Heritage and Exile (80 page)

There was once a
laran
which could foretell the future,
Regis thought,
and it was among the Hasturs. Would that I had some of that gift!

He had missed what Marius had said, but his grandfather looked distressed. Then he said, “There can be no question of alliance with Aldaran until we know something of this—” he hesitated and Regis saw the old man's lip curl in fastidious distaste—“this—reappearance of Sharra.”

“But that's what I am trying to tell you,” said Derik in exasperation. “We have sent the message to Beltran, and he will be here on Festival Night!” And, as he read the anger and dismay in old Hastur's face, Derik added, defensive, petulant, like a small boy who has been caught at some mischief, “Well, I am Lord of Elhalyn! It was my right—wasn't it?”

 

Danvan Hastur took the cup of warmed spiced wine that his body-servant had set in his hand, and propped his feet up on a carven footstool. Around him the servants were moving quietly, lighting lamps. Night had fallen; the same night after which he had had no choice but to dismiss the Council.

“I should send a message to see how Lew does,” Regis said, “or go and greet him. Kennard was my friend and foster-father; Lew and I were
bredin
.”

Hastur said with asperity, “You could surely find yourself a less dangerous friend in these days. That alliance won't do you any good.”

Regis said angrily, “I don't choose my friends for their political expediency, sir!”

Hastur shrugged that away. “You're still young enough for the luxury of friendships. I remained convinced that Kennard was a good friend—perhaps for too long.” As Regis stirred, he said, “No, wait. I need you here. I have sent for Gabriel and Javanne. The question before us is this: what are we going to do about Derik?” As Regis looked blank he said impatiently, “Surely you don't still think we can have him crowned! The boy's not much better than a halfwit!”

Regis shrugged. “I don't see what choice you have, Grandfather. It's worse than if he were a halfwit; then everyone would agree that he can't be crowned. The trouble is that Derik has nine-tenths of his wits, and he's missing only the most important tenth.” He smiled, but knew there was no mirth in the joke.

But Danvan Hastur did not smile, he said, “In some lesser walk of life—even as the ordinary Head of a Domain—it wouldn't be so important; he's going to marry Linnell Lindir-Aillard, and she's no fool. Derik loves her, he's grown up with the knowledge that the Aillard women are the Heads of Council in their own right, and he would let himself be guided by her. I remember when my father married off one of the less stable Ardais to an Aillard woman; Lady Rohana was the real head of that clan well into Dyan's time. But—to wear the crown of the Hasturs of Elhalyn—” he shook his head slowly, “and in the days that are coming now? No, I can't risk it.”

“I don't know that you have the power to risk it or not risk it, sir,” Regis pointed out. “If you had faced the fact, years ago, that Derik would never be fit for his crown, perhaps when he was twelve or fifteen, and instead had him put under Guardianship and had him set aside—who is the next Heir to Elhalyn?”

Danvan Hastur scowled, lines running down sharply from his jaw to his chin. “I can't believe you are
that
naïve, Regis.”

“I don't know what you mean, Grandfather.”

Danvan Hastur sighed and said heavily, as if he were explaining a thing to a child with the use of colored pictures, “Your mother, Regis, was King Stephen's sister. His only sister.” Just in case Regis might have missed the implications of
that,
he added baldly, “You are the nearest to the crown—even before the sons of Derik's sisters. The oldest of those sons is three years old. There is also an infant at the breast.”

“Aldones! Lord of Light!” Regis muttered, and the imprecation was nevertheless a prayer. Words he had said, joking, to Danilo years before, came back to him now.
“If you love me, Dani, don't wish a crown upon me!”

“If I had had him set aside,” his grandfather said, “who would have believed that I was not simply trying to consolidate power in my own hands? Not that it would have been such a bad thing, in these days—but it would have lost me the popular support that I needed to keep order in a crown-less realm. I delayed, hoping it would become clear to everyone that Derik was really unfit.”

“And now,” said Regis, “everyone will think that you are trying to depose Derik the first time he makes a decision contrary to yours.”

“The trouble is,” his grandfather said, and he sounded despondent, “this proposed alliance with Aldaran might not be such a bad idea, if we could be absolutely certain that the Aldarans are once and for all out of the Terran camp. What happened during that Sharra business seemed to have broken off the closeness between Terrans and Aldaran. If we could get the Aldarans firmly on our side—” he considered for a moment.

“Grandfather, do you honestly think that the Terrans are going to pack up their spaceport and go away?”

The old man shook his head. “I want us to turn our backs on them completely. I think my father made a very great mistake when he allowed Kennard to be educated on Terra, and I think I compounded that mistake when I recognized Lew for Council. No, of course the Terran Empire won't go away. But the Terrans might have respected us, if we hadn't kept looking over the wall. We should never have let the Ridenow go offworld. We should have said to the Terrans, ‘Build your spaceport if you must, but in return for that, let us alone. Leave us with our own way of life, and go about your business without involving us.' ”

Regis shook his head. “It wouldn't have worked. You can't ignore a fact, and the Terran Empire is a fact. It's
there.
Sooner or later it's going to affect us one way or the other, no matter how strictly we try to pretend it doesn't exist. And you can't ignore the fact that we are Terran colonists, or that we were once—”

“What we were once doesn't matter,” Danvan Hastur said. “Chickens can't go back into eggs.”

“The very point I'm trying to make, sir. We were cut off from our roots, and we found a way of life which meant we accepted ourselves as belonging to this world, compelled to live within its restrictions. That worked while we were still isolated, but once we had come back into contact with a—” he stopped, and considered—“with an empire which spans the stars, and takes world-hopping for granted, we can't pretend to continue as we were.”

“I don't see why not,” Hastur said. “The Terrans have nothing that we want.”

“Nothing
you
want, perhaps, sir.” Regis made a point of not staring markedly at the silver coffee service on his grandfather's table, but the old man saw his look anyhow and said, “I am willing to do without any Terran luxuries, if it will encourage the rest of our people to do likewise.”

“Once again, sir, won't work. We had to turn to the Terrans during the last epidemic of Trailmen's fever. There's some evidence the climate's changing, too, and we need some technological help there. People will die if they don't see an alternative, but if we let them die when Terran medicine can help them, are we anything but tyrants? Sir, one thing no one can control is
knowledge.
We can use it or misuse it—like
laran,
” he added grimly, remembering that his own laran had brought him such unendurable self-knowledge that, at one time, he would willingly have had it burned forever from his brain. “But we can't pretend it's never happened, or that it's our destiny to stay on this one world as if it was all there would ever be in the universe.”

“Are you trying to say that we must inevitably become part of the Terran Empire?” his grandfather asked, scowling so furiously that Regis wished he had never started this.

“I am saying, sir, that whether we join into it or not, the Terran Empire is now a fact of our existence, and whatever decisions we make, must be made in the full knowledge that the Terrans are
there.
If we had refused them permission to build their spaceport, at first, they might—I say they
might,
not that they
would
—have turned their backs, gone away and built it somewhere else. I doubt it. Most likely they would have used just enough force to stop our open rebellion against it, and built it anyhow. We could have tried to resist—and perhaps, if we still had the weapons of the Ages of Chaos, we might have been able to drive them away. But not without destroying ourselves in the process. You remember what happened in a single night when Beltran turned
Sharra
against them—” He stopped, shivering. “That is not the worst of the Ages of Chaos weapons, but I pray I will never see a worse one. And we do not, now, have the technology of the Ages of Chaos, so that those weapons are uncontrollable. And even you, sir, don't think we can drive away the Terrans with the swords of the Guardsmen—not even with every swordsman on Darkover under arms.”

His grandfather sat silent, head on hands, for so long that Regis wondered if he had said the unforgivable, if the next thing Danvan Hastur did would be to disown and disinherit him as a traitor.

“That's right,” said Danvan Hastur, and Regis was, guiltily, startled; he had grown used to the knowledge that his grandfather was only the most minimal of telepaths, and never used mindspeech if he could possibly help it; so little, in fact, that sometimes he forgot there was any
laran
they shared.

“I should be as witless as Derik if I tried to pretend that Darkover alone could stand out against anything the size of the Terran Empire. But I absolutely refuse to let Darkover become a Terran colony, and nothing more. If we can't retain our integrity in the face of Terran culture and technology, perhaps we don't deserve to survive at all.”

“It's not that bad,” Regis pointed out. “That's one reason Kennard was educated on Terra in the first place—to point out that our way of life is viable, even for us, and that we don't need the worst of their technology—that we needn't adopt it, for instance, to the level where our own ecology suffers. We can't support the kind of technology they have on some of the city worlds, for instance; we're metal-poor, and even too-intensive agriculture would strip our topsoil and forests within two generations. I was brought up with that fact and so were you. The Terrans know it, too. They have laws against world-wrecking, and they're not going to give us anything we don't demand. But with all respect, Grandfather, I think we've gone too far in the other direction and we're insisting that we keep our people in a state—” he groped for words—“a state of barbarism, a feudal state where we maintain hold over people's very minds.”

“They don't know what's good for them,” Hastur said despairingly. “Look at the Ridenow! Spending half their time on places like Vainwal—deserting our people when they most need responsible leadership! As for the common people, they look at the luxuries Terran citizenship would give them—they think—and forget the price that would have to be paid.”

“Maybe I trust people more than you do, sir. I think that if we gave them more education, more knowledge—maybe they'd know what they were fighting and know why you were refusing it.”

“I've lived longer than you have,” pointed out the old man dryly, “long enough to know that most people want what's going to give them the most profit and the least effort, and they
won't
think about the long-range consequences.”

“That's not always true,” said Regis. “Look at the Compact.”

Hastur said, “That was forced on the people by one singleminded fanatic, when they were already frightened and exhausted by a series of suicidal wars. And it was kept only because the keepers of those old weapons destroyed them before they could be used again, and took the knowledge to their graves. Look how it's been kept!” His lip curled. “Every now and then someone digs up an old weapon and uses it—or so they say—in self-defense. You're not old enough to remember the time when the catmen darkened all the lands of the Kilghard Hills, or when some of the forge-folk—I suppose—raised Sharra against some bandits a couple of generations ago. If the weapons are
there,
people are going to use them, and to hell with the long-range consequences! Your own father was blown to pieces by smuggled contraband weapons from the Terran Zone. So much for the strength of our way of life against the Terrans!”

“I still think that could have been avoided if people had been dully warned against the consequences,” Regis said, “but I'm not saying we must become a Terran colony. Even the Terrans aren't demanding that.”

“How do you know what they want?”

“I've talked with some of them, sir. I know you don't really approve, but I feel it's better to know what they're doing—”

“And as a result,” said his grandfather coldly, “you stand here and defend them to me.”

Regis fought back a surge of exasperation. He said at last, “We were speaking of Derik, Grandfather. If he can't be crowned, what's the alternative? Why can't we just marry him to Linnell and rely on her to keep him within bounds?”

“Linnell's too good for him,” Danvan Hastur said, “and I hate to see him come any further under the influence of Merryl. I don't trust that man.”

“Merryl's a fool and a hothead,” said Regis, “and dangerously undisciplined. But I imagine Lady Callina can help there—if you don't tie her hands by letting Merryl marry her off. I don't, and won't, trust the Aldarans. Not with Sharra loose again.”