Inferno Anthology (212 page)

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Iowa, they went back to his office to try again. To expedite the process, Claire looked to Tony and proclaimed she remembered the rules and wouldn’t fail. Through the speaker, the phone began to ring. It only rang once when the voice of a woman on the other end answered. “Claire, is that you?”

Claire’s heart soared. “Yes, Emily, it’s me. Happy birthday, sis!”

Emily’s voice hadn’t changed. Claire heard the excitement of their reunion coming through the speaker. “Thank you. Hearing from you is the best birthday gift ever. Where are you? Are you all right? Why haven’t you called us?”

Claire looked from the phone to Tony and then back to the phone. Tony’s eyes spoke volumes. “Hey, slow down. I have a new job that keeps me very busy, but I couldn’t miss talking to you on your special day. How are you doing? How is John? How is his law firm?” She’d done it. She succeeded in getting Emily to talk about them.

Emily said she was fine. School had recently started, and she thought this was going to be a good class. John was fine, just very busy. The law firm was good. He was an associate now and the more hours he billed the better chance he had of making partner. Claire could have spoken with her for hours. They had so much catching up to do. Instead, Claire apologized and told her she needed to run. She loved her and please give John her love. Emily said, “I would, honey, but John is right here, and he’d love to talk with you!”

Claire looked at Tony. His eyes darkened as his head slowly shook.

Claire replied, “I’d really like to, but I really need to run. Have a great birthday. Bye.” Again, Tony pressed
disconnect
.

Claire stared at the telephone for the longest time. This was one of those junctures. She could be sad the conversation was short, or she could choose to be happy there had been a conversation. She decided to pick
B
.

Standing to leave Tony’s office, she looked up to see him leaning back in his chair. His eyes devoured her as he unbuckled his belt. With sickening comprehension Claire understood. In his mind he’d shown a kindness, now he expected gratitude—
quid pro quo
.

If life were predictable it would cease to be life and be without flavor.

—Eleanor Roosevelt

“WE’VE BEEN INVITED
to a Labor Day barbeque, tomorrow.”

Sitting on the sun porch, reading her new novel, and enjoying the Sunday afternoon, Tony’s casual announcement surprised Claire. The warm gentle breeze and faint smell of cut grass gave way to a rush of anxiety and disbelief. “We? Who would invite me?”

“Courtney, Brent Simmons’ wife,” Tony said while lounging on the loveseat with his laptop on his outstretched legs. His light brown eyes gazed at Claire as she questioned him.

“Why? What does she know about me?”

“Well, Brent met you when I brought you to New York, and Courtney knows I’ve been seen with the same woman on multiple occasions. Since they’re probably my closest friends, she wants to meet you and invited both of us to tomorrow’s barbeque.”

Despite her sudden rush of anxiety at meeting his
closest friends
, Claire knew her fate wasn’t in her hands. “Are we going?”

“Yes. It starts at noon, and we’ll leave here by 11:30 AM.”

“I guess it sounds like fun.” Her tone was tentative. She wondered what these friends would think of her. Did they know him well enough to know the truth about her? If they didn’t, how should she act? Her stomach began to knot with unanswered concerns. “Please let me know if there’re different instructions for an intimate barbeque versus a public event.”

Tony set his laptop on the table and contemplated Claire’s honest question. His words sounded instructive, but his tone wasn’t authoritative, just matter-of-fact, as they gazed at one another. The late summer breeze caused strands of her long golden brown hair to float around her beautiful face. Her green eyes saw only him as her expression reflected her sincere interest in his advice. “You’ve done well at public events. This will be different. I believe there’ll be four or five couples present. You met Brent. His wife is Courtney. They have two children who are grown and live away. Brent’s law partner, Thomas Miller, will be there. His wife is Beverly. She owns a renowned design firm in Bettendorf. Brent is a few years my senior. Thomas and Beverly are closer to my age, they have no children. Another guest will be Elijah Summer and his long-time companion MaryAnn. Elijah is another client of Brent and Tom’s. He’s made a fortune in the entertainment business and enjoys telling stories about some of his more famous clients. Personally, I believe he enjoys hearing himself talk…” Tony paused and smiled. “…much more than I like to hear him talk. And the last couple will be Timothy Bronson and his wife Sue. Tim’s a junior vice president at my local office. He’s young, but has proven himself. I asked Brent to invite him to make him feel involved.”

That was all helpful information, Claire desperately tried to remember names: Brent and Courtney, Thomas and Beverly, Elijah and Sue. No, Elijah and Mary Ann, Timothy and Sue, but that really didn’t answer her question. Claire thought to herself, there were wives and long-time companions, what did that make her? “Tony, who am I?”

“You’re a
rumor
.” Perhaps it was the calm setting of the sun porch or their recent understanding, whatever the reason, Tony spoke thoughtfully. He explained he’d spent his entire life working, accomplishing goals, and fulfilling self-made agendas. He’d been in relationships, most very short-lived. He believed strongly in appearances and had not been willing to risk the perception people have of him on a woman. Claire thought about his words and his honesty, and right or wrong, she believed him. He continued, “You told me that you wouldn’t betray my confidence.”

“I did, and I still mean that.”

“I believe you know what could happen if you did.” Feeling the prickling sensation which accompanies chills along your arms and legs, Claire believed she did know, but she didn’t confirm that verbally. She allowed Tony to continue talking. “And therefore I’ve allowed you to become part of my life.”

She thought he honestly meant that as a compliment, and she should be flattered; however, it felt more ominous. She wondered and worried about her release. This quiet peaceful setting wasn’t the time or place to voice her concerns. Instead, she decided to put it away and deal with it later.

He said, “Since you have been seen with me at various events, and I’m rarely seen with the same woman over time, you’re a rumor. There have been countless speculations about you. Everyone, like the man at the benefit, wants to know who you are and what you are to me.”

Claire admitted, she too, would like the answer to those questions. “I saw our picture in a
People Magazine
from your library.”

He said their picture had appeared in many publications. His publicist had kept information limited to the basics: her name and that she lived in Atlanta. The people at this barbeque were part of his inner circle and wouldn’t betray his trust. Other than Elijah Summer, their jobs and livelihood depended on Tony. Elijah was a more public person, but he respected Tony and wouldn’t compromise their mutual friendship.

She tried one more time, “And I am…”

“Persistent.” His eyes were soft and light with a contented expression. He spoke as he moved from the loveseat to the floor of the sun porch. “Well, I would say more than an acquaintance…” Kneeling in front of her, he gently spread her knees and moved his hand under the hem of her skirt. Their eyes met as the sides of his lips turned upward into a devilish grin. “…shall we say
companion
?”

If that were a question, she didn’t answer. Her attentions were turned to his actions, as his touch directed her from the chair to the straw rug. The windows and doors were open, and they were exposed to the world. It was his house. He didn’t care. Although the porch’s rug was rough, his movements were calm like his tone. The staff didn’t return until they were done.

LATE SUNDAY NIGHT,
Shelby on the Weather Channel, said a cold front would pass over Iowa. Claire awoke and opened the drapes to find condensation on the windows with crystal clear skies beyond. Stepping onto her balcony, she looked at the trees and smelled the fresh autumn air. The cool concrete beneath her bare feet and the goose bumps on her arms and legs confirmed the decrease in temperature. Wrapping her arms and her thick cashmere robe around her body, she entertained fleeting memories of autumns past. She always loved summers but autumns were special too, with cookouts and football games. Today the change of season brought sadness: another reminder of time slipping away.

While in the shower, she contemplated the impending barbeque. It was a new situation—a new test—and as such, made her anxious. She hadn’t received a direct answer to her question; so Claire decided to approach the people at the barbeque as she was told to approach Emily. She would try to turn conversation away from herself and divulge as little information as possible. Evasive answers would be best. There was a time she loved parties, getting together with people, laughing, talking, and sharing. Now, she was petrified of saying or doing something wrong.

Stepping from the shower, Claire discovered her clothes on her bed. Sometimes that upset her. Other times, like today, it was reassuring: one less decision to mess up. She did her hair, make-up, and dressed. At 10:30 AM she was ready, an hour before they were to leave.

The balcony held two chairs. She sat plaintively and watched the trees through sun-glassed eyes. The bright sunshine caused a rapid increase in temperature as the trees rustled in the gentle breeze. Vibrant hues of yellow and orange were beginning to emerge from the green canvas. Her mind wandered through the woods to her lake. She hadn’t been back since Tony’s return. That was to say—physically. Mentally, she could be sitting on the shore, watching the minnows or listening to the water rhythmically lap the shore at any time. As a matter of fact she was sitting on the shore, in her mind, when Tony materialized behind her. “Oh, good morning, Tony. I didn’t hear you enter.”

He eased himself into the other chair. “Good morning, where were you?”

“I’ve been here. I have nowhere else to go.”

“You seemed far away.”

“I was thinking about the trees.” Being partially honest. “Their leaves are already changing.”

It was as if he never really looked at them. So he did. “I guess they are. That happens.” He didn’t concern himself with matters he couldn’t influence. “Are you ready for our outing?” She said she was, and they
proceeded
down the grand stairs. “I have a car out front. We can go.”

When Tony opened the door she saw a small Lexus SC 10 convertible, but no Eric. Tony opened the passenger door, and she got in. He went around to the driver’s seat. She couldn’t help but smile at him. He wore jeans that accentuated his trim waist, a button-down shirt, white, which showed his tan, his powerful chest, and shoulders. His hair was perfect. As she beheld his profile she saw the “red-hot sexy”
People Magazine
mentioned.

Glancing at her as he started the car, he noticed her smile seemed different. “What?” he asked.

“I guess I forgot you drive, without Eric I mean.”

Tony smiled. “I love to drive; however, it’s more advantageous to be driven and accomplish work during my commutes.”

The convertible felt liberating with the wind and air invigorating their senses. Thankfully, Claire decided to wear her hair in a side braid. She laid her head on the headrest and watched the road twist and turn, the vibrant sapphire blue of the sky and the autumn colors making picture-perfect views as Tony drove the narrow country roads. Claire inhaled the aromatic autumn air as memories of pumpkins and leaves filled her subconscious.

The car slowed to a stop along a quiet side road. Tony gently touched Claire’s braid. “Good choice of style.” He smiled. “I’m needed in Chicago for a couple of days next week.” He continued to play with the end of her braid. Claire thought about her lake. “I’ve made you an appointment at a very exclusive spa in my apartment building.” Her attention refocused on him and his words. “Your hair needs trimming, and you can have a manicure, pedicure, full body massage, and sauna—whatever you desire.”