Hot for Love (Bachelor Billionaire #2) (22 page)

He
turned back to her and she gave him a flirty smile. Josh shook his
head as he pulled her in for another kiss. She pulled back, reached
for the hem of his shirt, pulled it off of his body, and gasped. Her
hands ran up and down his muscular arms and chiseled chest. She slid
her fingers across his sexy abs as she looked into his eyes.

“
How
do you keep your body looking so damn good?” she asked, as her
lips found his chest.

She
led little kisses all over him, as she reached for his jeans,
unbuttoned, unzipped, and pushed them down his legs. Lisa could see
his erection as it tried to escape his boxers. She pulled them down,
and he sprang free. Her breath caught as she looked at his hard cock.
Lisa got down on her knees and took him into her mouth as he gasped.

“
Shit,
Lisa.”

She
licked and teased his tip before sliding him into her mouth. Lisa
slowly slid down his shaft until he filled her mouth completely. He
groaned as he held the back of her head. She slid him out and back
into her mouth again. He grabbed her arms and pulled her to her feet.
Josh stepped out of his jeans and boxers, turned them around, and
leaned her back against the bed. She crawled backward up his mattress
as he followed her. Her head went back against the pillow when he
held her breast in his hand and swirled his tongue around her nipple.
She closed her eyes as she arched her back into him. He continued to
devour her, until she could take no more. She grabbed his chin and
pulled it up so she could see his eyes.

“
I
need”

She
stopped as she felt his hard cock between her thighs. He reached over
to his nightstand and she pulled his arm back to her.

“
I'm
on the pill. It's okay,” she said. “I need.”

“
What
do you need, baby. Tell me what you need.”

“
You,
Josh. I need you to fuck me, now.”

Before
she could say another word, she felt him enter her. A loud moan
escaped her lips. He was bigger than she thought he would be. She
couldn't catch her breath as he filled her completely. He took both
of her hands and held them above her head as he bent down to kiss
her.

“
Is
that what you want?” he asked.

His
voice was deep and controlled. She never thought of Josh being that
way. He was always so sweet and caring. She loved the demanding edge
in his voice. Lisa didn't know how long she was going to last if he
kept talking like that. It drove her crazy. She could not believe it
was really happening.

“
Yes,
Josh, damn.”

He
held her hands still, as he traced his fingers up and down her side
with his other hand. She tried to pull her hands away, but he
continued to hold them still. He pumped into her hard, filling her
completely, as they pushed up higher on the bed. With each thrust
into her, they moved higher and higher. She moaned and called out to
him over and over. Lisa had been with other men, but none had ever
made her feel the way he did. She felt as if he were releasing all of
his emotions into her with each thrust. It was amazing.

“
I
am going to fuck you so hard that you will be screaming my name much
louder than you did in your dreams. Am I better than you dreamt?”
he growled.

“
Fuck.
Yes. Better. Much better.”

She
wrapped her legs around his waist and held them tight. He was even
deeper than before.

“
Fuck
Lisa. You have no idea what you do to me. I want every bit of you
right now. I want to hear my name on your sweet lips. I don't ever
want you to forget this. I want to ruin you for anyone else.”

She
tried to pull her hands away.

“
I
need to touch you. I need to feel your skin on my hands,” she
begged.

He
let go of her arms and she wrapped them around his back. She pulled
him to her and grabbed his ass. Lisa held him tight and pulled him
against her hard. She looked into his eyes and claimed his mouth with
hers. With more passion than she had ever felt for anyone, she sucked
his bottom lip before shoving her tongue into his mouth. He pumped
into her hard as she pulled him against her.

“
You
feel so fucking good inside. Better than I ever imagined. I need you
so bad Lisa. I fucking need you.”

He
pumped hard and deep.

She
pulled her head from his and screamed out his name as she tightened
hard around is cock, finding her release. Lisa pulled him against her
as he moaned her name and filled her over and over with his own
release. He collapsed on top of her and their sweaty bodies
connected. Josh caught his breath and rolled to the side of her as
their breathing slowed. Her arms were wrapped around him and their
legs were tangled together. Neither of them said a word.

Lisa
remained still, afraid to move. She was sure it was a dream that she
did not want to wake up from. He ran his fingers through her hair.

“
You
hungry?” he asked.

“
Starving”

Josh
slid out from under her arms and put on his boxers and sweats.

“
I'll
go reheat the lasagna. I really want you to try it,” he said.

“
I'll
be out in a few.”

Lisa
snuggled into his sheets with his pillow. She dreamt a million times
about being with him. Never, did her dreams ever come close to what
had just happened. It was amazing. The best sex she had ever had. She
could not imagine anything that compared to being with Josh. Lisa
smiled when she thought about his rough side. It gave her chills just
thinking about it. She got up and walked to the kitchen. He stopped
still when she walked in naked.

“
My
clothes are in here,” she smiled.

He
chuckled as she picked up her clothes and walked into the other room.
She didn't want to make a big deal out of the fact that they had just
had amazing sex. Don't let feelings get into it, she told herself. He
doesn't have feelings for you. It was a heated moment. She walked
back into the kitchen to help him get their food ready. There must
have been a reason he took her into his arms.

“
Where
were you when I got home?” she asked.

Josh
faced away from her. She knew he was doing it on purpose.

“
Work”

“
When
our plane landed, there were fire trucks all over the runway on the
other side of the airport. Do you know what was going on?”

“
I
was there. They had to do an emergency landing. The landing gear was
not working correctly. When the plane came in, the front wheel was
sideways.”

“
Oh
shit, was everyone okay?” she asked.

“
The
plane landed with everyone safe. The wheel burnt up and scraped the
ground, but nobody got hurt.”

He
still wasn't looking at her. When he first saw her in the kitchen, he
had said he thought he lost her. That's it, she thought to herself.
He thought she was on that plane. All of those emotions she felt
coming from him were from that night. Josh thought she was on that
plane. It wasn't because he missed her. He was afraid of losing his
friend.

“
Where
was that plane coming from?” she asked.

He
didn't say anything.

“
Josh,
where?”

“
Atlanta”

“
It
wasn't my plane,” she whispered.

“
I
know,” he replied.

She
grabbed the plates and walked over to the stove. They quietly dished
out their food and she took the plates to the table. Josh brought
drinks out with him. She made sure to grab forks and knives. They ate
their food quietly, without looking up from their plates.

Lisa
could feel all of her walls instantly go up around her heart. She was
not getting hurt. He slept with her because he was afraid she was on
that plane, not because he had feelings for her. Lisa did not want to
have feelings for him. She knew she did and it needed to stop. There
was no room in her life for them. She almost let herself feel loved.
It would not happen again. She needed to move out of his apartment.
They could be best friends, but she couldn't live with him. She
couldn't let herself fall in love with Josh. He would hurt her, and
she couldn't let that happen.

She
was about to take her plate to the kitchen, but stopped and sat back
down. Lisa had already let her boss know that she needed to take more
time off. They told her they couldn't hold her job, but to call when
she wanted to go back to work. If there was an opening, she would be
welcome back. She wanted to let Josh know, so that he knew she would
be around. Lisa would start looking for a job right away. She needed
to get out on her own.

“
I
need to talk to you about something,” she said.

She
saw his jaw tighten immediately. He probably thought she was going to
bring up sex. She could see how nervous he was.

“
You
were right,” she said. “I admit it, so don't rub it in my
face.”

“
What
are you talking about?” he asked.

“
I
can't go back to that job right now. It was harder than I thought. By
the time I got to Vegas, I was in so much pain. I never played one
slot or went to one casino. I stayed in my room with my foot up the
whole night.”

“
You
said your foot felt fine when I asked you,” he said.

“
I
didn't want to admit it. It is too hard to walk and stand on the
plane with it moving. Every time it jerked, I would get a huge pain
in my ankle. I told my boss I needed more time. They told me that
they could not hold my spot any longer, but to call them once I was
healed completely.”

“
I'm
so sorry. Are you okay?” he asked.

“
I'm
fine. I wanted to let you know, so you know I will be home for the
rest of the week. I am going to start looking for a job in the
morning. With my degree, it shouldn't take long. I should be able to
find one with benefits. I can get cobra at work, so I will have time.
As soon as I find a job, I'm going to look for a place. If it's not
okay, I will move in with Heath or Becky and Gavin for a little
while.”

“
You
don't have to move out. I like having a roommate,” he said.

“
I
do need to move out. You need to have your space back. I haven't even
seen you go out since I've been here. That's not how your life was.
You shouldn't have put your life on hold for me. I need to be on my
own. It's not your job to take care of me. Hopefully it won't take me
long.”

Lisa
stood up and grabbed her plate. She took it to the kitchen and came
back for his.

“
I
want to hire you to work for my company,” he said.

“
No,
I can find a job. You don't need to save the day. I'll find something
fast.”

“
I'm
not doing it for you. I'm doing it for my business. If you get a job,
then you will stop helping me with the restaurants. You came up with
five new things that have already saved me a ton of money. They are
things I should have seen. Looking at the numbers every day and
making sure everything runs smoothly is getting to be too much for
just me. I shouldn't have missed the things you pointed out. I can't
do everything. I realize that now. I will get you a laptop and
everything you need. I will pay you well. We have full benefits. I
promise you, I am not trying to save the day. It's all business. I
don't want you to move out. I want you to stay here. Even if you
move, the job is yours. I need to hire someone. You are the perfect
person for the job, and I trust you. We work well together, you seem
passionate about it, and you do an amazing job.”