January (Calendar Girl #1) Anthology Anthology (150 page)

“Good night?” she asked and I grinned, my face flaming. “My Mia blushing? Could it have been the, ‘Oh God, fuck me with that big fat Samoan cock’ that put that smile on your face this morning?”

My mouth dropped open. I could have caught a hundred flies with the amount of shock that slammed into me.

“Oh yes, big sis, I heard it all. Did you not know that the guest room shares a wall… with Tai’s bed!” she laughed so hard, her entire face turned beet-red with the effort.

I shook my head. “Um… I… hmm, not really sure what to say here.”

“I had to go sleep in your bed. Jesus, I can’t wait to have crazy sex like that all night. Seriously, does your hoo-hah hurt?” I sat down on a barstool, set the wedges on the counter, and poured myself a cup of coffee.

“Are we really having this conversation?” I cringed and she nodded. “Yeah, my lady bits hurt, but only in a good way.” I pressed a hand to my forehead and massaged my temples.

Maddy twirled a finger around the rim of the cup. “Matt and I have had, you know, sex, like ten times and it’s never been like that.” Her face held that rosy hue as she focused on her cup. “I mean, don’t get me wrong, it always feels really, really good, but I’m never screaming out. Maybe I’m doing something wrong?”

I laid my hand over hers. “Oh honey, no.”

“I mean, I’ve never heard Matt scream out in pleasure. He usually just tells me he loves me and grunts a little.”

Leaning over, I banged my head onto the counter a few times. Last thing I ever wanted to do in life was talk about good or bad sex with my baby sis. Times like these made me hate our mother even more. She should be the one having these conversations with her daughter, not me.

Pulling up my metaphorical boot straps, I stood up straight, puffed out my chest, flung my hair back behind me readying for a conversation that was uncomfortable but necessary. Mads wanted to know how to please a man. I’m her sole female influence; I’m going to lead her in the right direction. Lord, help me through this.

“Let’s go sit outside on the
lanai
.”

She jumped up, grabbed the plate of fruit she’d cut yesterday, and took it to the table outside. Thankfully, my sun glasses were laying there, so I plopped them on, and stretched out my legs onto the opposite chair. Maddy sat across from me waiting patiently as I thought about what I wanted to tell her.

I sucked in a breath and let it out. “Okay. With men, I’ve found that they like an active partner. So don’t just lay there. Touch, kiss, do what feels natural.” She nodded and stayed silent. “Have you experienced anything other than missionary position?” I groaned and looked up at the sky, letting the sun’s rays warm my face.

“No.” She frowned. “But I want to. How do you tell them that you want to try something else?”

Oh, thank God, an easy question. “Talk about it when you’re alone but not having sex. Like maybe after dinner, sit on the couch and tell him your desires.”

“I don’t know what those are.”

Sucking my bottom lip into my mouth, I bit down on the flesh. I could do this. “Tell him or better yet, when you’re on the couch, just hop up in his lap and straddle him. Then you know… ride him that way.” I gagged in the back of my throat and swallowed. Fuck, this was hard. Sweat broke out at my hairline and I wanted nothing more than to go throw myself into the cool, calming, ocean in front of us.

“Men like that? A woman on top in their lap?”

I nodded. “Yeah, sitting or while he’s lying down. It will be good for you, too, just take it slow because it’s deeper that way.”

“Deeper!” Her eyes got wide. “I already feel like Matt is splitting me in half!” she said and twisted her fingers together. At least her soon-to-be hubby wasn’t lacking in the genitalia department. Once she got used to having sex, that would be in the plus category for good ole’ Matt. “What else?”

“Don’t you watch porn?” I groaned not wanting to hear that answer. She shook her head.

“All right, how about doggie style. You on your hands and knees, him taking you from behind. Try that.”

I swear if she had a notepad she would have been writing this down. My sis, the analyzer. Always taking notes, approaching situations analytically as well as scientifically.

“And how does that feel?” she asked.

My shoulders dropped and I sighed. “Good, really good. That’s how Tai was taking me last night when things got loud,” I admitted. She smiled shyly, and once more her face reddened.

“You know, you guys need to just explore one another. Do what feels right and who cares what others do or how they do it, or whether or not they are louder than you in the bedroom. What you have with Matt is between the two of you and obviously he likes it because he put a ring on it!” I laughed.

Her smile in return was so bright I needed another pair of sunglasses. “That is true,” she grinned.

“So don’t worry about it. You and Matt will find your way together. You don’t need me telling you how to please a man. Only you are going to know what Matt likes and doesn’t, and you are the one that will ultimately be giving it to him. Just be honest with him. Talk to him about the things you think about or fantasize about. And for God’s sake, read some sexy books or something. I’m dying here!” I admitted. My skin felt like it could break out in hives at any moment.

That had Maddy giggling like the nineteen-year-old she was. Though not for long. Shit, what day was it? Hawaiians move at their own pace and the days feel like they slip by in a tropical haze. “What day is it?”

Maddy tipped her head and smirked. “May nineteenth.” She turned her head and looked out over the ocean.

Fuck me. Her twentieth birthday was tomorrow. “Someone is leaving her teens tomorrow,” I grinned. “Going to have to blow the roof off this mother for that!”

She squirmed in her chair doing a little happy dance. “I’m pretty excited to be in my twenties. Though Matt’s really bummed that he can’t be here to enjoy it with me.”

“Oh pish-posh, he’ll get all the rest of your birthdays. Twenty is mine just like all the ones before it.” One thing I made sure of, as Maddy grew up, was that I made a huge deal about her birthday. Our mother left when she was five. Even at eleven years old, I did what I could to make sure she had an awesome sixth birthday and every single one after that was as amazing as I could make it. We didn’t have much in the way of money, but we made do. Well, I did.

I’d have to talk to Tai about some options. I wanted this first birthday in her twenties to be something she’d never forget.

I heard the door open behind me. Thinking it was Tai, I turned around and waved. Nope. It was Gin, wearing the same dress she’d worn to the Luau. That bitch was doing the walk of shame! Oh, hell yes. This was too good.

“Hey Gin, I thought you were still sleeping.” I played along as she plopped down into the chair next to me, her blonde hair shining in the sunlight. She stole my cup of coffee and slugged it back.

I scanned her face and down her body. There were red rash like marks dipping deep into her cleavage, her neck had a full on hickey just under her ear, her hair was a tornado and her lips looked twice their size.

“Good night?” Maddy asked her the same question she asked me, and I busted out laughing.

“What?” Gin groaned covering her ears. “Must you say things so loud?” Oh, this was awesome. Hung over, too? Love it!

I sat up and pulled a knee to my chest. “I’m guessing you look like you were rode hard and put away wet for a reason?”

Gin waggled her eyebrows, reached her hands above her head and pointed her toes, stretching out even while sitting at the table. “Oh yeah.” Her eyes were gleaming with sexual bliss. “If your Tai is anything like his brother Tao, whew.” She pressed a hand against her chest and fanned her face with the other. “He fucked me six ways from Sunday and then started all over again. Never in my life…” she lost her words and slumped back. “I never want to leave. I’m just going to stay in Hawaii and be Tao’s sex slave. I’ll clean his house, make his meals, and he can pay me in dick,” she said crudely.

I stole back my coffee and she pouted. “Gin, Jesus. You whore. Watch what you say.” I tipped my chin at Maddy.

“Really, Mia? After the conversation we just had?”

“What conversation?” Gin asked and I groaned.

“Well, Mia had a night much like your own. Only I could hear every last word and scream of her night in the sack with Tai.”

Gin’s eyes flashed to mine, daggers in place. “Hypocrite!”

“Shut the fuck up! I didn’t know!” I crossed my arms over my ample chest. My sore nipples screamed out their discomfort. Tai had been a sucking machine last night. 

Maddy continued undaunted by Ginelle and me bickering. We did it so much it didn’t even phase her. “So I asked Mia for pointers on how to please a man. You know Matt and I have only had, well, missionary, so she was giving me tips.”

Ginelle thought that was absolutely hysterical if the way she howled with laughter, kicked her feet and flailed her arms in the air like someone stuck out in the middle of an ocean who couldn’t swim was any indication. “And how did you handle it?” Her gaze sought mine. “I bet you would have rather had white hot pokers seared through your eyes rather than have that discussion.” Gin smoothed my bicep, still laughing. I shrugged her off.

“I hate you.”

“You fucking love me!” she pulled my hand up and bit along my arm making ‘nom nom’ noises like Pac Man, until I laughed hard and playfully pushed her away. Gin just had a way about her. There was no way in the universe I could ever stay mad at her, and no one I’d rather have in my corner fighting off the battles that came upon my world.

“You can just ask me Mads. I’m happy to share all the wonders of sex and everything in between. I could tell you a trick on how to suck a man off that will have him begging for mercy…”

Maddy’s eyes went round and large while she nodded and moved her chair closer to Ginelle as if she was about to hear a secret.

“The fuck you will!” I roared.

“Oh come on. Don’t be a spoilsport. Maddy has to learn how to suck dick or she’ll never keep a man.” Ginelle turned to Maddy and clasped her hands. “Let me tell you right off baby girl, a man loves it when you swallow. They don’t mind if you spit but something about them marking you and you taking that nasty slime down your throat gets them way the fuck off.”

I stood up and put my hand over Ginelle’s mouth. “Ginelle’s done speaking out of her ass right now. Time for a shower.” I pulled her out of her chair and lifted her tiny body into a princess hold.

“No really. Get on your knees, and take Matt’s cock as far down your throat as possible,” Gin continued talking as I hefted her over the sand and toward the ocean. Maddy must have been following from behind because Gin kept running her mouth.

“What else?” Maddy giggled.

“Hold onto his hips and let him tug on your hair and fuck your face and for God’s sake, keep those teeth wrapped…” was the last thing we heard before I tossed her into the ocean.

Ginelle sputtered and laughed, spitting water out, then floating on the top, letting a wave push her close to the sand.

I looped my elbow with Maddy’s. “Come on, let’s get some breakfast.”

Maddy looked over her shoulder. “Think she’s okay?”

“Let the bitch in heat cool off; she’ll be fine.”

We could hear Ginelle laughing in the background, splashing in the water, as we trudged through the sand back to the house.

Chapter 9

Nothing but green, as far as the eye could see enclosed the small valley we rode our ATVs through. Mountains on both sides so high you had to crane your neck to see where the mountain met the misty sky. Fog and clouds swirled around the wetter portions of the mountain like cotton sticking to Velcro.  Tai and Tao led us through the Valley until we were directly in the middle, and they stopped. Each of us turned off our personal ATV and hopped off to look around. Everything in Hawaii was beautiful, but this, this felt like a hidden gem that we’d just uncovered. Seeing God’s Earth undeveloped from mankind stole a piece of your soul, making an imprint that would only ever be filled by this experience.

Tao sat on his ATV, pulled out a small ukulele from his backpack and started to strum a tune. He hummed along for a while until his rich, baritone voice smoothed over my senses like a cool breeze fluttering through the valley. He sang a song I recognized Tai playing in his room called
Drop, Baby, Drop
by Manao Company.

Maddy sat on her ATV and swayed from side to side, entranced by his song. Then she giggled when he said the best line. “I love you like a mango.”  It was also my favorite line.

Tai pulled my hand and brought me close to his body. “You’re leaving in two days.” He whispered, holding me close, moving his hips in a smooth shimmy as we danced to Tao’s music.

“I am.” I held his hand close to my face and pressed my lips to his fingertips.

“What if I didn’t want you to go?” He said this with a twinge of emotion I knew, after having spent the better part of a month with this man, was held tightly in check.

“But you know I can’t stay.” I rubbed my nose into his neck, inhaling his ocean and fiery, woodsy scent. He must have practiced his fire knife routine this morning, the scent of the fire and wood sticking to his skin, melting into his pores.

Tai pressed his forehead to mine. “But it’s nice to be told, yes?”

“It is.” I bit my lips and let the truth out. “I don’t want to leave you either, but you know, you
know
Tai, that we’re not each other’s forever.”

He sighed and kissed me sweetly, his lips dragging softly across mine. It was a kiss of longing, one of a future we both knew was not meant to be. He deepened the kiss, holding me tight. I clung to him, doing my best to imprint him into my soul the same way this secret valley had. It wasn’t love that kept us clinging to one another. It was friendship, lust, and ease. Being with Tai, the two of us together just worked. It was easy. I’d not had a month with a man yet that was as smooth as it had been with Tai.