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His hand touched my face and drew a slow line of fire down my neck to my collarbone. “You have to learn to stay in the body, Jo. We can't exactly do this out in public.”

“News flash. You do this out in public and you draw attention for more than defying gravity.” I tried to sound nonchalant, but it was tough with all the combustion inside me.
God.
I couldn't seem to get used to the hypersensitive nature of being a Djinn. It was the little things that got me—the sharp-edged beauty of how things looked, the intensity of how they felt, tasted, smelled, sounded. The human world was so
real.
Sometimes it was so real it made me weep. I couldn't decide if it was like living in a perpetual state of orgasm, or being perpetually stoned; maybe both.

The casual touch of David's fingers on my skin was enough to start chain reactions of pleasure deep inside, and I caught my breath and closed my eyes as his touch moved down, glided over the curve of my breast.

“Come back to bed,” he murmured, and his lips brushed mine when he spoke.

“I can't.” Literally.

“Maybe it's that you don't want to.”

“Oh believe me, that's so very not the problem.”

His warm lips melted against mine like silk in the sun, and his hands did things that ought to be illegal,
and mandatory for every woman in the world to experience daily. Suddenly we were skin to skin, and my mind whited out.

He slowly rotated us until gravity was cradling my back. “You need to learn to stay in the body, no matter what happens. Think you can do that?”

“Try me.”

Oh, that smile. It could melt titanium. “I intend to.”

He kissed me again, and this time there was nothing sweet and nice about it; this was dark and serious and intense, full of hunger and need. Oh, yeah, this was the difference between human and Djinn.

Intensity.

I felt my whole body catch fire, responding, and arched against him. It felt so right, so perfect, and he held me to him with one hand on the back of my head, one in the small of my back as he dropped burning kisses on my neck, my breasts, the aching points of my nipples.

Oh, God.

He whispered something to me in a language I didn't know, but it didn't matter; some languages are translated in the skin, not the mind. If living as a Djinn is like being in a perpetual state of orgasm, you can imagine how much better it gets when you approach the real thing.

I found the switch, and we fell back to the bed with a solid, vibrating thump that rattled the headboard.

It was a good start.

 

And on the fifth day of my new life, I had a lovely funeral.

Well, it wasn't really a funeral—you need a body for a funeral, preferably an open casket, and the fire hadn't left a whole lot for reconstructive purposes. The Wardens Association was too discreet to hold the service in the UN Building—the corporate offices—so they rented a nice big ballroom over at the Drake Hotel and sent out invitations to three or four hundred Wardens. I heard about it because David heard about it, through whatever arcane grapevine the Djinn had in place.

“—but you're not going,” he finished, as we split a small pot of room service coffee. Some vices never go away, even after death. Coffee. Sex. Alcohol. Hell, if I was a smoker, I figure I would've still been lighting up and griping about the price of a carton.

I stirred cream into my coffee. David disapproved of cream; it was obvious from the concerned frown that formed between his eyebrows. “I'm not going?” I echoed it mildly, but his attention immediately shifted from my poor coffee etiquette to what I was saying.

“No,” he said. “And we're not going to fight about that, right?” His eyebrows went up, then down.

“Of course not,” I said, and smiled as I blew gentle ripples on the au lait surface. We were sitting cross-legged on the bed, sheets draped over sensitive bits more because of hot coffee prudence than modesty. “That's a classic guy mistake, by the way.”

“Excuse me?”

“Sleeping with me, then thinking you can tell me what to do.”

Those eyebrows, so expressive. They pulled together again, threatened to close ranks across his forehead. “I didn't—”

“Did.”

“—sleep with you. In fact.”

“Common usage. Did too.”

“Didn't.”

“Did too.”

He held up one hand, palm out. “Okay, I didn't mean it that way. I just meant that it's too dangerous for you to go out among humans right now. Especially Wardens.”

“And therefore, according to you, I'm not going. Because it's too dangerous.”

“Therefore,” he agreed. We sipped coffee. There's something oddly relaxing about the smell—rich, nutty, the very essence of the earth—and I breathed it in and just savored the moment. Another great advantage of being Djinn—I didn't need a shower. No dead skin cells needing to be sloughed, no bacterial processes breaking them down and creating stink. Djinn are clean and whatever smells we have are something we choose, on some subconscious level. Mine, I figured, was a kind of jasmine. Something pale and fragrant, with an undertone of obsession.

David finally sighed and set down his cup with a well-bred tinkle of china. “So therefore you're going to completely blow off the warning and go anyway, no matter what I say, right?”

I tried to be sober, but my mouth wouldn't obey
me; it curved into a provocative smile. “Figured that out all by yourself?”

He was frowning again. God, he was
cute
when he frowned. I wanted to lean over and kiss away that crease between his eyebrows. “Please listen to me. I'm serious. It's too dangerous.”

“Yeah, I got that from the part where you said it was too dangerous.”

“And?”

“And . . . it's still my choice, unless you're planning on attempting to run my life for the rest of eternity, which I don't think either of us would like. If you don't want me to go, you'll have to be a lot more specific than ‘It's too dangerous.' Everything I've done since I was born has been dangerous.”

He
had
saved my life, and there was this very definite relationship forming between us, but I felt it was important to get the ground rules straight. I took a mouthful of rich hazelnut-flavored brew, softened with that creamy edge, and swished it around my tongue. Intense. I felt like if I concentrated, I could follow the beans all the way back to the rich Colombian ground that nurtured them—back to the plant that bore them—back through time, all the generations. Same with the hazelnuts, the water . . . Even the china cup had memories attached. Good, bad, happy, frightening. I didn't have to concentrate to sense them swirling like the cream in the coffee.

So much history in the world. So many possibilities for the future. Why was it that as a human I'd never understood any of it?

“Jo?” David. He was staring at me with those rich orange-flecked brown eyes. Had he been talking?
Yeah, probably. I'd spaced. “I'm not talking about physical danger. There's little that can hurt you now, but just being strong isn't everything. You have to learn how to use that strength. And until you do, it's not a good idea for you to put yourself in situations where you might have to . . .”

“Act like a Djinn?”

He looked relieved. “Exactly.”

“What if I just act like a normal person?”

“Not a good idea.”

“Because?”

He got up and walked over to the windows. As he eased aside the curtain, a shaft of sunlight speared in and glittered on his skin; he pulled in a deep breath that I heard all the way from the bed and stood there, staring out, for a long time.

My turn to give him a worried prompt. “David?”

He half turned and gave me a sweet, sad smile. “In case you haven't noticed, you're
not
a normal person. And if you get yourself into trouble, you could give away what you are. Once that happens, you're no longer safe.”

“Because I could get claimed.”

The smile died and went somewhere bad. “Exactly.”

David had been claimed twice that I knew about. Neither had been pleasant experiences. His last owner and operator had been . . . well, a former friend of mine—and before that he'd been at the mercy of a sweetheart of a guy named Bad Bob Biringanine. I knew from personal experience that David had done things in Bad Bob's name that would turn anyone's stomach. He'd had no choice in that. No choice in anything.

It was the horror he was trying to warn me about.

“I'll be careful,” I said softly. “Come on, if you had the chance to see your own funeral, wouldn't you take it?”

“No,” he said, and turned back to whatever view there was outside of that window—being New York City, probably not a hell of a lot other than buildings. The sunlight loved him. It glided over planes and curves, over smooth skin, and glittered like gold dust on soft curls of hair. He reached out and leaned a hand against the window, reaching up toward the warmth. “Your human life's over, Jo. Let it go. Focus on what's next.”

There were so many people I'd left behind. My sister. Cousins. Family-by-choice from the Wardens, like Paul Giancarlo, my mentor. Like my friend Lewis Levander Orwell, the greatest Warden of all, whose life I'd saved at the cost of my own. We had a long and tangled history, me and Lewis—not so much love as longing. One of the great precepts of magic, that like calls to like. We'd gravitated together like opposite magnetic charges. Or possibly matter and antimatter. If not for David . . .

I realized, with a jolt of surprise, that I wanted to see Lewis again. Some part of me would always long for him. It wasn't a part I ever wanted David to know about.

“What's next is that I let go of that life,” I said aloud. “Which I can't do without some kind of . . . good-bye. It's as much a memorial
for
me as
of
me, right? So I should go.”

“You just want to eavesdrop on what people are saying about you.”

Duh, who wouldn't? I tried bribery. “They'll probably have cookies. And punch. Maybe a nice champagne fountain.”

It was tough to bribe a Djinn. He wasn't impressed. He kept looking out, face turned up toward the sun, eyes closed. After a few moments he said, “You're going with or without me, aren't you?”

“Well, I'd rather go with you. Because, like you pointed out, it might not be safe.”

He shook his head and turned away from the window. I could almost see the glow radiating off of him, as if he'd stored it up from the touch of sunlight. The fierce glow of it warmed me across a small ocean of Berber carpet, through a white cotton duvet of goosedown.

I felt the surrender, but he didn't say it in so many words. “You can't go out like that,” he said, and walked over.

“Oh.” I blinked down at myself and realized I hadn't the vaguest idea of how to put my own clothes on—magically speaking. “A little help . . . ?”

David put his hands on my shoulders, and I felt fabric settling down over my skin. Clothes. Black peachskin pants, a tailored peachskin jacket, a discreet white satin shirt. Low-heeled pumps on my feet. He bent and placed a warm, slow kiss on my lips, and I nearly—literally—melted.

When I drew back, he was dressed, too. Black suit, blue shirt, dark tie. Very natty. The round glasses he wore for public consumption were in place to conceal the power of his eyes, even though he'd dialed the color down to something more human.

David was very, very good at playing mortal.
Me . . . well, there was a reason I hadn't tried to dress myself. I wasn't even good at playing Djinn yet.

He produced a pair of sunglasses and handed them over. I put them on. “How do I look?”

“Dangerous,” he said soberly. “Okay. Rules. You don't talk to anyone, you don't go off on your own. You do exactly what I tell you, when I tell you to do it. And most of all . . .”

“Yeah?”

“Don't use any magic. Nothing. Understand?”

“Sure.”

He offered his hand. I took it and unfolded myself from the bed, setting the empty coffee cup aside on the mahogany nightstand.

“This is such a bad idea,” he said, and sighed, and then . . .

. . . then we were somewhere else.

Somewhere dark. It smelled of cleaning products.

“Um—” I began.

“Shhh.” Hot lips brushed mine, delicate as sunlight. “I'm keeping us out of their awareness, but you need to stay out of the way. People won't see you. Make sure you don't run into them.”

“Oh. Right.”

“And don't talk. They can still hear you.”

“Right.”

“And don't touch anything.”

I didn't bother to acknowledge that one. He must have taken it as a given, because the next second there was a crack of warm lemon yellow light, and a door opened, and we stepped out of a janitor's closet onto a mezzanine. Big, sweeping staircase to the right heading down to an echoing marble lobby—
a vast expanse of patterned carpeting that cost more than the gross national product of most South American countries. Lots of rooms, discreetly nameplated in brass. Uniformed staff, both men and women, stood at attention. They had the brushed, polished, pressed gleam of being well paid in the service of the rich.

David walked me across a no-man's-land of floral burgundy. Past the Rockefeller Plaza Room and the Wall Street Board Room and the Broadway Room. At the end of the lobby, a narrow hallway spilled into a larger anteroom. Burgundy-uniformed security guards to either side. The babble of voices rising up like smoke into lightly clove-scented air.

Suddenly, I had a desire to stop and reconsider this plan. Suddenly it was all very . . . real.

“Oh man,” I murmured. David's hand on my arm tightened. “I know. No talking.”

“Shh,” he agreed, lips next to my ear. I swallowed, nodded, and put my chin up.