Authors: Carl Weber
Lookin' For Luv (3 page)
During one conversation Antoine mentioned that he was eager to lose some weight and asked his friends if they would join a local gym with him. Tyrone immediately nixed the idea because he couldn’t handle the membership fees. Then Kevin suggested they use the school facilities during their lunch hour as an alternative. Their lunchtime workouts quickly became a daily bonding session for the men.
On the Monday afternoon after Kevin phoned the date line, he was finishing up another workout with his friends. Tyrone, a tall, skinny, dark-skinned man, struggled under the barbells as he lay on the bench press.
“Come on, Ty!” Kevin yelled as Tyrone finally pushed the heavy barbell up. Grabbing the weights from him, Kevin placed it effortlessly on its holder. He smiled as he grabbed his friend’s hand. “Not bad for a street punk.” He laughed at Tyrone.
“What? What? You must be crazy. That’s two hundred and ten fucking pounds. Forty pounds more than I weigh.” Tyrone grinned, proud of his new personal best. He stepped aside to let Kevin do a set on the weights.
“Ay, I wasn’t tryin’ to put you down, brotha.” Kevin slipped onto the bench and did twenty reps with barely an effort. “Truth is, I’m surprised your skinny ass didn’t break a damn bone with all that weight over your head.”
“You see, Antoine, that’s why I don’t wanna work out with y‘all no more.” Tyrone pointed his finger for emphasis. “Between you quoting everyone from Martin Luther King to Farrakhan an’ Kevin’s country ass cracking on a brotha’s physical appearance, I’d be better off joining a damn gym.”
Antoine, a stout, light-skinned man, removed his glasses as he gestured for Kevin to move off the bench. The most serious of the three, he wasn’t sure if Tyrone was truly offended by Kevin’s joke, but he tried to diffuse the situation. “First of all, Tyrone ...” he said, lying down on the bench and struggling through twenty quick reps, “this lunchtime-workout thing was your idea. If I remember correctly, you didn’t have the money to join a gym. Second of all, you’re the last person who should take offense to jokes about physical appearance. All day long I’m the object of your fat jokes.”
“Well, you do look like an expectant cow,” Tyrone joked, patting Antoine on the belly. Neither of his friends responded, so he shook his head at their blank stares. “Damn, I guess you guys can’t take a joke. Fuck it, I’ve got to get back to my post before Pretty Boy chews me a new butthole anyway.” He turned toward the locker room but paused when Kevin finally spoke.
“Yo, Ty, hold up a minute. I found somethin’ you might be interested in.” Tyrone was unsure if this was the beginning of another joke, but he was curious, and returned to the weight bench.
Kevin turned to face both men, feeling strangely nervous; he wanted his friends’ opinions of the 900 date line he had called but knew he might be inviting a string of jokes at his own expense.
“I was watchin’ TV the other night and I saw this commercial. I figured since you’re both single, this might come in handy.” Handing them both a three-by-five index card, Kevin smiled sheepishly, trying to read his friends’ expressions.
“What the fuck? Very fuckin’ funny, Kev.” Tyrone threw the card to the floor. “You need this a hell of a lot more than me.”
“Kevin, please tell me you’re not serious about this 900 stuff. Are you?” Antoine asked as he stared at the card. “Y’know, I thought we were friends.”
“I am your friend, Antoine. And I’m serious about this too. Think about it. When was the last time you went out on a date?” he asked rather pitifully.
“Speak for yourself,” Tyrone quipped. He considered himself a player.
Kevin ignored him and continued. “Look, y‘all, we get in here at seven o’clock in the morning and teach until three. Then you have computer club, Antoine, and I have JV basketball practice. By the time we get outta here, it’s six o’clock. And, Ty, you stay here longer than both of us.”
“What you tryin’ to say, Kev, I don’t have no women?” Tyrone asked with attitude.
“If you do, I ain’t ever seen or heard of ’em!”
Placing his hand on Kevin’s shoulder, Antoine tried to sound as compassionate as possible. Maybe his new friend from the South was more naive than he thought.
“I know you’re just trying to help, but 900 numbers are kind of taboo in New York. Sorry, Kevin, single or not, I still have my pride. I’d hate to think I’m so desperate that I had to call 1-900-BLACK-LUV to get a date.”
“Yeah, thanks but no thanks!” Tyrone laughed, trying to back up what Antoine had just said.
The laughter was interrupted by the deep voice of the principal, Dr. Johnson. None of them was thrilled to see him. The man was on a twenty-four-hour power trip, and his favorite pastime was belittling his staff.
“Shit,” Tyrone mumbled as he made eye contact with the tall, green-eyed man.
“How you doin’ today, Dr. Johnson? What brings you back here to the weight room? Gonna pump some iron?” He doubted it, since the principal was dressed in his usual attire, a well-tailored designer suit.
“Actually, you’re what brings me back here, Mr. Jefferson. It’s fifteen minutes past one.” He flashed his gold Rolex to Tyrone. “You’re supposed to be at the front desk at one o’clock so someone else can enjoy lunch today. I suggest that you get back to work while you still have a job.” Tyrone retreated into the shower room, and the principal turned to the other two men.
“Don’t you two have classes to teach?” he asked in his typically condescending way.
“No, Maurice.” Antoine faced the principal defiantly and crossed his arms over his chest. He was the union president and not easily intimidated. “Matter of fact, we just finished lunch, and this is our preparation period, which by contract we can use however we choose.”
“Well, I suggest you use your prep time more wisely in the future.” The principal scowled as he watched the two men follow their friend into the shower room.
As he turned to leave, Maurice noticed the piece of paper Tyrone had thrown on the floor.
Damn fools can’t even clean up after themselves
, he thought.
, he thought.
Even if his school was plagued by some of the city’s lowest test scores, Maurice insisted that it be kept spotless. This scrap on the locker room floor offended his fastidious nature. He bent over and grudgingly picked up the paper.
“1-900-BLACK-LUV!” he read, and turned abruptly toward the shower room. Using school property for their own personal use he could tolerate, but leaving phone-sex numbers that students might find was definitely intolerable. He was about to walk into the locker room and reprimand the men but stopped suddenly. Something about the number seemed strangely familiar to him.
He couldn’t place it. Maybe it was something he had read in one of his girlie magazines, or his buddy David had mentioned it, but he had definitely heard of 1-900-BLACK-LUV before. Then it hit him. The number wasn’t a sex line. It was the new black dating service advertised on TV.
Hmmm, looks like the three stooges are having a hard time getting some.
He laughed, but then had a sobering thought as he realized his own situation was not so different. As he left the locker room, he placed the number in his breast pocket with a smile, thinking it might come in handy sometime.
He laughed, but then had a sobering thought as he realized his own situation was not so different. As he left the locker room, he placed the number in his breast pocket with a smile, thinking it might come in handy sometime.
2
ANTOINE
Antoine paid the cabdriver and stepped out into the warm breeze. He carried both a knapsack and briefcase. The briefcase was filled with paperwork from school. The knapsack carried his personal books, which he spent most of his free time reading. Antoine loved the English language. Unlike most of the men from his neighborhood, he very rarely cursed or used slang. His behavior set him apart. In fact, he was something of a folk hero in his area, always helping the elderly and mentoring the youth. The teenagers had respectfully dubbed him Little Al, after the Reverend Al Sharpton, because Antoine was always around to offer support when someone was in trouble.
“What a beautiful night,” he hummed as he strolled down Jamaica Avenue. Smiling at a group of ladies walking by, he sucked in his belly in a self-conscious gesture. He knew women thought he was cute. That had never been his problem. Ever since he could remember, women had commented on how cute his features and baby fat were. But now that he was thirty-five, the problem was that his baby fat had turned into a less attractive spare tire around his waist. For several weeks now he had been making a concerted effort to get rid of the jiggle around his middle.
He was pleased with himself for asking the cabdriver to let him off a mile from his home in Hollis, Queens. A few weeks earlier Kevin had advised him to change his late-night eating habits and be sure to walk at least twenty minutes every day. For three weeks Antoine had religiously followed Kevin’s workout plan and diet. He had avoided a scale during this time, but now he was curious to see if his hard work had really paid off. The walk home was particularly brisk this evening because he was eager to weigh himself. He made it back to his apartment in just over ten minutes, winded but proud of his new speed. Catching his breath, he paused to wipe the sweat from his brow.
“Yoo-hoo! Antoine!” A voice came from the direction of the beauty shop, which occupied the storefront below the apartments.
Shoot! I was hoping she wouldn’t see me
, he thought, giving a weak wave in the direction of the voice. He headed for the stairs, hoping his hello would be sufficient. Tonight was not the night he felt like dealing with his landlord.
, he thought, giving a weak wave in the direction of the voice. He headed for the stairs, hoping his hello would be sufficient. Tonight was not the night he felt like dealing with his landlord.
“Oh, look! His sexy ass is wearin’ shorts,” his landlord announced as she stood in the entrance to her beauty shop. Keisha was a short, pretty woman with huge breasts and a large behind. She had a real thing for Antoine.
“I don’t know what the hell you see in him, Keisha,” a woman from inside the beauty shop shouted. “He’s not all that with his pudgy ass. Besides, he thinks he’s white.”
“He don’t think he’s white!” Keisha stepped back in the shop.
“Oh, yeah? How come every time he opens his mouth he sounds like a white boy? All proper an’ shit.” Everyone in the beauty shop fell out laughing. “That motherfucka acts just like Carlton on
Fresh Prince
.”
Fresh Prince
.”
Keisha turned her head, glaring at the laughing women in her shop. Then she pointed her finger at the woman with all the mouth. “You know, y‘all some ignorant heifers. You got the nerve to call him a white boy ’cause he speaks proper. For your information, he’s an English teacher. He’s supposed to speak with proper diction. An’ you of all people need to shet-the-fuck-up, Brenda. With those barefoot-and pregnant high-school dropouts you got at home. Hooked on Phonics couldn’t help them ignorant wenches.” The room became quiet, and everyone hoped Brenda’s comeback would be a good one.
“I’ll have you know my oldest, LaShandra, just passed her GED,” Brenda said proudly.
“Well, damn. It’s about time! What is she, twenty-three?” The beauty shop erupted with laughter.
“You know what, Keisha? I’m not even gonna trip in here. But don’t talk about my kids no mo’. Besides, don’t nobody want Antoine’s fat ass but you anyway.”
“I know you ain’t talkin’ ’bout fat. When was the last time you missed a meal, Ms. Size Eighteen?” The whole room fell out laughing as Keisha stepped out to look at Antoine again. “I don’t care what y’all say. That man is fine. I love me a man with some meat on his bones.” Keisha ignored the laughter of the women in her shop as she approached Antoine near the stoop.
“Hi, Antoine,” she purred, puckering her lips as if waiting for a kiss.
“I said hello,” he reminded her. Now he didn’t bother to suck in his stomach.
“I heard you, Antoine. I just wanted to see you in those shorts. You don’t wear shorts very often, do you?”
“No, I don’t. But with this weather we’ve had this week and the long walk home, I thought it appropriate to change into my workout clothes.”
“Workout clothes, huh?” She smiled, thinking,
I’d like to work you out one time.
I’d like to work you out one time.
“Yeah, I’m trying to lose some weight,” he answered bashfully.
“I can tell. It looks good. But don’t lose too much. A woman needs a man she can hold on to.” She smiled again.
She was about to ask Antoine out for a drink later that evening but was interrupted by a young lady.
“What, Terri?” she snapped.
“Mrs. Martin is finished under the dryer and she won’t let nobody but you touch her,” the young lady said. Her eyes were on Antoine, and she smiled flirtatiously.
Keisha stepped closer to Antoine. “Well, I have to go. But when are we gonna go have that drink you promised me?” She smiled. “I’m free tonight if you’re not too busy.”
“Sorry, Keisha, I’m pretty busy tonight,” he lied, holding up his briefcase. “But soon, real soon.”
Keisha was encouraged when he said soon. “What about tomorrow? The day after? This weekend?” she called after him as he disappeared into his apartment without an answer. She shrugged, thinking he must not have heard her. He did.
In his apartment Antoine put away his briefcase and knapsack and headed for the hall closet. Moving a few things around, he pulled out a scale. He closed his eyes and stepped on it. The memory of Keisha’s compliment about his weight loss made him smile.
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