Joe Vampire (29 page)

Not in the truest sense of the word, at least. 

Apparently, as I’ve come to learn, you have to feed from a human being in order to seal the deal; until then, you’re just some sort of demi-ghoul, waiting to Become. 

It was similar to how my family approached their Jewish faith. Come the holiday season they’re all over the dreidels and the knishes, but you couldn’t drag them into temple on a Friday night in June if you decked those halls with 52 inch plasma screens and overstuffed recliners. The same goes for me and my vampirism. Fang me out all you want and grow my ears into elf points if it makes you happy, but drinking human blood was a vanity I wasn’t willing to offer up on the altar. No one else needed to become a victim of my poor drunken judgment on a blind (and, as the name mix-up thing illustrated, hearing-impaired) group date, which started the whole ball rolling toward Vampiresburg in the first place. So, despite all evidence to the contrary, without having bagged myself a human feed I hadn’t really become a vampire. 

But I have now. 

And as hard as I fought it in the beginning, in some remarkable yet unintended way it ended up putting me at peace with things… though being on the other side of it, I think I would have been fine remaining in turmoil.  

Good luck to me getting
that
genie back in the bottle. 

The whole nasty tangle of complications started with my first Forever 81 rehearsal. I was so completely stoked for that, to be part of a band that wanted me as a player, not just a player who happened to be me. Per Lucas’ instructions, I met the guys at Damage, the bar where they first saw me play in the sex-laden sexagenarian plane crash that was my final gig with Vomiting Nonsense. They were all there, minus the Duran-wear, and rolling three drinks deep when I arrived. Lucas called out when he saw me at the door, “Joe… come toast yourself!” In my years with VN, I had never had a single occasion that called for Drinking as Celebration… the occasions always led to Drinking as Coping Mechanism for dealing with Lazer’s shit. So this was different. Good different. I took a glass of whatever was on the bar, which appeared to be expensive, by the design of the bottle. And by the fact that it had holographic specks floating in it.  There may have even been a diamond at the bottom of my glass. “To Joe: Our missing piece – found at last,” he called out, to only me, Kyle and Jeremy, since there was no one else in the bar. Odd for evening hours, but with the money it sounded like these boys were throwing out for their record, I could easily see them closing down the bar so we’d have the whole space to ourselves to work out the new tunes they were coming up with. So, we drank. I tasted vanilla, honey and unapologetic privilege. “We’re practicing here, then? I’ll get my rig set up… ” 

“Not here,” Kyle said. “Somewhere else. This is the pre-party.” 

A pre-party for a rehearsal? What do they do before an actual show? 

Lucas drained his glass. “Rehearsal space is a little more remote. We like to keep our secrets closely guarded in Forever 81.” Kyle agreed, then poured himself another shot. Jeremy just drank without saying much, which made sense seeing as how he’s the drummer. 

Those guys are like monks sometimes. 

“Secrets, huh?” Whatever was in my glass was potent. I was feeling the love after only two sips. 

“Yep. We do secret shows, too. Stirs up the excitement for our fans.” 

“Nice,” I agreed. “My old band had secret shows, too. Even when we told everyone about them, they still seemed to be… secret.”

Kyle and Lucas cracked up, which totally won me over. I love it when people enjoy my bashing on stuff I hate. Then Jeremy locked eyes with Lucas and broke his silence. “Yeah… secret rehearsals, secret gigs. Hidden agendas.” 

Uh oh. 

Lucas glared. “Don’t listen to that sulky guy over there.” It was the first time I’d heard him sound even remotely unfriendly. “He’s mad because he promised your spot to his cousin… which he should never have done without consulting the rest of the band.  Right, Jeremy?” Jeremy’s answer was an angry snort.

“Ah. Band politics. I know all about those. That’s what ended my stint in my last band.” Lucas kept his gaze locked on Jeremy, and I realized that they really didn’t give a hang about my techno-sleaze rock and roll war stories. I drank more, feeling a familiar warm buzz that made me… droopy, is the only word I could think of to describe it. “So when are… we heading out… then?” Those holographic flecks were really taking the piss out of me. 

Lucas was friendly again. “Just a few more minutes to celebrate. Jeremy will get your stuff loaded up.” 

“I brought… my van… I can drive us.” Which clearly I couldn’t, in the state I was rapidly entering. “What arrrrre… we driiinking… anyway?” I don’t know if that’s how you spell what I was saying, but that’s what it sounded like in my head. 

Lucas walked behind the bar, blurring through my line of sight. “It’s a little something I put together myself, for momentous events like tonight. One part marshmallow vodka… one part honey liqueur… three parts sake.” 

Sake? Beautiful.

My first rehearsal with my new band, and the impression I would give would be that I was a limp-dick neophyte who couldn’t hold his booze, let alone play a freaking musical instrument afterward. I could hear everything I said slurring. “Duuude… sorrrry… I have a sort offff… bad reeeeaction to… saaaakeee.”

Lucas knocked back another round, and I guessed that he might not be drinking what I was drinking. “That’s probably the rohypnol I put in your glass.”

Rohypnol? 

The fucker drugged me.

“I donnn’t… geeeet iiit… ” Now I was totally done in. The last thing I heard before my lights dimmed completely was Lucas giving the instruction, “Put him in the van, and make sure the straps are good and tight.” 

And then, I slept. 

And then, I didn’t. 

And then I was somewhere in between, awake enough to realize we weren’t going to be practicing music, not quite aware enough to realize I’d been duped through this whole thing. My dark-adapted eyes saw nothing, which means either the drugs and liquor had really done a number on my senses or I was in a really, really,
really
dark place. I couldn’t move despite repeated attempts to, so there was no chance of what Bo calls my WWE Super Strength helping me out. In my hovering mental state, I ran through the scenario as it seemed to have unrolled: I have no money, and they do, so they couldn’t have been holding me for ransom. And I’m not altogether sure my family would have paid for my freedom, anyway. I have nothing of value that these guys would want, unless they were after my Penthouse collection, and the pages of those weren’t coming unstuck enough for others to enjoy anytime soon. Besides: how would they even
know
about the collection? I’m sure they could buy as much porn as they wanted. My doped-up brain bounced back and forth like this the whole time I was… wherever I was. Based on the last thing I’d heard, I was in the back of my own van. I was starting to question whether they were really even musicians, and if I hadn’t seen them play at Damage on that fateful Iris-stained day, I would have said they weren’t. But if they didn’t want me for music, what were they after? I recalled a headline I’d read recently about people laying traps for farm workers using online want ads, offering employment and luring them to another state before murdering them for sport. No want ad in my case… just a personal reference from an unreliable source, the one who “recommended” me to Lucas in the first place: Lazer. Even in my haze, it came clear.

That asshole was having me killed. He’d gotten Lucas and his meatheads to do it.

I must have really offended him with those cracks about his grandmotherly girlfriend. 

So I drifted, faded, in and out for I don’t know how long. The sake and the roofie tag-teamed me, played with my sense of time and place until I didn’t have either anymore; everything was now, everywhere was here, and all of it was nowhere and nothing. The darkness didn’t help. At some point I must have blacked out all the way, and when I came to I was sitting upright, hooded and strapped into a chair from neck to waist with what felt like a thousand leather belts. At first I thought they might be acting out some sort of pre-execution four-way dude domination fantasy, but that delusion was probably just the last of sake doing my thinking for me. “Did you take his phone?” I heard Lucas ask through the hood. They didn’t know I was awake yet… not that it mattered. The only sense that had come back fully was my hearing. 

“Got it.” That was Kyle.

“And is he completely tied down?” Lucas asked.

“Tight as I could get him,” Kyle told him. “He’s not going anywhere.” It was true. I felt like I was being flattened into a two-dimensional compression of myself.     

“Yeah… and I remember how the other one tore through the straps right after you said that about him, so maybe let’s double-check everything, okay?” Holy shit. They weren’t amateurs. They’d done this to other people. 

The one thing Lazer ever got right, as it turns out, is having me murdered. 

Cocksucker. 

Kyle tugged on every belt again, and I felt them cut into my skin on my arms… which meant my hoodie was gone. And I could feel that my Ray Bans weren’t in place anymore, either. I don’t know that it mattered, but those two items had become so much a part of my physical being that I felt sort of stripped without them. I heard Jeremy’s voice from a distance ahead of me. “Maybe we should just drop this one. He seems like a good guy… not like the other scum.” I tried to play drugged beneath the hood so I could listen to where this was going. 

“They’re all scum,” said Lucas. “That’s why we do what we do.” So the nice guy stuff was just an act. 

Obviously. 

Kyle pulled on the strap at my throat, and I couldn’t help but choke from the pressure. At that point, they knew I was lucid. Then the hood came off, and my eyes were seared by the most excruciating, blinding white light I’ve ever seen. It was like staring into a thousand suns crammed onto the surface of a thousand other suns. That might be an overstatement. But it was very bright. You hear about people who go through traumatic events and how their minds shut down to keep from having to experience the horror of whatever it is they’re experiencing. That didn’t happen to me; it was quite the opposite, if anything. As soon as the light hit my eyes, something seemed to switch on in my brain. It could have been that I went into Vampire Survival Mode, or that the roofie had activated some dormant center of my brain that keeps record of bad shit going down for future reference. Whatever it was, I felt hyper-aware of everything that was going on, like my brain was recording it all in HD to process and use as needed to stay alive. They had me so strapped in and so drugged out of strength, all I could do was go through it. “Hello, Joe,” Lucas said. 

I tried to make out his face, but he was nothing more than shadow in the blaze of the light behind him. “I take it we’re not going to rehearse, then.” Turns out I’m a smart ass even under the influence of date rape drugs and heavy cocktails. And even when in utter peril for my life. 

“No. No rehearsal.” He dropped and put his face into mine. “We’re going straight to the big dance.” He stood up, and Kyle must have joined him because now there were two silhouettes in the light instead of one. 

Having never been in a situation like this, I had no idea of the right thing to say. I did recall something my dad used to tell me, though it was less useful and more ironic than I would have wanted a memory to be at that particular moment. Whenever the Joe in me came out and I talked back to him, he’d tell me, “One day, someone is going to shut that smart mouth of yours – for good.” There was a very distinct chance that, if I wasn’t careful, this would be that day. 

I hoped I could hold back.

“I don’t know what you guys have planned, but if this has to do with me calling Lazer’s girlfriend an old whore, then I’m ready to apologize to him.” That may have been a puss move on my part, but it was really a ploy to save my life, if that were even still possible. I figured in a situation like this, humility would be the best place to start.

“Lazer’s girlfriend
is
an old whore,” Lucas said. 

“Oh. Glad to know I’m not the only one who sees it.” He just laughed at that.  

I tried to clear my head – not an easy feat with the approximate sunlight scorching my vision and frying my head, and the effects of the drugs still lingering. And underneath those sensations, I began to feel a jittery sort of vibration in my bones. I had no idea how long I’d been out, but the last I had eaten was lunch on the day I left for Damage. If that was anything more than half a day past, I was going to need to feed soon, and I didn’t get the sense that they had a Coleman filled with beef tenderloin anywhere nearby. “So poor taste in lovers aside, I know Lazer and I have had our disagreements over the years, but I didn’t think I’d sinned so hard against him that he’d have me offed. How much did he have to pay you for this?” That may have been ill-advised, but if I had to try and worm my way out of an attempt on my life by Bennie and the Jets here, I deserved to know how little it was valued. 

Turns out I was worth a pretty penny. But Lazer wasn’t the one footing the bill.

 “He didn’t pay us, Joe,” Kyle said. “We paid him.” 

Okay. Roofie or no roofie, my mind had just been blown. “Why would you pay him to kill me?” I tried as hard as I could to see inside those mulleted heads, but my own brain was so fried I just couldn’t do it.