It was unnerving, that pointed stare of his, and she had a feeling that there was animosity in it. Perhaps he was blaming her as well as Peck for the story in the paper. She was Peck's protégée, after all, his shadow on the city hall beat while she was getting her bearings in the new environment of big-city journalism.

“His Honor's glaring at me,” she told Peck over her coffee cup.

“Ignore him,” he told her. “He glares at all reporters. See old Graham over at the next table—the
Sun
reporter?” he asked, gesturing toward a young, sandy-haired man with a photographer sitting next to him. “He axed the mayor's new landfill proposal without giving the city's side of the question. Moreland cornered him at a civic-club banquet and burned his ears off. In short,” he concluded with a smile, “he would like to see you and me and Graham on the menu tonight—preferably served with barbeque sauce and apples in our mouths.”

She shuddered. “How distasteful.”

He nodded. “I'd sure give him indigestion, wouldn't I, lovely?” he asked the blonde, who smiled back.

“Never mind,” Carla told her companionably, “we'll flatter him by pretending we don't think he's a tough old bird.”

“Don't listen, Blanche,” Peck told the blonde.

The blonde winked at Carla. “Okay, sugar, I won't.”

When they finished the lavish meal, the tall young presidential adviser, Joel Blackwell, took the podium and Peck and Carla produced pads and pens. It had been Peck's idea to let Carla cover meetings such as this, to give her a feel for it, but he took his own notes as well, as a backup, and wrote his own copy to compare with hers. She was proving to be an apt pupil, too. He was grudging with his praise, but she was beginning to earn her share of it.

Most of the speech was routine propaganda for the administration: pinpointing the President's interest in his fan mail and highlighting some less known aspects of his personal life. When he finished, he threw the floor open for questions, and foremost on the audience's mind was foreign relations. Domestic problems had a brief voice, followed by some questions on what a presidential adviser's duties consisted of. Carla took notes feverishly, blissfully unaware of Peck's indulgent smile as he jotted down a brief note here and there.

Finally, it was over, and the guests were gathering jackets and purses for a quick exit. Carla threw her lacy shawl around her shoulders and stood up.

“Well, I'll see you at the cocktail party,” she told Peck and his girl friend. “I wish it were informal. My feet hurt!”

He gave her tight sandals with their high, spiked heels a distasteful glance. “No wonder.” He caught Blanche by the arm, and drew her along through the crowd. “In the office, she kicks off her shoes and walks around barefoot on the carpet,” he whispered conspiratorially.