Here and Now (15 page)

He grabbed my wine and set it on the coffee table along with his own. My heart raced when I realized what would happen next. He moved closer to me on the couch then pressed his face close to mine. He didn’t kiss me, just brushed his lips past mine, teasing me. His hand moved through my hair while he continued to linger, making me excited and anxious. Then he finally sealed his lips to mine.

The kiss was slow and sensual. I felt every inch of his mouth, tasting the wine we were drinking. His hands were just as good as his mouth. He touched me in all the right places, being gentle and aggressive at the appropriate times. My heart was racing and I was starting to get wet. Flynn made me burn and melt all at the same time.

My hands explored his chest and shoulders, imagining how he looked shirtless. I’m sure it was nothing but perfection. I wondered if he planned the night to go this way. Maybe that’s why he invited me over for dinner. But I didn’t care. I wanted this to happen either way.

He came more aggressive while he kissed me, breathing hard and gripping me tightly. He suddenly jerked me toward him then lifted me from the couch, still kissing me.

We moved down the hall while I hooked my arms around his neck and kissed him. His hands gripped my ass while he carried me to his bedroom. It was dark when we entered, and I felt my back hit the soft fabric of the comforter. Flynn moved on top of me and kept kissing me, his hand moving up my thigh.

I grabbed his shirt then pulled it off, revealing his naked chest. I stopped kissing him because I wanted to get a look at him. It was chiseled and defined like I expected. I felt the lines of muscle then kissed his shoulder. Flynn watched me but didn’t speak.

I moved to his jeans next, and with a racing heart, I pulled them down along with his boxers. When I saw how big he was, I froze. He was much bigger than Kyle. Actually, he made him look pathetic.

“You’re…hot,” I breathed.

Flynn smirked then pulled down a strap of my dress. “That makes two of us.” He gave me gentle kisses on my neck then pulled down the other strap. He gracefully got me out of it, exposing me in just my panties. I was self-conscious when it came to my tiny breasts. Flynn devoured them like I was a porn star. He sucked each nipple then rubbed them, making me pant.

“Beautiful,” he whispered. His hand mo
ved to my thong then pulled it down. Luckily, I shaved everything this morning. When I was naked, he moved me further up the bed until my head reached the pillows. He moved on top of me, separating my legs. “Are you on birth control?” he whispered.

“No…”

He opened his nightstand then pulled out a packet. He ripped it open then sheathed himself. He was so long and thick. I didn’t realize I was biting my lower lip until Flynn sucked it into his mouth then released it. Looking into my eyes, he pressed his tip inside me then slowly slid. I was so wet, it was a smooth glide.

I gripped his arms and moaned loudly because it felt so good. “Hmm…”

He moved until he was completely sheathed. He gave me a moment to adjust before he started to move. His head was pressed to mine and our eyes were locked as we moved together. I kept moaning loudly, breathing deeply because Flynn was driving me crazy. I wanted to kiss him but I was physically unable to. Flynn kept watching me, his movements slow and precise.

“Oh god…” I knew I was being overly enthusiastic about this, but damn, he felt good. But I knew the experience was so wonderful because I trusted and loved him. The lovemaking with Kyle was nothing like this.

Flynn kissed the corner of my mouth and kept going. “I’m glad he broke your heart. Because now I get to keep you. Call me selfish, but I don’t care.”

I clutched him tighter as the words went right into my heart. I felt the tightness down below, knowing he was bringing
me to the edge of an orgasm I haven’t felt in so long. “Flynn…Flynn…” My head rolled back because I didn’t know what to do with myself.

“Together,” he said through his heavy breathing.

I pressed my head against his and practically screamed. “God…yes.”

Flynn moved a little harder and started to moan. “Hazel…”

“Hmm.”

When we were both finished, we clung to each other, still dizzy. I rubbed his arms and kept my face to his, feeling the sweat of his chest and mine.

“God, that was fucking good,” I said.

He smirked “Lovemaking is always better than fucking.”

“I want you to do that to me every day.”

“I can do that.” H
e gripped my neck then kissed my forehead. “It’s a reasonable compromise since you’ve made me the happiest man in the world.”

My eyes softened at his words.

He pulled out of me then lay beside me. “Sleep with me tonight.”

Kyle never snuggled with me. “I would love to.”

He wrapped his arms around me and held me close. “Good. Because I’ve been looking forward to doing this with you for a long time. You’re the perfect size to spoon.”

“Now I know why you were really interested in me,” I teased.

He pulled me to his chest and kept me safe. Lying in that dark room made me feel alive. I finally found someone that loved me for who I was. He treated me the way I always wanted. And for the first time, I was really happy.

But I kept thinking about what he said, that Cortland was secretly in love with me. If he did, wouldn’t he tell me? But would it matter if he were or not? All the same, I kept thinking about it, wondering how different my life would be if that were true.

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