Authors: Gena Showalter
To this day, though, he missed his mom with everything inside of him.
“My father will be strong and wonderful,” Jewel said, cutting into his thoughts. “And he’ll be happy to see me.”
Desperate, hollow hope infused her tone. She wanted him to agree, not tell her that the man had wanted nothing to do with her or he would have found her—no matter the obstacles. “I’m sure you’re right.”
Her shoulders relaxed, her facade of faith restored. “I wonder if I look like him. My mother had pale hair, green eyes, and skin so translucent it glowed.”
“Okay, I honestly hope you look nothing like your dad because that would make your dad one hot babe, and that’s just not right.”
A tinkling laugh escaped her.
As always, the sound of that laugh heated his blood. Reminded him of the kiss they’d almost shared earlier. “You mentioned when you saw glimpses of me, you saw me with my women.”
Jewel’s expression lost all traces of humor. She pressed her lips together and nodded, her eyes taking on a weary haze.
“What was I doing with them?”
She colored prettily again, and this time the color spread to her neck—and under the collar of her robe. “You talked with them and laughed. You danced and did, uh, other things.”
He grinned, the corners of his lips slowly inching upward. There was something about that prudish tone of hers that amused him. “You sound scandalized. Have you never
danced
before?”
Her back went ramrod straight. “For your information, no, I have not.”
“Are we talking about dancing or having sex?” He had to smother a hand over his mouth to keep from laughing.
“Both,” she answered on a growl.
His smile disappeared. “You’re telling me you’ve never danced with a man?”
“That’s right.”
“Never been held by a man? Never gotten naked with a man?”
“No.” She looked away.
Possessiveness consumed him, joining ranks with his desire. He knew he shouldn’t feel that way, knew he should feel sorry for her. God knows, she’d missed out on a lot of stuff. But he couldn’t force pity past the need to be her first. He wanted to be the one to teach her, well, everything. Wanted to be the first man to lick her breasts, the first man to taste the passion between
her legs. He wanted to be the first man to hear his name on her lips as she came.
Of course, he wouldn’t allow himself to actually sleep with her, no matter how much he might want to, but damn if he wouldn’t introduce her to everything else in between. No harm in that.
“On our way to find the Jewel of Dunamis,” he said, the words hoarse, “will we go into a town?”
“Yes.” She sucked on her bottom lip.
His body hardened at the sight. “Does this town have a bar? Music?”
“Yes.” This time she drew out the word, letter by letter.
How hesitant she sounded, as if she knew where he was going with this line of questioning but didn’t dare hope. He didn’t have time for what he was about to suggest, but he could no more shut himself up than he could ignore the ever-persistent General Happy.
At ease, solider.
“We’ll stop at the bar, and I’ll teach you.”
Blue eyes widening, she said, “Really?”
“Really. How long will it take us to get to the city?”
“A day if we move like lightning.”
“What about the temple?”
“Two days. Maybe three.”
A surge of anticipation nearly electrified him. Soon he’d be holding Jewel in his arms, teaching her a few of the naughtier pleasures of the flesh. And in two or three days, he’d be holding Dunamis in his hand. Whether he’d destroy it or take it to his boss, he didn’t yet know.
Whichever he chose, it would be mission accomplished—on both fronts.
Gray pushed to his feet, wincing at the sharp ache in each of his wounds.
“What are you doing?” she demanded, standing. She rushed to his side, wafting a gentle breeze of sunshine around him.
“I need to work out the stiffness from my body, then pack up so we can head into town.”
“You haven’t healed yet.”
“We need some supplies. Food, more clothing. Weapons.”
“Yes, but—”
“No buts. It’s my turn to win. You won the last argument. You were stubborn, remember, and refused to relax against me in the water. It’s my turn.”
She waved aside his words. “We don’t have any money. How do you propose we buy those things?”
He held up his hands and wiggled his fingers. “We don’t need any money.”
“We can’t steal. Those creatures work hard. They need every cent.”
“And we need the nutrition and the protection. I’ll do whatever is necessary to keep us fed and strong.”
“I’ll fish some more.”
“That will take more time than I have to spare. Stop arguing. It’s wasted breath.”
She hissed in frustration. “Fine. You go stretch or whatever it is you need to do, and I’ll clean up camp.”
“See how easy that was?” He grinned and lumbered to a nearby tree, throwing over his shoulder, “I’m glad you’re starting to see things my way.”
Jewel burned their leaf plates, spread the ashes and
embers with a stick. All the while she watched Gray. His skin had more color, so the fish had helped. He had his palms on the tree trunk, his body leaning backward, stretching his arms and sides. When he finished that, he slowly straightened and twisted each vertebra in his back. His blond hair hung around his forehead and temples in complete disarray, that green and black cloth head-covering long forgotten.
Just watching him made her chest constrict with longing. Knowing he wanted to teach her to dance made the sensation all the more intense. She hadn’t asked him; he had offered, true desire etched in his voice.
“Have you ever seen the Jewel of Dunamis?” he asked, keeping his back to her.
The question rattled her, but she tried not to show any reaction. “Many times. Why?”
“I’m curious. What does it look like?”
She scrambled for the right words. “Some say it resembles sapphires.” Truth. Her shoulders lifted in a mockingly casual shrug. “Others say it resembles a black storm cloud.” Truth.
He arched his brows at her cryptic words. “Some say…but what do
you
say?”
Gauging her response very carefully, she said, “I say it looks sad and vulnerable.”
“I’ve never heard a gemstone described that way.” There was a catch in his voice, an odd inflection.
Did he suspect the truth? “One day you will have your own opinion about what it looks like.” When the fire died completely, she gathered the backpack and
satchel, stuffing the latter inside the first, along with everything else they might need. A few sharp rocks, a handful of berries she discovered growing on a nearby bush.
The only thing she didn’t pack was the canteen. That, she hauled to the river and filled with water, then strapped it around her neck. She and Gray were truly going into town. The shock of it swept through her, and her hands shook with nervousness; her heart pounded with excitement.
She’d always passed through the cities under cloak of darkness, surrounded by guards of whatever ruler possessed her at the time. The scents and sounds had always amazed and tempted her, those from the taverns most of all. They always bustled with music and laughter.
And now she was going to enter one. Now she was going to dance. With Gray. Her pulse fluttered.
“I’ll need a hooded robe,” she said. “Otherwise I’ll be recognized.”
He cast her a quick glance before motioning to the ground he’d laid on only moments before. Something hot burned in his eyes. “Wear mine.”
“You’ll be recognized as human without it.”
“Baby,” he said, mouth twitching in a grin, “I stole two.”
“Oh.” Jewel dug back inside the bag and sure enough, there was another robe, this one a light, fine yellow. She pulled it free and settled the material over her head.
“We have to remember to be careful. We trust no one but ourselves, understand?”
She nodded.
“If we see a demon or vampire, we haul ass back into this forest. As much as I’d like to get a room in town and get us out of the elements tonight, I’d rather deal with the weather than with those bastards from hell.”
Gray finished stretching and closed the distance between them. He took the bag and dug out his weapons. Perhaps she shouldn’t have packed up quite so efficiently. He strapped a knife to his waist and one to his ankle, then draped the dark blue robe over his shoulders. She was a little worried about his trekking through the forest, but the man was stubborn and there would be no changing his mind.
He looked at her and their gazes met, a charged moment of awareness filling the space between them. “Let’s do this.”
T
HEY HIKED
for two days, leaves raining like emeralds from brown velvet as they brushed past each new grove of trees. Distracted as she was by Gray, Jewel proved to be their biggest threat. She almost led them into a pool of quicksand, then off a staggeringly high cliff, which had added time to their trip. Precious time, according to Gray. Thankfully he jerked her to safety when she messed up, his arms banding around her.
During the last incident, he’d held her longer than necessary, his gaze lingering on her lips. She’d shivered and ached, her mouth watering for a taste of him. His warm, male scent constantly enveloped her, luring her. Tantalizing and mesmerizing her. But she’d at last pulled away. He still bore traces of fatigue, his face pale and his limbs shaky.
He always remained a few steps behind her, his silver gaze focused intently on her back, his arms ready to shoot out and drag her into the hard shield of his body. She wasn’t normally so inattentive and unconcerned with her surroundings. Knowing he was behind her, however, played havoc with her attention.
“So how do the men around here impress the women?” he asked, speaking for the first time that day.
She flicked him a glance and grinned, grabbing on to the thread of conversation as if it were the most precious thing in the world. “Some men—”
“Eyes on the road,” he commanded. He grabbed her robe by the hood and tugged her away from a large boulder.
Gasping, she returned her attention to the forest.
Pay attention!
Tough as these treks were, the nights were tougher. She had to get them into town
today.
Another night, close to him but untouching…it would be too much.
“Good. Now, what were you going to say?”
“Some men kill the woman’s greatest enemy and bring the body to her as a gift.”
“Then you should be thoroughly impressed with me. I might not have gift-wrapped the demons, but I did kill your enemy.”
“Yes, you did.”
“What about the other men? The peace-lovers you grew up with. What did they give their women?”
Her lips pursed as she considered his question. She’d never been on the receiving end of a man’s romantic attentions, but had witnessed many courtships. “Depends on the creature, I guess.”
“Sirens. Tell me about the sirens.”
She searched her mind. What had the men of her village given her mother when they’d wished to seduce her? What had her mother liked to receive? Her eyes widened as long-forgotten images surfaced, her mother’s
tinkling laughter drifting from the far recesses of her mind. “Once, a male centaur wrote a play for my mother. He acted the part of hero and hired others to be his cast. It was a love story about two people giving up everything to be together, and I remember the way my mother sighed dreamily and smiled for days afterward.”
Gray’s only response was a shudder. Of revulsion? His silence soon began to weigh heavily on her shoulders. “I know you give your women flowers and candy,” she said, stomach clenching at the thought of how each one had rewarded him with kisses. Sometimes naked kisses.
“That’s easily done and requires little thought,” he said darkly.
She stayed the urge to look back at him. Was he irritated with her? Or himself? Before she could ponder the answer, she stopped, a thin layer of bush the only barrier between her and the path to the city. “We’re here.”
“Don’t go any closer until I’ve done reconnaissance.” His hand latched onto the tendon at the base of her neck, massaging gently as his gaze darted in every direction.
Her nerve endings leapt up to meet him, craving more of his touch. She knew he was cataloguing their surroundings, deciding what was safe and what wasn’t. Laughing female voices drifted to her ears. Ahead of them on a cobbled path stamped a herd of female centaurs. Each possessed a mane of hair, some red, some brown, some pale, their chests covered by blue
cloaks, the color marking which clan they belonged to. Every one of them carried a basket or satchel overflowing with wool.
The women approached an enormous, glistening pearl gate that arched toward the skydome and led straight into the pulsing heart of the city. Jewel’s excitement expanded, grew, unfurling through her entire body. She searched her senses for any sign or shiver of danger but felt nothing. She wasn’t surprised. She never knew when she herself would be in peril.
“The Inner City is so much different from the Outer City. Here, the people are friendly and honest and hardworking. Notice that no one is carrying weapons.”
“None that we can see, that is.”
How like him, she mused with a grin, to suspect everyone of foul play. He was a warrior to the marrow of his bones.
“Get ready,” Gray said. To their left, a group of robed—what the hell were they? he wondered. They were as ugly as legend claimed Medusa was, with too-big, black eyes, a too-big beaky nose, and hair comprised of serpents. Those snakes hissed and slithered from their heads. Gray slid his hand down, wrapping his fingers around Jewel’s. They jolted into motion. Because his backpack was under his robe, he looked like he was some sort of humped-backed creature. That worked in his favor.
“Pull your hood tight around your face,” he said, and as he spoke, he fitted the hilt of one of his blades in his hand, covering the metal with the cuff of his clothing. When she complied, he added quietly, “We’re going to try and blend in with those snake—things.”
“Gorgons,” she said. “Do not look directly in their eyes; if your gaze meets one of theirs, you will be turned into stone.”
“Ah, shit.”
“Why bother trying to blend in with them? No one will recognize us with these robes covering our faces, and we aren’t being followed.”
“In case anyone is questioned, they won’t know that two individuals entered the city at a specific time. Anyone who sees us will think we’re part of this group, and I highly doubt the demon queen will make the connection.”
Ah, that made sense. If she hadn’t been glad to have Gray with her before, this would have convinced her. “I can project my thoughts into their heads and convince them we are not even here.”
“That tires you out, and I need you strong.”
The Gorgons didn’t pay them any heed as they came up behind them. They were too busy discussing—my gods. Her ears perked, and she listened intently, frowning all the while. A cold sweat trickled over her skin. Back and forth the Gorgons threw comments about the demon and vampire armies that had passed through their village, demanding to know if they’d seen a human male and female. Jewel stiffened.
The vampires and demons were working together? How…odd. The two races had never outright warred, but they had never allied themselves, either. What had brought them to mutual terms?
Reeling, she glanced up at Gray. His face was partially shadowed by his hood, but she saw the grim line of his
lips. Had he understood them? She projected her consciousness into his mind, but met with that frustrating block.
He squeezed her hand, and she bit her lip. Did he know she’d just tried to read him?
“Where were they headed?” she asked the Gorgon in front of her, using their harsh dialect of the Atlantean language.
All of them skidded to a halt and turned to her.
Gray growled low in his throat, but he kept his head turned.
“Well?” she demanded, pretending she had every right to be among their group and question them.
“Toward Javar’s palace,” one of them answered, and they all kicked into motion.
Which meant her enemy was headed away from the Inner City. That was good, but… Why journey all the way to Javar’s, the former High King of the dragons? Javar had been dead for many months, and Darius, the new king, had sent a legion of his men to protect the palace from invaders.
This made no sense.
The moment she and Gray passed through the city gates, they pulled away from the Gorgons.
“The point was to blend in with those things, not announce we were there and didn’t belong,” Gray whispered in her ear, his tone fierce. He claimed the lead, but retained a tight grip on her hand.
Three-headed dogs bolted from behind a stone hut and frolicked around her feet as carts and vendors came into view. The scent of sweet pies and meat tempted her
nostrils. Her mouth watered. Beautiful, brilliantly colored clothes greeted her eyes, and gems sparkled in the light.
She wanted to taste every kind of food, try on every piece of material, cover herself in the jewelry.
“Look for a weapons dealer.”
“Of course,” she said, a wealth of disappointment in those two words. “Can we explore the city after?”
“We have to—” He threw a glance over his shoulder, then paused. He turned toward her, facing her fully.
She slammed into him.
When she steadied, the long length of her lashes swept up and her gaze met his. “Is something wrong?”
Silent, Gray stood in place, studying Jewel’s face and the eager gleam in her eyes, making them sparkle like sapphires. A smile half curved her lips, and a rosy glow lit her cheeks. There was a palpable air of excitement radiating from her.
She’d never looked more beautiful, more alive—and the sight of her hit him straight in the gut. He was unable to move, could hardly breathe.
He’d thought to get business out of the way first. It had seemed like the most important thing at the time, the smart plan of action. Now, looking at her, the only thing he could think of, the only need inside him, was to make her happy.
During their trek to the city, he’d thought of nothing but giving this sweetly innocent woman the perfect gift. When she’d told him of the romantic play that delighted her mother, he’d heard the wistfulness in her voice and had known she desired the same for herself.
He wasn’t a writer; he wasn’t an actor. But he didn’t want to give Jewel the same things he’d given other women. Flowers seemed cliché and candy didn’t seem good enough.
He didn’t know why, he only knew that it was important, necessary, that he do something for her he’d never done for another.
She wanted to explore the city, then by God they’d explore the city.
“We’ve got a little time to play first,” he said, his voice rougher than he would have liked.
Her eyes widened. “Really?”
“Just be sure to keep your face hidden and be on the lookout for demons and vampires.”
“We’re safe from them. They’re headed in the opposite direction.”
“Sometimes armies hide in the shadows, sweetheart, and sneak inside. Now, where do you want to go first?”
Grinning, she glanced left and right, spun, glanced left and right again. “There,” she said, pointing to a booth of jewelry. Something caught the corner of her eye, and she spun again. “No, there.” This time she pointed to a table piled high with some kind of fruit and laughed. “Everywhere. I want to see everything at once.”
As always, the sound of her rich laughter was like a sensual battering ram, hitting him with thousand-pound force. He’d seen women take pleasure in shopping before, but never like this. Never with a potent enthusiasm that wrapped around him, tightening him in a delicious hold.
“Come on,” he said, taking her hand, loving the feel of her soft skin, her delicate bones. He led her to a table of sparkling gemstones. “One thing at a time. We’ll get to all of it, I swear to God.”
Her gaze lingered on the rainbow of jewels, and she gasped. Her fingers lovingly traced an emerald torque, caressed an amethyst ring, and savored a gold and silver linked chain. The amount of wealth glistening up at him was staggering.
A male creature manned the table and watched them with an assessing stare. Though he possessed the body of a man, he had the face of a bull, with horns jutting from his forehead and fur on his cheeks.
Kind of freaky to see, in Gray’s opinion.
“Something you like?” the man—bull—
thing
asked.
It was in that moment Gray realized he understood every word. The bull-man had spoken in the guttural Atlantean language, and so had the ugly Gorgons, for that matter. Gray had understood them, as well, and had listened to their conversation about the demons and vampires. He had simply been too wrapped in their words to realize they weren’t speaking English. Now…
How the hell had he learned Atlantean? One day he hadn’t understood a damn word of it, and now he knew the entire freaking language.
“Everything is so beautiful,” Jewel breathed, cutting into his thoughts. She raised an armband with one hand and raised the sleeve of her robe with the other, revealing several inches of smooth skin. Crystals gleamed from the torque, projecting a vast array of colors. A silver stone rested in the center.
The sight of the rich gold band contrasting with the peaches-and-cream flesh proved more erotic than two chicks making out right in front of him. He wanted Jewel to have it. Real bad. So easily he could picture her wearing the armband—and nothing else.
“That looks beautiful on you,” the vendor said, low and gravelly.
Gray wouldn’t have minded stealing, but he, well, he didn’t want to acquire the item that way. He wanted to gift Jewel with an honest purchase. Something she would look at and always think of him.
“Thank you,” Jewel said, but she removed the item and returned it to the table, her sleeve falling back into place. There was regret and longing in her voice, and she gazed at the item wistfully before finally turning her attention to a bloodred ruby headpiece.
“Roasted fowl,” someone called. “Only half a drachma.”
Her chin jerked to the side. “Roasted fowl,” she gasped, skipping to the vendor without a backward glance.
Gray watched her go, then did a quick scan of the crowd and decided she was safe enough for the moment. He half turned toward the freaky bull-man, dividing his attention between his woman and the jewelry seller.
“How much?” he asked, pointing at the armband. Surprisingly the Atlantean language flowed easily from his tongue, as if he’d spoken it his entire life.
“Forty drachmas.”
He couldn’t ask what drachmas were or he’d look
like an idiot who didn’t belong in Atlantis. He merely nodded and pivoted. As he closed the distance between himself and Jewel, the bull-man called, “Thirty-five. I’ll let you have it for thirty-five.”