Authors: Margaret Moore
“I represent him.”
With a horrible sick feeling in the pit of her stomach, she thought of another reason he might believe a judge would side with Robbie. “Did you tell him that we kissed?”
Although Mr. McHeath continued to regard her dispassionately, his cheeks reddened a little more. “I saw no need to mention that particular act to Sir Robert, or anyone else. I hope you have been similarly reticent. It does neither of us credit.”
Her heart began to beat again, albeit erratically, for despite his explanation for his reticence, she sensed he wasn't as sorry or ashamed as he claimed to be.
Neither, she realized, was sheâeven now. Wanting to see if she was right, she pressed him for more of an explanation. “It would help your case, would it not?”
“I saw no need to provide more evidence when I had hoped you would be reasonable and offer a sum in settlement so that the case need not proceed.”
In spite of his evenly spoken reply, she sidled a little closer, so that she could see into his eyes, the better to gauge his true response. “Given that Sir Robert seems to be selective with the facts, are you aware that five thousand pounds was to be the amount of my dowry?”
No, he hadn't known that. She could see the surprise he tried to hide. “Obviously he wants the dowry he didn't get,” she observed.
Mr. McHeath swiftly recovered from his surprise. “Whatever his reasons, that is the sum he feels is appropriate compensation.”
“
I
feel he's not entitled to anything, and nothing you say will ever make me change my mind.”
Mr. McHeath inclined his head. “Very well, my lady, and since we seem to be unable to come to any agreement, I shall bid you good day.”
She shouldn't feel any regret when he said those words. She shouldn't be sorry he was leaving. After all, she barely knew him, and he was working for Robbie.
“You may also tell Sir Robert that I do not and never will regret breaking our engagement. If anything, his petty, vindictive action further convinces me that I was
right to do so,” she said as she went to the hearth and tugged the bellpull beside it. “Good day, Mr. McHeath. Walters will show you out.”
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When Gordon returned to McStuart House, he immediately went in search of his host, although every step seemed an effort. He wasn't looking forward to having to relay Lady Moira's response any more than he'd been to confront her. Indeed, he'd been seriously tempted to leave without revealing the purpose of his visit when he saw that Lady Moira was the woman he'd helped and kissed, but gratitude and duty demanded that he do what he'd been asked to do. Now Robbie would want to know what had happened.
It would be far better for all concerned if they each simply went their own way, and let the past stay in the past. Unfortunately, despite his best efforts, Robbie was determined to have his day in court, and be compensated for the blow to his pride.
Even more unfortunately, Lady Moira wasn't the only person in Dunbrachie who could be faulted for not knowing more about a man before entering into an agreement with him. He should have been much more wary of agreeing to represent Robbie in a legal matter, especially after he'd noticed how much Robbie drank that first afternoon.
He finally found Robbie in the last room he thought to lookâthe library. Unlike the earl's library, this one had an air of musty neglect, and many of the volumes weren't even real books. In fact, Gordon was rather sure
neither Robbie nor his father had read a book in its entirety after they left school.
The dark draperies added to a sense of genteel decay, and the portraits in this room all seemed to be of people in a state of chronic indigestion.
Its only saving graceâand perhaps its appeal for Robbieâwas the large windows opening to the terrace. Or maybe its isolation from the other rooms, and thus its silence, explained why he had gone there.
Naturally Robbie wasn't reading a book. He wasn't even awake. He lay sprawled on his back on one of the worn, silk-covered sofas, his right arm thrown over his face, his left crossed over his chest and an empty bottle of port on the floor beside him.
G
ordon sighed heavily and leaned back against one of the shelves. Whatever Robbie thought, Lady Moira was right to be wary of marrying a man who drank so much. In his practice he'd seen too many marriages fall into bitter ruin and too many families destroyed because of drink.
Robbie's blue eyes flickered open. “Gordo! You're back!” he muttered as he lurched to a sitting position. “Why didn't you wake me?”
“I'm only just returned,” he replied. He came farther into the room and sat in a wing chair opposite Robbie. He nodded at the bottle on the floor. “Isn't it a little early for that?”
Robbie sighed and rubbed his temples as he hunched over. “My head ached, so I had a little drink for medicinal purposes.”
“A
little
drink?”
“Aye, just enough to put me to sleep.”
“Perhaps your head ached from imbibing too much last night,” Gordon suggested, trying to keep his tone nonjudgmental.
Robbie frowned. “You're not my nursemaid.”
“No, I'm not. I'm your friend, and I'm worried about you.”
Robbie slid down until he was lying on his back, his head resting on the arm of the sofa. “If I'm drinking a little more than usual, it's because that's the only way I can sleep most nights.”
Gordon wondered what his “usual” amount of drinks per day would be, then decided that really didn't matter. What mattered was Robbie's current condition, which was obviously far from healthy. He was still too thin and pale, with dark circles under his bloodshot eyes. “Maybe we should send for the doctor.”
Robbie shook his head as he closed his eyes. “No doctor. It's this business with Moira that has me out of sorts, that's all. I'll be fine when it's over.”
“Perhaps if we went riding, or walked up the hills, that would help you sleep.”
Robbie turned his head to look out the long mullioned windows. “Not today,” he said with a weary sigh. “It's going to rain.”
He was, unfortunately, right. The sky was a dull slate gray that foretold a downpour before the afternoon was over.
Robbie suddenly seemed to remember where Gordon had been. “So what happened?” he demanded as he squirmed to a sitting position, his feet on the floor.
“What did my former fiancée say when you told her I was suing her for breach of promise?”
Not wanting to inflame the situation even more, Gordon tried to choose his words wisely. “Naturally she was upset.”
That was true, although not in the way Robbie seemed to interpret his response, judging by the gleam of triumph that came to his red-rimmed eyes. “As well she should be! Was she willing to settle out of court?”
Gordon had done his best to talk Robbie out of naming such a huge sum in damages; the best he'd been able to do was suggest that he be willing to compromise and eventually settle for a lesser amount in order to save time and expenses. After much persuading, Robbie had finally agreed. Regrettably, Lady Moira had rendered his victory moot. “No, she did not.”
Robbie's expression dulled, but only for a moment. “Well then, she'll have to pay the whole amount when we winâ
plus
expenses!”
Robbie had always been a confident fellow and clearly nothing that had happened to him had altered that. “She believes she will not lose.”
“Ha!” Robbie snorted as he got to his feet, kicking over the bottle and paying it no heed as it rolled across the Aubusson carpet and came to a halt at the edge of the marble hearth. “Of course she will! Everybody in Dunbrachie knew we were engaged. Everybody knows she broke it off. How did you put it? Ah, yesâshe breached a verbal contract.
And
I've got the best solicitor in Scotland and England, too, to represent me.”
This was no time to prevaricate. “I'm flattered by
your compliments, Robbie, but she feels that given some of your less-than-exemplary behavior, a judge will be sympathetic to her.”
Robbie laughed, although not with his usual merry mirth. This laugh was cold and harsh and ugly. “A female judge might take her side, but since there are no lady judges and never will be, I'll win and Moira will have to pay. And then I⦔
He didn't finish as he went to what looked like a row of books, pulled one half out of its slot, and revealed another liquor cabinet.
Though Gordon didn't think Robbie should have another drink, that wasn't what bothered him most now. “And then youâ¦what?”
“And then I'll be finished with her once and for all.”
There was more to it than that, or Robbie wouldn't be suing her. He would simply leave her alone. And he'd sounded almostâ¦desperate.
“You need the money!” Gordon blurted as an explanation for that desperation burst into his mind.
“No. That is, not exactly,” Robbie said, blushing as he poured some whiskey from a Waterford decanter into a crystal glass that looked nearly as dusty as the books.
Did the man have alcohol squirreled away in every room of his house? Was that where his money was going?
But the McStuarts had been rich for generations, with more wealth than any one man could possibly drink away.
“The money would come in handy, that's all,” Robbie
said as the distinct scent of whiskey reached Gordon's nostrils. “I have a few debts I'd like to get rid of sooner rather than later.
“Besides, it's the principle of the thing. She broke a contract and she ought to pay a penalty,” he finished before he downed his whiskey in a gulp.
“Was that why you were going to marry her? Because her father is rich?” Gordon asked, hoping he was wrong. Silently praying that he was.
“Of course not!” Robbie retorted as he whirled around, his chest heaving with what Gordon believedâto his reliefâwas genuine dismay. “I loved her! You saw herâyou've seen how beautiful she is. She is beautiful, isn't she?”
“Aye, very beautiful,” Gordon agreed. And strong willed. And resolute. And brave and passionate and desirable.
“Who wouldn't fall in love with a woman like her? Well, maybe you wouldn't,” he amended, swinging his glass around to point at Gordon and spilling a third of its contents. As with the port bottle, Robbie ignored the spill, even though the carpet had to be worth several thousand pounds. “You're far too serious and studious to fall in love, I think. Not for Gordo the insanity of Eros, eh?”
Gordon silently begged to differ. He'd been in loveâor thought he wasâso he knew exactly what Robbie was talking about. “But
I
was in love,” his friend continued with a dramatic flourish as, still holding the glass, he pointed to his own chest.
His declaration might have fooled somebody who didn't know Robbie well, but Gordon did, and what he saw beneath the colorful words and dramatic gestures was need. Not for Lady Moira, or her love, or even happiness, but moneyâand badly.
As if to prove his observation, Robbie muttered half under his breath, “It was just a bonus that her father was rich and could help me with some financial reversals I've suffered recently.”
Disappointment, dismay, disgustâGordon felt them all. And something else. Something that felt likeâ¦liberation.
Suddenly Robbie threw his glass at the hearth, shattering it into a thousand little shards. “Don't look at me like that, Gordo! Not you! It was bad enough that
she
looked at me as if I were a worm or some other loathsome creature. You're a manâaye and an attorney, tooâso you should understand that sometimes men have to make rational decisions, even when it comes to marriage.
Especially
when it comes to marriage and especially if you have a title. We don't have the luxury of marrying solely for love.”
There it was againâthe excuse that the upper class lived by different rules. Different needs. Different choices.
Not better, Gordon noted. Just different. “I can appreciate that you take financial matters into account when you marry, Robbie.” Indeed, he'd written enough marriage settlements to know that he certainly wasn't alone in that. “But what I don't understand is why a man as
wealthy as you feels the need to get more money by such means.”
Robbie's shoulders slumped as he let out his breath in a long sigh and sank wearily onto the sofa.
“Then I'll explain so that you can,” he said, all pretence of pride or vanity gone. He was much more like the Robbie Gordon remembered as he spread his hands in a gesture of helplessness. “I'm not rich. My family hasn't been rich for years and I'm in debt up to my ears.”
Gordon simply couldn't believe it. “But your familyâ¦this house⦠How is that possible?”
“I wasted my fair share of the family purse in my youth,” Robbie admitted, “because like you and everybody else, I thought my family had plenty of money. Then my father died and I discovered he'd lost most of our family fortune gamblingâcards and investments that were bound to fail. The pater clearly had no head for business and could be talked into almost anything. While my mother was alive, she managed to save him from total ruin, but after her death⦔ He shrugged. “My father had no one to stop him, so this estate and all our other property is mortgaged to the hilt, and we owe a fortune in other debts, too.”
This wasn't the first time Gordon had heard of a family discovering that they'd been left deeply in debt. Widows especially were often shocked and dismayed to learn the extent of their husband's debts and financial obligations.
And when he considered how freely Robbie had spent
money in their youth, it became easier to believe that things could be as grim as he described.
Gordon got up and walked to the window. Out in the garden, three men were trimming a hedge. Another was weeding one of the beds.
This huge house, the town houses, the servants, Robbie's clothes, food and drink⦠“How are you paying for everything now?” he asked as he turned toward his friend again.
“Credit. Most of my creditors think they're the only one I've borrowed from.” His elbows on his knees, he covered his face with his hands. “It's a nightmare keeping everything straight in my head because I don't dare write it down. How much I've borrowed from this one, how much from another. And when, and when they're due.” He raised haunted eyes to look at Gordon. “I can't sleep, can barely eat. I'm desperate, Gordoâso desperate I've even thought of running off to America.”
“Instead you decided to marry Lady Moira?”
Despite Robbie's obvious distress, it shouldn't have fallen to Lady Moira or her father or anyone else to repay the debts of the McStuarts, even if marrying for money wasn't exactly a new or innovative way for men of any class to recover from a financial loss.
His head hanging like that of a defeated general who sees his troops marching to slaughter, Robbie clasped his hands. “God, no. Not exactly, or I would have proposed to that horse-faced daughter of Lord Renfield after my father died.”
He rose and came to stand in front of Gordon. “While I don't deny I was pleased Moira's dowry was
considerable, that wasn't the only reason I wanted to marry her. I truly cared for her, Gordon. She's a rather remarkable womanâbut stubborn and biased and too straitlaced, obviously. If only she'd been born into the title, instead of having it thrust upon her when she was already grown, she wouldn't have been so upset when she heard about those girls and we'd still be getting married and all my problems would be solved.”
While Lady Moira's would be just beginning.
“There must be something else you can do,” Gordon said, trying to come up with solutions that didn't involve the sacrifice of a woman's happiness.
“If there is, I'm damned if I know what it might be,” Robbie replied with a shrug of his broad shoulders. “The only people who will make a loan to me now are the kind who charge exorbitant rates and hurt you if you miss a payment.”
“I have some money put away that I couldâ” Gordon began.
“I'd rather marry an actual horse than take
your
money,” Robbie interrupted. “I know how hard you work for it.”
“I'm your friend, Rob, and friends help each other.”
Robbie went back to the whiskey decanter and poured himself another drink. “You are helping, by representing me.” He glanced sharply at Gordon as he lifted the glass. “Or are you saying you won't do that anymore?”
“No, that's not what I'm proposing,” Gordon swiftly replied. Not exactly. Even though he would rather not take on such a suit as this, he wasn't going to abandon his friend. “Given that Lady Moira isn't willing to
settle, this case could drag on for quite some time. We can continue the suit if you like, but surely it would be better to find another way to raise the necessary funds in a swifter fashion.”
“I suppose I could propose to Lord Renfield's daughter,” Robbie said with a frown after taking a sip of whiskey. “She'd accept, I'm sure, in spite of the fact that Moira jilted me.” He gave Gordon a sardonic grin. “The last time her family visited here, when my father was still alive and I was a mere stripling of seventeen, I found her waiting in my bed, naked.” He gave a dramatic shiver. “I've never been less tempted by a woman in my life. I covered her up in a blanket and sent her back to her room.”
He owed it to Robbie as a client, as well as a friend, to give him the best advice he could. “Marrying for money is never wise. In my experience, a man or woman pays a steep price in misery and unhappiness if they do.”
“Then I have no choice but to sue and hope Lady Moira's very wealthy father is forced to pay, or settle out of court for a substantial amount. I don't want to, Gordon, but⦔
Robbie's gaze faltered and when he next raised his eyes, Gordon saw a vestige of the boy he'd known, or thought he had. “I'm not proud of having to resort to such measures, but what else can I do? Sir Robert Mc Stuart can hardly advertise for a job.”