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“No.” Renata’s breath seized up at the thought of baring even more to him than she had already. She wasn’t ready for that. Not with him, not like this. It was a humiliation she could hardly stand to think about, let alone put into words.

He didn’t say anything to break the silence that stretched out between them. He dipped the washcloth into the water and brought some of the sudsy lather to her good shoulder. The coolness flowed over her, rivulets running over the swell of her breast and down her arm. Nikolai swabbed her neck and breastbone, then carefully made his way over to the wound on her left side.

“Is this all right?” he asked, his voice a low tremor.

Renata nodded her head, unable to speak when his touch felt so tender and welcome. She let him wash her, her gaze drifting to the beautiful pattern of color on his bare chest and arms. His
dermaglyphs
weren’t as numerous or as thickly tangled as Yakut’s had been. Nikolai’s Breed markings were an artful twining of swirls and flourishes and flamelike shapes that danced across his smooth golden skin.

Curious, and before she realized what she was doing, Renata reached out to trace one of the arching designs that tracked down his thick biceps. She heard his slight intake of breath, the sudden halt of his lungs as her fingers played lightly over his skin, the deep rumble of his growl.

When he looked at her, his brows were low over his eyes. His pupils thinned sharply, and the blue of his irises began to flicker with amber sparks. Renata pulled her hand back, an apology at the very tip of her tongue.

She didn’t get the chance to say a word.

Moving faster than she could track him, and with a predator’s smooth grace, Nikolai closed the scant few inches that separated them. In the next instant his mouth was brushing sweetly against hers. His lips were so soft, so warm and coaxing. All it took was one tempting slide of his tongue along the seam of her mouth and Renata eagerly, hungrily, let him in.

She felt a new heat kindling to life within her, something stronger than the pain of her wound, which faded to insignificance under the pleasure of Nikolai’s kiss. He brought his hand up out of the water behind her and cradled her in a careful embrace, his mouth never leaving hers.

Renata melted into him, too weary to consider all the reasons it would be a mistake to let this continue any further. She wanted it to continue—wanted it so badly she was shaking. She couldn’t feel anything but Nikolai’s strong hands caressing her, heard only the pound of her own heart and his, the heavy beats matched in tempo. She tasted only the heat of his seductive mouth claiming her… and knew only that she wanted more.

A knock sounded from outside the garage apartment.

Nikolai growled against her mouth and drew back. “Someone’s at the door.”

“That’ll be Jack,” Renata said, breathless, her pulse still throbbing. “I’ll go see what he wants.”

She tried to shift in the tub to get out and felt her shoulder light up with pain.

“The hell you will,” Nikolai told her, already standing up. “You’re staying put. I’ll handle Jack.”

Nikolai was a large male by any standards, but he seemed enormous now, his clear blue eyes crackling with burnished amber and the
dermaglyph
markings on his muscular arms and torso alive with color. He was apparently large elsewhere too, a fact that was hardly concealed by the loose-fitting nylon pants.

When the knock sounded again outside, he cursed, the tips of his fangs gleaming. “Does anyone besides Jack know we’re here?”

Renata shook her head. “I asked him not to say anything to anyone. We can trust him.”

“I guess it’s as good a time as any to find that out, eh?”

“Nikolai,” she said as he grabbed the shirt she’d been wearing and shrugged into the long sleeves. “About Jack… he’s a good man. A decent man. I don’t want anything to happen to him.”

He smirked. “Don’t worry. I’ll try to be nice.”

CHAPTER
Nineteen

N
ice,” Niko exhaled through a tight grimace. He was feeling anything but nice as he closed the bathroom door and walked into the main room of the apartment.

Being alone with Renata while she sat nude in the tub, touching her—kissing her, for crissake—had shifted all of his systems into overdrive. But as torqued as he was, his raging hard-on was the least of those concerns as he approached the door where Jack was knocking again from outside. It was one thing to pretend there wasn’t a tent pole erected in his pants, quite another to hope no one would notice that his eyes were burning as bright as hot coals and that his extended canines would put a rottweiler to shame.

At least the loose shirt covered his
glyphs.
Niko didn’t
have to see his body to know that his skin markings were alive and pulsing with the deep colors of arousal. Awfully hard to try to explain them away as tattoos now.

Nikolai stared at the door and willed himself to chill out, cool down. He had to extinguish the fire in his irises, and that meant powering down the lust that Renata’s touch had stirred in him. He focused on slowing his pulse, a hell of a struggle when his cock was in command of his blood flow.

“Hello?” came the drawled greeting from outside. Jack knocked again, the dark shadow of his head bobbing on the other side of the curtained window of the door. He seemed conscious of keeping his voice at a discreet level. “Renata, that you, darlin’? You awake in there?”

Shit. No choice but to let him in. Nikolai growled low under his breath as he reached out to flip the dead bolt. He’d assured Renata that he would go easy on the old guy, but things could go south as soon as he opened the damned door. And if the human gave off so much as a whiff of suspicion, he was going to find himself on the short list for a mind scrub.

Niko freed the lock and twisted the doorknob. He backed off from the wedge of daylight that poured in through the opening and positioned himself behind the door as it swung open.

“Renata? All right if I come in for a minute?” A scuffed brown cowboy boot stepped over the threshold. “Thought I’d better look in on you this morning before I get busy around the house with the kids.”

As the human in worn-out Levi’s and a white cotton undershirt entered, Nikolai splayed his hand on the door and eased it shut to seal out the morning sunshine. He sized up the aged man in a glance, taking in the craggy face, shrewd
eyes, and silvered, military-style buzzcut. He was a big man, a little soft around the middle, a little bowed around the knees, but his tattooed arms were tan and still firm with enough muscle to indicate that while he might be old, it didn’t mean he was afraid of hard work.

“You must be Jack,” Nikolai said, careful to speak in a way that kept his fangs under wraps behind his lip.

“That’s right.” A small nod as Niko was subjected to a similar measuring look. “And you’re Renata’s friend… She, ah, didn’t get around to telling me your name last night.”

Apparently the amber glow was gone from Niko’s blue irises, since he doubted Jack would be reaching out to shake his hand right now if the old guy was staring into a pair of otherworldly eyes that threw off sparks like a furnace.

“I’m Nick,” he said, sticking close enough to the truth for now. He gave the former soldier’s hand a brief shake. “Thanks for helping us out.”

Jack nodded. “You’re looking a lot better this morning, Nick. Glad to see you’re up and around. How’s Renata doing?”

“Okay. She’s in the bathroom washing up.”

He didn’t see any reason to bring up the infection. No sense getting well-meaning Jack so worried that he started talking about doctors or trips to the hospital. Although based on what Nikolai had seen of Renata’s wound, if her healing process didn’t get a serious boost—and get one soon—mere would be no alternative but a visit to the nearest ER.

“I’m not gonna ask how it is she ended up with a bullet hole in her shoulder,” Jack said, watching Nikolai closely. “From the shape the both of you were in last night, and the
fact I had to adios an apparently stolen medical supply truck, I’d be tempted to guess whatever trouble’s chasing you is drug-related. But I know Renata’s smarter than that. I don’t believe for a minute she’d let herself get mixed up in something like drugs. She didn’t want to tell me about any of it, and I promised her I wouldn’t press. I’m a man of my word.”

Niko held the old man’s stare. “I’m sure she appreciates that. We both do.”

“Yeah,” Jack drawled, steely eyes narrowing. “But I am curious about something. She’s been MIA for the past couple of years … you got anything to do with that?”

It wasn’t phrased as an overt accusation, but it was obvious that the old man had been concerned about Renata and also had the sense that her long absence hadn’t necessarily been good for her. Man, if he only knew what she’d been through. The gunshot wound she was sporting now was just the icing on what had been a very nasty cake.

Nikolai shook his head. “I’ve only known Renata for a few days, but I can tell you that you’re right about her being too smart to fall into problems with drugs. That’s not what this is about, Jack. But she is in danger. The only reason I’m standing here is because she risked her neck to pull me out of a shitload of trouble yesterday.”

“That sounds like Renata,” Jack said, his expression lost somewhere between pride and concern.

“Unfortunately, because she stepped in to help me, now there’s a target on both our backs.”

Jack grunted as he listened, wiry brows knitting together. “She tell you how we know each other?”

“Some of it,” Niko said. “I know that she trusts and respects you. I assume you’ve been here to help her a time or two before now.”

“Tried, more like it. Renata never wanted help from me or from anyone else. Not for herself, anyway. But there were a lot of other kids she brought to my house for help. She couldn’t stand to see a child in pain. Hell, she wasn’t much more than a kid herself the first time she came around. Always kept to herself for the most part, a real loner. She doesn’t have any family, you know.”

Nikolai shook his head. “No, I didn’t know that.”

“The Sisters of Benevolent Mercy raised her the first twelve years of her life. Her mother gave her up to the church orphanage when Renata was just a baby. She never knew either of her parents. By the time Renata was fifteen, she was already on her own, having left the nuns to live on the streets.”

Jack walked over to a metal file cabinet that stood with some of the other stuff stored in the apartment. He fished a set of keys out of his jeans pocket and stuck one of them into the lock on the front of the piece. “Yessir, Renata was a tough little customer, even in the beginning. Skinny, wary, she looked like someone who would hardly stand up to a stiff breeze, but that girl had a spine of solid steel. Didn’t take bullshit from anyone.”

“Not much has changed there,” Nikolai said, watching the old man pop open the bottom drawer. “I’ve never met a woman like Renata.”

Jack looked over at him and smiled. “She’s special, all right. Stubborn too. A few months before the last time I saw her, she showed up with a face full of bruises. Apparently some drunk rolled out of a bar and got the idea that he wanted some company for the night. He saw Renata and tried to shove her into his car. She fought him, but he got a few hard punches in before she was able to get away.”

Nikolai cursed under his breath. “Son of a bitch should have been gutted for laying a hand on a defenseless female.”

“That was my thinking too,” Jack said, deadly serious, the protective soldier once more. He eased down into a squat and withdrew a polished wooden case from the file cabinet. “I taught her a few self-defense moves—basic stuff. Offered to send her to some classes on my dime, but of course she refused. A few weeks passed and she was back again, helping another kid with nowhere left to turn. I told her I had something for her—a gift I had made special for her. Swear to God, if you’d seen her face, you’d think she would rather have bolted into oncoming traffic than have to accept any kindness from someone.”

Nikolai didn’t have to work to imagine that look. He’d seen it once or twice himself since he’d met Renata. “What was your gift for her?”

The old man shrugged. “Nothing much, really. I had an old set of daggers I picked up in Nam. I took them to an artist fella I knew who worked with metals and had him customize the handles for me. He hand-tooled each of the four grips with a few of the strengths I saw in Renata. I told her they were the qualities that made her unique and would see her through any situation.”

“Faith, honor, courage, and sacrifice,” Nikolai said, recalling the words he’d seen on the blades Renata seemed to treasure so much.

“She told you about the blades?”

Niko shrugged. “I’ve seen her use them. They mean a lot to her, Jack.”

“I didn’t know,” he replied. “I was surprised that she accepted them in the first place, but I didn’t think she’d still keep them after all this time.” He blinked quickly, then
busied himself with the box he’d pulled out of the file cabinet. He opened the lid and Niko caught the glint of dark metal resting inside the felt-lined case. Jack cleared his throat. “Listen, like I said before, I’m not going to press for details about what the two of you are involved in. It’s clear enough that you’re in some pretty big trouble. You can stay here as long as you need to, and when you’re ready to go, just know that you don’t have to leave here empty-handed.”