Long Shot (12 page)

He considered pointing out to Jen that it seemed she had impressed Sue, but then Sue turned around and the moment was gone. He knew Jen would never believe it had happened.

“So, what now?” he asked as Jen straightened.

She jammed fingers into her hair, unknowingly snagging some of it free from the rubber band and making it even messier. There were a few sun-damage freckles sprinkled on her shoulders; he didn’t know if they’d appeared in the past ten years or if they’d always been there and he’d just never noticed.

“Now?” She glanced sheepishly at her pajamas and flip-flops. “Coffee. And likely clothes.”

“What about sleep? Your eyes are closing.”

She looked at him as though he’d suggested giving the State of the Union in clown makeup and a feather boa. “But that’s what the coffee is for.”

When she started to eye him in a serious way, he knew her quick-firing brain had switched from thinking about the smoking barn to how they’d parted three days ago. He knew this because her expression softened with exactly the kind of pity he’d wanted to avoid.

“Well”—he took off his Red Sox baseball cap, scrubbed through his hair, and then repositioned the cap—“I’ve been driving since midnight so I’m gonna hit the sack.”

“Okay.” The pity disappeared, which shocked him. She’d always been good at picking up hints, but not necessarily as good at heeding them if they didn’t fit into the direction she wanted to go. “Talk to you later?”

He knew what she meant by “talking,” and he still nodded, because he’d knowingly thrown wide open the door into his mind and allowed her to take a good long look inside.

Now that Sue had made the rounds with her reassurances, the flashing lights on the fire trucks had been turned off, and the big hoses were spraying down the last of the barn ash, the townspeople started to dissipate. He wouldn’t have to mow anyone down to get his truck back to 740 Maple.

Jen called his name when he was halfway to his truck. He turned around. “Yeah?”

“Thank you for the albums. They helped. A lot. I don’t know if I would’ve been able to get all this done this morning if I hadn’t seen them.”

Her smile was so warm that it melted a bit of his fear over having let her inside the house.

“Good to hear it,” he said, and finally escaped to the safety of his truck.

Chapter

11

L
eith watched Duncan Ferguson do a killer hang power snatch with a massively weighted bar. After heaving the bar from its resting place on the mat, then jumping into a squat and thrusting the bar high over his head for the second time, Duncan let the bar drop. The guy with the shaved dome and neck rolls blew out breaths in big puffs and stepped back, looking incredibly pleased with himself, as he should be. That was some serious weight.

“Shit, man,” Leith said from where he sat on the edge of the incline press, shaking his head in a half laugh. “You’re in sick shape. Want to come over here and spot me on this twenty-pounder?”

Duncan ran a towel around the back of his thick neck. “Only ’cause I kept it up. Why’d you stop training?”

Leith consistently worked out, but he wasn’t following the insane lifting regimen he used to and that Duncan still subscribed to. Duncan was shorter than him, but thicker and more compact. Back in the day, Leith spanked him on the field, consistently out-threw him. Looking at Duncan today, Leith was pretty sure Duncan would wipe the grass with him. All right, he’d admit it. It bothered him. It bothered him a lot. He’d thought that competitive edge had died when he’d stopped throwing—had tried to convince himself it no longer existed, at least—but it was still there, burning just under the surface. A low pulse of a whisper that said,
You can take him.

Leith just shrugged. “You pro yet?”

“Nah. Still amateur class A. Some great competition out there. Pushes me, you know?”

Leith rose, loving how his thighs felt tight, his arms a little shaky. Using the weights he kept in Mildred’s garage didn’t match an honest workout with someone stronger.

“Hey, thanks for the call this morning.” Duncan held out his hand and Leith slapped it, turning it into a hearty handshake. “Good to hear from you. Been a while.”

“Yeah. Sorry about that.”

Duncan held up his taped fingers. “’S’okay, man, I understand. Sorry to hear about your dad. I know that sounds shitty a few years after the fact.”

Leith waved off his friend, as he’d gotten so good at doing.

Duncan began to pick off the tape, unwinding the battered pieces in long white ribbons. “You really not going to throw this year? I bet you’d do well. Still have the strength for the most part. The form comes back to you. Muscle memory. All you need is a little refresher.” He shot Leith a good-natured grin. “And it’s just Gleann. It’s not like it’s the New Hampshire games.”

Leith understood, but the little jab niggled at him. It was
just Gleann
. He knew if Jen had heard Duncan say that, it would have lit a firecracker under her ass.

“I hear you’re going to be AD for Gleann?” Leith whipped off his wet T-shirt and traded it for a dry one, then pulled on light warm-up pants over his shorts.

Tape gone and stuffed in the garbage, Duncan started to take apart the weight bar, sliding off the clamps and lifting the circular weights onto their stands. The guy had a pretty sweet setup here in his basement in Westbury, across the lake from Gleann. Complete with rubbery, sweaty guy smell and everything. Leith had always wanted his own gym. When he found his house, his
perfect
house, there’d be a room just like this.

“Yeah,” Duncan answered his earlier question. “Should be a piece of cake. A bit surprised they called me, though. You gave them my name?”

Leith nodded as he picked up Duncan’s bar and tilted it against the wall. “Hope you didn’t mind. Jen seemed pretty desperate for the help.”

“So you know her?”

Leith ignored Duncan’s side-eyed look.

“We go way back. She used to spend every summer in Gleann from when she was about, oh, eight or so. Been friends forever.”

“Aha. She was, um, intense.”

Leith had to laugh. “You could say that. You didn’t try to say no to her, did you?”

“‘Try’ is the operative word there. I did try to pass it off on you, but she said you’d already turned it down.”

Leith stuffed his weight-lifting gloves in his gym bag and slung it over his shoulder. His stomach rumbled. After a good workout, he wanted to eat a house. And drink a whole six-pack of beer.

“Fuck, I was supposed to call her back earlier today,” Duncan said.

At first Leith doubted Jen would have noticed, being buried under the fire nonsense, but this was Jen they were talking about. If she needed to get a hold of Duncan, she’d probably call at ten p.m. if need be.

“Want to go back across the lake and meet her?” Leith asked. “Maybe I can drag her away from that computer and phone of hers for an hour and we can all go grab a burger and a beer.”

Duncan glanced at the clock on the wall, which showed 6:23.

“She needs more allies,” Leith added.

A small smile quirked Duncan’s mouth.

“What?” Leith said.

Duncan’s eyebrows arched into his forehead. “Nothing, nothing.”

He let Duncan shower and they climbed into Leith’s truck, pulling out of the historical neighborhood lining the lakefront and rolling through the downtown. While not bustling by any means, it didn’t look like it had lain down on its deathbed like Gleann.

“No way,” Leith said, jerking the wheel to the right and swerving into an empty parking spot in front of an all-season Christmas shop.

“What the—” Duncan began, as Leith threw the truck into park.

There, coming out of the Christmas shop, was Jen, wearing some sort of short, yellow, swishy dress and high heels, and holding a box of papers.

Duncan chuckled, following Leith’s stare out the windshield. “Damn. I might have caused a five-car pileup for that, too.”

“That’s Jen,” Leith said, his gym shoes already hitting the pavement. Duncan followed him onto the sidewalk.

Leith called to her, and she turned, all movielike, with the wind pushing her hair over her shoulders, her dress clinging to her legs. The moment of surprise as she realized who he was was priceless. They walked toward each other.

“What are you doing here?” he asked.

“Might ask you the same thing.”

He pointed to Duncan, who raised a hand. “This is Duncan. Your AD. I was just bringing him across the lake to meet you.”

Immediately she assumed her “business stance,” that thing she did—probably unconsciously—when her body went into this straight line and her neck stretched, lifting her head higher. She smiled, however, and it was still genuine. That’s how she got you, Leith thought. She may be all business, but she wasn’t fake. Her presence pulled you in. You couldn’t help but be affected by how much she cared. You couldn’t help but be ensnared by her intelligence.

She thrust a hand at Duncan, and even though Leith had never shaken her hand in a business manner, he could tell she had a good, strong grip.

“I did the recruiting you asked for,” Duncan told her. “Made a ton of phone calls and got a bunch of guys from all over New England to come to Gleann at the last minute. Not any pros, but they’ll throw, and I’ll make damn sure they have a killer time. I may owe some sexual favors after this.”

She sighed in thanks. “So great to hear. The roster was so thin before.”

Leith gestured to the box she carried. “What’s all that?”

She grinned. “A little recruiting of my own. Ads for Westbury-to-Gleann bus service across the lake during the games, so no one has to drive drunk or worry about parking.”

“Huh,” Leith said, staring at her. And staring. He couldn’t look away. Had to be her brain. Yeah, that was it.

“So were you just hanging out here?” she asked him.

“Came over to see Duncan. Haven’t touched base in a while.”

“He’s just using me for my gym,” Duncan said.

Jen took in Leith’s grubby T-shirt and workout pants. “Thought you said you weren’t training.”

“I’m not. It was just a workout.”

“But he should be,” Duncan added.

“That’s what I say!” Jen said.

“Well. Um.” Duncan coughed. “It was great to meet you, Jen. I’ll be in touch with an equipment report, and you call me if you need anything.”

Leith turned to him. “Thought we were going to grab a beer.”

“Yeah, you know. I’ll let you two go. Just remembered some shit I have to take care of. Don’t worry about a ride; I’ll walk back.”

Then the big guy with the shaved head was gone, jogging back down the street toward his house as though he hadn’t just kicked his own ass in the gym.

“So,” Leith said to Jen. “What do you say? A pint at the Stone?”

* * *

D
espite telling himself not to—despite the fact that he’d been going to the Stone since birth and knew exactly what to look out for—Leith still clonked his forehead on the ceiling crossbeam dividing the dining room from the bar.

“Mother—” He pressed the heel of one hand to the smarting place, and ducked even farther down to make it into the bar without losing his head at the neck. Had the Stone shrunk since he’d last been in here? Maybe. He hadn’t come in since, what, before Memorial Day? As he made his way through the crowded, chunky-legged tables to the bar at the back of the room, he wondered why he hadn’t dropped by. He wondered if, subconsciously, he’d slowly been severing all his ties to the valley.

Da had never brought him back to Scotland—too expensive—but the old man had loved the Stone as much as he loved anything in Gleann. Cozy, cramped, warm. Not a TV in sight. People you knew, always a conversation at hand. The whole place had maintained a remarkably authentic feel without succumbing to the kitsch DeeDee had embraced for the games. The menu remained basic and hearty, the beers pulled from great brass taps lined up on the bar, the nook by the cold fireplace prepared for folk musicians that used to play every Sunday afternoon, but had since stopped when half the band had died from old age. It was another world in here—a world Leith already missed.

He lowered himself onto a stool, his back to the bar, and waited for Jen to arrive.

She’d had to finish up her promotion stuff over in Westbury, and then had to do a bunch of other things she was wonderfully cagey in mentioning. He loved how excited she was getting, how she was planning this big to-do right under all their noses, and it was starting to make him feel guilty for not being able to be there, when he hadn’t felt anything of the sort since Da’s death.

Meanwhile, he’d gone back to Mildred’s, showered and changed, and ate an appetizer of a frozen pizza. It was full-size but one of those thin-crust ones, so it didn’t completely fill his appetite.

When Jen walked in, the incongruous digital clock sitting on top of the cash register glowed 8:05. She wore tight jeans with perfect hems, a tank top with straining seams, and flip-flops. The outfit itself was far from flashy, but she drew the eye of everyone in the Stone.

And Leith himself, of course, who was virtually knocked over by the way her hips glided side to side as she skirted around the tables. It was that sway that had smacked him upside the head that one night in this very same room, ten years ago. The movement that had changed everything.

Now, tonight, it struck him dumb and motionless, so when she finally reached him and said something or other in greeting, he said, “Great. And you?”

She wrinkled her nose in a way that reminded him of a particular nine-year-old girl who lived here in town. “I asked how long you’d been here.”

The constricted barroom suddenly shrank even more. “Oh. Uh, ten or so minutes.” As she threw him a sly, knowing look, his hands felt empty. “I need a beer.”

“Me, too,” she said. “Where’s Rafe?”

Leith pointed to the round table in the darkest corner, where Rafe, the Stone’s aging owner, and the farmer Loughlin sat hunched over pints. Leith raised an arm to catch Rafe’s attention. “Two red ales. Two fish and chips,” Leith said when the old guy caught sight of him and gave him a nod of acknowledgement.

“Two fish and chips,” called a hoarse Rafe in the general direction of the kitchen.

“Two fish and chips!” came the shouted, unseen response from beyond the swinging doors.

Then, to Leith, Rafe waved toward the bar. “Get ’em yerself. You know where they’re at.”

Leith slid off the stool under Jen’s amusement. “Wow,” she said. “They just open up the whole town for you, don’t they?”

“I pay for it.” Stopping shoulder to shoulder with her, he added. “And I’ll pay for yours, too.”

In the corner, Rafe was talking with his gnarled hands. Loughlin was listening, but staring at Jen as though he really did think she’d burned down his barn. It didn’t help when Jen’s phone went off and, by the sound of the one-sided conversation, it was the Hemmertex landowners, settling the new location bid.

Leith went behind the bar and pulled down two thick glasses, then filled them with his favorite ale.

“You know,” Jen said to him, pocketing her phone. “The last time the two of us were in here together, we weren’t even old enough to drink.”

He glanced up at her, but her eyes were sweeping through the dim interior.

“We’ve never had drinks together. Isn’t that weird? It’s so . . . adult.” She sighed deeply. “I love it here. It’s like another world.”

Those words, echoing the exact same thought he’d had earlier, caused him to massively overflow one glass. The cold beer poured over his hand and he shook it off.