Authors: Shiloh Walker
Killing an abuser was one thing that did satisfy her. Others… it was just a job. Drug-dealers and other criminals fell in a gray area for her, but if they were involved in areas that could affect kids… well, they were playing a dangerous game. No reason kids should have to suffer the risks.
She didn’t get involved in political messes, not unless there was another issue involved. Human politics, human concern, she didn’t give a damn.
She didn’t kill just to kill.
Just like she didn’t kill to feed.
A vampire had to have standards.
A killer-for-hire had to have standards.
Sylvia was both, and she’d spend a very long time on this earth— she didn’t want to live with any more mistakes than she had to. She kept her standards pretty high, and when somebody crossed her own personal lines, it was at their own risk. That was a lesson Faith Dwyer had learned earlier.
She couldn’t say she hadn’t been warned, either. Because Sylvia had warned her, when the woman had first contacted her.
Be careful. Don’t take risks. Don’t tell anybody else about this… and do NOT lie to me. About anything.
Those were the ground rules Sylvia had laid out when she’d made the phone call after the first few e-mails had been exchanged.
Faith hadn’t taken the warning seriously.
Pity.
That relaxing glass of wine beckoned, but she knew that if she had the wine, she’d want to do nothing else work-related before she settled down to rest. And she needed to take care of business matters first, and start making plans to move on. She’d been putting it off for weeks, and it was time.
If she didn’t get things in motion now, she’d get caught up in another job and then put it off again, and again… she excelled at procrastination.
So instead of going for that glass of wine, she settled at her desk to check her e-mail. There were a number of them. Most were from a familiar site— an underground Craigslist for killers sort of thing. She skimmed through them, deleting most without reading more than a few lines. She was, after all, very picky. She wasn’t killing some moron’s “cunt” of a girlfriend, and she wasn’t killing this woman’s husband because he cheated on her.
But one e-mail made her go still.
One had images flashing through her mind…
A boy. And images of the boy brought other images to mind… images of a man.
Alan Pulaski
—
That name. Gripping the edge of her desk, she closed her eyes and let the memories dancing in the back of her mind come to her. After a woman’s lived more than a few decades, the memory can get chaotic… and Sylvia was over a hundred years old.
Missing—
A missing child. Toby… innocent eyes, sweet smile… there. His face. She had never been able to forget that boy’s face. Locking on the memory, she pulled it to the front of her mind and then she looked back at the e-mail, read it through.
The boy’s name was Toby. He’d been killed a year ago.
By one Alan Pulaski.
“C
He was built like a tank, and he stank of blood, sex and violence.
That pissed Toronto off. A lot. He’d just pulled the bastard in front of him off a woman mere seconds ago. Now she struggled to live and Toronto’s partner was kneeling at her side, trying to stop the bleeding.
Curling his fingers at the vampire, Toronto said, “Come on. What are you waiting for?”
The vampire grinned at him, too young and too stupid to realize just how much trouble he was in.
“Get out of my way, fuckhead. You don’t know what you’re messing with.”
Toronto cocked a brow. The boy hadn’t been changed long. Maybe a year. He didn’t stand a chance against a were like Toronto. “
I
don’t?” Twirling his knife, he smiled. “I think it’s the other way around, kid.”
“You think that knife is going to hurt me?” He flashed his fangs and gave Toronto a menacing look.
Toronto wasn’t quite impressed, and he had the feeling the vampire was shocked by that. And the idiot also hadn’t given Tor’s knife much more than a cursory look. The knife
would
hurt him. It was a custom-made Keltec, one that had enough silver in the blade that it would leave any vamp or shifter all but begging for mercy. It might not
kill
him, but it would definitely hurt. Silver was a bitch.
Yeah, this vamp hadn’t been around long, and nobody had bothered to teach him much, either. Toronto could teach him a thing or two. Before he ended the son of a bitch.
“Actually, I don’t need the knife.” Toronto flung it off to the right with enough force that it embedded itself in the wooden wall, hilt quivering. “I’ll just use this…”
He lifted a hand, watched the boy’s face as his hand shifted.
Claws emerged.
The vampire was every bit as uneducated as Toronto had
thought.
What in the hell is this
? Toronto wondered as he watched the vamp’s eyes all but bug out of his head in shock. It was like the vamp had never seen a werewolf before.
A split second later, the young vamp panicked. It wasn’t much fun when they panicked. Still, Toronto hadn’t done it in the name of fun— or at least not entirely. He’d been looking for information, and he had gotten a little bit.
Lately, more and more Hunters throughout the country were reporting incidents like this. That wasn’t good. A shitload of random, violent occurrences. Too much bloodlust, too little control. Too many who seemed to have lost all humanity— and that wasn’t how it was meant to be. Most vamps and weres had a sense of who could get through the Change intact, who couldn’t. They weren’t to be touched if they couldn’t live through it… or come through it sane.
Bad things happened when monsters thought they could do whatever they wanted without fear of consequences. Like what this fucker had done. Grabbed some poor woman off the streets, assaulted her and fed.
After he’d finishing dealing with the feral, he turned back and saw his partner Kel cradling the woman. The vampire had his hand, palm sliced open, over the wound in her throat in an attempt to save her life— the blood could close the wound, keep her from bleeding to death.
If
she wasn’t too far gone.
She wasn’t bleeding anymore, but she was too still. Too pale.
“Is she going to make it?” Toronto asked.
“I don’t think so.” Kel gave him a sad look. “We were too late— she’s fading too fast.”
Toronto gave a short, single nod and looked away. She’d lost too much blood. Fuck. Yeah, bad things happened with monsters, all right. “It happens that way sometimes.”
Kel swore under his breath viciously. “Happens, huh? Fuck that.”
“We can’t save everybody,” Toronto said, jerking one shoulder in a shrug. He came closer, staring at the woman’s pale face. Her heartbeat was faltering, her skin taking on a
waxen cast— that spark of life was already gone. She wasn’t going to make it. It was an ugly, bitter knowledge they’d have to carry.
Kel swallowed, a muscle working in his jaw as he stared at the woman’s face. “Yeah, and you’re okay with that?”
“It doesn’t matter if I’m okay with it or not.” Toronto slanted a look at Kel. “It just is. We can either accept it… or go crazy fighting it. But… no. I’m not okay with it. It fucking pisses me off. And that won’t help her, either.”
Kel continued to stare at her, his eyes glowing. “I could…”
Toronto knew what he was planning even before he said it. “I wouldn’t, kid.” He crouched down, studying the woman.
“But it would save her.”
“No.” Toronto reached down and took the girl’s limp, cooling hand. “She’d either die in the transition or she’d go feral. You don’t want to save her only to have to kill her, Kel.”
“You don’t
know
that.”
“Maybe. Maybe not. That’s not my area, right? But you know.” He paused and then asked quietly, “What’s your gut saying, Kel?”
Kel’s furious glare was answer enough. He knew. She wasn’t strong enough to survive the Change. Not everybody was.
It only took a few more seconds.
Toronto pretended not to see the faint glint of reddish tears in Kel’s eyes. He pretended not to notice the ache in his own chest, too.
No. They couldn’t save everybody.
Hell, some of them were hard-pressed to save themselves.
He’d been trying to save himself for a good long time. He was still trying. And failing.
T
They would have been back sooner, but they had to do some cleanup, including burning the vamp’s body and taking
care of the blood at the site. It was all over the damned place. They had to spread a specially made bleach compound everywhere to keep human cops from finding anything funky in the blood left by the vampire. None of them needed the mess that would happen if the oddities in vampire DNA came to light. Or shifter DNA. The chemical turned everything to sludge and no tech alive could harvest anything useable from it.
Toronto’s world was nothing like some of the stuff people watched on TV— his kind weren’t coming out of the closet any time soon. Humans weren’t ready to deal with vampires or werewolves. Especially not when it was a crapshoot as to who would emerge sane… and who would emerge a monster after the Change. The monsters were executed. Plain and simple. It might not happen right away— sometimes it took a little while for that thread of sanity keeping the monster in line to snap.
But once it did… well, execution was the only option.
This vamp’s creator should have seen that monster looming inside him. It hadn’t been a quiet madness Toronto had seen. No, that fuck had been laughing and gleeful about his bloodthirst, delighting in the way he’d hurt that poor woman.
Toronto and Kel left her broken body back there in the alley.
Her family deserved to know what happened to her, deserved to have something to bury.
He wished he could do more for them, but giving them that answer was something— he knew what it was like to live without answers…
A dark, empty maw danced in the back of his mind, tormenting him, along with the ghosts of his earliest memories.
You’ll have to learn to control that, boy. But you’ll do well enough.
He’s going to go feral… I’ll put him down…
And always, that brutal, vicious hunger…
As the edginess crept up on him, he slid away from the others and made his way to his rooms. It took him fifteen
minutes to clean up and change his clothes, five minutes to pack a bag and then he slid out the door.
He didn’t leave a note, didn’t let them know he was leaving. Rafe, the local Master, would be
pissed
.
But he had to get away for a while. Had to breathe. Sometimes, he thought he was going to come out of his skin if he had to stay here…
“T
Nessa snuggled against Dominic’s back and smiled. “Yes. Toronto.” The wind tried to tear her hair out of the tight braid and she knew she’d be spending a great deal of time brushing the snarls and tangles out later. Her bum would be sore, too, after hours and hours spent on a motorcycle.
But that was fine; it was worth it. She was pressed up against her lover’s back, his body warmed by her, and just now, he had his hand covering hers.