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down his arms, dropping it on the floor. His hands went for his pants next. “If you don’t

want me tell me no right now.”

He was so damn sexy with his muscular build, his silvery hair, and those damn eyes

of his that were just gorgeous. She shouldn’t want him either, he was a cyborg, the thing

her father hated most and had tried to make her hate as well. She almost hurt herself

tearing the shirt over her head to throw it out of the way, feeling the material digging into

her side where it scraped in her haste to be rid of it.

Rena couldn’t look away from him as he stripped bare. He was just perfection and

his sculpted body was something she wanted to touch. No one had ever made her feel the

way he did when he touched her and she’d never wanted a man more. Maybe her

marriage had left her starved for a man’s attention but she’d avoided men who hit on her

for years, never wanting to let anyone get close to her again. Chuck had deceived her,

hurt her, even broken her a bit by using her.
Maybe that’s why I’m so drawn to Steel
, she

thought.
He is brutally honest even if everything he says isn’t something I want to hear.

It’s real, he’s real, and when he touches me I feel alive for the first time in forever.

Steel was naked and aroused when he put one of his knees on the bed to climb on it

and hover over her, using one of his hands to gently push her on her back as he came

down on top of her. His large body didn’t crush her though as he braced his upper-body

weight on one of his arms. His hand gripped her hip to hold her in place as their gazes

locked together.

He moved, not going for her mouth the way she wanted since she longed to kiss him

again. He tucked his chin to lower his face enough for his hot, wet mouth to encircle one

of her nipples. A soft gasp left Rena at the sensation of the hard tugs of suction on it.

There was nothing gentle or slow about Steel’s attention to her breast.

She spread her thighs when he shifted to move between them. He slid down her,

going flat on top of her, his weight settling down to pin her flat. Rena didn’t care that she

was caged under Steel. She bent her knees, wrapping them around his waist, her calves

bracing against his firm ass since he was lower on her body as his mouth teased and

taunted her breast. Her fingers went for his hair, shoving them into his beautiful, thick,

silky-feeling silver strands. Tipping her chin back, she moaned. “That feels so damn

good!”

He released her breast on and went for the other one. She arched her back, pressing

against his hungry mouth as he sucked on her nipple.

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“Steel…”

He released her with his mouth, lifting his head until they stared at each other. She

licked her lips.

“I want you. Please don’t tease.”

He smiled, his eyes twinkling with amusement. “This is the only way I want to

torture you, Rena. I want you hot and hurting for me to possess you.”

“I’m there.”

He shook his head. “Not yet.”

She gasped as he adjusted his big body again, sliding lower down hers, forcing her

legs to release him. His hands gripped her inner thighs, pressing them to the mattress so

she was spread completely open to his attention. He braced his weight on his elbows, his

hands firmly grasping her so she couldn’t get away.

She didn’t want to look away from him as he stared down at her body. His breath

was hot against her exposed pussy. She watched his eyes as he took in the sight of what

he’d exposed. A low growl came from deep in his throat a second before he lowered his

face. Rena gasped and threw her head back as his thick, strong tongue slowly slid across

her clit. It was an intensely pleasurable sensation when his lips closed over the sensitive

bud to suck on her gently, his tongue flicking against her.

“Oh god…” she moaned. “That feels so…” Words were beyond her at the bliss she

was feeling as his mouth worked on her.

Her hands clawed at his bedding now that she’d lost hold of his hair when he’d

moved down her body. She was panting, moaning, and just able to focus on his tongue as

the pleasure intensified to almost a raw pain of need. She knew she was going to come,

could feel her inner muscles clenching, anticipating the release. He stopped flicking her

clit with his tongue, instead applying pressure to quickly rub up and down with it.

Crying out loudly, thrashing her head, Rena knew she said his name as the climax

overtook her. Pleasure jolted through her, her vaginal muscles clenching and her body

quivering. The mattress shifted with his weight and then Steel was coming down on her,

his big body trapping her between him and the bed. Opening her eyes she stared into his

passion-gaze.
His eyes are so damn beautiful
, she thought,
so blue and intense
.

Steel adjusted his hips, not needing to use his hand to guide his really hard cock to

her pussy where she was wet and totally ready to accept him. The blunt, thick tip of his

shaft drifted lightly across her slit, teasing a little as it slid about an inch up and down. He

never looked away from her as he slowly started to push into her welcoming depths.

Wrapping her arms around his neck and wrapping her legs around his waist, a loud

moan tore from her as Steel entered her in one sure drive of his hips, her body stretching

to accommodate all of him that drove in deeper until he was fully seated, his cock
there
,

filling her fully, making her feel stretched. He paused, his eyes closing.

“You’re so tight and hot.” His voice was soft, a little raspy, and sexy to Rena.

“You’re so damn hard and big.” She wrapped around him tighter. “I’ve never been

more turned-on in my damn life, Steel. You make me feel so damn much.”

His eyes opened to half mast. “Tell me if I hurt you.”

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It was the only warning she got before he withdrew almost totally out of her and then

thrust into her. She cried out in pleasure at the sensation of the fast movement. Steel froze

on her. She met his frown with a smile.

“It feels good. That’s not pain.”

The tension left his face. “You’re more vocal and responsive than a cyborg and I am

afraid I am hurting you when you cry out.”

“You’re not hurting me unless you don’t move.” She bucked her hips. “Please, Steel.

I need you.”

He lowered his face, nuzzling the crook of her neck. He started to drive in and out of

her in rapid thrusts. Steel was strong, his cock thick and hard, delving deep, making Rena

moan from the bliss the friction was creating. When he moved even faster, his knees

bracing on the bed to hold her thighs wider apart to take a little more of him, pleasure and

pain blurred together until she could just cling to him. The sexual tension built inside her

until she screamed out his name as she climaxed hard, ecstasy spreading throughout her

entire body.

Steel groaned loudly as he let go of his control, coming deep in her body, a throbbing

heartbeat in her womb with every burst of his release. He slowed his hips against her and

the resulting warmth of him spilling into her made Rena smile, realizing how much he’d

come too.

They were both breathing heavily when Steel relaxed on her in the aftermath. He

kept his arms braced so he didn’t totally make breathing impossible from his much

heavier weight but she was definitely pinned, knowing she couldn’t move him until he

decided to adjust his body. She opened her eyes, realizing she’d closed them when she’d

come. Her gaze met Steel’s.

“That was amazing.”

He actually smiled at her, his features relaxing, a sparkle showing in his striking

eyes. “It was. The pleasure was very powerful and satisfying, Rena.”

Arching an eyebrow at him, her smile widened. “Is that cyborg talk for we blew each

other’s minds? You sure blew mine.”

He had a sexy, deep chuckle. “I haven’t heard that Earth expression in a long time.

They still use it?”

She shrugged. “I was raised by older people. Of course they never used that term for

this context.” She grinned. “I’ve never had an opportunity to use that saying for sex since

I’ve never had a reason to.”

His smile faded. “What does that mean?”

“I wasn’t insulting you. Will you quit trying to put words in my mouth? It just means

that I’ve never felt this way after sex.”

He stared at her, frowning.

“The sex wasn’t that great before, all right?”

He relaxed, smiling again. “Cyborgs do everything better than humans.” He winked

at her.

She was surprised at his teasing but she grinned. “I’d have to agree.”

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He shifted a little over her, lowering his body as he eased his cock out of her vagina,

and put his chest on her lower stomach. He shifted his arm, bracing his weight with his

elbow, freeing his hand to brush her hair back from her cheek as their gazes remained

locked together.

“I will tell you that I enjoy sex with you more than with a cyborg woman.”

That surprised Rena but she also was a little proud too. “Really?”

His smile faded somewhat. “We’re trained to hide our emotions and to keep a tight

rein on our physical responses. During intercourse we relax some of that control, of

course, but the training is always there. Your honest responses to my touch, your lack of

restraint, inspires me to let go of some of mine.”

She put her hands on his chest, loving the feel of his solid, warm skin. His chest was

massive, making her feel small and feminine under him. “Do you have to get married

soon, Steel?” She refused to meet his eyes, instead letting her focus stay on his chest. “Is

it some law that you have to be in a family unit?”

He took a deep breath. “No.”

She looked up, met his eyes. “You said we’d be here for a few days while you get

repairs done on your ship and that other one. I’m guessing this station you want to drop

me off at isn’t real close either?”

He frowned. “It’s a few days from here.”

The frown isn’t encouraging but hell, I’d started this conversation so I may as well

finish it. The worst he can say is no
, Rena thought. She took a deep breath. “I don’t want

to sleep on the floor when I’d much rather sleep with you until you let me go. I know I

don’t have to be with you this way for you to protect me but I want to be.”

She waited for him to say anything, show some emotion but she kept forgetting he

wasn’t a typical man. Steel masked his features, even his eyes not showing a hint of his

thoughts. She waited for him to say something, anything, but when he didn’t, she forged

on.

“I know it can’t go anywhere since I’m human, but when we’re alone can’t we

just…I don’t know, sleep together? I’m really attracted to you and I want to be with you.”

His only response was to blink.

Rena looked away from him, turning her head, her hands dropping from his chest.

She closed her eyes and just lay under him, regretting that she’d put herself out there

since he hadn’t said a damn word. It hurt. Steel’s rejection of her was painful in so many

ways.

“Rena?” His voice was soft.

“What?” She refused to look at him.

“I’m considering.”

“Forget it.” She wished she could roll away from him, put distance between their

bodies, but he held her under his big body, effectively pinning her there.

“I’ve wounded your pride?”

That got Rena to open her eyes. “No, Steel. Not my pride, but I’m done reaching out

to you.”

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A frown marred his features. “You confuse me. I’m trying to think logically but you

aren’t logical.”

“I’m all human and not a cyborg, remember?”

“I can’t forget it. Just looking at your pale skin and your small size reminds me of

our differences. We are not the same and we will never be equal.”

“I know. I’m comparable to a chair, right? That’s what Blackie said. Please get off

me. I’ll sleep on the floor and try to not bother you for the remaining time we have to

spend together. I’ll try to be a better piece of property to you until you let me go.”

“I didn’t say no to your offer of sharing my bed.”

Anger flared. “You didn’t say yes either. Get the hell off me and let me up. I’m

going to go shower and then I’ll eat some of that food you had brought to us. Maybe the

next time Fusion or Wire come in here you can take them up on their offers to have sex

with you. I bet they are logical to you and your equals as well.”

“Your anger isn’t logical either. I was weighing the cons and pros of what you

offered.”

Pushing on his chest, she fought the urge to smack him. “Get off me.”

Steel didn’t budge as his gorgeous eyes watched her, studied her, and his full lips