Macarons at Midnight (3 page)

Not really. But he figured he’d let that go. Henry could never keep up with Trixie’s never-ending kaleidoscope of social contacts, especially since most of them seemed to come and go with the wind, blowing around to whatever fabulous location suited them for the moment. “The best at what, Trix?” He chose to focus on the part of her rambly speech he’d sort of understood.

“What?” Trixie cocked her head. Her dark waves tumbled down over her shoulder and what was probably a two-thousand-dollar blouse. At least.

“You said I was the best at what?”

Trixie looked confused for another moment, like she was trying to remember some insignificant detail like what kind of torture she’d just signed her brother up for. Her face brightened, and she snapped her fingers. “Oh yeah, I remember. Macarons. Poppy wants macarons.”

T
RISTAN
G
REEN
leaned back in his chair and let the sounds of a bustling office ebb and flow around him, echoing off the atmospheric but loud wooden floors. It was dinnertime, far past it by the small-town standards he’d grown up with, but the offices of Blanchard and Starr were still packed with ambitious junior ad reps who worked long hours in the hope that someday they’d be one of the
senior
ad reps, with a posh corner office, big salary, and a portfolio of lucrative accounts.

Tristan had always thought he was one of them, the ones with big aspirations and a future in a roomy corner office. More than anything, he wanted to go home. And he didn’t mean home to his lovely but empty rented flat in the West Village, or even the smaller, much less lovely one he’d had in London before that, but
home
. Home to his family in Yorkshire and the quiet town he’d been desperate to escape from. The big exciting world wasn’t quite what Tristan had expected.

“Oi. Jolly!”

Tristan nearly toppled over in his desk chair but managed to right the damn thing before he made a rather prodigious arse of himself. Again. He groaned once he’d managed to get his heart to stop racing.

Jordan. Jordan of the slicked-back quiff and perfectly tailored designer suits. He and his cronies hadn’t stopped torturing Tristan since he’d first been introduced at a staff meeting a little over three months before. Blanchard and Starr had decided his skills were better utilized at the New York office instead of London, where he’d originally interviewed. At the time, Tristan had been fresh out of school and excited at the prospect of an adventure, but over the months, the adventure had been tarnished by snarky, competitive coworkers and loneliness like he’d never felt before. Even in London he’d had his mates from uni. He hadn’t had much time to see them, only a pub night every so often, but at least they’d been there. In New York there was nobody. Worse than nobody.

“What do you need, Jordan?” Tristan asked.
Perhaps he’s come to tell me he’s quitting and I won’t have to be bothered by his obnoxious arse anymore.
His favorite coworker had sidled up to Tristan’s desk with an oily smile Tristan now knew was completely fake. And dangerous. That had taken a few stinging setdowns to figure out. “And please stop calling me ‘Jolly.’ It’s not bloody funny.” He wasn’t sure if they were mocking his last name, his dialect, or his height. Probably all three.

“Bloody.” Jordan mimicked Tristan’s accent, then snorted. “Rob,” he called across the open, buzzing office. Rob of the ginger comb-over and unfortunate pleated grandfather trousers looked up, pencil frozen in his hand. “Is it funny when we call Tristan ‘Jolly’?”

Rob snickered.

“See?”

Not sure he’s got the right to be mocking anyone with those trousers.
Tristan took a deep breath and tried to smile. It was hard when he knew most of the office resented him for coming from out of nowhere as an equal. He was probably five years younger than the next closest coworker. Ten years younger than most of them. It had to sting. Didn’t mean it was his fault. “What do you need, Jordan? I’m trying to get these layouts done before I go home.”

“Oh. Nothing. A few of the boys were going to Watertown to get drinks later tonight.”

Tristan didn’t know what to say. “Were you coming to ask if I wanted to join you? ’Cause that would be a first,” he finally mumbled. He hated to hope they’d finally decided he was worth being friends with.

“No. Why would we do that?” Jordan turned and flounced back to his desk.

Tristan rolled his eyes.
Dicks
. Could’ve been worse, he supposed. Maybe.

I
T
WAS
dark by the time Tristan got home, which, seeing as though the city was still hanging onto the last of the late-summer evenings, was saying something. Someday, he hoped to get out at a decent hour and actually do something for once—if he found someone to do anything with.

The evening heat was still intense. It had only mellowed enough to be bearable. He’d nearly fallen asleep on the train, which would’ve been a disaster when he first moved to the city. At least by now he could find his way back to where he belonged from a different stop.

He trudged up the stairs of his building—old, brick, full of character from the outside, dark and poky from the inside. He lived on the top floor, in a flat Blanchard and Starr rented out to their international transfers at a very—okay, not so reasonable—rate.

At least it was in a neighborhood he liked. The rows of townhouses and canopy of leafy trees reminded him of home, in an odd way. He pulled his windows open to let in what little breeze there was. Mostly it was just humidity, thick and heavy, but the inside of his place was stifling. His curtains lifted encouragingly for a moment, but then fell flat.
Well, there goes that brilliant idea.

Tristan flopped down on his settee and stared at the floor-to-ceiling bricks in front of him. The wall was still blank. He hadn’t really bothered to do much with the place, even when he’d thought moving to New York was the best idea in the world. Might have been a sign he didn’t want to stay. His flat was vaulted and airy, but it still felt tight somehow. Suffocating. He wanted to get out.

Tristan slipped off his loafers, pulled off his work shirt and trousers, and changed into jeans and an old T-shirt. That felt more like him. Better. Putting on his ratty old Converses he’d had since freshman year of uni helped too. Time for a walk. And dinner.

Tristan’s favorite part of living in New York so far was the Village at night. It had been the
only
good thing so far, if he was being quite honest. There was something special about the warm, velvety darkness, a glowy gilded sheen that seeped into every tree-cracked sidewalk and weathered-brick townhouse. It made him wonder about stars and fate and magic. Tristan figured he was due a bit of magic, especially after the week he’d had. Especially after the
month
he’d had.

Most of his neighborhood was quiet, just the stray dog walker and a few die-hard gym goers on their way home from whatever twenty-four-hour gym was close by. He’d not gotten as far as finding a favorite gym or market yet. It was all Tristan could do to hold his head above water at work and survive on greasy pizza slices and the occasional curry from an Indian place on Christopher Street he’d been lucky to find. Tristan wasn’t in the mood for curry, and the thought of late-night spicy pizza made his gut clench. He just wanted to walk.

Block after block, street after street, Tristan walked. He’d been there for weeks, so there wasn’t much to look at anymore, not unless he wanted to get hopelessly lost searching for new crannies of the Village to explore in the middle of the night. Instead, he thought. He thought of home and his family and the rest of the village he came from, he thought of the knob squad at the office who seemed quite bent on making his life a bloody nightmare. He thought about what he could do to prove he belonged. He had a year left on his contract here. If he quit and ran home to mummy like a little boy, he might as well just admit he couldn’t hack it in the big world. Tristan refused to do that.

He pulled out his mobile and checked the time. Past midnight.
Shit, shit, shit
.
He had to be at the office by six the next day to make sure he got his layouts and ad copy turned in to the supervisor of the sports drink account he’d been working on. Not exactly the glamorous life he’d been dreaming of when he’d packed his bags for university and vowed never to return home for more than a short visit.

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T
RISTAN
KICKED
the ground with the toe of his shoe as he walked, shuffling along in the prework crowd. He was early to catch his train into SoHo and he’d already stopped for a coffee, so there wasn’t any point in hurrying. It was a lovely day, still balmy from summer but with a tiny hint of fall. A perfect day for wandering. He didn’t want to go to work, to face the office and the twatbags he had to deal with every day. But the other choice was to pack up and admit defeat, because there wasn’t any reason for him to stay if it wasn’t facing work every day. It had been his whole purpose in moving away from home.

He got to the subway station early like he did most days. There wasn’t anything in his flat to make him want to stick around, and it was a fairly straightforward walk, or at least it had been when he’d managed to learn all the streets and landmarks. To a newbie, Eleventh had looked much like Fourth, with their rows of brick-and-stone townhouses and tiny shops, and Waverly didn’t really do anything to distinguish itself from Bank Street until he figured out all the little details.

He used to whisper little directions to himself—
Turn right at Marc Jacobs, cross the street near Starbucks, the station is behind the funny-looking building
.
But he knew it now. It might not feel like home, but at least the neighborhood was familiar. It was hot in the underground station, sticky and with a pervading faint stench of garbage and urine. Tristan had been in worse, but it wasn’t the most pleasant place to loiter. He stood with his coffee and tried not to breathe in too deeply.

His train came and Tristan slid on with the rest of the morning commuters. He only had a few stops and a short walk east. Sometimes he wished his commute was longer to give him time to think and relax, brace himself for the shark-infested waters of his office.

Tristan didn’t get his wish. Before he knew it, he was back off the train and walking east down Spring toward the office. Just like the train ride, the walk was too short, and again, before he knew it, he was there. At work. He forced a smile.

Blanchard and Starr was pretty and vintage on the outside, architectural and impressive on the inside, exactly what one would expect from a firm who had branches in every major city. He’d been intimidated by the London office when he’d first begun and excited to start in the smaller New York one. His excitement had lasted as long as his coworkers’ goodwill. So, not long at all. Soon, he’d figured out half the floor had been gunning for his job, which was slightly higher paid and closer to a corner office than theirs, and as the outsider who’d landed said job, he wasn’t going to be anyone’s favorite new friend.

Tristan shouldered his vintage leather Mulberry messenger bag he’d been so in love with when he’d found it, freshman year of uni, in a consignment shop. It reminded him of home a little. Even when it was used to lug around layouts and presentation materials instead of books. Another day, another dollar, another round of useless insults. Fantastic. He started up the long flight of stairs to his second-floor desk. No use in taking the elevator. He didn’t want to be there anyway.