Illusions of Love (2 page)

I
was relieved he liked it. I just hoped he wasn’t lying. “Really?” I asked
nervously.

He
looked at me a little confused. “You sound like you’ve never had a guy tell you
how good you suck cock. You obviously have practice,” he said amused.

I
blushed and looked away. “That was my first time doing that to a guy,” I said
softly.

He
looked a little startled. “Katie are you a virgin?” he asked and I could see
the amusement glitter in his eyes and it made me shift nervously.

“Maybe,
does that make a difference?” I asked annoyed.

He
moved closer to me brushing his lips along long my clavicle. Then he looked at
me and his expression made my skin tingle. “The only difference it makes is
that you will be on my jacket so we don’t ruin my seat,” he whispered
seductively. Before I could reply he pounced on me and pressed his mouth to
mine. His fingers went to my jeans and he fought them down then pulled my boots
off with my jeans. I was in front of him naked. His eyes were on his prize
between my thighs. I thought I was going to burst with embarrassment when he
pushed my legs apart and started to kiss and lick my pussy. I was propped up
watching him enjoy me and I knew my face was burning with embarrassment, but it
felt so good. He looked up at me and I could see the amusement in his eyes when
I gasped as he sucked on my clit. He massaged my breasts paying special
attention to my nipples. The feelings became overwhelming and I cried out in
ecstasy as I tangled my fingers in his thick, dark hair and grasped the seat
with my other hand. He continued his assault until I was whimpering. He pulled
me down by my ankles positioning me on his jacket. Then he wiggled out of his
pants. “Are you on birth control?” he asked breathlessly.

I
nodded unable to speak. I was so nervous. This was it, I wasn’t going to be a
virgin anymore and I was scared to death.

“Good
because I don’t have any condoms. I want to fuck you without one anyway,” he
said playfully as he pressed his body to mine. He kissed me deeply as he rubbed
his hard cock against my slick pussy. I was ready for him and I knew he was
ready. He pushed my legs back.  I held my breath as he slowly pushed his hard cock
inside me, partially filling me.

“Breathe
baby,” he whispered as he pulled back.

I
focused on my breathing and he pushed forward making me gasp. I dug my nails
into his back as a mixture of pleasure and pain shot through me. He eased back
and pushed forward again. My body gave and I cried out in panic and tried to
push him off. I was full of him and I wasn’t sure if I liked it.

He
laughed. “Relax and breathe,” he whispered. He had me pinned and he felt so
good against me.

I
took a shaky breath and he slowly began to move. He groaned and moved his hips
thrusting at an even pace. The pain slowly subsided and it started to feel
good. He was panting and I could tell by the sounds he was making he was
enjoying it. I ran my hands over his back and moaned as I felt the tendrils of
pleasure moving through me. I thought that would be it, but the feeling was
getting intense. “Cole!” I cried when my body exploded with pleasure.

He
cried out when my nails raked his back. I felt a sudden heat and he slumped
against me breathing hard. As quickly as it had started it was over. My body
was humming and I could still feel him inside me. I liked it, it felt so good.
I was dizzy from all the different feelings.

“Are
you ok?” he asked as he grinned down at me. I nodded. I still wasn’t sure if I
could speak. He gently pressed his mouth to mine then smiled at me. “I see I
left you speechless, that must be a first for you, you have a big mouth,” he
teased.

I
smacked him and he sat up laughing. He eased out of me slowly as if he was
worried he would hurt me. He routed through his glove box and tossed me a
packet of wet wipes. I sat up and cleaned up the best I could. The front seat
of a truck was really not the best place to lose my virginity. He smiled at me
as he pulled his pants on. I slid my panties back on then my bra.

“You
are so much hotter than I thought you would be,” he said amused.

I
laughed as I slid my jeans on. “I am so much hotter than I thought I would be.
For a while I thought I was a lost cause.”

He
scoffed. “You were always pretty, now you are hot.” He pulled his sweater on
then leaned back in his seat. “That was fun,” he said sounding satisfied.

“Can
I smoke in here or do I need to get out?” I asked as I finally tugged my
sweater on.

“You
can smoke in here. We will roll the windows down, but you have to share,” he
said amused. He turned the key on and rolled the windows down. I got a
cigarette out and lit it. He reached over and stole it from me.

“The
pack was right there,” I protested. I had set the pack on the arm rest between
us so he could get one, but he still stole mine.

“I
wanted this one,” he said grinning.

I
rolled my eyes and got another one and lit it. I leaned back and closed my
eyes. My body was still humming and I felt good. He started the truck and
turned the radio on. It was cold out, but after being with him my cheeks were
still burning, so the cool air felt good.

“I
like the snow,” I said as I watched it fall.

“I
like the snow too,” he said amused.

I
liked sitting with him. The silence wasn’t awkward like I thought it would be.
I didn’t regret losing my virginity to him. I was actually glad it was him.

“I’m
glad you’re back. It makes holidays a little more tolerable,” he said as he
watched me.

I
looked over at him and smiled. He didn’t really make sense. We never really
talked or were even friendly toward one another. If anything we were always
taught to dislike one another, but we never did. “Ya you kind of make it a
little more tolerable for me to.”

He
smiled and tossed his cigarette. “Let’s get the hell out of here before people
start looking for us,” he said as he went to back the truck up. It made a noise
then didn’t move. “Come on,” he growled and tried hitting buttons and levers.
After several attempts and a lot of colorful words out of Cole’s mouth he
looked at me. I was trying not to laugh at him, but it was hard. “I cannot
believe you are laughing,” he said attempting to sound annoyed, but failing.

I
started giggling and he lunged at me making me squeal. His lips covered mine
and he kissed me aggressively. “Now isn’t the time for making out,” I said
amused.

“Why
we aren’t going anywhere quick,” he said playfully.

I
laughed. “We can walk. We aren’t that far off the road. If I don’t get home
Mike will worry.”

He
groaned. “Fine let’s go.” He grabbed his coat and a flashlight then climbed out
of the truck.

“I
told you not to come back here,” I teased as I climbed out and put my coat on.

He
grinned. “It was worth it,” he said as he started walking toward the road.

I
caught up to him and he put his arm around me. It was dark and a little creepy
because we were in the woods, but I felt safe with him.

“So
what are the chances of you getting naked with me again?” he asked playfully as
we walked.

I
smiled. “There is a good chance that I will definitely get naked with you
again, but I do not think this is going to go over well with your family.”

“Fuck
my family. So tomorrow night my parents will be out at a charity event. You
could come over and if for some reason if you end up naked that will be alright
with me,” he said smiling.

I
laughed. “You are making me think that sex is all you want from me.”

He
grinned. “Well sex is definitely very high on my list of activities I would
like you to do. Stripping and wrestling in a vat of jello with another woman
run a close second.”

I
shoved him and he laughed. I was surprised that I wasn’t offended that he just
wanted to have fun with me. Maybe I just needed to have fun with him.

“It
is the road,” he said happily.

I
stood next to him and we looked up and down it. “Ok so this doesn’t look so
good. My uncle’s house is not far. Come on,” I said and started walking up the
road toward Mike’s house.

He
slung his arm over my shoulder. “It amuses me that you ended up walking the
walk I was trying to rescue you from.”

“Ya
you aren’t a great knight in shining armor. You are more of an evil distraction
that just takes your virginity then lands you in more trouble then what you
began with,” I said smiling.

“Oh
but I was excellent at the virginity taking,” he said happily.

“According
to who?” I teased.

“Owe,
that hurt. Of all the things tonight I rocked out in the front seat of that
truck,” he pouted.

I
sighed. “Ok so it felt good, I won’t lie.”

“You
can’t lie. You wanted it, your body doesn’t lie baby,” he said happily.

I
shoved him again and he laughed. The flash of headlights behind us caught our
attention. It was a large black SUV. Cole flagged the truck down and the truck
pulled up to him. I stood behind Cole because I didn’t really know anyone in
the town. It was a little awkward because it was the mayor, my suspected
father.

“Mayor
Michaels, me and my companion are in need of a ride,” Cole said amused. I was
sure he saw the comedy in the situation.

“Of
course, get in,” Mayor Michaels said and looked at me. I smiled and gave him a
small wave. He smiled tightly at me and I had an idea what he was thinking.

Cole
held the rear door for me and I slid in the seat, then Cole slid in next to me.

“What
happened to your truck Cole?” he asked glancing at us through the rearview
mirror.

“I
got it stuck by the lake. Katie dared me to take it back there I told her it
would get stuck,” Cole said quickly.

I
smacked him in the chest and glared at him. “I told you it would get stuck.”

He
grinned and kissed my hand. “Sure you did,” he countered.

I
rolled my eyes and shook my head. It was awkward, but at least it was warm and
we didn’t have far to go. “Katie is your mother in town too?” Mayor Michaels
asked watching me.

“No
sir, she is on a cruise,” I said not really interested in talking to him, but I
was going to be polite.

I
was relieved when he pulled into Uncle Mike’s driveway. “I’m going to walk her
to her door. Can you give me a ride home?” Cole asked him.

“Of
course,” he said and smiled.

Cole
climbed out and I followed him. He walked me to the door. “Well that wasn’t
awkward,” he said grinning.

I
smiled. “Not at all.” I shifted nervously not sure what to do. If Cole touched
me in front of Mayor Michael’s it was pretty much a guarantee he would hear it
from his parents.

He
pressed his lips to mine and his tongue touched mine. I wanted to drag him into
the house and make him stay, but I knew Uncle Mike wouldn’t appreciate it. “So
tomorrow, I will pick you up?” he asked softly.

“I’ll
be waiting,” I said breathlessly.

He
smiled and backed away. “I’ll bring candy tomorrow,” he said grinning.

Everything
he said made me smiled. “I would appreciate that. I may get in your truck
easier.” I gave him a small wave and I went into the house. Uncle Mike wasn’t
home yet so I went upstairs to my room.

The
next morning I showered and walked downstairs. Uncle Mike was sitting at the
kitchen table. “Hey, you weren’t home until late,” I said as I went to the
coffee pot and poured me a cup of coffee.

He
looked up at me from the newspaper he was reading. “I was helping clear up the
town square. I heard you were with Cole last night,” he said watching me.

I
sighed. That was one thing that sucked about a small town. News traveled way
too fast. “Ya for a little while,” I said trying to be as nonchalant about it
as possible.

“Michaels
seems to think you two were close, as he put it,” he said like he was trying to
ask me what happened without saying it.

I
shrugged. “We were just having fun,” I said brushing him off.

“Fun
with Cole doesn’t usually end well,” he said softly.

I
rolled my eyes. “Weren’t you just talking about him being single?”

“Ya
but that was before I found out his truck was stuck at the lake and you were
with him,” he countered.

I
smiled. “Uncle Mike I appreciate the concern, but I am eighteen. I can handle
myself I promise,” I said as I stood up. “Now do you want me to make
breakfast?”

“Why
not,” he grumbled and went back to his paper.

After
breakfast Uncle Mike went to work and I went back upstairs. I wasn’t sure what
I was going to spend the day doing. After about an hour of watching TV there
was a knock on the door.

I
answered the door and was surprised to see it was Jack and Becky. “Hey Katie we
were wondering if you wanted to come ice skating with us,” Jack asked smiling.

“You
know what that sounds fun. Let me go get my coat and skates,” I said happily.
They came in and I hurried upstairs to my room. I changed my shirt and put a
low cut green sweater on and my fitted jacket then I grabbed my black skates. I
was hoping Cole would be there somewhere.

I
hurried back downstairs. “I’m ready,” I said smiling.

“Let’s
go then,” Jack said as he ushered us out. We all piled into Jack’s Jeep and he
drove toward the town square. He parked and we walked to the pond. I put my
skates on then waited for Becky and Jack. Becky never skated before so she was
wobbly on her feet.

“Hey
Katie,” James said coming to a stop in front of me. He looked a lot different
then I remembered. He was actually handsome.

“Hey
James,” I said and hugged him. He spun me around and I giggled.

“We
aren’t going to wait for the slow pokes,” he called to Jack and Becky. Jack
just waved him off.

“So
what are you doing these days James?” I asked as we skated.

“I
am working at Tammy Lynn’s hair place. I am learning to be a stylist,” he said
happily.

“Oh
that’s great,” I said amused. I was beginning to wonder if James was gay. I
always though he was and the way he was talking and acting kind of confirmed
it.

“I
know, I love it. So what about you? Any guys?” he asked winking at me.

“Just
one,” Cole cut in before I could speak. I squealed as he picked me up and spun
me around, then pressed his lips to mine.

“You
are insane what are you doing?” I asked as I broke the kiss. 

“I
went to your house and you weren’t there so I checked the next best place, and
what do you know; you are flitting around the ice rink with the gay guy,” he
said grinning.

I
put my arms around his neck and pressed my body to his. I noticed there were
numerous people, who were very interested in what we were doing. “You know how
many rumors you are starting, or how many ways your mother is going to crucify
you?”

“Confirming,
not starting. Mr. Mayor told everyone and their mamma that we were friendly,”
he said accentuating the word friendly.

I
smiled. “Ya I heard; Uncle Mike gave me the stay out of the woods with Cole
talk this morning.”

He
grinned. “Did you tell him he was about twelve hours too late?” 

I
swatted him and narrowed my eyes at him as we stopped near the outside of the
rink. “You better not tell him or anyone else that,” I growled.

“Mmm,
what will you give me if I don’t?” he asked playfully.

Cole
made my heart race. I never met a guy that made me feel like he did. When he
touched me my body came to life and I wanted his hands on me. “Maybe some of
what I gave you last night,” I whispered against his lips.

“I’ll
take that deal,” he whispered and pressed his lips to mine. He deepened the
kiss and I enjoyed his mouth momentarily forgetting where we were.

A
female voice cleared her throat and I looked over at Tara. “It figures you
would come to town and stir up trouble,” she said as condescendingly as she
could manage.

“What
do you want Tara?” Cole asked sounding impatient. I stayed quiet. I didn’t want
to start a fight with her. I knew she had a thing for Cole, like every other
girl in town.

“Your
mother wants to talk to you, without her,” she said her as if I was something
nasty.

Cole
rolled his eyes. “I will be there in a minute” She nodded, glared at me then
turned and walked off. “She doesn’t like you, just in case you didn’t pick that
up,” he said amused.

“Wasn’t
clear at all. No one likes me,” I said dryly.

“I
like you and I am going to show you how much once we get out of here. So don’t
move and I will be right back,” he whispered.

I
nodded and he skated off toward the gazebo. I saw his mother and Mrs. Michaels
standing together. They really didn’t look happy at all. He stopped in front of
them and his mother was throwing her arms in the air. I knew she was yelling,
but I couldn’t hear what was said.

Cole
shook his head and skated back toward me. I was preparing for him to ditch me,
but he wrapped his arms around me and kissed me aggressively. “Don’t we have
plans,” he whispered playfully. I knew Cole’s plans involved being naked. He
already made that clear the night before. I giggled as we went spinning across
the ice. “Let’s get our shoes back on and go to my place,” he whispered
seductively.

“That
sounds fun,” I said giggling as he kissed my neck. He was being extremely
affectionate despite his mother’s obvious dislike of me.

I
found my boots and changed out of my ice skates. He did the same, then pulled
me along with him toward his truck. He tossed the ice skates in the back and
opened his door. I climbed in over his seat. “I love the view,” he said
playfully as he climbed in after me.

I
laughed and shook my head. He set off toward his house. I knew his family’s
house was one of the biggest in town. It was right next to Mayor Michael’s
house.

“Are
you going to get into trouble?” I asked trying to make conversation.

He
smiled. “Probably, but it will be worth it.” He reached over and undid the
button on my jacket. “Get this off,” he growled.

I
giggled and slid my coat off. He glanced over at my low cut sweater. “Like what
you see?” I asked playfully.

He
grinned at me and reached over and grabbed my breast. He was so brazen it made
me giggle. I swatted his hands away and he attempted to put his hand down my
shirt. “I want to touch,” he pouted.

“You
are driving, you can touch later, if you are nice,” I countered. I retrieved my
pack of cigarettes and lit one. He took it out of my mouth like he always did.
I didn’t know why I didn’t just light two it would have saved me time.

“I
want to touch other things.” His eyes skirted my body as he spoke and I fought
the urge to shift nervously under his hungry eyes.

He
pulled into the driveway of his house. It was decorated for Christmas and it
was as beautiful as I remembered it. He climbed out and I squealed in
excitement when he pulled me across the seat to him. His mouth was on mine and
I could feel his erection pressing against my belly. He pulled me out of the
truck and pinned me to the side. “Oh my god it’s cold,” I squeaked. I didn’t
have my coat on and the wind had picked up.

“I’ll
warm you up,” he whispered as he pulled me toward the house. He unlocked the
door and pulled me inside. He pinned me to the wall and kicked his shoes off.
He knelt down and pulled my shoes off. He buried his face between my legs and I
giggled at his brazenness.

“Cole!”
I squealed as he threw me over his shoulder.

He
took the stairs two at a time and walked into the first room. It was a huge
room and it looked like a teenage boy’s room. I remember when all the girls in
school would sit and wonder what his bedroom looked like. There were posters of
half-naked women, trophies for various sports, and a book shelf full of books.
I went to stand up to look around and he pinned me to the bed.

“I
want to look around,” I protested.

He
grinned. “I’ll make you a deal. You can look around after I am done with you.”
He pulled my sweater off and tossed it aside. He kissed the tops of my breasts.
“I love your tits,” he growled excitedly.

“You
have to like more than that about me,” I pouted.

He
looked like he was thinking about it than he grinned. “You right, you have a
great ass too.”

I
smacked him. “I have other qualities,” I said trying to sound annoyed but
failing.

His
mouth was on my belly distracting me. He unbuttoned my jeans and slid them down
taking my panties with them. He tossed them aside so I was in just my bra “You
know what you’re right,” he whispered as he covered my mouth with his.

“Am
I?” I asked breathlessly as he stared kissing my belly again.

“You
are,” he said seductively. I gasped when he ran his tongue over the soft folds
of my pussy. “Your pussy tastes sweet.”

The
tone of his voice made my body hum. I couldn’t focus or think straight. I was
his. I closed my eyes and gripped the sheets when he went back to teasing me
with his tongue. I unsnapped my bra, I wanted his hands on my breasts. I tossed
my bra aside and he started massaging my breasts with his hands as he continued
to tease me with his tongue. “Cole,” I moaned as pleasure flooded me. I pushed
my hips up into his mouth and he moaned. He came to me and pressed his mouth to
mine. I pulled his sweater off and ran my hands over his chest.

I
pushed him over and he grinned up at me as I fought his pants button. I freed
his hard cock and ran my hand up his shaft. He groaned and his breathing picked
up. I covered him with my mouth and he groaned and lifted his hips. “Ok, you
have a great mouth too,” he whispered excitedly.

I
rolled my eyes and continued to tease him. He tangled his fingers in my hair
and encouraged me. I sucked and licked pushing him as far as he would go. I
loved doing it to him. My body was tingling with excitement as my thighs
moistened. “Ok, I don’t want to go yet,” he whispered pulling me off him.

“I
wanted to taste you,” I pouted against his lips.

He
smiled. “I want to make you scream my name first,” he whispered as he pressed
his mouth to mine.

I
giggled. “I bet you can’t make me,” I teased as I ran my hand over his hard
shaft.

“Oh
really,” he whispered as he moved so he was behind me. His hands were exploring
my body. I smiled as he kissed my neck. He suddenly pushed me forward and I
caught myself. I was on my hands and knees in front of him. I gasped as he slid
his finger inside me. “I think I can make you scream my name really easily.”

I
felt my face heat up as he withdrew his finger. “Prove it,” I whispered as I
gripped the sheets. I tried to keep my voice even, but it was impossible.

“Oh
I will,” he growled as he grasped my hips. He pushed against me and slowly
began to fill me with his hard cock. He pushed in as far as my body would allow
then pulled back and pushed again. The angle he had me at was so much more
intense. I could feel more of him and he was hitting more sensitive spots. I
bit my lower lip to keep from crying out. He moved his hips in slow teasing
circles. “You can give in any time you like. I am only going to make it harder
on you if you resist,” he whispered.

 “You
haven’t impressed me yet,” I said keeping my tone even.

“Oh
really?” he asked excitedly as he grasped my hips tighter and pulled them down.
He started thrusting relentlessly. My body protested and enjoyed it all at the
same time. I could feel myself get wetter as he moved. I moaned and bit my lip
as the feeling built. I couldn’t handle it anymore. “Cole!” I cried as an
orgasm tore through me.

“Ha!”
he said excitedly then he moaned and I felt him lose it. He collapsed on me
panting. I was still full of him, and I loved it. He withdrew himself making me
groan. “Don’t go up against me Katie, you won’t win,” he whispered as he kissed
my back.  My body was humming. I felt shaky and I was panting. I wasn’t even
sure I could speak. He rolled me onto my back and grinned down at me. I knew my
cheeks were bright red, I could feel them burning. “You have a very cute just
fucked look,” he said playfully.

I
swatted at him and he dodged me and stood up. He walked over to a side table
and pulled a tin out. I sat up and leaned against the pillows watching him. He
climbed on the bed and settled between my legs. He had an odd looking
cigarette. “What is that?” I asked curiously.

He
grinned. “You’re kidding right?” I looked at him and shook my head. I really
had no clue what it was. “It’s a blunt,” he said amused as he lit it.

I
watched him nervously as he inhaled.  I had never touched drugs. I never really
even thought about them, and I didn’t have very many friends, not ones that
smoked blunts anyway.

He
offered it to me and I hesitated. “Try it,” he prodded. “Inhale and hold for a
minute.”

I
took it and inhaled, I coughed at first, and it tasted horrible. I handed it
back to him and he took another drag. He handed it back and I looked at him.

“My
Uncle is going to kill me then you,” I said amused.

“I’ll
take the risk,” he said grinning as he forced me to take it. I took another
drag and it wasn’t as bad. He took it back, it was his turn.

After
a few more hits I was giggling. My body felt funny and I was a little light
headed. He smiled at me as he set the rest in an ash tray. He pressed his mouth
to mine and his lips on mine felt so good. He pushed his hard cock inside me as
he pinned me to the headboard. He pushed my legs straight up and thrust
aggressively. “You are bendy,” he whispered grinning.