His Secret Desire (15 page)

“Let’s leave it all behind,” he said quietly. “Tonight, we’ll leave the country and never come back. We’ll travel the world and become new people.”

I was shocked. The fantasy was too amazing to consider even being real. We would never want for money. We could become anybody we wanted to be and do anything we wanted to do. All this drama and the danger that loomed over the company would disappear instantly. And I would disappear into the night with the most interesting and sexy man that I had ever known.

I could ask for nothing more.

Yet I knew it could not be. We couldn’t walk away from this fight. Alexander Strauss was not a man who could walk away from his goal and still be complete.

“Alexander, I know you don’t mean that.”

“I want to mean it,” Alex said. His voice was strong. There was no sense of self-pity or despair in it.

“You’ll fight and win, you know that. If you run away, you won’t be able to live with yourself. I’ve come to know you enough to be able to immediately recognize that,” I said, staring directly into his eyes. “And you won’ t fight alone.” I put my hand over his and squeezed gently.

Our food arrived on the table. I was silenced by the smell of it, and it almost rivaled the cooking of Alex earlier. We ate quietly and Alex seemed to have let go his earlier admission that he would want to run from everything.

“Tell me more about you and Henderson,” I said boldly.

Alexander put down his fork and took a sip of wine.

“William Henderson and my father met in college. They were practically inseparable afterwards. William was always around. He was like an uncle to me, I even called him Uncle Will until I was in my twenties. After my father died, he was practically my father. He’s always looked after me. When my mother died, Henderson was almost more crushed than I was. He was that loyal to our family.”

Alex paused and took another bite or two of his food, contemplating what he said.

“I remember the day my father died. It was raining. William came to me and sat me down. He poured me a drink and told me that my father had passed. Then he told me he would always be there. The company would never fall apart as long as he was alive, he said. I remember how he looked when he said that. His eyes were red. I didn’t see him cry, but it looked as though he had.

“That is why I can’t believe that Henderson would conspire against the company he had put so much of his life in. Yes, he might disagree with me, but I’m sure he has his own reasons that are justifiable in his mind. I must give him the benefit of the doubt until I’m shown otherwise. Trust in me, as you have; I will not let your warning go unheeded, but I still believe in Henderson as a good man.”

We finished our meals and despite our protests against desert, an assortment showed up at our table anyway. We nibbled decadently on the dishes and when my stomach threatened to explode inside me, I admitted defeat to the remainder of the food.

“Alex, I think you were right about my apartment,” I said. “It’s not safe there anymore. I’m going to take you up on the offer for a new, secure place.”

“Consider it done,” Alex replied. “I’ll have your things gathered and brought over to your new place for you tomorrow. Tonight, you can sleep at my apartment and tomorrow you’ll have your new apartment fully furnished and waiting for you.”

We left the restaurant, and I felt like I floated out, full of fine cooking and expensive white wine. Alex tipped every employee with a hundred dollar bill, including the dishwasher and busboy.

Driving back in the limousine, I rubbed the inner thigh of Alex’s leg, moving my hand higher up his leg with every circular motion. I breathed in on his neck and smelled the sweet scent of his cologne. I wanted him. I needed him. Badly.

He raised his hand and held my face, pulling me close.

“Tonight, you will satisfy my every demand,” Alex said sternly. I nodded my head in agreement and looked down submissively. He then pulled my face down and rested it against his crotch. I could feel his cock grow hard against my face, only separated by a thin piece of cloth. I breathed warmly against it and rubbed my face up and down slowly, teasing Alex. I could feel his grip tighten in my hair until it bordered on painful and I began breathing heavily.

We arrived in the underground garage. Alex walked behind me and we boarded the elevator together. He said nothing and I looked at him pleadingly, awaiting instruction. When the doors opened, he grabbed both of my hands and escorted me upstairs to his room.

“Strip off your clothes, slowly. And do not look at me. You will only look at me when I instruct you to do so. If you wish to speak, you may only say ‘Sir’, to which I will respond and then, and only then, will I allow you to speak. Do you understand?” Alex asked. He was staring at me and I lowered my gaze.

“If you disobey, you will be punished. Nod if you understand.”

I nodded. He backed away and sat on the bed, still fully clothed. I began to peel off my clothes, slowly and delicately. He watched me and I looked up just enough to see the outline of his cock in his pants, poking out and erect. I slipped my panties down to the ground and stepped out of them.

“Pick up your panties,” Alex commanded. I did so. “Now, gag yourself with them.”

I bundled the panties and pushed them in my mouth, tasting the fine fabric soaked with my arousal. My whole body vibrated with want and anticipation. I had to actively focus on not quivering to stop the shaking with how horny I was.

Alex stood up and walked over to me. He turned me around and pushed my head down so that fell to the floor and braced myself with my hands. I was on all fours. I felt two fingers slide up between my pussy lips and I bit down on the panties in my mouth, suppressing a moan. The fingers wetted themselves and then they pushed against my asshole. I felt them press in and I closed my eyes.

Alex slid his fingers slowly into my ass, and then he pulled them out again, just as slowly. His other hand gripped my left ass cheek and moved me back and forth against his fingers. I let out a moan and the fingers slid out of my ass and grabbed me by the hair and pulled my hair back. His other hand slipped around my throat and choked me slightly. I felt dizzy and I let out another moan.

I was lifted into the air and thrown on the bed. Alex pulled my ass high up in the air and massaged my pussy lips with his fingers as he slid his tongue deep in my ass. I began to quiver. I tried to push the orgasm back but it was coming at me. I let out a moan of pleasure and bit down on the panties so hard that I was sure they were torn in half now.

Something pushed into my ass and it was very hard and firm. Alex was working a butt-plug in and it slid in slowly. The pain was there, but it was masked under the tingling sensation that spread throughout my whole body. I could feel my orgasm waiting, taunting me to let go of my focus for a moment and it would explode through me. The butt-plug stopped as it reached its end and Alex lifted my head and turned me around to face him.

He carefully pulled out the panties from my mouth and tossed them aside.

“Beg me to fuck your mouth,” He said.

“Please,” I cried. “Please, fuck my mouth. I want nothing more than to feel your cock down my throat. I want to drown in your cum.”

Alex pushed me down and I was on my knees. His forearm muscles exploded in a network of veins as he tore his pants off, belt and all. He wasn’t wearing any underwear, and his cock radiated heat at me. His hands wrapped around the back of my head and I opened my mouth wide. He rocketed his cock down my throat and moved my head up and down his cock. I grabbed his ass with my hands and squeezed them as I felt his smooth cock slide against my tongue. I worked it along the shaft and closed my eyes, enwrapped in the bliss of the moment.

Alex pushed down further than I had ever had him in my throat and I choked. He pulled back, but not all the way, and when I looked up at him, he pushed his cock all the way down my throat until I had swallowed it in its entirety. I stuck my tongue out and rubbed it against his balls as he fucked my throat, harder and harder until I began to cry out for air.

His hands pulled my head out and saliva dripped from his throbbing cock in front of me. He lifted me up to his eye level and began to choke me gently at first, tightening his grip until he saw me close my eyes in ecstasy.

“I’m going to fuck you in your ass, and you’re going to come for me.”

I nodded furiously, letting out a moan of want. He turned me around and I stood on my tip toes, holding up my ass for him. He slid out the butt-plug slowly, and I felt him push his cock into me. It kept pushing into my ass and with every inch further I fought the urge to tighten around him. HIs thumb rubbed against my clit. His other hand had all the fingers in my mouth and I sucked on them, tasting myself with revelry.

He thrust hard in my ass, the first time I had ever had a man inside me, and I let out a loud cry of pleasure. I was going to come with Alex anally fucking me, something I thought impossible. His hand worked on my pussy with precision and when I came, my legs gave out. Alex held me up with both hands, moving me up and down on his cock. The orgasm struck like lightening in my nervous system and I clenched my jaw, crying out through my closed teeth. I saw stars and I felt like I was about to pass out.

Then Alex slowly pulled his cock out of me, so slowly that I felt every inch of him move out of me. I braced myself against the wall, still weakened by my orgasm. Alex separated from me and stood back. He walked over to a leather chair in his room and sat on it, leaning back.

“Now, make me come harder than I have ever come before.”

I turned to him and locked my hungry eyes on him. When I approached, he grabbed me by the throat and I cried out in approval. I wrapped both legs around him and slid him back into my ass. I worked up and down on him, gyrating my hips on him. I slid my hand behind me and gripped his balls, squeezing them slightly and pulling them as I moved up and down on him furiously. I could feel his cock grow harder and his sack tighten. He was about to come.

His face strained and I quickly jumped off. I fell to my knees and grabbed his cock with both hands and worked it up and down so hard that my arms burned. His hands wrapped around my head and pulled it into him and I moved my tongue up and down the shaft. Then he pushed my head lower and I licked furiously as I felt his orgasm shuddering through his body.

Alex rested my head against his cock, still hard and radiating heat. It would jump up a little, still in the wakes of a powerful orgasm. We stayed there for an endless amount of time, caught in the echoes of our orgasms.

Alex caressed my head and stood up. Before I could, he lifted me up with both hands and walked me to the bathroom, both of us still naked. He started the shower and we washed each other slowly, reveling in every inch of the other’s body. After we were washed clean, Alex carried me over to the bathtub, where he ran a bubble bath for me. He placed me softly in it and ran his fingers along the side of my face. His face was expressionless except for a small smile.

I laid in the bathtub until I could feel the thralls of sleep threatened to take me. I toweled off and walked to the bed, where Alex lay, sitting up, still naked. I crawled in next to him and without speaking, I fell asleep in his arms.

***

I woke up in Alex’s bed for the second time in two days to the smell of eggs and bacon cooking. I walked downstairs, wrapped in a small silk robe that was see-through and saw Alex, naked and cooking.

“I know eggs and bacon aren’t exactly the healthiest option for breakfast, but I think we can afford to enjoy it after last night,” Alex said, looking at me. I stared at his perfectly chiseled body and thought of dropping my robe and walking over to him, begging him to take me again. But my ass was a little sore and I was still tired, so I waited for my breakfast and drank up the sight of his muscles flexing and relaxing as he moved around the kitchen.

We ate gratuitous amounts of bacon and scrambled eggs with buttered ciabatta bread, perfectly toasted. I drank two huge cups of black coffee and I felt energized.

“I’m going to go over to my apartment and get some things,” I said.

“I could have a moving crew do that for you and you can relax,” Alex said.

“No, I’ll have them clear out everything I don’t want, but I want to go there one more time Alex. Gary will be with me, I’ll be safe.”

“Ok,” Alex said.

I dressed myself and before I walked out, I kissed Alex on the lips despite my reservations on whether I should or not. I suppose when you do what Alex and I did last night, a kiss should be no big deal, but I was still unsure. Alex kissed me back heartily and ran his hand down the small of my back. I went down the elevator in a daze and Gary waved to me from the car.

I sat in the backseat, turning on my phone to check my messages. We were a block away from my apartment when we hit traffic.

“Damn, gonna be a few minutes boss. At least.”

It happened quickly.

There was a white van parked in front of us and another behind us. Men jumped out from the sliding doors and rushed the car. They wore black masks and carried batons. Two carried pistols. In a few seconds they were opening the door and Gary was already out, fists swinging. I saw him connect with two of the men and the men dropped like rag dolls. The sound of his fist crashing into them was a terrifyingly loud thwack that made me cringe.

I screamed as two men opened the back doors and grabbed me. I tried to fight in vain before my arms were tied behind me. Before a black bag was slipped over my head, I saw a baton fall on the back of Gary’s head and he dropped. I screamed out to him but I was silenced with the back and a sharp pain in my stomach. The wind had been knocked out of me.

I felt myself lifted up in the air and I was thrown on a seat that I assumed was a bench seat. I heard a door slam shut and then I knew I was in one of the vans. I could hear tires screeching as we peeled out. I had been captured. I struggled to breathe against the pain in my chest and for a moment I thought I was going to die.