Just North of Whoville (6 page)

“
I can’t go if you don’t go. That would be weird.”

“
I really do have an audition tomorrow. Young, handsome, Korean gangster.”

Despite his character flaws, Steve was a good-looking guy. I couldn’t fault him that.

“
You pretty people have it so easy. You…and Celia…”

“
You’re….attractive,” Steve squeezed the words out of his mouth. “I mean, if you were an actor…you could get character work.”

“
Character work?”

“
That’s a good thing,” he said as he gave me an actor-y hug. “I’m envious. You would get called for comedy roles. I never get called for comedy. And I’m a funny guy! You think I’m funny, right?”

So I just walked away.

“
Aw…come on. I’m funny!”

That night, as the rain poured down outside and my ceiling dripped inside, I went online and looked for a shrink. I pulled out my insurance card, typed in my particulars, and within seconds had a list of psychiatrists in my area. A small list. My insurance wasn’t that great.

My best bet seemed to be Dr. Emily Prince off Fifth Avenue. First of all, she was a woman; and second, she was right off Fifth Avenue. Good address. Very posh. As long as I was going to see a shrink, I might as well feel like an upscale character in a Woody Allen film.

Dr. Emily Prince. It had a yin-yang sort of feel. Emily: sensitive, observant, understanding. Prince: powerful, noble, enigmatic. This was the woman for me.

I made an appointment online.

In one fifty minute session, I just knew I would change my entire life.

4

Despite my initial misgivings, the moment I made an appointment with a psychiatrist, I immediately felt relief. No longer would I be all alone with my thoughts. The warm and kindly Dr. Emily Prince would be there to guide me thru the mess of my life. Within a few weeks, I would have the tools I needed to move onto a wonderful new existence.

The world just seemed brighter. I wasn’t even particularly disturbed when I looked up from my desk one morning and saw an elf.

“
Hi, Dorrie,” Timmy squealed as if his green tights were in a bunch. Between his costume and his big head, he looked almost exactly like that misfit elf who wants to be a dentist.

“
Halloween was five days ago,” I clued him in.

“
I know. It’s Christmas now! News flash!---I just got my dream job as an elf-in-training at Macy’s! Yay! I just have to get thru this week. Hell Week. Like the marines.”

“
They let you wear that out of the store?”

“
No. This one’s mine,” he said casually, as if everyone had an elf suit hanging in their closet. “Is Deb here?”

She wasn’t. Neither was Jamie. I’d been holding down the fort all morning without a word from either of them. This was not unusual. Jamie and Deb made their own schedules; their job performance based less on face-time in the office than how many pockets they could pick.

On his previous visit, Deb had pointed Little Timmy in the direction of our newest “staff photographer”, Mitchell Waring. The “staff” part meant that we gave Mitchell the use of our photo sweep for sessions, led unsuspecting models into his web, and got a fifty percent cut of the deal.

Not that Mitchell wasn’t a wonderful photographer. His book was full of beautifully shot photos---models with gorgeous hair and make-up, beautiful high-fashion clothes, and loads of style. Aspiring models were eager to shoot with the man who made everyone look so beautiful. What Deb or Jamie failed to mention was that the professional models in the book looked gorgeous before Mitchell snapped a single shot. That’s the thing about beautiful people; they have a tendency to photograph well.

Timmy’s previous photos had been done with Natasha Sims. Her work was fairly bland and corporate, but few who walked thru the portals of ABC knew the difference. She was sweet, but normally photographed food for chain restaurant menus and magazine ads. When it came to people, she lacked that photographer’s eye. Her suggested poses were either stiff and daguerreotype or just plain ridiculous. Mostly, she just let the models do whatever they wanted to do. And in her sessions with Timmy----oh, he was just full of ideas.

His portfolio-in-progress was an example of “Model Don’ts”.

Page one. His headshot. Moody, dark backlighting and then this GIANT PALE HEAD coming right at you. Like you’re being mooned by a face. A face with lip gloss. WAY too much lip gloss.

The next photo. Timmy wearing a black, skin-tight catsuit and leaning against a white wall with a blasé look on his face that was less sophisticated model and more
Cabinet of Dr. Caligari
.

Photo number three. Timmy in
The Thinker
pose. Acne not airbrushed and a look on his face that makes him look constipated and colicky. In the background, you can see the shoulder of the UPS delivery guy----but Deb convinced him that it was too good of a shot to lose.

Number four. Timmy with enough weird Goth make-up to make him look like a cross between Ziggy Stardust and a melon. For some reason, he wanted his pet hamster in the shot. Hamster droppings clearly visible.

And finally. Timmy gazing upwards as if he’s in an ad for an Italian designer. Hair slicked off his face, which makes his skinny neck look like it can barely support his Charlie Brown head. And worst of all, curled up in the fetal position wearing only a pair of Calvin Kline briefs. Hamster droppings clearly visible.

But apparently it was the half-inch trim that was costing him work.

Timmy sat quietly on the sofa, but his fidgety feet caused the bells on his pointy-toed elf shoes to jingle incessantly.

“
Can I ask you a question?” Timmy leaned in with a sing-song voice.

Oh no. That’s always what the models said right before they asked, “Is this place legit?”

“
I’m sorry. I’m just the temp,” the words just came out of my mouth before he’d even asked the question.

“
Today’s temp is tomorrow’s agent,” Timmy said hopefully.

“
No. Really. I’m not.”

“
It’ll only take a minute,” he declared as he opened a small suitcase and started pulling clothes out like Gatsby throwing designer shirts around.

“
Okay,” he said as he presented a see-thru mesh shirt, “’This one says ‘You can look but you cannot touch. No, no!’ And this one says, “Fly me to Milan and I’ll fly you to the moon!”

He pranced around the lobby area like a runway model on too much sugar.

“
Um…” I tried to be helpful, “it’s hard to tell with the clothes still on the hangers.”

“
Okay. That’s good. Good advice. I need honestly. I CRAVE honesty.”

With no one else around, I felt like it might be my one shot at helping one of these poor suckers. But I couldn’t be a Dream Killer. It just wasn’t in me.

“
Timmy,” I began, “what do you want out of these new photos?”

“
Well,” Timmy took the thought very seriously. “I want to get work as a print model. I know I’m not tall enough for runway. But if there’s a show where height isn’t a requirement…”

“
Okay, forget about runway for a moment. Let’s talk print. I’ve seen your photos…and all this stuff. But it seems like you’re hiding behind your clothes. You’re not showing the real you.”

“
I thought this was the real me,” Timmy sucked in his cheeks and posed as he held a cut-off t-shirt with the words “Too Sexy” in front of his elf suit.

“
Look---the Timmy I see is not some pouty, stuck-up model. He’s sweet and kind and a little silly----but fun! You’re a funny guy!”

“
Awwww…” Timmy put his hand to his chest as if he were about to cry at a wedding. “That’s so sweet of you to say!”

I was on a roll. I made someone feel good. It’d been a while since I’d done that. So I kept going.

“
You’ve got…”

Well, maybe I should’ve left well enough alone. But he was waiting with baited breath, so I gave it my best shot. “You’ve got character. What you need are some simple photos that show your personality. A model is a salesperson. It could be clothes or cell phones or dog food---but what they’re looking for is a personality that sells. Why do you want to hide your most marketable features? Just be yourself.”

Timmy just stood there. An elf in the headlights.

“
Oh. My. God,” he finally spoke, in three completely separate words. “I have taken soooo many modeling classes and yet, just talking to you for a few minutes has changed my life. I’m putting myself completely in your hands.”

“
Deb’s your agent. I’m just the temp.”

“
You should be an agent. Will you help me? Please? Pretty please?”

In some strange way, I guess I understood little Timmy. Nice kid. Sweet. Trusting. And I did believe in giving back.

“
Oh god,” I still sighed though. “Well…okay.”

He flung his skinny elf arms around me and gave me a hug. “Dorrie! I adore you! Ohmygod. That should be a song.”

And then, he began to sing his made-up tune.

“
Dorrie, I adore you…”

Oh no. That had to stop.

“
Okay, rule number one---no singing.”

“
I’m sorry. I’m just all a-tinkle!”

“
I think the word is ‘tingle’.”

“
Oh,” he said as he crossed his legs. “Now I have to use the little boys room. I drank eight glasses of water today.”

“
Down the hall and make a left.”

Just as he was going towards the door, it opened and Jamie and Deb pushed their way thru with bags and boxes marked with the words “X-MAS” in thick black ink.

“
Well hello, my little buttercup!” Deb put on her fake smile for Timmy. But he was practically holding his pants as they did the kiss-kiss hug-hug.

“
I’m so excited! I can’t talk right now. I’ll be back,” he sped off and ran down the hall and to the left.

“
Why are the ugly ones so fucking eager?” Deb groaned as she dropped her boxes to the floor and pulled up her bra strap.

“
He’s not ugly,” I said quietly from my high horse. “He’s got character. I really think he could get work as a character model, you know?”

“
That’s a good idea, Dorrie,” Jamie said encouragingly. But I could tell that Deb was none-too-pleased with the temp having a good idea.

“
I was thinking about that just this afternoon,” Deb added. “Maybe we could sell a class on character work?”

“
Oooo---let’s talk,” Jamie said as dollar signs rolled back in her eyeballs. “Here, Dorrie,” she added as she tossed a wad of garland and Christmas lights on my desk. “Untangle these lights and let’s get started. I need this place turned into a Winter Wonderland by tomorrow. A little Christmas is good for business.”

“
Here you go,” Deb added with a bit of snark as she plopped a CD player next to my desk. “I brought some Christmas music. This will get you in the mood.”

She even turned it on. Bitch. And there I was. In a Winter Wonderland.

To be fair, I’d been warned about “ABC Their Eyes All Aglow”, the annual holiday promotion. “It’s a huge money-maker for us,” Jamie explained a month ago as she handed me the previous year’s brochure:

“
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