JAX (The Beckett Boys, Book Two) (20 page)

“Closer,” he said, nodding to me. I took a step. “Closer,” he said again. I took another.

“One more,” he said, and this time, it was a question— but not one I wanted to say no to, not when I knew that one step closer would mean my body against his.

I took the step and, almost instantly, Jacob wrapped his arms around mine, able to fully encircle me, trap him among muscles and strength and that sandalwood scent that had intoxicated me at the party so many weeks before.

I let out a small, unintentional moan, and had to stifle a second one when I felt Jacob’s body twitch at the sound. The idea that he was reacting to me the way I was reacting to him felt impossible, almost dream-like, but when I dared to lift my arms and place them against his sides, there was no denying that his breath quickened.

He ran one hand down my back, gently— though even when he touched me lightly, I could still feel his strength, how much power he was holding back— then ran the other up my side, to my shoulder, to my chin, tilting my head back.

He was going to kiss me. He was going to kiss me, and my body began to shake even harder from the want of it. Jacob’s lips curved into a smile— there was no hiding my shaking, not pressed to him like this, though he pulled me even tighter. Close enough to feel his cock pressed against my stomach, harder than any of the muscles in his body.

I stretched tall to bring my lips to his faster, and then we were kissing, his mouth as powerful as the rest of his body, urging me to let go, to let his tongue past my lips. I did, and as his tongue played against mine, I found myself lifting my legs from the water and wrapping them around his waist. I wasn’t entirely certain how I knew to do that— how I was so confident he would lift me higher— but it was like we were connected, programmed to fit each other.

With my legs locked around his waist, Jacob lifted me a touch higher, so that I was taller than him, then moved his hands down to hold me up by way of cupping my ass. I heard myself moan again, a little longer, a little louder, but I felt almost dizzy with the scent and touch and taste of him. He shifted a little, and I felt something press against my clit— he’d positioned me over his cock, only two thin layers of fabric preventing him from pushing inside of me.

Some voice in the back of my mind kept shouting at me, reminding me that I was a virgin, that I had no idea what I was doing— but I
did
know what I was doing, somehow, almost instinctually. I pressed my hips against his stomach, forcing his cock to run down my lips, making me very aware of just how wet I was— and not from the pool water.

Jacob pulled away from my mouth, but didn’t release my body; he instead ran his tongue down my neck, along my shoulder, where he took my right bra strap in his teeth and slipped it off.

I tensed— no one had ever seen me naked before, not really, but he was going to expose my breast, and—

“Is this okay?” Jacob asked, pausing. His eyes— they were especially gray-blue here in the pool light— were serious, though no less hungry. Something about the question, about being asked, was intoxicating. Someone as strong as Jacob Everett, as powerful, as desirable, was asking permission to…

To what?

It didn’t matter. I wanted him to do it. I wanted him to take me, I wanted him to do things I’d fantasized about, to have me like no one ever had before. To fuck me for the first time.

“Yes,” I breathed. “I’m very okay.”

“Alright,” Jacob said, smiling. “Then here’s what I’m going to do. I’m going to suck on your nipple for a few seconds because I absolutely have to have you in my mouth. And then I’m going to carry you over there—“ he nodded to one of the poolside cabanas, draped in flimsy fabric with a large cushion on the ground, “—and I’m going to fuck you.”

I nodded, felt my body twitching, pulsating at the want of him. Jacob smiled again, so sure of himself, then took my bra strap in his teeth again and tugged it down the rest of the way. I felt his warm breath against my bare breast, and gave up on stifling my moans.

Jacob extended his tongue and licked my nipple; it went so instantly hard that it alarmed me. I barely had time to think on this, though, because then he’d taken my nipple in his mouth, teasing it with his teeth, flicking his tongue across the top— his eyes on me the entire time.

“I— I can’t—“ I stammered, though I wasn’t even sure what I meant.

“Can’t what?” he asked around my breast, then moved his hands ever so slightly. It was far enough, though, because now his fingertips were pressing against either side of my pussy, his cock still situated right in the center, pressing harder and harder against my clit with each second.

“Can’t what?” Jacob asked again, and now sucked hard on me, massaging my nipple with his tongue, sparking nerve endings I never even knew I had. I was going to orgasm, I realized, I was going to cum right here in his arms, without him ever even fucking me.

“You’re going to make me come,” I finally said, writhing against him. “I can’t take it.”

Jacob pulled his head back and smiled. “I’m going to make you come more than once, Sasha.” He kept his eyes locked on mine, hypnotizing me as he walked out of the pool and effortlessly carried me to the cabana, dropping to his knees before laying me on my back before him.

“
S
asha
,” Jacob murmured, leaning over me, his body taking up my entire field of vision, muscles and carved features, powerful arms framing me in place. He made me feel so small, and I liked it so much it frightened me. He put a hand on my shoulder, then ran it down the side of my body, hooking his fingers underneath the edge of my panties.

“Wait,” I gasped, though speaking at all was hard. Jacob went still as I caught my breath, squeezed my eyes shut until the pulsing at my center settled. “Do you come here often?”

Jacob looked puzzled. “Was that…a pick up line?”

“No, no, it’s a question— do you come here often? With other girls, I mean?”

“Ah,” Jacob said, and sat up. My legs were still tucked underneath his thighs, and I could see my chest heaving. “I’ve been here with other girls. I’ve fucked other girls here— that’s what you’re really asking, isn’t it?”

“Yes,” I managed. I bit my lip, trying not to look at the bulge in his boxers, trying not to reach forward and brush the fabric aside, to see if the rumors about his cock size were true. I wanted him, I wanted him to take me, to make me cry his name, to sink himself into me— but I also didn’t want to be one of his groupies. I knew that at my core, and that knowledge was just powerful enough to fight through my want for him.

Jacob was clearly perturbed, but he took a steadying breath. “Ok. Is the problem the number of girls I’ve been with, or the location? Because I can change the location, but not the number.”

“It’s the location,” I said. The other girls didn’t bother me— in fact, had I been braver, I might have been willing to admit that it turned me on a little, knowing he’d had and could have other girls, but wanted to be in me. But lying in the same spot where another girl had been, for my first time?

I wanted Jacob to take my virginity, to make me come like he promised, to have me— but not like this. Not when it’d be so easy for him to compare me to another, likely more experienced girl. Not when I’d be one of many.

“Oh, thank god,” Jacob said, and looked genuinely relieved. “Ok. What if I took you somewhere I’ve never taken another girl?”

I bit my lip and nodded. “Quickly?”

Jacob grinned. “Very quickly. Come on.”

He pulled me to standing, giving me just a moment to find my footing before he pulled me to his chest and slid one hand between my thighs, sliding a finger to the side of my panties, teasing my pussy. When I gasped in pleasure, he pulled away, and we both hurried to our clothing. We were dressed in moments, still wet and delirious with pleasure. I barely noticed as we raced out of the resort, down a path, to the apartments that sat across from the stadium— where the football players lived, I knew from my brief time on campus. He was taking me to his apartment—

“You’ve really never had another girl up there?” I asked as we crossed the road, hands wound together.

“Not one. Always been a policy,” Jacob said, casting a bright smile over his shoulder.

I wanted to ask why I was the exception, but wasn’t entirely sure I wanted to know just yet— what if the reason was simply that I wouldn’t have sex with him at the pool? It’d ruin this moment, this intensity, this desire to have him inside me.

He lead me through the lobby, up a flight of stairs, down a hall, and finally to his door. When he opened the door, a wave of freezing cold air conditioner air swam over me, causing my still-damp skin to rise with chill bumps. Jacob paused at the door, then looked back at me, a smoky, daring look in his eyes.

“Go in,” he said firmly, voice quiet.

I took a long, drawn breath, nodded, and walked inside. I could feel Jacob’s eyes on my back, liked knowing that he was staring at my ass. That he was picturing me naked, as I’d pictured him.

The apartment was an exceptionally large studio— another football player perk— and the curtain less windows just beyond the king sized bed overlooked the stadium, which looked like a monster in the dark, completely in shadow save a handful of emergency lights.

“Take off your dress,” Jacob ordered. I smiled, and took the zipper in my hand, let the fabric fall away. I started to turn around— “No,” Jacob said. “Stay there.”

My heart raced as I heard Jacob walk up behind me, then felt his warm hands on my back. He let his fingers dance across my skin, teasing me when he squeezed each ass cheek in turn, rubbing them with his thumb as he did so. Then he reached up and unclasped my bra.

I wanted him to take my breasts in his hands, in his mouth, but he backed away, leaving me desperate for his touch. “Take off your panties,” he finally said.

I couldn’t remember ever feeling so alive, ever feeling so hungry for something. I hooked my fingers on the sides of my panties and slowly, nervously, excitedly tugged them down. At the last moment, a surge of bravery shot through me, and I bent at the waist to lower them to my ankles and step out.

Jacob groaned at the sight, and his footsteps quickened behind me. He grabbed my shoulders, spun me around, and his mouth was on mine, his hands running down my naked body. He lifted me and placed me on the bed, then smiled as he ran one hand up my legs, fingers hard on my skin. He crossed to the inside of my thigh, then—

“Oh,” I whimpered in happiness as his thumb found my clit, and he slid a single finger into my pussy. I felt my body clench around him, eager to hold his finger inside of me. Eager to cum from his touch.

Jacob smiled at me, then rose, standing just beside the bed. “Take my pants off,” he told me.

I reached forward, fumbling nervously with the belt and buttons. I pulled them to the floor and his cock pressed forward in his boxers, tenting them so far that I knew the rumors of his nine-inch cock were true.

“Now the boxers,” Jacob said, almost teasing, like he thought it was adorable he had to guide me.

I bit my lip and met his eyes for a moment, then grasped the elastic and tugged down. Jacob Everett’s cock sprang forward, eager and thick and long, as large as the rest of him, as touch-worthy as the rest of him. I trembled.

“You look a little scared of it,” he said, smiling, tilting his head to the side.

“I am,” I said, panting. How was it possible that I wanted to touch it, suck it, let it into my pussy, let it tease at my ass, even, and yet also run from it?

“Don’t worry,” Jacob said, and climbed onto the bed. I turned underneath him, positioning myself on my back. He took his cock in his hand— as large as his hands were, his cock made them look normal-sized. He leaned over me and positioned his cock at my entrance, then whispered. “I know how to use it. Promise.”

I nodded and allowed him to nudge my legs a little farther apart. I felt his fingers against my pussy lips, then the heat of his cock in the same place, then he was easily, slowly pushing himself into me.

I had heard the horror stories of virginity loss— I was from a small town after all. But this was anything but a horror. Jacob went slow, so slow, easing himself inside, watching my face as he did so, his lips twitching in pleasure. I could feel his cock throbbing, thought it was impossible that he could have any more length to go, but then he’d push again and I was so blissfully, gloriously full of him that I let myself moan long, and loud, and shamelessly.

“That’s what I like to hear,” Jacob whispered, and kissed my neck. “Except let’s see if I can get something a little louder from you, hm?”

I didn’t entirely know what he meant until he began to thrust— no, to
fuck
me. Jacob Everett was fucking me, and I felt drunk with that knowledge. I wrapped my arms around his shoulders as his girth threatened the sides of my pussy, but I was so wet he slid in easily over, over, over again. My feet lifted from the mattress instinctively, to let his cock rub me just right. Jacob noticed and reached down, pulling one leg up to his back. I cried out in pleasure— the change of position let him even deeper into me.

I felt so hot, sweat breaking out on my chest and running down my neck. Jacob, however, barely even looked strained— he was watching me carefully, a slight smile on his face, like his ability to make me feel this way was every bit as pleasurable as being in my pussy.

“I think…I think I’m going to come,” I breathed, though this wasn’t like any orgasm I’d had before. I’d rubbed my clit plenty of times, but this was a deeper feeling, a rising, a smoldering from deep inside me.

Jacob suddenly thrust deep into me and stayed for a half second, then ground against my pussy.

I lost it. A cry, animal and wild and full of pleasure like I’d never known poured from my throat. My pussy tightened around Jacob’s cock, my fingers dug into his back, my hips bucked up against his groin. The orgasm came in heavy, crashing waves, and just as I thought it was over Jacob would shift slightly and it would regain speed, and I’d cry out again, again, again, heart racing, fists clenched, forcing my eyes to stay open so I could meet Jacob, so I could watch him watching me.

Finally, the feeling subsided. Jacob smiled and slowly withdrew his cock, letting it slap against my stomach, wet from my pussy.

“That was amazing,” I panted. I was sweaty, hair stuck to my face, pussy still quivering and tender.

“That was the first one,” Jacob said. Then he reached down and turned me over, easily pulling my body up so I was on my hands and knees. He rose up behind me, placed his hands on my ass, and eased me back toward him.

I whimpered as he entered me; he reached down for my shoulder and began to pump, pulling me to him over and over rather than pushing himself into me. When he let go of my shoulder, I continued to pumped back and forth, fucking myself on his cock, overwhelmed by how different yet how incredible it felt—

Then he reached around me and found my clit with his fingers. I screamed— truly screamed— with pleasure, and I heard Jacob groan my name at the sound. He rubbed faster, I drove my hips back harder, harder, I wanted him so deep in me—

I was going to come again, I realized, and the racing feeling shot through my veins. When the orgasm hit, I went limp, unable to continue thrusting against Jacob’s cock. He realized this immediately, though, and leaned over my body to fuck me harder, harder as I came underneath him, relishing his fingers on my clit, the way he pressed just hard enough to make me feel dangerously close to passing out.

When the orgasm subsided, I collapsed back onto the bed. I wanted to keep going, to get up and change positions again, but my limbs felt wavy and useless.

“That’s two,” Jacob said.

“I won’t be able to come again, not like that,” I said. “But I want you to—“

“Shh. Of course you will,” Jacob said. “We’ve got all night.”

“All night?” I said hopefully.

Jacob smiled and nodded, then leaned down and flicked my nipple with his tongue. “Now,” he said slowly, “I’m going to fuck you till I come. And then we’re going to do it all over again, though perhaps…” he slowed down, then lifted a finger to my lips. Without realizing what I was doing, I opened my mouth and sucked on it. How did I so easily know what to do with him? Jacob watched me for a moment, then finished his sentence. “…there’s some room for variation.”

“Anything,” I said around his finger.

“Oh, Sasha. That’s a dangerous thing to tell me,” Jacob answered huskily.

“Anything. I just want you in me,” I answered, and I meant it, I meant it more than I’d meant anything before, even though the words were strange and feverish.

Jacob grinned, pulled his finger from my mouth, then slid his cock back into me. This time he fucked me quick, with shallow, eager strokes that encouraged me to lift my hips from the bed. His eyes closed from the pleasure, which turned me on so much I found myself saying things I’d never even dreamed of saying aloud.

“Come in me,” I whispered. “Please.”

Jacob nodded stiffly— his cock was so hard now, thick and heavy inside me. “Tell me you’re mine,” he said, voice guttural and thick, and for once, there wasn’t his normal sly arrogance in the words— there was longing, there was want, there was need.

“I’m all yours, Jacob Everett,” I whispered.

Jacob groaned and thrust deep into me; I felt his cock pulsing, felt his come warming me, and I cried out along with him at the sensation. He grasped for my body, squeezed me tight to him, and the feeling of being his, of being possessed, of being safe in his broad arms made me arch my back, desperate to keep every inch of him inside me as he came.

He finally released me and rolled to one side, panting heavily. I smiled and wiped damp hair from my face. He turned his head to look at me.

“That’s one,” I said, then swung a leg over to climb atop him.