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Each night she lay upon Darcy’s side of the bed, her head upon his pillow, and sought a respite from the present trepidation in the past.

For this journey into her memory, keepsakes were needed. The most reassuring was the shirt of Darcy’s she had rescued from the laundress, for from it she imagined she could yet catch his scent. A green velvet box contained her second most treasured comfort, an azure satin ribbon. That was the gift from her husband she cherished most. Of course, the ribbon had not been his intended gift. That had been the extravagant necklace the green velvet box had contained. But he had tied the ribbon around the box himself, and tied it rather badly. She knew, quite possibly, it was the only bow he had ever tied himself. And he had tied it for her. Odd how, in a lifetime of august moments, something so small signified so very much.

Her dauntless defence of her wedded remembrances bore the weight of additional tragedy. For in the hasty disembarkation of Lady Catherine’s coach, the aging Troilus, possibly caught up in his own rancour, was crushed beneath its wheels. Thus, as Elizabeth paced nervously from one window to the next, it was with the equally decrepit Cressida mournfully matching her step for step.

When Elizabeth could make herself be still, it was in an upstairs sitting-room, one that held a particularly good view of the courtyard gate. That oriel became her daylight domain. If she stood at that window, she could see down to the lane for almost a mile. It was her post. Cressida’s nose smeared the glaze of the window as her mistress diligently watched the road. She and the dog were sentries to the house (Elizabeth could only pray she had greater chance of seeing Darcy return than Cressida would have of Troilus).

Hence, the dust from the heels of an unknown rider did not escape notice when he came fast up the lane. Elizabeth gave a silent prayer that it was a messenger and hurried downstairs. Her prayers were only partially answered, for he did bear a letter. But it was not from Darcy. It was posted from London and she did not recognise the hand. Trembling, she impatiently tore it open only to find an odd message:

“Mrs. Darcy, I have been entrusted with a message from your husband. If you will be so kind as to advise me of a time, I shall meet you here. And if you will, please come alone.”

It was signed only “J.C.,” with a London West End address. The note was cryptic, but it told her the single thing she needed most to hear. Darcy was alive. He had sent her a message, and this man had it. Literally racing down the steps, Cressida yipping excitedly at her heels, she suddenly felt dizzy and stopped at the landing. Determined not to allow her condition to keep her from his message, she willed herself to composure and proceeded at a more deliberate pace. If she moved more slowly, she did not allow it of anyone else, ordering the coach readied, post-haste.

When those instructed did not move with enough dispatch, she almost bellowed, “Do not dangle about!”

She sought a messenger to advise J.C. that she was upon her way as directly as possible and hurried back upstairs calling to Hannah. It was at that moment that she spied Goodwin in the corridor.

He rarely came under her eye, staying out of sight, no doubt, because his presence at Pemberley was a reminder that Mr. Darcy was quite alone upon his mission. His face in the passage meant he knew she had heard from Darcy; however, he did not presume to inquire. Hence, she told him she was on her way to London, which incited from him an unprecedented display of emotion. He nodded, clasped his hands together and brought them to his chest, but his face displayed not a sign. Frantic with excitement, this subtle exhibition, however, made her pause and shake her head slightly. Indeed, Darcy could trust Goodwin not to disclose anything to anyone.

Thither into the midst of this melee of readying came Bingley. Albeit he was always of some excuse for his frequent visits, Elizabeth knew that by reason of her insistence upon solitude, he called upon her at Jane’s behest. When he beheld her, so ecstatic was Elizabeth, one would but fancy a homecoming was imminent.

“Mr. Bingley, ’tis so good you have come just now! I have word from Darcy! He is well!”

Charles Bingley’s closest friend was Darcy, and he was Darcy’s—Elizabeth had never forgotten that. Bingley’s countenance was counterpoint to Goodwin’s, portraying his every emotion just as he experienced them. Elizabeth saw tears of relief in his eyes. In the moment of mutual assuagement, he reached out for her and almost hugged, would have hugged her, but the amplitude of her ever enlarging midsection obstructed him. He made several attempts to circumnavigate this predicament and his befuddlement caused Elizabeth to let out a laugh. Thereupon she hurried on, pointing and giving instruction to the footmen.

Bingley was puzzled by the commotion and inquired, “Elizabeth (he had never called her Mrs. Darcy), where are you going? Is Darcy back in England? Are you to fetch him?”

“No, he is not, or at least I think he is not, but the message from him is in London. I am going there to fetch the message. A post came today,” she said, merrily waving the letter.

This explanation and reading the missive did not relieve Bingley’s bafflement, “I do not understand why a message from Darcy was sent by way of this person, who has not signed his name. Why did he not pass on the message? Why do they not come here? Why must you go to London alone? It all seems quite irregular!”

Elizabeth knew that if Charles Bingley was the voice of reason, she was behaving far too impetuously. Nevertheless, she cast reason aside.

And as she could not answer any of his questions, she told him thus, “I cannot account for any of it, I can only hope to find answer in his message.”

As she climbed into her coach, Bingley insisted she let him accompany her. She would not have it.

“The letter said come alone.”

It did not escape Bingley’s notice that Elizabeth’s carriage sported not only two postilions and a coachman, but two liveried outriders as well. He concluded this was not at Elizabeth’s instruction, but most likely Darcy’s before he left. Darcy had never told Bingley the more lurid details of what had bechanced when their coach had been attacked that day. But he had explained that he had given orders to his footmen to shoot to kill anyone—man, woman, or child—who attempted to enter the coach if either Elizabeth or Georgiana was inside. Bingley had never spoken a word of it to Jane and thus she had been spared the beleaguerment.

When Jane heard of this, however, Bingley knew she was not going to be consoled that her beloved sister was upon the road alone, six and one-half months great with child, however dedicated her footmen. But he could not force his company upon Elizabeth. He rode along with the coach until the crossroads and then watched it travel out of sight.

T
he therapeutic value of spirits has long been held in high esteem. These benefits, of course, are conversely proportionate with adverse circumstances if said spirits are consumed immoderately. Thus, the next morning after his inadvertent attendance at Roux’s
bonne soirée,
Darcy suffered cruelly under the truth of that particular principle of medicine.

He awoke with a start and a blinding head-ache. Immediately uncertain of his whereabouts, the uncovering of this mystery would have taken place with more dispatch could he bear to open his eyes to the daylight. Upon a meticulous (if squinted) inventory of his surrounding he recollected, not only where he was, but where he was to be. Staggering to the window, he threw back the sash, cursing the lost daylight. And the jouncing, clattering ride atop the waggon all the way to the infirmary was not a comfort.

The hospital was in the same bedlam as the day previous. Georgiana hovered yet over Fitzwilliam and reported he had not developed a fever, hence his prospects of recovery brightened ever so little. The daylight had made Darcy a little more reasonable to the
understanding that it was unlikely Fitzwilliam would be able to be transported to the Channel. Upon being advised of the situation, Roux (who rebounded from the imbibing with considerably more resilience than did Darcy) had insisted to his young cousin that Fitzwilliam be brought to his villa to repair.

In no mind to set his sister in for a stay at the “
Chateau de Joie de Vivre,
” Darcy took note of a cottage upon the property and sought temporary shelter for them there. With all the sincerity of a host truly reluctant to lose his guests, Roux agreed. That settled, Darcy’s head-ache and angst were greatly mollified. Fitzwilliam’s wounds would take time to heal, but it appeared there was a good chance they would, indeed, heal. Though he could not make the trip to England, he could more likely survive a waggon trip of a few miles than the filth of the hospital. However happy she was to have Fitzwilliam rescued from thence, Georgiana was conflicted about abandoning the other patients in the hospital.

Much to his consternation, she told her brother, “They have scarce enough help, as you can see. Albeit Fitzwilliam deserves better, I am torn for the other men who will have nothing.”

Darcy began the inevitable tap of his toe that announced his lack of forebearance at the complication of Georgiana’s again-provoked conscience. Doing his version of not glowering at her, he nonetheless looked quite grim as she, quite unperturbed by his unhappy countenance, tried further to explain her dilemma.

With considerable impatience, he interrupted, insisting, “Come with me now. That is all I ask. If you must, you can return. I only ask that you take leave with us now.”

“Now” was the only disagreement. Georgiana told him, “You see the men yet outside, I must see of them what I can. Once that is done, we shall take our leave.”

In no manner accustomed to be given instruction by his sister, Darcy had little choice but to allow her that and nodded silent agreement. This lack of choice was becoming an increasing bother to him. He thought he did not like it.

Was the loss of his own election not vexation enough, Darcy’s own compunction was becoming agitated in the face of all the ungodly misery before him. His choices were few. He could return to Roux’s villa, but that would demand weathering that gentleman’s guests. Or he could simply sit in the waggon. Or.

Georgiana had gone about the difficult business of stealing souls from death when she bechanced to see a very unlikely sight. Her brother, who had taken off his jacket and rolled up his sleeves, was helping carry stretchers into the hospital. Shaking her head at the marvel, she wondered if any of the poor, wretched men knew they had such an illustrious bearer.

In time, Darcy saw her watching him and looked hastily away, either mortified by it or not wanting to answer for his magnanimity.

Although he could not remember it ever being a consideration before, Mr. Darcy had decided that if he was there, he should make himself useful (propriety bade ladies busy themselves; in gentlemen, however, it demanded only leisure). As the extent of insult to his own station was substantial, he rationalised that he laboured thus because the greater the dispatch with which the patients could be brought in, the hastier would be Georgiana’s departure. But in truth, economy of time was not his motive. The cries of the wounded were pitiful and he wanted not to hear them. Yet he wanted less to have to remember them (he had a notion they would not easily be forgot) and know
himself to have stood idly by and done nothing in aid. The single consolation he saw in his service was that he acquired the duty of bringing in the newly arrived injured and not carting out the newly declared dead. Necessary as it was, he was not yet sufficiently hardened to the sight of death to be able to bear that.

Short of help, the hospital used its resources with efficiency. Before a wounded soldier could be brought inside, he had to be inspected by a surgeon to assess his injury. There were three classifications in this appraisal. If the wound appeared too grievous from which to recover, the soldier was set aside to find peace in his own time. Was he likely to live even without medical intervention, he was turned away.

Within the third category was the hospital’s work: he who needed a limb severed, a laceration sutured, or a fracture set (and only then if the gash was more than a hand span or a bone protruded from the break).