Exhausted, he fell, the bulky form of the man he carried crushing down upon him.
The camp meeting continued unabated, the worshipers fully distracted by the theatrical preacher, who himself seemed to have not even noticed the odd sight of a boy carrying a large one-legged man on his shoulder through the middle of a camp meeting, then falling beneath the burden.
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With the air crushed out of him by the weight of the limp figure lying upon him, the exhausted Reuben passed out for a few moments, and next was aware of walking along beside an older man through the interior court of the stockade. He no longer bore his human burden. He looked toward the man and recognized a face that was famous through the region: Crawford “Edohi” Fain, the very man who had built Fort Edohi. Reuben had seen him twice before, once when the family had first come to the region, and a second time when consideration was being given to a possible farther move to the Cumberland Settlements, and Reuben had joined his father in a visit to Fort Edohi to talk to Fain about the safety of such a move. Fain had spoken honestly about the dangers posed by Indians and white bandits along the way, and Reuben's father had been dissuaded from his notions of moving farther west.
“Are you all right, son?” Fain asked Reuben as they walked toward Fain's cabin. Others now carried the injured man Reuben had hauled, a few steps ahead. The man seemed to have passed out again and his one remaining foot merely dragged the ground beneath him as he was borne along.
“I'm fine, Mr. Fain.”
“You're that McCart boy, I believe.”
“I am.” Reuben was surprised to be remembered.
“When we get inside and the doctor does what tending to this fellow he can, we'll want to hear everything you can tell us about how you came by him.”
“Yes, sir.”
“You know his name?”
“He never said, sir.”
“Looks familiar to me, but I can't place him.”
Houser got directly to his task, which was illuminated mostly by the fireplace, plus a few candles grouped nearby. Reuben was at first intrigued, but when he got his first clear look at the raggedly severed leg stump, he felt his gorge rise as a wave of faintness lightened his head. Fain noticed and moved him toward a bench against the cabin wall.
“He cut it off himself,” Reuben said. “He told me that. He said the bottom part of his leg was left stuck in a hole down in the pit he was in.”
“A devil of a task, cutting on yourself that way,” Fain said. “Don't look at it and don't think on it. I believe it's bothering you a mite.”
“More than a mite, sir.”
“Dr. Houser will see him put as right as he can be. I've known others who lost extremities, and every one of them came through and did pretty well after. He's got enough leg left that he'll probably peg-leg it pretty well, if a peg can be made that fits him right.” In his mind, Fain was already going through the process of whittling out a peg leg for this man. A proficient whittler, Fain had made three such prosthetics in his life: one for a neighbor whose leg had been crushed in a tree-cutting accident, and removed after, and two more for survivors of a fierce siege by a band of Chickamauga, or “Lower Cherokee,” so called because of the location of their towns farther south than the ancient and revered Over-hill Cherokee villages.
Conversation dwindled. Houser bent to his work, and the injured man remained mercifully unconscious, making Houser's labors easier. Reuben kept his eyes on the leaping flames in the fireplace and tried not to hear the meaty, ugly cutting sounds made by Houser's blade. He began to feel a bit better and decided at last he could even sustain a glance at what the doctor was doing.
“Why is he cutting on his leg stump, when it's already cut?” Reuben asked Fain.
“I'm no physician, son, but I think what he's doing is getting that leg in shape to heal better. He'll pull what skin he can down over the wounded flesh and stitch it all up right neatly. I've seen something like that done before. Makes a world of difference in the healing if it's done right.”
Reuben was pale. “Lord, how did that fellow do it? Cut through his own leg? Wouldn't the pain have made him stop? I'd never be able to do that.”
“Men do what they have to do in such moments. And generally they can do more than anybody would think they could. I'm guessing that this gent probably was in such pain already that he might not have much felt his own cutting. All the hurting kind of mixing in together, you know.”
Reuben shuddered. “God, I hope I never have to do such a . . .” He trailed off.
“Likely you'll never face such a situation, son, but if you did, you know what you'd do?”
“No, sir. But I think I'd just throw down the knife and hope for the best.”
“No. You'd do what you had to do, whatever it was. It's the way the good Lord made us . . . and maybe part of the reason he lets us face such dreadful things at times. So we can learn just what we're capable of doing.”
“I don't know that I want to know what I'm capable of doing, sir,” the youth said.
“I understand what you mean, son. I do. I think most of us hope to pass the tests we're put to, but that's no reason to hope we get put to them in the first place.”
“I need to go back and get with my kin,” Reuben said. “Thank you for helping me get that fellow some aid.”
“Nothing but what I'd have done for anybody, and hope anybody would do for me.”
“Evening, Mr. Fain.”
“Evening, son.”
CHAPTER SIX
T
he Molly Reese presentation had been given so many times that the preacher could have recited most of it without the aid of the papers on the lectern before him, just as the woman did her part without prompting or direction. She had it easier than he, of course, possessing no tongue and being able to produce only the most rudimentary approximations of understandable speech. She was not required to say anything to the congregants.
Repetition of the performance had helped her overcome any sense of shyness or hesitancy she had once possessed. In earlier days she had felt a normal human resistance to letting others see her abnormality, and had gone through life with her mouth clamped tightly shut most of the time. Those who sought to see for themselves what was, or was not, inside the oral orifice were turned away consistently. She would not be treated like some living horror or mutilation.
All that had changed when she met Abner Bledsoe. Something about the man had drawn her, pulled her out of herself, and filled her with fascination for him. Just what it was she could not say. It was certainly not physicalâhe was a plain enough fellow, to be sureânor was it a serious interest in his religious teachings. God had done little for her, in her estimation, and she had decided years ago she could and would do without him. And if that meant she would also do without him when she entered the next life, whatever it was . . . well, so be it. Fine with her.
She had met Bledsoe on a street in a town in Virginia. A purely random meeting, made memorable by the injury she had suffered when Bledsoe rode too close to her on his horse and a hoof crushed her foot into the dirt street, breaking two of her toes. She had gone down with a cry and Bledsoe had dismounted to see what he had unwittingly done. It was a fated meeting for them both.
It didn't take long for Bledsoe to realize that the woman he'd injured had a distinctive handicap. Her first effort at speaking revealed it: muddied, murky approximations of word sounds, only a few of which he understood.
As coincidence or fate would have it, Bledsoe had, only the day before, read the already-famous account of Molly Reese and her bloody girlhood adventureâand a fascinating possibility suddenly presented itself.
“Are you by chance named Molly Reese?” he asked. The woman's answer was impossible to understand, but it didn't matter. Bledsoe had continued: “Because if you are, ma'am, we stand to benefit nicely from this encounter, you and I.” From the look of her he could tell she was impoverished, and would surely respond to any prospect of “benefit.”
She did respond. She accepted an invitation from him to dine at a nearby tavernâhaving not eaten a real meal in daysâand her usual defensiveness quickly faded. He told her about himself and his preaching life, working his way delicately around the nature of his motives and interests, allowing her to realize slowly that his “calling” was not really a spiritual one. Rather than be put off by his blatant and unrepentant hypocrisy, she was drawn to it, finding in his willingness to exploit others a ground of hope that perhaps her life could become something better than she had known.
She had not left the preacher's presence that night, and was still with him when the next morning came. He sent her away from the inn where they had stayed long before he left, so they would not be seen departing overnight lodgings together. They rejoined outside the town. They had not parted since, forming a partnership both personal and professional: He told the sordid Molly Reese tale and she allowed the gaping devotees of the false preacher to stare into her empty mouth while she sat beneath torchlight with her jaw dropped for their viewing convenience. She hated them all but pretended otherwise for the sake of the gifts some of them gave her in pity. In all her lonely life she'd never fared so well as she had since she took up with the preacher Bledsoe.
She'd done better than usual here beside Fort Edohi. Her little wooden collection bowl was filled with coins and other items, even a ring and a locket, a generosity quite surprising and unexpected from a population of people one would expect to be quite poor. She could not account for her good fortune, but gladly accepted it, and without guilt. She'd been deprived of much in her life, and it was surely only fitting that she receive something in recompense.
She'd grown bored, though, sitting there as she had so many times, maw lolled open like an idiot's, men, women, and children filing by and ogling so they could see for themselves that, yes, indeed, this woman had no tongue in her head! She despised their morbid curiosity, their looks of pity and revulsion. Fools! They could use her as an entertaining display if they chose, because she was in turn using them. The jingle in her wooden bowl more than made up for the shame of being stared at like an object of pathos.
At last the line of gawkers melted away and she stood, giving a quick smile to Abner Bledsoe, who remained on the platform, waving his dignified farewells to the scattering worshipers. She had turned to step away from her post when Bledsoe suddenly made a subtle gesture indicating she should remain, and tossed his head slightly to make her look to her left.
A man was approaching her, a gray-haired, slender fellow in excellent clothes, a man who would have looked more in place in a Boston parlor than in an open meadow beside a frontier fort. She smiled at him and sat down again as he reached her, and thought he looked affluent, maybe able to give her more than the usual pittance.
“Ma'am?” he said pleasantly. “I'm late, I know, but I've been occupied within the stockade, tending to an injury. I am a physician, and my name is Peter Houser.”
She smiled again and nodded, putting out her hand for him to shake. He did so delicately, holding her by the fingertips.
“As a man of medicine who is often called upon to tend to injuries involving injury and mayhem, I am intrigued by you. I've never had occasion to see the type of injury you have suffered. I would like to make a quick inspection for the sake of my own education. May I?”
She seldom encountered such politeness. Almost no one ever asked permission to inspect her mutilated mouth. They simply walked past, giving no greeting, acknowledgment, or thanks, and gawked at her like a pathetic object rather than a person.
She nodded and dropped open her mouth, turning her face up to the light of the nearby torch. Dr. Houser leaned over and stared in. She studied his eyes as he examined what he saw. He was no idle, ignorant gawker; he looked at her with a knowing and understanding eye. As she realized this, she suddenly clamped her mouth closed.
“Is something wrong, sir?” Bledsoe asked him, having watched all this from the platform.
Houser hesitated, his eyes flicking between the preacher and the seated woman, who now rose to her feet again. “I would like to speak with you privately, Reverend.”
Bledsoe repeated his question. “Is something wrong?”
Houser climbed the little flight of steps leading up to the platform and went to Bledsoe. He put his hand on Bledsoe's upper arm and gently prodded him to the rear corner of the platform, away from where the woman was.
“Sir, what is wrong?” Bledsoe asked, concerned now.
Houser paused a moment, glanced over his shoulder to make sure the woman would not hear him, then said quietly, “I am afraid you might have been misled by your associate.”
“Miss Reese?”
“The woman who professes to be Miss Reese, you should say.”
“Explain, sir.”
“Sir, if Molly Reese lost her tongue in an act of violence during her girlhood, then the woman standing over there is not Molly Reese.”
Bledsoe jerked as if he'd been stung, his slightly crossed eyes narrowing as he stared at Houser. “Why would you say such a thing, sir?”
“Because the woman there is indeed missing her tongue, but I can assure you, as a physician, that it was never cut out of her mouth. The deformity is one of birth. Her tongue was never cut out because she never possessed one. She was born in her current condition, and if she has presented herself to you as Molly Reese, she has deceived you.”
Bledsoe glared at Houser and for a moment struggled for words. “IâI don't believe that, sir. I'm sorry. I'm sure you speak what you think is truth, but I tell you, before God, that she is Molly Reese! I have spent too much time with her, shared her story so frequently. . . . I cannot, will not, believe she is anything or anyone other than the Molly Reese I have known for years.”