Like A Hole In The Head (18 page)

     I thought of Diaz on skis, jinking over the waves. I knew I wouldn't sleep without pills. If I didn't sleep and get relaxed, the shot would be impossible.

     I stared up at him, remembering how Savanto had looked at him, sure there had been distrust in Savanto's black, glittering eyes.

     "Is she alive?" I asked.

     He stiffened.

     "What do you mean, soldier?" His voice went down to a whisper.

     "Who's kidding who?" I too lowered my voice. "After I have killed Diaz I have an idea my wife and I will cease to exist. Has he had her killed already?"

     "Nothing like that is going to happen." There was uneasiness in his voice and his eyes shifted from mine.

     "That's what you say."

     "Listen, soldier, Savanto is a big man. He has done much good. He helps people. He is helping his son. When he gives his word, you can depend on it."

     "A man who could do this," I looked down at the brand, "could do anything."

     "He had to make you see sense, soldier," Raimundo said. "You were acting like a goon."

     "Is she still alive?" I repeated.

     "Do you want to talk to her?" He wiped the sweat off his face with the back of his hand. "I'll take a chance. It's a hell of a chance, soldier, but if it will make you happy, I'll try."

     I hesitated. It was enough for me to know he was sure that Lucy was still alive and he was being co-operative. It would be stupid to take a risk.

     "No." I paused, looking up at him. "I'll tell you something. I don't think he trusts you any more. I think you could be in as much trouble as I am."

     "That's crazy talk!" But something I thought looked like fear jumped into his eyes. "Now listen, soldier, you have got to fix Diaz! Make no mistake about it!" Suddenly he stiffened and looked hurriedly over his shoulder, then back to me. "Take these pills." His voice had become loud and harsh. "You've got to sleep."

     The door had opened silently and I saw Carlo standing in the doorway.

     I took the pills while Raimundo stood over me. When he was sure I had swallowed them, he turned round and started for the door.

     Carlo, his little ape's eyes shifting, stepped back.

     "You want something?" Raimundo demanded aggressively.

     Carlo grinned like an idiot.

     "I didn't know where you had got to."

Raimundo snapped off the light. "You know now." He went out of the room and shut the door.

I lay in the darkness for only a few minutes before the pills hit me.

C
HAPTER
S
EVEN

"Are you awake, soldier?"

     I opened my eyes. The hot sunlight coming through the half- open shutters made me blink. I lifted my head from the sweat- soaked pillow. Raimundo was standing by the bed, looking down at me.

     "I'm awake."

     I made the effort and swung my feet to the floor. I felt dopey. The pills he had given me certainly had carried authority.

     "What's the time?"

     "Just on twelve." He put a cup of steaming black coffee on the bedside table. "How are you feeling?"

     Although my chest was still sore, the raging pain had gone.

     "I'm all right."

     "Diaz arrived late last night. He should be tired of screwing her by now. With luck, he'll come out on the bay."

     I had nothing to say. After regarding me, he left the room. I sipped the coffee and smoked. When I had finished the coffee, I stuck my head under the cold shower. I was careful not to let the water get near the burn.

     By the time I had shaved, I was feeling pretty good. The sleep had relaxed me. I put on cotton slacks and a shirt. The brand looked ugly, but it wasn't inflamed. When I began to button the shirt, the touch of the cotton made me wince so I left the shirt open. I went out on to the verandah.

     Raimundo was sitting there, cigarette dangling between his lips. I

joined him, sitting in a chair close to his.

"Where's Carlo?" I asked.

     "I've given him something to do. Forget him. How do you feel?" He looked at the brand, then at me.

     "Okay."

     "Sure?"

     "I'm all right," I said impatiently.

     "So is your wife, soldier."

     It was now my turn to stare at him.

     "That's easy to say."

     "We ran out of whisky. I went over to the other place this morning for a refill. I saw her. She's okay."

     It was hard to believe he was lying.

     "She's okay," he repeated. "Timoteo is Savanto's heir. He draws a lot of water."

     "What has that to do with my wife?"

     He ran his fingers through his heavy black hair.

     "Timoteo is looking after her. You don't have to worry."

     I remembered a conversation I had had with Lucy. It seemed a long time ago but the echoes of our voices came clearly to me:

     
You mean he's fallen for you. Is that it?

     
I suppose so. You don't mind, do you?

A surge of uneasiness ran through me.

     "This is the day," Raimundo went on. "It's up to you now. By tonight, you could be a rich man, soldier. You . . ." He broke off as we saw Carlo coming across the sand.

     Raimundo got to his feet.

     "Sure you're feeling okay?"

     "Yes."

     "It won't be long now . . . we'd better eat."

     He joined Carlo and they went into the house.

     I sat still, feeling the heat of the sun as it was reflected off the white sand while I stared across the dunes to the sea.

     I thought of Timoteo.

     Lucy had said :
We think alike.

     She had also said :
Since this happened, you've become someone I
don't know.

     Raimundo came out on to the verandah. He put a plate of sandwiches on the table.

     "Something on your mind, soldier?" he asked as he sat down.

     "Do you have to ask stupid questions?"

     After a long pause, he said uneasily, "You'd better eat. It could be a long afternoon. Like some beer?"

     "Why not?"

     He got up and went back into the house. By the time he had returned with two glasses of beer, I had forced Timoteo out of my mind.

     We drank and ate in silence. When we had finished, I got to my feet.

     "I'll fix the rifle."

     "Anything I can do?"

     "No."

     I cleaned and loaded the rifle, then clipped on the telescopic sight and screwed on the silencer. As I completed the operation, Raimundo came to the doorway.

     "All okay, soldier?"

     I suddenly realised he was much more jittery than I was. I was jittery enough but I could see he was really steamed up.

     "Sure." I moved round him, carrying the rifle and went up the stairs and up the ladder to the roof. I put the rifle by the concrete parapet in the shade. I looked across the empty bay. Would Diaz show? The chances were that he would, but he might not. If he didn't, Savanto would imagine I had warned him. He had said : I
will avenge myself on your
wife.

     Raimundo came up on the roof.

     "Any problems?" he asked.

     I had had about all I was going to take from him.

     "For God's sake, can't you leave me alone?" I snarled at him. "You're driving me crazy !"

     "I'm driving myself crazy, soldier. I'm as responsible as you."

     "Have you only just found that out?"

     I walked across the roof and looked up at the big tree with its leafy, overhanging branches. I got up on the parapet, caught hold of one of the branches and swung myself up. It was an easy climb. I had only to step from one branch to the next until I was high enough to be out of sight. But I had to be sure.

     I sat astride one of the branches, my back resting against the trunk and looked down. The dense foliage hid the roof, but not the bay.

     "Can you see me?" I shouted down.

     I heard Raimundo walk across the roof. There was a long pause, then he said, "I don't see a damn thing except leaves. Move a little."

     I swung my legs.

     "I can hear you, but I can't see you."

     I came down slowly and cautiously : no branches swayed, no leaves rustled. When I joined Timoteo on the roof, Savanto's witness must have no suspicion that Timoteo wasn't alone.

     I dropped lightly to the roof by Raimundo's side.

     "You're certain you couldn't see me?"

     "I didn't even hear you as you came down."

     I looked at my strap watch. In another ten minutes Timoteo would be here. I moved to the parapet to stare across the bay. Raimundo joined me.

     "You said you saw my wife. What was she doing?" I asked, not looking at him.

     He hesitated.

     "Doing?" I could see my question had fazed him. "She was talking to Timoteo." He rubbed the back of his neck. "He's a great talker. When anyone will listen to him, he talks all the time."

"She didn't look . . . unhappy?"

"You don't have to worry about her, soldier. She's all right."

"What's this about Timoteo being Savanto's heir?"

"When the old man dies, Timoteo takes over the Little Brothers."

"Will he want to?"

Raimundo shrugged.

     "That's the way the old man has fixed it. Timoteo could make a good leader. He's no fool. He's educated. It's just his bad luck to get caught in this set-up. This is something he can't handle."

     We both heard the sound of an approaching car. We moved together to the other side of the roof.

     The black Cadillac with the chimp-faced driver at the wheel was coming up the road. Timoteo, wearing his big black hat and his sun goggles was sitting at the back of the car. By his side was one of the men I had seen from Nancy's boat : a powerfully built, swarthy man, wearing white ducks.

     "Here he is," Raimundo said and started towards the trap, leading down to the house.

     "Send him up," I said. "I'll wait here."

     He nodded and slid down the ladder.

     I sat on the parapet and waited. After a delay, Timoteo, hiding behind his sun goggles, came up the ladder on to the roof. Following him came the man in the white ducks. I gave him a quick look. I had run into men like him in the Army : dangerous, rebellious, shifty and very sure of himself. He stood away from me, his hands on his hips, a watchful expression on his swarthy face.

     At the sight of me, Timoteo came to an abrupt halt. The black goggles were directed towards me. At least, he was looking at me.

     Although it hurt, I had buttoned my shirt. I. wasn't ready to show him what his father had done to me.

     The sight of him set my blood moving hot through my veins. I wanted to slam my fist into his face. Into my mind came the picture of him and Lucy paddling, side by side, talking.
Since this happened you've
become someone I don't know.

     "Do you want me to explain what is going to happen?" I said.

     He just stood there, sweat glistening on his face.

     "The idea is," I said, speaking slowly as if talking to an idiot, "your cousin will come on skis out there. He . . ."

     "Yes, I know." His voice was unsteady and husky.

     "You know? That's fine." I felt a spurt of vicious rage run through me. Because this thin creep was incapable of shouldering his own responsibilities, I had been blackmailed into cleaning up his mess for him. I walked slowly up to him. "So you know?" I repeated. "So you know I am being forced to kill a man because you haven't the guts to do it yourself. You know I am being blackmailed by your ape of a father to kill this man : a murder I will have on my conscience for the rest of my days. You know all that, do you, you goddam, gutless talker?"

     The man in the white ducks suddenly came between Timoteo and myself.

     "Shut your flapping mouth !" he snarled viciously.

     I was now burning with rage. I swung a punch at him that carried all my hate with it. If it had caught him, it would have flattened him, but it

didn't. He was very professional.

     Then Raimundo arrived. He slid between me and the man in the white ducks and caught hold of my arms.

     "Cool it, soldier !"

     I threw off his hands and moved back.

     "Set him up," I said. "Get him ready to look like a killer." I moved across so I could see Timoteo who was still standing motionless. "How do you feel, killer?" I shouted at him. "Are you proud of yourself? It's easy to talk to my wife, isn't it, killer? I'd like her to be here to watch me kill a man who raped and branded your girl because you haven't the guts to do it yourself ! I'd like her to be here!" I was now yelling at him.

     Raimundo moved between us.

     Will you cool it, soldier?" he implored.

     I got hold of myself.

     "Okay." I drew in a deep breath. "Take him away. The sight of him makes me want to throw up."

     The man in the white ducks touched Timoteo's arm. Timoteo turned and moving like a zombie, went down the trap and out of sight.

     I sat on the parapet in the shade while I got control of myself. Raimundo sat away from me, every now and then, looking anxiously at me.

     After a while, I said, "That creep gets me. I'm okay. Don't flip your lid. When they arrive, bring him and Lopez up here. When Lopez has had a look around, take him down to the verandah. Tell Timoteo to alert me when Lopez has gone. I can't see the roof from where I'll be. Try to make him look like a killer. The way he looks now, Lopez won't believe he could kill a fly."