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Authors: Tamora Pierce

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In the common room, Kel picked at her supper, too weary to eat. She was about to go to her room when someone else came in. A servant rushed forward to take his wet things; the innkeeper followed to see what this guest required.

The newcomer was a big fellow, a knight from his tunic badge, with red curly hair and grey eyes. Kel froze. It was Cleon of Kennan, her sweetheart. But something was wrong. She looked at him and saw a brawny knight she knew. Where was the joy of looking at him that she had felt the last time they met? Cleon was as attractive as ever, but he didn’t make her skin tingle as he once had.

Kel bit her lip. As a page she’d thought she was hopelessly in love with Neal. Then, a newly-made squire, she’d spent a summer with Lord Raoul and Third Company. Seeing Neal after months of separation, she’d found he looked like just another man, not the bright centre of her heart. Now it had happened again. She and Cleon had kissed, had yearned for time and privacy in which to become lovers. He’d wanted to marry her, though she was not sure that she wanted marriage. Here he was, but she didn’t feel warm and eager at the sight of him. Friendship was there, but passion was gone.

Worse, a part of her wasn’t surprised by the change. They’d been apart for such a long time, with only letters to keep their feelings alive. So much had befallen her, too much, all of it more vivid than her memories of him. She didn’t want Cleon as a lover now, of that she was sure. There was work to be done. She wanted no lovers until she had settled the Nothing Man’s account.

Kel looked down at her plate. Maybe Cleon wouldn’t see her.

Merric of Hollyrose, at the end of her table, jumped to his feet. “Cleon!” he yelled. Everyone looked at the newcomer and called out greetings. Prince Roald waved him over. Kel fixed a smile on her face.

Cleon too smiled when he saw her, but he didn’t seem to notice that Neal offered him a seat beside Kel. Instead Cleon took a chair near the prince.

“Why are you here?” asked Faleron of King’s Reach. He was one of the knights destined to defend the seacoast. “You’re heading the wrong way.”

Cleon glanced at Kel, then looked at Faleron. “I got a mage message asking me to come home soonest. You’ve heard there’s flooding in the southwest hills?”

Faleron, whose home was near Cleon’s, sighed. “It’s bad,” he said. “Father said a lot of fiefdoms lost their entire stores of grain - oh, no. Yours?”

Cleon nodded, his mouth a grim line. “The Lictas River went over its banks and wiped out our storehouses. I’ve got to help Mother raise funds so our people can plant this year.”

Kel met Cleon’s eyes. They had often talked about his home. She knew his estates were short of money.

Abruptly, Cleon stood. “May I have a word, Kel? Alone?”

She couldn’t refuse. Her thoughts tumbled as she followed him outside. They stood under the eaves that sheltered the inn’s door, the wind blowing rain on to them. She wondered if he’d noticed she hadn’t moved to kiss him, then realized that he had not tried to kiss her, either. Suddenly she knew what was coming.

“I’ve just one way to get coin for grain and the livestock we lost, Kel,” he said. “The moneylenders only give Mother polite regrets. I have to marry Ermelian of Aminar or my people will starve this winter.” He turned away. “I’m so sorry. I’d thought, if we had time…”

Relief poured through Kel. She wouldn’t have to hurt him. “We knew our chances weren’t good,” she said over the rattle of sheaves of rain. “We did talk about it.”

“I know,” he said hoarsely, standing with his back to her. “Even knowing I couldn’t break the betrothal honourably, I went ahead and dreamed. That’s the problem with being able to think. It means you wish for things you can’t have.”

Kel wished she could comfort him. Even beyond kisses, he was her friend. She laid a hand on his back. “Cleon -“

“Don’t.” He twitched away from her touch. “I can’t -I’m as good as married now. It wouldn’t be right.”

Relief flooded her again. Cleon was too honourable to kiss her or let her touch him now that he’d agreed to his marriage. She felt shallow, coldhearted and sorry for him.

“You said you liked her, when we were on progress,” she reminded him. “You said she’s nice. It could be much worse. People do find happiness, when they’re married to someone good.”

The awful grinding sound that came from his throat was supposed to be a laugh. “That’s you, Kel, making the best of it,” he said. He rubbed his eyes with his arm before he turned to face her. “You’re right. I saw her while we were on progress. It was after you left to help that village after the earthquake. She is nice. She’s also pretty and kind. Some of our friends can’t say as much about the wives arranged for them. She just isn’t you. She isn’t my friend, or my comrade.” He tried to smile.

Kel’s heart hurt. Cleon was still her friend, if not her lover. “Come inside,” she told him. “Dry out, and eat. We’ll do our duty, like we’re supposed to. And we can be friends, surely. Nothing changes that.”

“No,” he whispered. “Nothing will ever change that.” He raised a hand, as if to touch her cheek, then lowered it, and went inside.

Kel didn’t cry over the sudden, hard changes in their lives until she was safe in bed and Tobe was lightly snoring on his pallet. She thought she’d muffled herself until he said, “It’s awright, lady. I’d be ascairt, too, goin’ off for savages to shoot at.”

Kel choked, dried her eyes on her nightshirt sleeve, and turned on to her back. “It’s not the war, Tobe,” she replied. She groped for the handkerchief on her bedside table, sat up, and blew her nose. “I’ve been shot at. I can bear it. I’m crying because my friend is unhappy and everything is changing.”

“Is that what you’re ‘posed to do?” he asked. “Cry for your friends though they ain’t dead? Cry when things change?”

“If the changes are cruel ones,” Kel replied. “If they take away the things you knew were good.” She wiped her nose, trying to decide what else to say. How could he not know about sorrow for a friend? “Don’t you cry when your friends are hurt?”

“Dunno,” he said. “Never had no friends, ‘cept maybe Auld Eulama, an’ she only cried when the drink was in her.”

Kel sat breathless for a moment. Tobe sounded as if this was all he’d ever expected his world to be.

“You have friends now,” she told him. “And with luck, Peachblossom and Jump and I won’t do any crying for you.”

“I hope not, lady,” he said. From the rustle of cloth, she guessed he was preparing to go back to sleep. “It don’t sound like any kind of fun.”

Cleon left in the morning. Two days later the army split up. One part was bound for the western coast. Another turned east. The rest, including Kel, Neal and Tobe, turned north with fully half of the army that had left Corus. Tobe, now with his own cloak and hat to shed the rain, rode Hoshi as Kel’s personal groom. Watching him made Kel feel good. Tobe looked like a proper boy at last, not a little old man in a child’s body.

Ten days later General Vanget haMinch, supreme commander of Tortall’s northern defences, met them in Bearsford, the last fortress town on the Great Road North before the border. His presence told Kel how important it was to get the new forces into position quickly. Normally they would have gone to headquarters at Northwatch Fortress to receive their orders.

Vanget wasted no time in giving out assignments. Two days after they reached Bearsford, Kel, the other first-year knights and fifty senior knights accompanied Duke Baird and his healers to Fort Giantkiller. Lord Wyldon of Cavall, Kel’s former training master, commanded there; he would give out their final postings. Lord Raoul would ride a day or two with them before he turned west to take command at Fort Steadfast.

“Do you know where these forts are?” Kel asked him as the last of the army prepared to break up.

“I’ve been informed,” Raoul said drily. “You actually know Giantkiller. Third Company named the fort we built with them last summer that, supposedly in honour of me.” He made a face. Third Company of the King’s Own had waited until Raoul wasn’t there to protest before they named the fort. Raoul continued, “Vanget moved Third Company to Steadfast. He’s sending regular army troops to Fort Giantkiller.”

He hugged Kel briefly. “Gods all bless, Kel. Trust your instincts - they’re good. Try to survive the summer. I don’t want your mother or Alanna coming after me if you get killed.”

Kel grinned as he swung into the saddle. She wished she were going with him, but she knew that everyone who mattered wanted to see how she did without his protection.

“Lady knight, come on,” Neal called. “Let’s go and see if the Stump’s forgotten us.”

Kel mounted up. “Don’t call Lord Wyldon that,” she told him as they rode out of Bearsford. “I doubt he’s forgotten you. He never threatened anyone else that he’d tie his tongue in a knot.”

“Threats are the last resort of a man with no vocabulary,” Neal said, nose in the air.

“Well, I have a vocabulary,” said his father, riding behind them. “I have often wished I could tie your tongue in a knot. Several of them. I can describe them, if you like.”

“It’s my fate to be misunderstood,” Neal announced. He fell back to ride with the more sympathetic Merric.

As the knights shifted riding order, Kel found herself beside Duke Baird. She had often seen Neal’s father for healing after her fights in the palace and felt comfortable enough to talk to him. “Your grace, if you don’t mind my asking, what are you doing here?” she enquired. “As the royal healer, shouldn’t you be in Corus?”

“My assistant has to show whether or not he can step into my office,” Neal’s father replied. He was a tall, lanky man. His eyes, a darker green than Neal’s, were set in deep sockets. His hair was redder than his son’s, but his nose was the same. “It’s time to see if he can handle the nobility alone. And I have experience in the layout of refugee camps.”

“Refugee camps?” Kel repeated.

“When villages are destroyed and there are too many people for single lords to take in, someone must care for them. That’s particularly true here, where people scrabble to feed their own.” He gestured towards their surroundings: thick woods and stony ridges, the unforgiving north. “We need camps for the refugees. We also need field hospitals for the wounded now that we’re faced with all-out war.”

For a moment Kel said nothing, thinking of the grim picture he’d just painted. Could she bear the sight of hundreds who’d been cast from their homes? “How do you stand it, your grace?” she asked quietly.

“By doing the best I can,” Baird replied, as quiet as Kel. “By remembering my wife, my daughters, and the sons I have left. I can’t afford to brood - too many people need me.” He sighed. “I worry about Neal,” he confessed. “He tries to hide it, but he’s sensitive.”

Kel nodded. Baird was right.

“If you are stationed together, will you watch him?” asked Baird suddenly. “He respects you, despite the difference in your ages. You’re sensible and levelheaded. He listens to you.”

Kel stared at the duke, then nodded again. “I will look out for him if I can,” she replied honestly.

They reached Fief Tirrsmont at twilight and spent the night behind the castle’s grey stone walls. The lord of Tirrsmont pleaded scant room inside the buildings of his inner bailey. He also pleaded scant food, though he feasted Duke Baird and two of the senior knights, along with his own family, on suckling pig, saffron rice and other delicacies.

Camped in the outer bailey, the army was jammed in among thin, ragged survivors of last year’s fighting who were housed there. Kel looked into the commoners’ haunted eyes and felt rage’ burn her heart. Most of the newcomers’ rations of porridge and bacon went to the refugees. They accepted the food in silence and fled.

“How can they treat their own people so shabbily?” Kel asked Neal. “The lord and his family look well-fed.”

“You worry too much about commoners,” remarked Quinden of Marti’s Hill, who shared the first-years’ fire. “They always look as pathetic as they can so we’ll feed them. I’ve never met a commoner who doesn’t beg while they hide what they’ve stolen from you.”

“You’re an obnoxious canker-blossom,” Neal snapped. “Go ooze somewhere else.”

“On your way, Quinden,” added Merric. “Before we help you along.”

Quinden spat into their fire to further express his opinion, then wandered off.

“I pity the folk of Marti’s Hill when he inherits,” murmured Kel.

In the morning they rode on to Fort Giantkiller. This was country that Kel knew, though the trees were bare and the ground clothed in snow and ice. They were entering the patrol area she had covered the year before with Third Company. This was hard land, with little farming soil. Any wealth came from the fur trade, silver mines, logging and fishing. They might have trouble feeding themselves if supply trains didn’t arrive. On the bright side, the enemy would have even more trouble staying fed, with the mighty Vassa River at their backs to cut off supplies from Scanra.

Some daylight remained when they reached Fort Giantkiller. Kel saw many changes. The fort had been turned from a quickly built home for a company of over one hundred into a fortress with two encircling walls. An abatis had been installed on the outer wall: a number of logs sharpened on the forward end, planted in the side of the ditch. They made a thorny barrier that horses would baulk at trying to jump. Watchtowers now stood at each corner of the inner wall. The Tortallan flag snapped in the wind. Below it flapped the commanding officer’s banner, a rearing black dog with a black sword in its paws on a white field bordered in gold: the arms of Fief Cavall. Below it were the flags of the army brigade charged with the defence of the district.

Inside, Kel saw even more changes. Third Company’s tents were gone, replaced by two-storey log buildings. Giantkiller now housed at least five hundred men, their horses and supplies. Lord Wyldon had taken command of the district even as Kel and Lord Raoul had ridden south for her Ordeal. He must have rushed to get all his troops decently housed before winter put a stop to most outdoor work.

“Kel, Kel!” someone cried. A stocky young man barrelled into her, flinging strong arms around her to give her a crushing squeeze.

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