Heritage of Cyador (saga of recluce Book 18) (6 page)

“What do you think?”

“About the same as you and Father feel, I suspect. Khesyn holding even Luba would destroy us both in time.” Lerial pauses. “But how much can we trust Atroyan … or Rhamuel?”

“Atroyan not at all, and Rhamuel only to the extent that something benefits him and he cannot hurt you.”

Lerial is tempted to ask again how she could have done what she did … but she has already answered him.

Her eyes fix on him. “You have already done things that are necessary … I can see that. Destiny exacts a heavy price. What else do you want to know?”

“You’ve told me all I need to know.”

She shakes her head. “All you want to know, and all I can tell you, perhaps, but not all you need to know.”

He smiles in return. “You’re right.”

“If there’s nothing else…”

“Not now.”

Emerya rises. “Then … good night, Lerial.”

He stands. “Good night.”

As he walks along the corridor toward the steps up to his chambers, he thinks over what she has said. Some of what he has learned are things he has long suspected, but what he has not fully realized is the various prices so many have paid to create and strengthen the duchy … to continue the good traditions of the Malachite Throne, as Maeroja and Altyrn might have put it. Given all that, Altyrn’s use of the Verdyn war—and Lerial himself—to strengthen the duchy in the west, the cold-blooded poisoning of Dechund to put an end to the captain’s treachery and plotting … and likely much more about which Lerial knows nothing.

Lerial shakes his head.

And yet … what else could any of them do, faced with the destruction of all that they held dear?

Are you any better … given what you have already done?

V

Lerial sleeps well enough, but wakes early on sixday, thinking about what Emerya has said, and pondering over what she has left out that he knows too little about to ask the right questions. In turn, he still wonders about just how close—or distant—she and Rhamuel may be, although he certainly has the impression that they have not seen each other since she returned to Cigoerne after healing him and accompanying him back to Swartheld.

Early as he is dressed and in the breakfast room, seemingly within moments of the time he has seated himself, his father, mother, and sister join him, followed shortly by Emerya and Amaira.

“We thought we should have breakfast together,” his mother announces. “A family breakfast.”

Meaning that dinner last night was not at all a family affair.
That realization saddens Lerial, particularly since Altyrn and Maeroja had certainly made him a part of their family when he had lived at Kinaar and worked and studied under the majer.

“You have to go back soon, don’t you?” asks Ryalah.

“Yes.” Lerial takes a swallow of lager, looking away from Kiedron, who happily takes a deep draught of bitter greenberry juice.

“In the next day or so,” adds Kiedron.

“There is one other matter we have not discussed, Lerial,” says Xeranya, smiling.

“Yes?” he replies as warmly as he can, given that something about her words and expression makes him wary.

“You’re twenty-two … almost twenty-three…”

“That’s true.” Lerial takes a mouthful of egg toast and waits for the other boot to drop.

“You might wonder why we haven’t talked about consorting lately…”

That is a subject that Lerial is more than happy has not been brought up, but he replies, “I had noticed that.”

“Duke Casseon and Duke Khesyn have been reluctant to make any commitments, especially where Lephi is concerned. Atroyan has said nothing…”

“Why don’t they want to consort their daughters—” questions Ryalah loudly.

Xeranya looks hard at her daughter. “Ryalah…”

“Yes, Mother.” Ryalah looks down at her egg toast.

“Or nieces,” adds Lerial quickly, and turning to his sister, “to Lephi or me? Because Cigoerne is the smallest duchy in all of Hamor.”

“What about Atla?” asks Ryalah.

“Atla’s not a duchy. It’s mostly desert and grassland, and there’s not much of worth there. The Tourlegyn clans share it—sort of, except they fight among each other as much as share, and there hasn’t been a leader from the same clan in hundreds of years.”

“I
know
that. I even know that some of the Tourlegyn clans live in Heldya. But why isn’t Atla a duchy?”

“Because they fight so much that no one clan has ever really ruled.”

“Ryalah,” says Xeranya coolly, “would you like to finish your breakfast? Or go without?”

Ryalah takes a bite of egg toast.

“As I was saying,” Xeranya continues, “if you should encounter either Duke Atroyan or Arms-Commander Rhamuel, it would be most helpful if you inquired as to the health of the duke’s daughter.”

“Kyedra? The one I met years and years ago?”

“She is his only daughter,” replies Xeranya.

“I will.” Lerial takes another swallow of lager, followed by a mouthful of egg toast. “What about Casseon? Does he have any daughters?”

“His oldest is about Amaira’s age,” says Emerya. “Khesyn’s sole daughter is around my age, and she has, I’ve heard, a daughter a year or so younger than you, Lerial. His eldest son has two boys. The youngest is about Lephi’s age, maybe a year or two older.”

From what he is hearing, Lerial almost wishes he had not asked.

Xeranya glances at Amaira and then to Ryalah. “Girls, it’s time to finish your breakfast. You can go to the courtyard until it’s time for your lessons.”

Lerial takes the quiet time while the girls eat to finish his own breakfast, suspecting that he would rather not be caught with a mouthful of food during whatever is coming after the girls leave the breakfast room.

Once Ryalah and Amaira have departed, Kiedron clears his throat. “You all realize that Lerial will have to be the one to head the force we send to Luba.”

“What about Lephi?” asks Emerya politely.

“Lerial is better suited to this.” Kiedron glances at Xeranya, then continues. “Because of what happened in Verdheln … and Ensenla, Lerial has more experience in avoiding great losses if he must deal with overwhelming forces. There is also the considerable problem of timing. Lerial can reach Luba almost in the time it would take Lephi to get to Cigoerne, and that doesn’t include the time for the fastest dispatch rider to get to Sudstrym. I doubt we can afford almost an additional two eightdays.”

Lerial can sense that, while his father is telling the truth, if exaggerating the time for dispatch riders, it is likely that there are other things he is not saying at all, but what those might be, Lerial has no idea.

“Should you go?” asks Emerya.

Lerial knows that those are not questions Emerya would normally ask.
Why is she doing it?
After just an instant’s thought, he realizes just why.
Father asked her to.

“If I go … then there is too much temptation for Khesyn to attack with an even larger force at Luba, and there is too great a risk that even I could not save Atroyan. I suspect that is exactly what Khesyn hopes for. With Lephi at Sudstrym, Cigoerne is much less vulnerable.”

“That is if you remain in Cigoerne … or near it,” concludes Emerya.

“I still don’t like it,” says Xeranya. “How will Lephi get any experience in dealing with Atroyan?”

“He’ll be getting more experience in dealing with Khesyn’s forces, and they’re going to be the far greater danger in the future.” Kiedron looks to Lerial. “Because of the timing, you’ll need to take Eighth and Eleventh Company. You can also take Kusyl’s Twenty-third Company. You’ve worked with him before. That will give you three companies. Commander Jhalet can pull together enough lancers to protect the palace, until another new company can be formed and trained.”

“Are we spread that thin?” Lerial has his doubts.

“We’ve been forced to place more than fifteen companies along the Swarth to deal with Heldyan raiders,” admits Kiedron. “There are another ten companies across the northern border west of Ensenla, and that doesn’t count the fifteen companies of Verdyn Lancers keeping Casseon in check, nor the various outposts throughout the duchy. We can likely pull some of the northern companies now, but that will take time.”

Almost fifty companies … and they’re not enough? When we had less than twenty six years ago? And you feel you can only spare three companies to aid Atroyan? Three companies—not enough to weaken Cigoerne if you lose—and enough to strike fear into both Khesyn and Atroyan if you win.
That assumes that there will be any fighting at all, and it’s possible that there will not be … but then again.

“Khesyn has been raising armsmen for ten years now, and that doesn’t count what he pays the raiders to attack us.”

Lerial nods. He had no idea matters are that dire.

Little more is said other than pleasantries, few as they are, for the remainder of breakfast, and, as he stands and leaves, Lerial ponders over the clearly scripted exchange between Emerya and his father. Why had his father felt it necessary? Did his mother really want Lephi … or even his father … to go to Luba?

Lerial suspects she had … and that bothers him. Still, his father has brought up the issue before most of the family, and Lerial has no doubts that he is being sent because he is the most expendable, and because sending an heir, even the most junior, allows his father not to commit more Mirror Lancers. His father also expects him to use his order-chaos skills, if discreetly.

After deciding to wait in the north courtyard until Commander Jhalet arrives, Lerial makes his way into the early-morning sunshine there.

“Lerial!” Ryalah runs toward him, then stops and walks the last yards much more sedately, allowing Amaira to join her. “Why did Mother get so angry? I just asked.”

“I still think it’s awful that no one wants to consort you,” adds Amaira shyly. “Why can’t you consort Rojana?”

“What gave you that idea?” asks Lerial, half amused and half concerned … and wondering where Amaira came up with that idea.

“When she and her father and mother visited the palace last year. We talked, both of us. She talked a lot about you.”

They visited last year … and no one told me?
“They were here?”

“Just for a day,” replies Amaira. “I thought you knew.”

“Perhaps Father mentioned it, and it just skipped my mind.”

“Rojana’s very nice,” says Ryalah.

“She’s very intelligent and very attractive,” Lerial admits. “But it wouldn’t be a good thing for her to consort me.”

“So you’ll have to consort whoever Father says?”

“Most likely.”

“That’s awful.”

“It’s necessary. So will you, when you’re older.”

Ryalah grimaces. “What if I don’t like him?”

“You shouldn’t worry about that now. It’ll be years before you’re old enough.”

“What about Amaira?”

“That’s up to Aunt Emerya.”

“You mean she doesn’t have to, and I do? That’s not fair.” Ryalah looks to her cousin.

“Sometimes, life isn’t fair…” With the thought of fairness, Lerial thinks about Emerya … and Maeroja, or Korlyn, or Alaynara, or even the lancer who died on Lerial’s first riding expedition with Altyrn.

“It should be,” declares Ryalah.

“People are the ones who can make life fair,” says Amaira.

Your mother said that, didn’t she?
Lerial is certain of that, especially now that Amaira has taken to accompanying her mother to the Hall of Healing, but he only says, “That’s true, and sometimes it’s very hard to be fair to everyone at the same time.” He can order-sense riders coming into the palace courtyard and smiles at the two. “I have to go meet with Father and Commander Jhalet. I’ll see you later.”

“You won’t go until you do?” asks Ryalah.

“No … I won’t.”

Lerial walks briskly to his father’s study, nods to the guard, and enters.

Kiedron looks up from behind his desk. “Is the commander here?”

“There are lancers in the courtyard. I imagine he’ll be here shortly.”

“You didn’t greet him?”

“I heard them enter,” Lerial lies. “I was in the center courtyard. So I came here.”

Kiedron frowns momentarily, then nods.

Several moments later, the guard opens the study door, and Commander Jhalet enters. Kiedron rises, and he and Lerial move to the circular conference table, where the three seat themselves.

“Have you discovered anything new?” asks Kiedron.

“The Heldyans have stepped up attacks along the Swarth, and there appear to be more troopers moving to Amaershyn.”

“Then we’ll need to pull some of the companies from the northern border with Afrit and use them to reinforce Sudstrym.”

“What if that’s what Khesyn intends?” asks Jhalet.

“I’m certain that he wants us to be reluctant to do so. That way he can overmatch the forces already there and either create great damage or inflict great losses. That will ensure that the reinforcements will be overmatched … and he will do the same thing again.”

Jhalet’s brow furrows. “If that is so … can we afford to send any companies north to assist Atroyan?”

“If we assist Atroyan, we won’t need as many companies in the north. Not for a time. I’d wager that other Afritan Guard companies in addition to those in Ensenla have been recalled. Leave the company in Tirminya, but call in the other seven.”

The commander frowns.

“Lerial will be taking Eighth and Eleventh Company from Ensenla. Also Twenty-third Company from the palace. You can detail some headquarters squads here until you can raise another company.”

“Begging your pardon, ser … but three companies…”

“Duke Atroyan cannot very well object to three companies being commanded by Lord Lerial … either for being a threat … or not being a proper response to his request. And with the companies from the north, that should provide you with adequate lancers to deal with the Heldyans.” After a deliberate pause, Kiedron adds, “Should it not?”

“Yes, ser.… But do you trust Duke Atroyan?”

“Only to act in his obvious self-interest. It is not in his interest to destroy three Mirror Lancer companies, especially when it is likely to cost him at least twice as many companies of his own. Nor is it in his interest to undertake actions that could result in Lord Lerial’s death at his hands or those of his Guards.”