Little Women and Me (35 page)

Any other time, I would have been offended. But not then. She was serious. And I couldn’t let her give up writing. Jo and her writing—it was one of the best things about the story.

“It wasn’t a
simple
contest, Jo,” I said. “It was a
stupid
contest.”

“What are you talking about?”

“It was a stupid contest,” I said again. “Why do you think I was able to beat you? I only did because it was a stupid contest, challenging writers to come up with the most outlandish thing they could come up with. And let’s face it, I’m pretty outlandish!”

“What are you saying?”

“I’m saying that you’re better than that contest, Jo. Someday you’ll write something far superior to your story about romance, despair, an earthquake, and Lisbon—you’ll even write something superior to my story—but only if you don’t quit.”

When Beth and Marmee returned from the seaside, Beth didn’t look as perfectly healthy as we’d hoped for, but she did look better. As for Marmee, everyone agreed she looked at least ten years younger.

As everyone else continued to greet and exclaim over them, I turned to Jo.

“Beth looks good,” I said, “better than she has in a long time.”

“She does,” Jo agreed.

“This is all your doing.”

“
My
doing? But you won. It was
your
money.”

“Maybe. But it was your idea.”

First encouraging her to keep writing and now this, giving
her credit for a good idea—Jo looked at me as though seeing me for the first time. Well, maybe she was.

Jo didn’t stop writing.

In fact, she’d gone back to her manuscript right after Beth and Marmee left for the seaside. She’d copied it out four times until she had it the way she wanted it—oh, what these Victorian writers had to go through for their art!—and then she’d submitted it to three publishers. And now that Beth and Marmee were back? Jo had gotten a positive response from one publisher, saying that yes, they would publish her book, but only if she trimmed it by a third and cut all her favorite parts.

The house was divided on what Jo should do, with opinions varying from Beth’s, that not a single word should be changed, to Amy’s practical advice to cut it up and sell it, further saying that when Jo made her fame and fortune,
then
she could “afford to digress, and have philosophical and metaphysical people in your novels.”

It was easy enough for any of us to imagine Amy using the word
philosophical
because it was a word Papa used with some regularity. But
metaphysical
? Jo shrugged it off, even joking that Amy must have meant to say
mysterious
or some other word but had stumbled over
metaphysical
first. But I wasn’t so sure. I knew that
metaphysical
meant something to do with a reality beyond what is perceptible to the senses—or, to put it shortly, the supernatural.

What was Amy doing with such a word in her vocabulary?

“That’s what I’ll do!” Jo announced, cutting off my train of thought. “I’ll hack my book to shreds and then I’ll sell it!”

Which is exactly what she did.

She cut the book. Then she sold it to one Mr. Allen for the sum of three hundred dollars and he published it to equal parts praise and scorn from the general public.

Jo was on her way to where she was always meant to be.

Twenty-Eight

“Where’s everyone going?” I shouted.

First Jo had raced by me, followed by Amy, Marmee, Papa, Hannah, and finally Beth.

Beth turned, already half out of breath, and stopped long enough to answer.

“Didn’t you hear Lotty?” She paused to breathe again and then gasped out with, “Meg’s had her baby!”

“Her
baby
? When was Meg even
pregnant
?”

“Silly Emily. Always playing fun games with me. Everyone knew Meg was pregnant.” She laughed. “Where have you been the last nine months?”

Here we go again …

Yes, theoretically, I knew at least a few more months had passed since Meg got married, what with the contest, Beth and Marmee going away to the seaside, and Jo selling and publishing a book and all. But
nine
of them?

And it had to be at least nine, since Meg and John would never have done anything, er,
baby-producing
before they got married.

But how had this happened to me again? First I’d lost three years between their engagement and wedding, and now I’d gone and basically lost another nine months?

I shook my fist at the ceiling.

Darn you, book!

“Emily, why did you just do that?” Beth wondered.

“Hmm …?”

“Shake your hand at the ceiling like that.”

“Oh. Sorry.” Suddenly I had to know how much time I’d lost. “How old am I, Beth?”

“Silly Emily.” She laughed what had become my favorite laugh in the world; she was so sweet. “Once again you pay me the favor of asking me a question to which I know the answer. You are eighteen. You have been eighteen since the day before Meg and John’s wedding, it is now ten months later, so you will be nineteen in a few more months.”

Nineteen in a few more months? At this rate, I’d be old and dead in another few chapters!

“Excuse me,” Beth said, visibly struggling to control her impatience, “but do you think we might join the others at Dovecote now? You know, to see the babies?”

“Babies? But you said ‘baby’ before. I would swear on my life that you did.”

Babies?
Had another nine months or more already passed just in the time I’d been speaking with Beth, and Meg had already had a second child?

Oh dear. If that was the case I was going to need some smelling salts and a fainting couch over here.

Beth laughed again. “I’m sorry if I confused you. Meg had
twins. But I was so surprised at that news myself, I keep saying ‘baby’ when I mean to say ‘babies.’ “

Thank God for that
, I thought, feeling some small relief as I rose to join her on the walk to Dovecote. At least I wasn’t totally losing my mind. Or sense of time.

“Meg had a boy and a girl,” Beth chattered happily as we strolled together. “Lotty said they are to be called John and Margaret, after their parents, which I do think might get awfully confusing.”

There were three words I hadn’t spoken aloud together in years, not since before I came to this strange new world. In fact, the last time I said them, it had probably been to my parents back home, but I felt moved for some reason to say them now.

“I love you, Beth,” I said impulsively.

Beth stopped in her tracks, turned to look at me in surprise.

“Why, what a lovely thing to say, Emily! I’m sure it’s something we all feel for one another and yet, oddly, we never speak the words out loud.” She paused before adding shyly, “And I love you, too.”

It felt good to hear that. I hadn’t realized until that moment how much I’d missed hearing someone, anyone, say those words to me.

Upon arriving at Dovecote and meeting the new additions to the family, I learned that baby Margaret was to be nicknamed Daisy, while baby John, at Laurie’s suggestion, was to be named Demijohn. Or Demi for short.

Demijohn
?

Were these people for real?

Twenty-Nine

Jo, Amy, and I were at Aunt March’s visiting with Aunt March and Aunt Carrol.

Aunt Carrol.

It reminded me of that Miss Crocker woman, the one who was supposed to be such a close family friend when she appeared for dinner the night Pip died, only to turn up again much later to have Jo escort her to that People’s Course on the Pyramids. Similarly, I’d never heard of Aunt Carrol until she showed up at Meg’s wedding, and now here she was again at Aunt March’s.

If I didn’t know any better I’d swear these barely seen women were some sort of literary contrivance.

And how had we gotten here—Jo, Amy, and me—visiting Aunt March and Aunt Carrol?

It had started a few hours earlier …

“But, Jo, you
promised
!” Amy all but whined. “You said that
if I did that picture of Beth for you, you’d go on six calls with me today!”

Okay, she actually did whine.

“I’m sure I said nothing of the sort,” Jo said. “I hate going on calls.”

Calls, apparently, were visits paid to friends in the neighborhood. Certainly it had nothing to do with having a telephone.

I missed having my own phone.

Gee, I wondered if I’d still be stuck here in 1876 when Alexander Graham Bell invented his.

“You did so promise,” Amy said.

Apparently calls were something people regularly did in the 1800s and yet this was the first I heard of anyone in our family going on a round of them since being here.

“You promised, you promised, you promised,” Amy insisted.

“
Fine
,” Jo said irritably. “I’ll go with you on your stupid calls …” She paused dramatically before adding, “But only if Emily goes with us.”

“
Emily?
” Amy was clearly both shocked and displeased at this.

Emily?
Me, I was just shocked.

“Yes,” Jo said coolly. “If Emily comes along, I might find the idea of paying calls on people I couldn’t care a fig about just barely bearable.”

Since when had
I
become Jo’s go-to person for companionship?

Wow, when I talked her back into being a writer again, it must have made quite an impression.

“It’s important we make a good impression on people,” said Amy, adjusting her gloves so that the bows were in the exact same position on each hand as she strolled along. “You never know who might be someone who can do you a favor later.”

“Oh, absolutely,” Jo and I said simultaneously, breaking into simultaneous giggles as we trailed along behind Amy.

“It’s bad enough she made us change into better clothes,” Jo whispered to me, although Jo’s voice was always so loud regularly, her idea of whispering could probably be overheard by the object of our discussion.

“I know, right?” I agreed. “And now she expects us to behave properly on top of that?”

We broke into peals of laughter.