Manhattan Transfer (34 page)

‘Did you cook that up when you were in hospital Phil?’

‘I cooked a whole lot of things up while I was in hospital.’

‘Look here lets get out at Grand Central and walk. I cant stand this… I’m not used to it.’

‘Sure… I’ll phone Elsie I’ll be a little late to dinner… Not often I get to see you nowadays George… Gee it’s like the old days.’

In a tangled clot of men and women, arms, legs, hats aslant on perspiring necks, they were pushed out on the platform. They walked up Lexington Avenue quiet in the claretmisted afterglow.

‘But Phil how did you come to step out in front of a truck that way?’

‘Honestly George I dunno… The last I remember is craning my neck to look at a terribly pretty girl went by in a taxicab and there I was drinking icewater out of a teapot in the hospital.’

‘Shame on you Phil at your age.’

‘Cristamighty dont I know it? But I’m not the only one.’

‘It is funny the way a thing like that comes over you… Why what have you heard about me?’

‘Gosh George dont get nervous, it’s all right… I’ve seen her in The Zinnia Girl… She walks away with it. That other girl who’s the star dont have a show.’

‘Look here Phil if you hear any rumors about Miss Oglethorpe for Heaven’s sake shut them up. It’s so damn silly you cant go out to tea with a woman without everybody starting their dirty gabble all over town… By God I will not have a scandal, I dont care what happens.’

‘Say hold your horses George.’

‘I’m in a very delicate position downtown just at the moment that’s all… And then Cecily and I have at last reached a modus vivendi… I wont have it disturbed.’

They walked along in silence.

Sandbourne walked with his hat in his hand. His hair was almost white but his eyebrows were still dark and bushy. Every few steps he changed the length of his stride as if it hurt him to walk. He
cleared his throat. ‘George you were asking me if I’d cooked up any schemes when I was in hospital… Do you remember years ago old man Specker used to talk about vitreous and superenameled tile? Well I’ve been workin on his formula out at Hollis… A friend of mine there has a two thousand degree oven he bakes pottery in. I think it can be put on a commercial basis… Man it would revolutionize the whole industry. Combined with concrete it would enormously increase the flexibility of the materials at the architects’ disposal. We could make tile any color, size or finish… Imagine this city when all the buildins instead of bein dirty gray were ornamented with vivid colors. Imagine bands of scarlet round the entablatures of skyscrapers. Colored tile would revolutionize the whole life of the city… Instead of fallin back on the orders or on gothic or romanesque decorations we could evolve new designs, new colors, new forms. If there was a little color in the town all this hardshell inhibited life’d break down… There’d be more love an less divorce…’

Baldwin burst out laughing. ‘You tell em Phil… I’ll talk to you about that sometime. You must come up to dinner when Cecily’s there and tell us about it… Why wont Parkhurst do anything?’

‘I wouldnt let him in on it. He’d cotton on to the proposition and leave me out in the cold once he had the formula. I wouldn’t trust him with a rubber nickel.’

‘Why doesnt he take you into partnership Phil?’

‘He’s got me where he wants me anyway… He knows I do all the work in his goddamned office. He knows too that I’m too cranky to make out with most people. He’s a slick article.’

‘Still I should think you could put it up to him.’

‘He’s got me where he wants me and he knows it, so I continue doin the work while he amasses the coin… I guess it’s logical. If I had more money I’d just spend it. I’m just shiftless.’

‘But look here man you’re not so much older than I am… You’ve still got a career ahead of you.’

‘Sure nine hours a day draftin… Gosh I wish you’d go into this tile business with me.’

Baldwin stopped at a corner and slapped his hand on the briefcase he was carrying. ‘Now Phil you know I’d be very glad to give you a hand in any way I could… But just at the moment my financial situation is terribly involved. I’ve gotten into some rather
rash entanglements and Heaven knows how I’m going to get out of them… That’s why I cant have a scandal or a divorce or anything. You dont understand how complicatedly things interact… I couldnt take up anything new, not for a year at least. This war in Europe has made things very unsettled downtown. Anything’s liable to happen.’

‘All right. Good night George.’

Sandbourne turned abruptly on his heel and walked down the avenue again. He was tired and his legs ached. It was almost dark. On the way back to the station the grimy brick and brownstone blocks dragged past monotonously like the days of his life.

Under the skin of her temples iron clamps tighten till her head will mash like an egg; she begins to walk with long strides up and down the room that bristles with itching stuffiness; spotty colors of pictures, carpets, chairs wrap about her like a choking hot blanket. Outside the window the backyards are striped with blue and lilac and topaz of a rainy twilight. She opens the window. No time to get tight like the twilight, Stan said. The telephone reached out shivering beady tentacles of sound. She slams the window down. O hell cant they give you any peace?

‘Why Harry I didnt know you were back… Oh I wonder if I can… Oh yes I guess I can. Come along by after the theater… Isnt that wonderful? You must tell me all about it.’ She no sooner puts the receiver down than the bell clutches at her again. ‘Hello… No I dont… Oh yes maybe I do… When did you get back?’ She laughed a tinkling telephone laugh. ‘But Howard I’m terribly busy… Yes I am honestly… Have you been to the show? Well sometime come round after a performance… I’m so anxious to hear about your trip… you know… Goodby Howard.’

A walk’ll make me feel better. She sits at her dressingtable and shakes her hair down about her shoulders. ‘It’s such a hellish nuisance, I’d like to cut it all off… spreads apace. The shadow of white Death… Oughtnt to stay up so late, those dark circles under my eyes… And at the door, Invisible Corruption… If I could only cry; there are people who can cry their eyes out, really cry themselves blind… Anyway the divorce’ll go through…

Far from the shore, far from the trembling throng
Whose sails were never to the tempest given

Gosh it’s six o’clock already. She starts walking up and down the room again. I am borne darkly fearfully afar… The phone rings. ‘Hello… Yes this is Miss Oglethorpe… Why hello Ruth, why I haven’t seen you for ages, since Mrs Sunderland’s… Oh, do I’d love to see you. Come by and we’ll have a bite to eat on the way to the theater… It’s the third floor.’

She rings off and gets a raincape out of a closet. The smell of furs and mothballs and dresses clings in her nostrils. She throws up the window again and breathes deep of the wet air full of the cold rot of autumn. She hears the burring boom of a big steamer from the river. Darkly, fearfully afar from this nonsensical life, from this fuzzy idiocy and strife; a man can take a ship for his wife, but a girl. The telephone is shiveringly beadily ringing, ringing.

The buzzer burrs at the same time. Ellen presses the button to click the latch. ‘Hello… No, I’m very sorry I’m afraid you’ll have to tell me who it is. Why Larry Hopkins I thought you were in Tokyo… They havent moved you again have they? Why of course we must see each other… My dear it’s simply horrible but I’m all dated up for two weeks… Look I’m sort of crazy tonight. You call up tomorrow at twelve and I’ll try to shift things around… Why of course I’ve got to see you immediately you funny old thing.’… Ruth Prynne and Cassandra Wilkins come in shaking the water off their umbrellas. ‘Well goodby Larry… Why it’s so so sweet of both of you… Do take your things off for a second… Cassie wont you have dinner with us?’

‘I felt I just had to see you… It’s so wonderful about your wonderful success,’ says Cassie in a shaky voice. ‘And my dear I felt so terribly when I heard about Mr Emery. I cried and cried, didnt I Ruth?’

‘Oh what a beautiful apartment you have,’ Ruth is exclaiming at the same moment. Ellen’s ears ring sickeningly. ‘We all have to die sometime,’ gruffly she blurts out.

Ruth’s rubberclad foot is tapping the floor; she catches Cassie’s eye and makes her stammer into silence. ‘Hadnt we better go along? It’s getting rather late,’ she says.

‘Excuse me a minute Ruth.’ Ellen runs into the bathroom and slams the door. She sits on the edge of the bathtub pounding on her knees with her clenched fists. Those women’ll drive me mad. Then
the tension in her snaps, she feels something draining out of her like water out of a washbasin. She quietly puts a dab of rouge on her lips.

When she goes back she says in her usual voice: ‘Well let’s get along… Got a part yet Ruth?’

‘I had a chance to go out to Detroit with a stock company. I turned it down… I wont go out of New York whatever happens.’

‘What wouldnt I give for a chance to get away from New York… Honestly if I was offered a job singing in a movie in Medicine Hat I think I’d take it.’

Ellen picks up her umbrella and the three women file down the stairs and out into the street. ‘Taxi,’ calls Ellen.

The passing car grinds to a stop. The red hawk face of the taxidriver craning into the light of the street lamp. ‘Go to Eugenie’s on Fortyeighth Street,’ says Ellen as the others climb in. Greenish lights and darks flicker past the lightbeaded windows.

She stood with her arm in the arm of Harry Goldweiser’s dinner jacket looking out over the parapet of the roofgarden. Below them the Park lay twinkling with occasional lights, streaked with nebular blur like a fallen sky. From behind them came gusts of a tango, inklings of voices, shuffle of feet on a dancefloor. Ellen felt a stiff castiron figure in her metalgreen evening dress.

‘Ah but Boirnhardt, Rachel, Duse, Mrs Siddons… No Elaine I’m tellin you, d’you understand? There’s no art like the stage that soars so high moldin the passions of men… If I could only do what I wanted we’d be the greatest people in the world. You’d be the greatest actress… I’d be the great producer, the unseen builder, d’you understand? But the public dont want art, the people of this country wont let you do anythin for em. All they want’s a detective melodrama or a rotten French farce with the kick left out or a lot of pretty girls and music. Well a showman’s business is to give the public what they want.’

‘I think that this city is full of people wanting inconceivable things… Look at it.’

‘It’s all right at night when you cant see it. There’s no artistic sense, no beautiful buildins, no old-time air, that’s what’s the matter with it.’

They stood a while without speaking. The orchestra began
playing the waltz from The Lilac Domino. Suddenly Ellen turned to Goldweiser and said in a curt tone. ‘Can you understand a woman who wants to be a harlot, a common tart, sometimes?’

‘My dear young lady what a strange thing for a sweet lovely girl to suddenly come out and say.’

‘I suppose you’re shocked.’ She didnt hear his answer. She felt she was going to cry. She pressed her sharp nails into the palms of her hands, she held her breath until she had counted twenty. Then she said in a choking little girl’s voice, ‘Harry let’s go and dance a little.’

The sky above the cardboard buildings is a vault of beaten lead. It would be less raw if it would snow. Ellen finds a taxi on the corner of Seventh Avenue and lets herself sink back in the seat rubbing the numb gloved fingers of one hand against the palm of the other. ‘West Fiftyseventh, please.’ Out of a sick mask of fatigue she watches fruitstores, signs, buildings being built, trucks, girls, messengerboys, policemen through the jolting window. If I have my child, Stan’s child, it will grow up to jolt up Seventh Avenue under a sky of beaten lead that never snows watching fruitstores, signs, buildings being built, trucks, girls, messengerboys, policemen… She presses her knees together, sits up straight on the edge of the seat with her hands clasped over her slender belly. O God the rotten joke they’ve played on me, taking Stan away, burning him up, leaving me nothing but this growing in me that’s going to kill me. She’s whimpering into her numb hands. O God why wont it snow?

As she stands on the gray pavement fumbling in her purse for a bill, a dusteddy swirling scraps of paper along the gutter fills her mouth with grit. The elevatorman’s face is round ebony with ivory inlay. ‘Mrs Staunton Wells?’ ‘Yas ma’am eighth floor.’

The elevator hums as it soars. She stands looking at herself in the narrow mirror. Suddenly something recklessly gay goes through her. She rubs the dust off her face with a screwedup handkerchief, smiles at the elevatorman’s smile that’s wide as the full keyboard of a piano, and briskly rustles to the door of the apartment that a frilled maid opens. Inside it smells of tea and furs and flowers, women’s voices chirp to the clinking of cups like birds in an aviary. Glances flicker about her head as she goes into the room.

There was wine spilled on the tablecloth and bits of tomatosauce
from the spaghetti. The restaurant was a steamy place with views of the Bay of Naples painted in soupy blues and greens on the walls. Ellen sat back in her chair from the round tableful of young men, watching the smoke from her cigarette crinkle spirally round the fat Chiantibottle in front of her. In her plate a slab of tricolor icecream melted forlornly. ‘But good God hasnt a man some rights? No, this industrial civilization forces us to seek a complete readjustment of government and social life…’

‘Doesnt he use long words?’ Ellen whispered to Herf who sat beside her.

‘He’s right all the same,’ he growled back at her… ‘The result has been to put more power in the hands of a few men than there has been in the history of the world since the horrible slave civilizations of Egypt and Mesopotamia…’

‘Hear hear.’

‘No but I’m serious… The only way of bucking the interests is for working people, the proletariat, producers and consumers, anything you want to call them, to form unions and finally get so well organized that they can take over the whole government.’

‘I think you’re entirely wrong, Martin, it’s the interests as you call em, these horrible capitalists, that have built up this country as we have it today.’