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“Clay doesn't think of me that way,” she reiterated.

“That's because he only sees you in jeans and boots,” Lily said, casting an appraising glance over Meg's clothing. “Functional for ranch work, but not so great for snaring a man.”

“I am not looking to snare anyone!”

“Here she goes, protesting again.”

She wasn't taking the bait this time. She knew her work wear was functional, but it also did a fine job of concealing shapes she wanted to conceal. “All teasing aside, you two, I just want a nice, pretty dress that covers what I need to have covered to feel comfortable. As far as Clay Gregory goes, I'm to be his dinner partner and a friend to rescue him from the clutches of Lisa Hamm, apparently.”

Jen and Lily both smiled. “I think we've given her a hard enough time, don't you?” Lily asked Jen, nudging
her with her elbow. She smiled at Meg. “That'll teach you for giving us the brush-off.”

“I never meant…”

“Hush,” Lily said kindly. “We're going to find you a beautiful dress, Meg. And if we don't, I'll make you one. I can accomplish a lot in three weeks.”

Jen put her arm around Meg's shoulders. “Consider us your fairy godmothers,” she added. “Your debut back into Larch Valley society will be a smash hit. I'm thinking red, Lil, how 'bout you?”

For the first time in months, Meg felt the tiniest bit pretty. As her best friends led her to the next rack, she thought about Clay, his saucy smirk, and how gratifying it would be to wipe it off his face. She could do this. She would. It was time she set the tone for the rest of her life and it was time that tone was one of success. Maybe a dress and a wedding didn't sound like much of a start, but she had to begin somewhere.

“I like red,” Meg said clearly. She grinned as she imagined the look on Clay's face when she showed up at Stacy's wedding in a knockout dress and heels. He wouldn't be able to accuse her of hiding away then. “What the heck, you guys. In for a penny, in for a pound, eh?”

 

For the tenth time in as many minutes, Clay fiddled with his bow tie. He'd hoped Stacy would have gone in for a more casual Western wedding, where he could have worn his good boots and a bolo. At least then he might have felt slightly at home in this monkey suit. But no, she'd gone for the whole hog. Black tuxedo, strangling bow tie, shoes so shiny he could see his reflection. The white rose boutonniere was pinned to his lapel courtesy of Meg's mother, who'd been at the house helping the bride get ready. The pianist was playing something soft
and classical for the arriving guests. Clay smiled tightly and nodded at a neighbor who had just arrived—in white shirt and bolo tie. “Isn't he lucky,” Clay grumbled under his breath.

He was nervous. Mike Schuyler, the groom, seemed more relaxed than Clay was, shaking hands with the minister and preparing to make his way to the front of the church. Clay checked his watch and adjusted the cuffs of his jacket. Stacy was due any second with Linda beside her. He'd caught a glimpse of the bride before he'd headed to the church. Stacy's simple white dress suited her perfectly. It was hard to believe that the woman who'd raised him was getting married. He was thrilled for her. And he liked Mike.

But giving her away was going to be difficult. She was, in all but one sense of the word, his mother. And placing his mother into another man's keeping was a difficult thing to do.

A hand clapped on to his shoulder. “God, you look like you could use a nip of something,” Dawson greeted him with a wide smile. “Relax. It's not like you're the one getting hitched.”

Clay forced a smile. No, it wasn't him. Thank God. This was torture enough. Standing up at the front of the church? It wasn't likely that would ever happen. “Dawson. And Tara. You look great.”

Tara smiled shyly at him and put her arm through Dawson's. “Thanks, Clay.”

If Dawson was here then Meg must be, too. Clay hadn't seen her since last week when he'd popped over to the Briggs ranch to talk to Dawson about renting out a block of land for grazing. Meg's words about the Briggs's struggles had stayed with him and the arrangement would benefit both operations. Meg had been talking to the vet, her
back to him and that awful ugly hat on her head. Before he left he'd quickly asked, “Are we still on for the wedding?” She'd answered that she'd meet him at the church.

What had he expected? It's not like it was a real date. She was a friend. She was his wingman, right? She was going to help him get through the evening and he'd be by her side as she faced the town again. And at the barn she'd acted like it was nothing to her at all. He frowned a little.

“Did Meg come with you?”

Dawson's grin widened. “She sure did.”

“I think she went to the powder room,” Tara suggested.

Dawson's grin faded a touch. “I'll admit I was surprised when she said you were going together.”

Clay met Dawson's steady gaze. “As friends without other dates. That's all.”

Dawson's gaze was unerring. “Good. She needs support, you know? But not complications. Not after what she's been through.”

“And you consider me a complication?” Clay was tall but Dawson was a bit taller and right now it annoyed Clay a lot to have to look up at his best friend, especially when Dawson spoke with that hint of warning deepening his voice.

“I'm just saying we all know your history, Clay. Be careful.”

“It's just Meg. Nothing to worry about, so you don't need to act all big brother with me.”

Dawson frowned. “Well, you haven't seen her yet.” He nodded toward the foyer.

Clay turned his head to scan the vestibule.

She was there. Smiling and holding Agnes Dodds's hand between her own and then turning away as they parted.

Holy Mother Mary. The air seemed to leave Clay's lungs as he stared at her. Where was the plain old Meg he remembered? The woman walking this way was stunning. More than stunning. She was…

His brain seemed to tie in knots as she suddenly saw him and stopped. For the space of a heartbeat, their gazes clashed and her lips dropped open the tiniest bit. Full, sexy lips the exact same deep red hue as her dress. She gave a slow smile and his body tightened in response. When had she learned to do that? Why was he reacting this way? Sure, he'd noticed she was attractive but she wasn't his type. She was his best friend's little sister. Only she wasn't, not today. Today he couldn't take his eyes off her. She was soft, sweet and sexy as hell.

She began walking again and Clay had the strangest urge to run, only he wasn't sure if he wanted to run to her or away from her. His gaze swept down to her hips, lightly swaying as she made her way past the gathering congregation to his side. He shouldn't be having these thoughts about Megan. All he wanted right this moment was to put his hands on her slim hips and draw her close.

Dawson's hand gave a final tap on his shoulder but Clay barely registered the touch. She was only a few feet away now and he had to somehow untangle his tongue and be cool.

 

Meg's whole body felt on fire beneath the heat of Clay's gaze.

At first there'd been a jolt as their eyes met and recognition flared. Then had come the sweetest part—the utter surprise and approval she glimpsed in his face. She felt the glow of triumph as she smiled slowly and his dark eyes glittered at her in response. He stood up straighter.
She saw Dawson say something by Clay's shoulder, but Clay's eyes never left hers.

Today she felt as beautiful as she'd ever been, which under the circumstances felt tantamount to a miracle.

Her confidence faltered slightly as she reached him and struggled to find the right thing to say. She'd seen his reaction to her appearance and she didn't want to blow the moment by sounding stupid. In the end she managed a simple but inadequate sounding “Hi” as she looked up at him, grateful for once to have on heels. At least in her shoes her eyes were at a level with his strong, freshly shaved jaw.

“You look…wow,” he finished, at a loss for words, and Meg felt her confidence come rushing back.

“Thanks. Lily made the dress.”

“It suits you.”

Goose bumps erupted on her bare arms. She'd made noises about not going sleeveless but Lily had worked her magic with a soft wrap-style bodice and a demure V-neck that gathered into wide shoulder straps. The red velvet was soft and rich, and the fabric and construction were very pretty while managing to make Meg feel covered and comfortable. Jen had loaned her gold dangly earrings and a simple gold necklace. Megan couldn't have felt more like a princess had she been the bride.

Clay was staring at her oddly, the silence somewhat awkward but in a new, exciting sort of way. He put a hand lightly on her waist. “I need to go for now, Stacy's arrived.”

The spot where his fingers touched seemed to light on fire through the fabric, and she wasn't sure but she thought she detected a bit of regret in his words. “And I need to find my seat.” The words came out sort of breathlessly and Meg bit down on her lip. There was knock
ing his socks off and there was making a fool of herself and the way she was feeling with his hand on her waist was treading on fool territory. It felt proprietary—and she liked it. Too much. She could get used to that feeling a bit too easily, and she reminded herself that this was a special day. This was not real life. Tomorrow she'd be back in faded jeans, out in the barns again.

But, for today, she was determined to put her cares aside and enjoy every blessed moment.

“I'll see you after?”

His warm eyes looked at her hopefully and she couldn't stop the smile from forming. “I'm sure you'll have other duties, like family pictures, that sort of thing. Why don't I just meet up with you at the reception?”

He looked like he wanted to say something more but she had to move, had to escape his touch before she did something silly. She'd achieved what she wanted. She was making a success of the afternoon, wasn't she? There was no more to it than that.

With a parting smile she drew away from his hand and walked toward the sanctuary doors. She swore she could feel his gaze on her back and she forced herself to take regular breaths. She wouldn't look back at him. There was obvious, and then there was
obvious
.

She took her seat beside her father and crossed her legs, smoothing her skirt. But for a moment she fiddled with the hem. It had gone far better than she'd dreamed. There was only one flaw in her plan. Later she was going to have to dance with Clay. Her skin still tingled where his hand had rested. If she reacted like this over a simple touch, what would happen when he held her in his arms?

CHAPTER FIVE

C
LAY
couldn't keep his eyes off Megan.

After the ceremony he stopped and offered her his arm to exit the church. They parted ways after that—he to do the official wedding stuff he despised and Meg left for the reception hall with her dad. But the moment he entered the Cottonwood Inn for the reception he honed in on her again, standing with Noah and Lily Laramie, a stem glass of pink punch in her hand. Tom Walker approached the group and Clay heard Meg's light laugh as he said something to her. Lord almighty, she was beautiful. How had he not noticed before? He wasn't a fan of short hair; but her simple, sparse style seemed to make her face come alive. Maybe it was makeup—she was wearing the stuff after all, highlighting the sensuous curve of her lips, turning her eyes smoky and mysterious.

Tom moved on, but not before he put his hand along the curve of Meg's back and leaned forward to say something in her ear. Clay frowned as she laughed in response, feeling a spurt of jealousy and pushing it away. He was in trouble. Big, big trouble. His mind was wandering into all sorts of territories just watching her smile and mingle. It was that much worse because it was Meg. Lord knew he hadn't been an angel over the last few years. He'd dated,
but he'd stayed away from relationships and always made it clear he wasn't looking for anything permanent.

Even today was torture. He certainly didn't dislike Mike, and he was thrilled his aunt was happy, but the idea of
'til death do us part
always made Clay uneasy. He'd seen how quickly his dad had gone downhill after his mother had abandoned them both. What the cancer hadn't destroyed, her desertion had finished. No one would ever have that much power over Clay. His dad had always been the strong one, but not when it came to her. No, Clay was better off relying on himself.

And now here was Megan, looking irresistible and awakening all of the protective urges he tried to keep locked down. If it were anyone else, he'd consider taking advantage of the situation, enjoying the night with no strings. But there were lines a man didn't cross. Megan Briggs represented more than one of those lines. She was Dawson's sister, she was his friend, and as much as it pained him to admit it, the fact that she'd had cancer scared the daylights out of him. Meg wasn't a one-night-no-strings kind of girl, and it was more than enough to make him take a step back and keep his distance.

They were supposed to be looking out for each other, but Meg didn't exactly look like she needed his help. Instead she looked like a beautiful, exotic flower amidst a bouquet of weeds—and she seemed to be drawing the men's attention like bees to honey.

He should never have asked her here today.

But he had asked her, in a misguided attempt to be there for her like she'd been there for him when times had been tough. He couldn't just back away now and pretend he hadn't. Whatever he was feeling, whatever she'd awakened in him—and it was feeling disturbingly like
desire—he would simply lock it away. He'd asked her here as a friend and that was exactly how it was going to be.

He made his way over to her and put on a smile. “I see you made it here just fine.”

“I came with Dad.” She smiled up at him and that same weird tightening happened again. “He's gone off to talk stock.”

“Normally you'd be there with him.” Meg wasn't the kind of girl who left the business to the men; she knew what she was about. It was one of the things he truly admired about her.

“Today's not an ordinary day,” she replied, taking a sip of punch. His gaze caught on her lips as they touched the glass.

“It certainly isn't,” he agreed, but his voice came out low and…dear Lord. Intimate. God. He was no better than Tom Walker with that silly, besotted look on his face. Clay cleared his throat but not before Meg's eyes gleamed with mischief. Great. Bad enough he was reacting to her this way. But to have her notice made him feel ten times the fool.

Lily and Noah moved off to chat with other guests, leaving Meg and Clay alone. Clay made himself forget the way the dress fit her gentle curves and focused on the task at hand. “You seem to be managing okay. No awkward questions, I take it?”

“A few.” The flirtatious gleam he'd seen in her eye tempered. “I just keep reminding myself that people mean well. For the most part,” she amended, looking at a pair of gray-haired women who were standing by the punch bowl, heads together.

Clay felt a flare of irritation on her behalf, glad to be talking about old ladies rather than besotted young men.
“Some people aren't happy unless they're criticizing or spreading doom and gloom.”

Meg lowered her head and he heard an indelicate snort. “Oh, you poor dear. I do hope you
stay
looking so well,” she said in a stage whisper.

“They actually said that?” He was appalled.

“Of course. They feed on the possibility of catastrophe,” she remarked lightly.

It was no laughing matter to Clay. More than anything he worried about her cancer coming back, not that he'd say so to her face. He wouldn't take away from the happiness of her recovery by admitting such a thing. She was one of the strongest women he knew, and he reached out to take her hand. “Don't you listen to them,” he ordered. “You're healthy as a horse and you look beautiful.”

“Thank you, Clay.” A pretty blush touched her cheeks and his chest swelled.

“I've got your back, remember?”

“I remember,” she replied softly, and his heart did a little shiver against his ribs. This wasn't keeping it simple or purely friendly.

“If anyone bothers you, let me know.”

“Anyone like who, in particular?” She'd cocked her head to the left, as if trying to figure him out. He clenched his jaw.

“Oh, like Tom Walker. Or Jason Callow. Or…who-ever.”

“Interesting,” she said speculatively, her eyes narrowing as she examined him. He couldn't escape the feeling she was laughing at him on the inside. “Are you jealous, Clay?”

He dropped her hand. “Just wanted you to remember our agreement, that's all.” He had to come up with another distraction. “Here's Jen and Andrew,” he suggested,
tilting his head toward the couple who had just come in. “Good safe people for both of us, right?”

He didn't want to touch her too much so he merely put his hand beneath her elbow as they started across the parlor. Jen and Andrew greeted them with hugs and handshakes and it wasn't long before they were joined by Lily and Noah and Dawson and Tara—the old wing night crowd that Megan had avoided for so long. Now she was a shining star in the midst of them. He couldn't take his eyes off her animated face. How difficult had it been for her to come here tonight? he wondered. However challenging, she'd made more than one conquest already. She looked like a woman who could accomplish anything. He ran a finger over his bottom lip. Offering her his arm tonight was a small favor when all was said and done. He wished there was some way he could help her with her expansion plans. He'd have to give it some thought, see if he could come up with a solution. There was always more than one way to skin a cat.

“You did a wonderful job on the dress,” Jen commented to Lily. “You look like a movie star, Meg. I had my doubts about velvet, but you and Lily were right.”

“And you were right about the accessories, Jen,” Lily said generously. “But Meg, the shoes. The shoes are to die for. Who helped you pick them out?”

Meg grinned. “I picked them out myself.” She turned her ankle, showing off the impossibly high slingback heel. Clay's gaze caught on her very fine, toned calf. “I know I'm a bit of a tomboy, but I'm not totally oblivious.”

Was she sure about that? Because she seemed to be completely oblivious to what she was doing to Clay with her soft laughs and knockout body. Nothing was working as a distraction. He looked up as Stacy and Mike came through the door, laughing and smiling. Out of the corner
of his eye he saw Tom talking to his dad, but with one eye watching Meg constantly. Clay didn't want to leave her side, but he did have official duties to perform. He let his hand rest proprietarily on the small of Meg's back, the heat of her skin warming the velvet against his palm. “They're here,” he announced, sounding a little sharper than he intended.

“I need to head back to the kitchen and check up on things,” Jen said, handing her empty glass to Drew.

“I suppose we should begin to be seated.” Clay put his glass down on a nearby tray. “Meg, you're at the head table with me.” There'd be no chance for Tom to move in now.

He saw Tara and Lily exchange significant looks and set his jaw. He hoped they didn't have any ideas of matchmaking. Meg had been right after all. People were seeing a romance where there was none—even if Clay did feel like he'd been hit by lightning. Even if he did feel an absurd need to put his mark on her tonight.

He was in a heck of a jam—being Meg's date, being hugely attracted. He was feeling proprietary and he had no right. It shouldn't matter that Tom had his eye on Meg. Tom was a good guy. But it did bother Clay and that put him on edge, because while he could be friends with Meg it could never be anything more.

It was enough to give him a headache.

Throughout the meal Clay was painfully aware of Meg at his side.

“Could you pass the butter, please?” Meg leaned toward him slightly.

“Oh. Sure.” He picked up the dish of perfectly formed butterballs and handed it to her. Their fingers brushed as she took it from him and something strange and electric shot from his fingers to his elbow. Meg's gaze snapped
up to his and he took his hand away. The air around them changed as she lowered her eyes and her lips pursed as she carefully put a ball of butter on the side of her plate.

This was not going how he'd planned. He couldn't look at her. He couldn't touch her and yet he didn't want anyone else to, either. How on earth was he going to get through the rest of this evening?

 

Meg broke a piece off her roll and concentrated on spreading a bit of butter on it so she wouldn't have to look at Clay. What was wrong with him? Granted, she'd wanted to blow him away today and by all accounts she could tell she'd succeeded. Not just with Clay. So many people had been friendly. Heck, Tom Walker had overtly flirted and asked her for a dance later.

But the old teasing Clay was gone and in his place there was an awkward stranger. He couldn't even hand her the butter dish, for heaven's sake! And he'd barely said two words through dinner. She thought back over everything they'd talked about today. There was nothing she could think of that might have made him angry or standoffish. But ever since they'd met up with the rest of the gang he'd closed up tighter than a clam.

“Could you pour me some more wine, please, Clay?” she asked sweetly, lifting her glass. It was still half full but she wanted to try something. As he reached for the bottle, she moved her glass closer until her arm brushed the fine fabric of his white shirt.

He immediately pulled away.

No touching then. Meg pasted on a smile for the table's benefit, said a polite thank-you and took an obligatory sip of the wine even though the liquid had no appeal to her now.

Maybe he'd been momentarily dazzled by her ap
pearance today but the shine had obviously worn off. And maybe she'd let herself believe in the old crush once more—maybe it was the sentimentality of the wedding or something equally foolish—but that wasn't real. She would not make an idiot of herself. And if Clay ended up giving Lisa Hamm a turn on the dance floor tonight, well bully for him. It was no more than he deserved.

When guests rose to get pictures of the couple cutting the cake, she picked up her purse and slid out the side door. It was early April and the wind held a chill; she chafed her arms with her hands and savored the brisk crispness of it. She'd had to escape the perfection. It was all around her today—the romantic setting of the Victorian-style inn, the pretty dresses, the happiness in Lily's eyes and the contentedness she saw in Jen's as Andrew rested a hand on her rounded tummy where their baby grew. It was too much when Meg's life held so much uncertainty. Maybe someday she'd be ready for love, but it wouldn't be easy as a survivor. It stung that everywhere around her were reminders.

It was like starting the game at a deficit, and most of the time she did okay with it. But today the proof lurked in every corner. She rested a hip against the porch railing and looked out over the fields, still dotted here and there with clumps of stubborn snow.
This
was what was real. The ranch land, the herds, the never-changing mountains. This was her life—not the muted laughter and music she heard coming from inside. It had been fun to pretend for a few hours, but the girl in the red dress and high heels and makeup—that wasn't Meg Briggs. That was Meg Briggs trying to prove something. Now that she had, it felt empty.

“Penny for your thoughts.”

Clay's voice came from behind her—a surprise. She didn't turn around. “I thought you were avoiding me.”

“How could I avoid you when you were sitting right next to me?” He chuckled but she heard the tightness in the sound. She stared at a circling hawk and shrugged.

“It sure seemed like you were trying.”

There was a long silence, and then the sound of his boots on the wood floor. “I didn't want people to get the wrong idea.”

She got the feeling he wasn't telling the whole truth, but she wasn't sure she wanted to hear it anyway. “And what idea is that?”

“That we're…you know. Together.”

Would that really be so bad? She bit back the words. Maybe she'd been wrong about everything today. Maybe the look on his face at the church had just been surprise and not… She thought for a minute. Not what? Attraction? Desire? Boy, she'd really gotten swept up in it, hadn't she? Sure he'd told her she looked beautiful, but wasn't he sort of obligated to say that? His behavior at dinner told the true story. Even if there was something—she'd felt it when their hands brushed—Clay would never admit it. Never act on it. A sound of frustration escaped her throat.

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