Jake Undone (24 page)

mine. “Well, that’s good, because I
wasn’t
living
before you.”

He just held me for what seemed like several minutes. It still felt like he was hesitant. He probably

didn’t realize how badly I needed him. So, I decided to speak in a language he could understand. “I need

you to fuck me, Jake.”

I just wasn’t expecting him to burst into laughter against my shoulder when I said it, though.

I smacked his arm. “Why are you laughing?”

He kissed my neck. “Say that again.”

“I want you to
fuck
me.”

He looked at me, smiling and kissed my forehead. “See, only you would say something so dirty and

turn red as a beet.”

“Dirty talk is new for me,” I said, looking down at the ground and biting my lip to stifle my own

laughter.

He grabbed my chin to look at me. “I know it is. You’re so fucking adorable…so sweet and innocent. I

love that about you. It turns me on like you can’t imagine. I fully intend to fuck you tonight, baby. Then,

I’m going to make love to you. But not before I feast on you.”

He wasn’t laughing anymore when he let go of me and walked out of the room. I gulped in nervous

anticipation, breathing a sigh of relief when he returned with a strip of condoms and locked the door

behind him. The clicking sound of the lock gave me chills. It was the assurance I needed that I was about to

get what I yearned for.

He threw the condoms on the nightstand and sat on the bed. I was still standing up against the wall

where he left me. I suppose I was waiting for his direction.

“Come here,” he whispered, gesturing with his index finger.

I walked over to him. He stayed seated as I stood before him while he traced the contours of my body

with his fingertips, following them with his eyes.

“Incredible,” he said as his fingers moved over my breasts. “Do you know how many nights I would sit

in my room dreaming about touching you like this while you were just across the hall? Every single night

since I met you, I ached for you. This seems surreal.” He swallowed and licked his lips, which caused my

body to stir.

I needed those lips on me. “Kiss me,” I whispered, my voice desperate.

“Where?” he asked.

“Everywhere.”

He reached behind me and slowly lowered the zipper to my dress, letting it fall to the floor. I kicked it

away, and he stood up from the bed towering over me after I had slipped off my heels.

I couldn’t wait any longer. I stood on my toes and kissed him, sucking his bottom lip into my mouth

and flicking my tongue repeatedly over his lip ring, something I had often fantasized about doing when we

studied together in his room.

He moaned into my mouth as I tugged at his lip with my teeth. The pace of the kissing became more

urgent then he pulled back.

“Nina, you’re driving me crazy with that tongue, pulling on my lip like that. I could come from just

kissing you.”

“I’ve always wanted to kiss you there.”

“I’ve wanted to kiss you in a lot of places.” He caressed my chest with both hands gently before

unhooking the back of my strapless bra, letting it fall to the ground. “Good God,” he said gruffly as he

looked down at my bare breasts. “Like here, for starters.”

He continued to massage them before taking each one into his mouth. My nails dug into the back of his

head as he alternated between licking and sucking, taking turns with each one.

I looked down and took notice of how hard he had become, so I started rubbing my hand against his

jeans as he sucked on my breasts. I could feel the change in the rhythm of his breathing as I touched him.

He stopped sucking and whispered in my ear, “Now you know what you do to me. I want to feel what I

do to you.” I knew how wet I was, but as he tugged at my underwear and slipped a finger inside, he

realized it and said, “Holy shit, Nina.”

He continued moving his fingers in and out, and I could feel myself losing control. My eyes began to

roll back and my muscles contracted. I had almost come in less than a minute from his hand alone. I think

he knew I was going to lose it, because he stopped. Then, I almost lost it again when he licked his fingers

slowly and made a guttural sound.

“You taste better than I could have imagined.”

“I almost came.”

He squeezed my ass. “I know. I almost lost it myself because I love how turned on you are. That’s why I

stopped. But that’s not how I want your first time with me to happen. And believe me, Nina, this is gonna

be your
real
first time.”

I had to clench myself, because just those words alone were enough to do me in again.

He pulled my underwear all the way down so that I was completely naked and brushed his hand over

my vagina gently. Normally, I would feel vulnerable standing like that in front of a man and had never

allowed it before. I always hid myself, but the look in his eyes was one of complete adoration. He had

always made me feel safe and laying myself out bare like this was no exception.

He held my face with both hands and kissed me. “You’re the most beautiful woman in the entire world.”

“I want to see you naked too,” I said.

He gave me a naughty grin and said over my lips, “Undress me. I’m yours.”

Even his voice alone caused my muscles to contract.

My mouth was watering, knowing full well the masterpiece that lay underneath his clothes. I felt like a

little girl on Christmas opening that one special gift that she knew was in the last box, as I unbuttoned his

shirt and threw it on the ground. I stopped to relish in the beauty of his defined chest, which I had only

ever been able to admire in detail from afar. His heart was beating fast as I kissed over it and moved my

mouth and tongue over each and every tattoo on his arms, saving the best for last. The tribal marking on his

left lower side torso had always teased me the most. I loved being up close and personal with it as I bent

down to lick over his salty skin.

I stood up and undid his jeans, and he kicked his shoes off. He put his hands over mine helping me pull

his pants off. His black boxer briefs were like the last piece of wrapping paper. I could feel the heat of his

erection bursting through them. He removed my hands just as I was about to pull his underwear down.

“I think I need to keep these on for a little while.”

“How come?”

“Because I don’t want to lose control and bury myself inside you before I have a chance to make you

come with my mouth.”

Holy. Crap.

“Oh.”

“Lay down, beautiful,” he said.

I immediately complied and lay down on the bed as he hovered over me. His green eyes were brimming

with desire, and I could see my reflection in them as he looked at me for several seconds. He shook his

head as if in disbelief, then lowered his mouth and slowly licked my lips before kissing me hard and

passionately. I loved the way the weight of his body felt on me as I wrapped my arms through his and

caressed his back.

My hands dropped to his waist, and I squeezed his ass pushing him into me. He moaned into my mouth

and quickly moved my hands off of him. “Don’t do that, baby. It’s my weakness. I want to last for you,” he

said.

I loved it when he called me “baby.” I took a mental note to squeeze his ass again very soon, so I could

make him lose control because I wanted to see what that looked like.

He slowly lowered his mouth down to my neck and then to my breasts, alternating between sucking on

each nipple and rubbing his thumbs across them in slow circular motions as my legs rustled beneath him.

He then trailed his tongue down the length of my stomach in one quick line, like a plane taxing down a

runway, and his mouth landed…well…on
my
landing strip.

I closed my eyes in ecstasy as I relished the foreign sensation of his hot lips opening and closing on me.

Spencer had never gone down on me, not even once. He expected me to do it to him, and I did, even

though I never enjoyed it. But he didn’t return the favor and I never asked.

Jake began flicking his wet tongue in slow controlled motions with the ball of his tongue ring over my

tender clit. There was no other feeling like it. Add to that, the sight of him between my thighs, his hair, dark and sweaty. I knew I was going to climax within seconds.

My legs were restless, and my hands were gripping the sheets. “It’s okay…let go,” he said in between

devouring me.

I was still fighting it because I wanted this feeling to last forever.

He lifted his mouth off of me, stuck his fingers inside me and rubbed me with his thumb, kissing my

stomach. It felt good, but I wanted his mouth back down where it had been.

I could barely speak. “Jake…”

“What do you want, Nina? Say it.”

“I want you to lick me there again.”

“Good, because I want to taste you while you come.”

Those words were more powerful than anything he had done to me. Literally, the second his tongue

bore down on me again, I screamed out in ecstasy and could feel the vibration of his mouth moaning

against me while I came. It was the most mind-blowing feeling I had ever experienced.

He slowly kissed his way up my stomach, over my breasts and up to my mouth. I tasted myself on him,

and it turned me on all over again. I had just had an orgasm seconds ago, and my vagina was tingling,

buzzing, ready for another.

Jake was a drug, and I was a junkie looking for my next high before I even came down from the last.

Up until this moment, he had been my emotional addiction, but now it was officially physical too. I might

spend the rest of my life walking around completely strung out, and I didn’t care. I wanted more.

“I want more,” I said, breaking from his kiss.

Did I just say that out loud?

He smiled against my lips and said, “Now, I want…
you.
”

I didn’t ask for permission when I pulled his briefs down and wrapped my hand around his cock and

began to stroke him. He was hot and slick in my hand. His breathing quickened, and he stood up onto his

knees, as I got my first glimpse of him fully naked. He looked down at me with a hunger in his eyes and

spread my legs apart gently. It was all too much to take in: his handsome face, his perfect tattooed body and

his beautiful cock, which was bigger than I had ever anticipated and surprisingly...not pierced. The tip was

beautifully untouched and glistening and I reached my hand out and rubbed him some more, circling the

top with my thumb, as he closed his eyes and leaned his head back, almost losing control. “Stop,” he urged

as he smiled down at me. He then reached over to the nightstand for a condom, ripping it open with his

teeth and sheathing himself.

He looked down at me and ran his fingers through my hair. “Nina…my angel,” he said softly, as his

fingertips moved over my mouth. No one had ever looked at me like that. He hadn’t said
those three words

yet, but his eyes were telling me a story again. This time, they were telling me that he loved me and that he

was scared that things were about to change between us. If things didn’t work out, there was no going back

to the way things were. We both knew it.

He kept his gaze on me when he lowered himself down, and I immediately felt him between my legs.

The heat there was immense, and he wasn’t even inside of me yet. I was looking down at us and not at his

face. “Look into my eyes,” he said.

He stared at me with his beautiful green irises with gold speckles spread out like stars in a night sky and

said, “I want you to forget the other sexual experiences you think you had, because
this
is your first time.

You will always belong to me and unlike your prick ex-boyfriend,
I’m
gonna finish the job.” We smiled at each other, and my heart nearly combusted. I was dying for him and just like that, I felt the friction and then

the unprecedented pleasure of him fully inside of me.

He kissed me as he moved in and out of me with a graceful intensity. Every movement was intentional,

as he started off easy, pulling almost completely out each time before slipping slowly and deeply back

inside. When I tightened my muscles around him and grabbed his ass, he laughed over my mouth because

he knew I was egging him on and said, “You want to play like that, baby?”

I giggled into his mouth and nodded. He then began to thrust harder and faster and I moved my hands

off of his ass, so he wouldn’t lose control.

“Nina…God, you’re so wet. It’s so beautiful. You feel amazing. Better than amazing. Better than

anything I have ever felt.”

His kiss became more urgent, and we developed a rhythm for several minutes that was all-consuming. I

never understood the meaning of becoming one during sex until this moment. I was lost in him and had no

concept of time.

When I returned my hands to his ass, he let out a growl and broke from my mouth. “Tell me you’re

close…because I don’t know how much longer I can go. You feel too good. I’m losing control. I need to

come.”

“I’ve been holding out for you.”

“Don’t hold out, baby.”

I closed my eyes when he said, “Open them…look at me. I want look in your eyes when we come

together.”

He thrust into me harder, never taking his eyes off of mine. I wanted to let go at the exact moment he

did. I squeezed my muscles and watched as he groaned loud and deep as his eyes rolled back once before

returning to my gaze. He began to pulsate fast inside me and I finally let go and screamed as I surrendered