“Luckily, you had enough to become a spy and a murderer.”
Sturges glanced down at her. His smile faded as he eased the horses along the trail.
“My wife and I have a daughter,” he said. “Annie. She’s three.
She does this thing when she’s alone in her room, reading her books.”
Sturges was without words for a moment but then his eyes brightened.
“She sings to herself. Not even words, just this kind of gibberish.
It’s … I think it’s the most beautiful sound in the world.”
Sturges shook the reins and guided the horses around a bend in the path.
“I know there are people on this side of the border who are just like us,” he continued. “Peaceful people who want to live their lives.
But I also know that there are others, the ones with power, who would destroy our home in a heartbeat if they thought they could. It’s my job to stop that from happening, however I can. I don’t apologize for it.
Maybe if I was born over here, if my family was here, I’d feel the opposite. But the Colloquium is my home. It’s who I am. That’s not something that changes.”
One of the horses whinnied and shook its mane. Sturges turned away from Glenn and made soothing sounds until it quieted.
“Like I said, I misjudged you. That’s clear from what just
happened. A lot of people could have gotten hurt and you stopped that.
Once we get home, I’m sure we can get everything sorted out. Heck, I’ll write you a recommendation to DSS myself. It wouldn’t be a bad thing to have you a few thousand light-years away. Once I have your father’s tech, this is all done.”
“You’ll let him out of the hospital?”
Sturges waved the question away. “We may want to talk to him a little more so we make sure we understand what he’s created, but after that, I don’t see why not.”
“What will you do with it?” Glenn asked. “The bracelet?”
Sturges turned to her, his hair blowing in the wind, exposing his high temples. “Do you care?”
One of the horses whinnied again and its skin trembled. The Rift border was growing immense in front of them. They’d be across it in no time.
Glenn glanced over her shoulder. Kevin and Aamon were staring out over the heads of the soldiers as Bethany and the Magisterium faded into the distance. All it would take to deny Sturges what he wanted was tearing off the bracelet. Hadn’t she had a little more control last time? Maybe she could grab Kevin and Aamon and take them away before Sturges could do a thing about it.
Her hands sat in her lap, surrounded in the rough wool of her Magisterium clothes, the gray band heavy on her wrist.
Glenn saw herself on 813, moving from lab to lab in the planet’s small outpost. Talking quietly with the other settlers about the work that consumed them. At night they’d sit in the observation lounge after dinner and take turns guessing which tiny speck on the horizon was Earth.
The Magisterium, its horrors and jarring beauty, would be like a story she was told long ago and vaguely remembered. Her father would be free.
And what of Kevin and Aamon? The reality of the Colloquium
would strip the lingering presence of Cort out of Kevin and the killer out of Aamon. They could go back to their lives. The ones they always should have had. In time they’d thank her. Wouldn’t they? It had seemed so simple up there on the mountaintop, so clear, but now …
Glenn pulled her coat tight over her chest to stop a chill. Was it getting colder? She looked up at the sky. Ranks of dark clouds had begun to move in. The wind picked up, blowing dust and fallen leaves into their path.
As the wagon hitched up another rise, the horses spooked,
crashing into one another in their traces. Sturges snapped the reins, but the horses’ easy strides turned fast and disjointed.
“What’s wrong?” Glenn asked.
Sturges sat up higher in his seat, trying to ease them, but they strained against him as hard as they could, white froth growing at their mouths.
“Sturges …” Aamon said from behind them.
Aamon was leaning forward, his body tense, peering up into the sky. Amidst the dark clouds, something else was gathering over the remains of Bethany. It looked like a dark smudge, as if someone had dipped a finger in black paint and drawn it across the sky.
“What is it?” Glenn asked.
Aamon whipped around to face them. “Faster. Now!”
Sturges snapped the reins and leaned forward into the growing wind. The horses screamed and jerked ahead, almost shooting Kevin and Aamon off the back of the wagon. Glenn’s knuckles went white as she gripped the plank by her side. Around them the armored men struggled to keep up.
Glenn turned and watched as the smudge grew, taking up more and more of the sky as it approached. There was a sound now too, like blowing wind mixed with some kind of high-pitched call, chaotic and jumbled. Closer, the smudge was like a haze of oily smoke, but soon Glenn was able to pick out individual parts of it, small bits turning within the whole, a swirling mass of dark forms and flashes of silver tumbling through the sky.
“What is it?” Glenn asked. “Aamon?”
“Do you see what your attack has gotten you, Sturges?” Aamon growled. “Do you see what you’ve awoken?”
“Aamon!”
“It’s her,” Aamon said.
“Who?”
His green eyes flared. The black cloud behind him was moving impossibly fast, growing and darkening as it came.
“The Magistra,” he said.
Glenn could almost reach out and touch the trees that marked the beginning of the border, they were so close. Sturges urged the wagon forward, but the cloud and that awful windy scream sounded right behind them. It seemed to take over the entire sky now, a swirling mass of screeching. As it lowered, Glenn finally saw what it was: an enormous flock of black birds with long silver-tipped tails. Thousands of them, moving as one.
Sturges snapped the reins again, but it was too late — the flock rolled over them like a cloud. The horses bucked, refusing to go any farther. Glenn dropped her head into her hands as she was buffeted by their small bodies. They were everywhere at once, a swirl of claws and wings and shrieking. They washed over the wagon, then turned and began to circle it, going faster and faster until they seemed to suck the air out of the sky. It was like being caught in the eye of a tornado, the bodies of the birds making up the black and silver walls of its funnel.
The soldiers looked to one another, unsure what to do. Sturges was screaming at them to move, but it was no use. The call of the birds was so loud that no one could hear him.
The birds spun until Glenn lost track of their individual bodies, and the cacophony of their screeching became one ear-tearing scream.
And then everything went quiet.
It happened all at once, as if someone had turned the sound off.
The flock was converging in front of the wagon. Like water flowing down a drain, the birds reached one point and disappeared in a haze of darkness that grew deeper every second. The sight of it made Glenn’s heart go still and her skin turn clammy and cold.
Glenn dimly felt Aamon pulling at her, and thought she heard Kevin calling for her to run, but she couldn’t move or look away. She stood up in the front of the wagon and watched as the hole of darkness surged and coalesced. The birds silently dove into it, their bodies disappearing. Slowly, a form began to take shape amidst the black.
Glenn could hear Sturges beside her now, shouting at his soldiers to fire. Some did. They drew their fine Colloquium bows and loosed arrows, but while their aim was true, the bolts were simply swallowed up, useless.
As the form in the dark solidified, Glenn’s heart began to thrum.
She knew that she should be afraid, she should be terrified, but still she yearned for her mother to appear. Soon the inchoate shape of a body floated in the air before them, tall and lean and black. More of the birds dove toward it, eagerly sacrificing themselves to form its hands and face and long trail of dark hair.
Soon, color and form emerged from the dark, and Glenn saw the pale curves of a heart-shaped face. Her lips were a smear of red. A smoky dress hovered around her and came into focus. The breath fled Glenn’s lungs and she stood there, empty.
After all these years, there she was.
Glenn started to speak, but before she could, one of the soldiers was lifted off his feet and thrown into the forest. There was a red flash, and Glenn saw his body strike the trunk of a tree and crumple at its base, lifeless. Another soldier screamed and fell where he stood.
Another struggled and gasped, suffocating. Some tried to fight back, loosing arrows and spears into the air, but they all fell uselessly at the Magistra’s feet.
Glenn’s mother hovered soundlessly in front of them, impassive, unconcerned.
“Stop!” Glenn shouted, standing up on the wagon’s seat. “Stop it!”
The Magistra turned and Glenn’s blood seized in her veins. The Magistra’s face was as pale as chalk, with red lips and black eyes as large and strange as a raven’s.
“Stop this,” Glenn said, but it wasn’t much more than a whisper.
Her mother glided toward them, trailing her dress of smoke
behind her. Sturges leapt up, pulling a knife out from under his jacket.
He tried to grab Glenn, but with a flick of her mother’s finger, Sturges flew off the front seat and landed in a heap on the ground.
The dark form was only feet from them now. A pillar of black and white, studying Glenn with its inhuman eyes. Even through the shield that surrounded Glenn, she could feel her mother’s power buffet her. It was like a twist in space, a wrongness, as if the air around her mother’s body was made of plastic that had been warped and deformed.
There was a rumble behind Glenn, and as she turned she saw
Kevin rushing up from the back of the wagon, a fallen soldier’s blade gleaming in his hand.
“Kevin, no!”
The Magistra lifted one hand and he shot up into the air,
suspended in open space. She let him dangle there a moment, regarding him like a cat does a bird, and then slowly she closed her fingers as if crumpling a piece of paper. Kevin’s arms were thrown back behind him.
His neck arched. He doubled over with a scream.
“Stop it!” Glenn shouted, finding her voice again. “Let him go!”
The Magistra’s hand stilled. Kevin hovered by the side of the wagon, moaning, alive. Her dark eyes fell on Glenn. Her lips moved silently. Her voice, when it came, seemed to come not from her mouth but from everywhere at once.
“These people defiled my home. You are with them?”
“No, we’re not. Please, let him go.”
Her mother’s head cocked to one side, curious. “I cannot feel you,” she said. “What are you?”
“It’s me,” Glenn said, her voice quaking. “It’s Glenn. Stop this.
Please.”
The Magistra hung there, studying Glenn while one hand held Kevin in the air. She drifted closer, and Glenn fought the urge to buckle under the pulse of the Magistra’s Affinity. Her head swam. The air tasted brackish in her mouth.
“Please. He’s my friend.”
The Magistra raised her other hand, white as snow with torn and dirty nails, up toward Glenn’s face. Glenn made herself go still as that hand came closer. When it was inches from touching her, Glenn moved without thinking.
She stripped the bracelet off her own wrist and clamped it onto her mother’s.
At first there was nothing. Stillness. Kevin dangled in the warped air. The Magistra regarded Glenn coldly with her eyes of oily black.
But then something started to swirl in them. It was mesmerizing, like a whirlpool, as the black faded ever so slightly. A bit of gray appeared at the edges and then turned, with agonizing slowness, white. A flush of rose rushed into her mother’s pale skin. Soon the black in her mother’s eyes was wiped away and they became a bright and clear blue. She stepped down out of the sky and her feet touched the edge of the wagon.
“Glenn?” she asked, her voice weak and tremulous.
“Yes,” Glenn said. “Yes, it’s me.”
Her mother reached out to her, but before she could touch Glenn, her body shuddered. Glenn scrambled to catch her as she fell and lay her down onto the wagon’s bench. Her mother’s face had gone pale, her lips were tight, pained lines.
“Mom?”
Glenn turned her over. The seat of the wagon was covered in blood. The shaft of a black arrow was sunk inches deep into her side.
Beside Sturges, one of the surviving soldiers reached into his quiver for another arrow.
Affinity welled up in Glenn. The air around the archer contracted, throwing him violently aside. Then she turned to Michael Sturges. The rage burning in her poured into the space between them until the air shimmered, desperate to burn, and then an arrow of fire flared into existence. It raced toward Sturges, splitting around his body and encircling him in a blazing cage.
“Glenn, no!” Aamon took her wrist and pulled her toward him.
She struggled, but he held tight. “We have to get your mother help.”
His words barely made sense to her. All Glenn could feel was anger and the world rushing into her. It was intoxicating, overwhelming.