Her Marine (2 page)

Brody didn’t imagine the hint of tears sweeping through her words. He swallowed back the catch in his own throat. He’d witnessed too many goodbyes in the last decade, husbands, wives, or children wishing safety to their Marine as they headed overseas. He’d never envied those goodbyes, the poignant longing, the whispered promises, the quiet terror, or the brave faces. He never missed the letters carrying word of love and need, or the scratchy Skype calls with their glimpses of home.

Until now.

The siren paused as the music rose in crescendo and the man’s baritone soared. “He tells her, it’s time to say goodbye.” She half swallowed the emotion around the last word. “Places that he has never seen or experienced with her, he will sail too, and carry her with him, across the seas, seas that will exist no more.” A single tear slipped down her cheek, glistening in the flickering light as though illuminated by a morning sun.

“They are promising to revive them together, that they will be together on the seas, even though they are apart, that the sea will exist no more. She is with him and he with her, always.” The final descant faded and the music ended, leaving only their haunting promise echoing in the air. The silence swelled and applause rippled across the room.

Brody applauded. His companion clapped as heartily, pausing only a moment to swipe away her tears. She grinned at him as the house lights came up, lightening the mood.

“Thank you.” He meant the words.

“You’re welcome.”

He stared at her, the pert nose, high cheekbones, and the warm amber sea that made up her eyes, their color like a blend of soft tan and gold, an impossible shade. She was lean, tall, and willowy in a way that hinted at fragility. But her eyes were warm, strong, and nearly as haunting as the music she’d just translated. Even more impossible was the odd longing twisting his insides at the smile playing at the corners of her mouth.

“Brody Essex, ma’am.” He found his manners somewhere and extended his hand. Her eyes widened a fraction as though in recognition and the smile dimmed a note.

“Shannon Fabray.” His hand nearly engulfed hers. The chill in her fingers argued with the sultry heat of her eyes and he closed his fingers around hers, accepting the introduction, and wished he could warm them at the same time.

Shannon. My date
?

“It’s nice to meet you.” He dragged the words out of the dusty confines of his social skills. “It’s really damn nice to meet you.”

Oh. Hell yes
.

Chapter Two

Shannon looked up at the man holding her hand. The mild perplexity drawing his brows together when he listened to the music had drawn her like a moth to a flame. The performers offered a glimpse into the heady desire of a love that surpassed time and distance. She’d noticed Brody the moment he’d stepped into the club, sucking all the oxygen out of the room with him. Years spent studying the masculine form didn’t prepare her for the absolute maleness of him.

His cream-colored button down glowed faintly under the muted light. With the addition of a dark suit jacket and comfortable jeans, he screamed raw sexuality. His chiseled face, honed down to the bare masculine essentials. Strong cheekbones descended into a squared jaw with just the hint of roundness to blunt the edge. Clean-shaven, his face was tanned copper suggesting hours in the sun. He wore his dark hair cropped in a standard, high and tight Marine cut with the edges buzzed above his ears.

Even the man’s ears were shaped well, perfect whorls close to his head with a seductively curved arch. Her palms itched as she studied his profile. Sculpting him would take hours. Subtle shifts in his expression suggested far more complex emotions than were readily visible at first glance. His rounded eyes had just the barest hint of a tilt to the edges. Lines of tension webbed out from their corners. He held himself erect, shoulders back, yet despite the stiff appearance of his posture, he stood before her, relaxed.

She read it in every even line of his body.

Stripping him mentally, she wanted to study the lines of his musculature. Would his chest dimple at the center over his sternum? Would his waist narrow below his ribs? Would he have thick, evenly spaced, washboard abdominals? Would his hips flare, hardening with tension where the skin stretched over his ass and down his thighs?

Moisture gathered in her panties and she forced her gaze upward. She was there to meet the man, maybe sleep with him, not strip him naked to sculpt him.

But damn if she didn’t want the chance to at least run her fingers over the shapes.

“It’s nice to meet you.” Brody dragged the words out slowly. “It’s really damn nice to meet you.”

His voice carried just the vaguest hint of a New England accent, with hard vowels easing into the slow roll of his consonants. The way he spoke was both exotic and provocative.

“It’s nice to meet you, too.” An entire hive of bees bounced around in her stomach, teasing the anxiety humming in her blood, and sending chill-laced tingles dancing over her skin.
This is why I’m here. The big, brilliant plan to get over the fear of being touched. God, does he have to keep holding my hand
?

She fought the urge to jerk her fingers free as the moments he held her hand threatened to lengthen. Not fidgeting was harder than she ever imagined. Thankfully, a waitress chose that moment to glide up to them. Brody’s mouth quirked into a small smile for the woman, but he barely looked at her.

“Lieutenant Essex, Miss Fabray, your table is ready.”

Lieutenant
. Like a light bulb swinging on a solitary chain, the accent, the dress and even his posture made so much more sense. He was military. Likely active military if the waitress wasn’t calling him mister.

Sucking her lower lip, Shannon tasted the chocolate raspberry lip-gloss she’d decorated her mouth with as an afterthought. She hated make up and rarely bothered to mess with her hair. If Jeanine hadn’t insisted on coming over to the studio before her date, she’d probably have shown up in jeans, a T-shirt and her hair in a ponytail. As it was, the deep purple slacks and blousy black top with ties gathered snug around her too small breasts offered a different illusion. Her black velvet ballet flats skipped the need to balance ridiculously on heels altogether. She spent too many hours of her day barefoot to try and torture herself in heels.

“Shall we?” Brody’s voice nudged her out of her ruminations and a guilty flush heated up the chill on her skin. She stood, staring at him.

Nodding, she finally dragged her gaze away and followed after the waitress. Brody closed the gap behind her, the warmth of him teasing her spine as they weaved around the crowded room to a small table tucked comfortably against the wall. The high-backed booth gave them a suggestion of privacy, but they could still see the stage.

Brody waited until she was seated, giving her a long considering look before sliding into the opposite side of the booth. She’d sat near the edge, not allowing him any room to join her on her side of the half round. Should she have scooted over?

Indecision tangled with self-preservation. She’d shaken his hand, which was a solid first step. Maybe waiting before he touched her again was a good idea. But even as that thought cemented in her mind, his leg brushed hers beneath the table.

She froze. The hard length of male calf seemed to burn right through the layers of clothing separating them. The heat seeped in, chasing the chill, and sent an entirely different wave of tingles dancing across her nerve endings.

“Would you like something to drink? Or to hear about the specials?”

“I’ll take a beer, whatever you have on draft is fine.” Brody’s words may have been aimed at the waitress, but his gaze locked on Shannon’s and a wrinkle of worry formed between his brows.

Alcohol right now would be a bad idea
. Her insides shredded, torn between the desire to bolt and the desire to touch.
Stop it. He hasn’t done anything to threaten you or make you feel bad. Just order a damn drink already
.

“Actually, could I get a latte? With cinnamon?”

If Brody was surprised by her order, he didn’t show it. The waitress nodded, but she kept looking at him anyway. The waitress moistened her lips. The woman’s blatant interest annoyed Shannon. But he hadn’t looked up or taken his eyes off of her.

“Are you all right?” His voice sent all kinds of shivery prickles through her.

“No. Yes. Um….” Mortification punched through the words. Heat swept up her cheeks and she clenched her hands on the table to keep from covering her face with them.

“Can I take D, all of the above then?” Compassion eased the words, but his gaze never wavered nor lost its sober, serious gleam.

“I’m sorry, I’m not usually this batty.” God, she should go in the bathroom and smack herself. The man sitting across from her was gorgeous. But it wasn’t just the contours of his face or the lines of experience etched into his features. He was just so male, everything about him humming with masculinity from the spicy musk of his scent to the hard lips that gentled into a smile.

“Batty?” Laughter breathed under the word. “I don’t think I’ve heard that since one of the nuns yelled at me for driving her batty by canoodling with the girls.”

“It’s a word.” Shannon shifted her weight and clenched her butt cheeks, fighting the urge to fidget. The warring sensations in her body sharpened the dampness soaking her panties. The visceral physical reaction seemed to be completely at odds with the nervousness tap dancing on her heart. “It’s got character and it sort of sums up how I’m feeling.”

He waited a beat as the waitress delivered their drinks. The lights reflected through his golden beer and shimmered against the crown of thick foam at the top of the icy mug, while her coffee steamed and added a hint of cinnamon and pumpkin to the air around them. He held up a hand to the waitress, silencing the woman before she could speak. “Can you bring us a sampler platter of some kind, and give us a bit?”

The waitress murmured an ‘of course’ and disappeared again. Wrapping her too cold fingers around the bowl shaped coffee cup, Shannon suppressed a shiver.

“All right, who was he and do you need his legs broken?” The comfort with easy brutality he offered didn’t detract from the concern in his face or the targeted assessment in his eyes.

“I’m sorry.” She blurted and ducked her head. The entire exercise was a terrible idea. Who was she kidding? She couldn’t spend five minutes with a real man without coming apart at the seams, much less bed one or rediscover the passion missing in her work.

“Hey, you’ve got nothing to be sorry about. I’m a total stranger, but someone hurt you and I’m guessing it was a guy. So if you want his legs broken, I can buy you dinner, take care of that, and drive you home.”

“You’re serious?” She glanced up at him through her bangs, afraid to meet his eyes.

“Absolutely. Only a chickenshit bastard hurts a lady. I have no patience for that. So you tell me about him, we eat, and I’ll take care of it.”

Was he for real? Shannon couldn’t quite wrap her mind around the dead serious offer. Nothing in Brody’s demeanor suggested a joke or even a line. His gaze remained calm, intense, and focused on her. He didn’t pay any attention to the scantily clad women on the stage demonstrating their flexibility. She squirmed under the brunt of his stare.

“You didn’t show up for this date to get into a fight.”

“A fight requires someone hitting me back. Trust me.” Brody grinned—a long, slow grin that wrapped around her heart and tugged it away from punching her ribs. “He won’t. And if he does, that will just make it more fun.”

The laugh escaped before she could swallow it. Her lips trembled and she smiled. “I think that’s the most romantic thing anyone’s ever said to me.”

“Then you have been seeing the wrong men, ma’am.” Brody paused as the waitress brought a platter of fried foods, potato skins, mozzarella sticks, chicken wings, and more. Shannon’s stomach let loose with a gurgle of hunger as the scents assaulted her. He waved the waitress off and set a small plate in front of her. “Ladies, first.”

“Lieutenant Essex….”

“Brody.”

“Brody, I can’t believe I’m saying this, but I think tonight was a mistake.” She fought the urge to reach for the food, twisting her icy fingers around the coffee cup, desperate for the heat.

“Maybe. But it wouldn’t be the first one I’ve ever made, and the food is good, the music is pretty nice, and you’ve got a great smile. So let’s eat.” He shoved the platter at her. “What was the son-of-a-bitch’s name?”

Shannon reached for the platter obediently but hesitated as her fingers grazed the edge of the fried cheese. “I don’t know his name.”

Brody nudged the plate again and she picked up the cheesy appetizer. Dipping it once into marinara sauce, she lifted and ate it. Aware of his approving gaze, she chewed thoughtfully.

“Good?” He spun the plate until the sticks faced him and the potato skins were closer to her.

Everything smelled good. It was all terrifically bad for her, but her stomach didn’t give a damn about nutritional value. Finished with her first selection, she picked up a potato skin and two barbecue wings to add to her plate. She couldn’t help another smile at his nod.

“Yes. I am such a mess.”

“You’re hungry and you’re nervous, and I’m a complete stranger. But that has its benefits, too.”

He was just so damn matter-of-fact. He picked up one of the barbecue wings and ate his way through it with absolute neatness. She watched his lips move against the saucy skin. They were firm, determined, and sumptuous. Especially when his tongue flicked out to lick his lips. Her calf relaxed fractionally as his leg leaned on hers. Or maybe her leg was leaning against his.

“Besides looking at a living piece of art, I’m not sure what the benefits are.”

He stared pointedly at her plate and she let out a little huff then picked up the potato skin, nibbling the edge until the flavors of crisp potato, melted cheese and bacon caressed her tongue.

“You can say anything you want, I’m not going to judge. You don’t have to see me tomorrow. There’s a lot of freedom when it’s only about tonight.”