Mine to Crave (25 page)

The idiot didn’t get it. “There is no right way. He killed my Jasmine.  He’s going to suffer.”

Victor’s brows rose. “She wasn’t yours.  She was just a woman you picked up for a night—I’m sure you pick up plenty of women and forget them the next day.”

Drake leaned in close to him. “She’s not the others. Do you understand? There is no forgetting her.” There was no moving on for him.  She was
inside
of him, where his heart should have been.

Drake had known the risks. He’d seen what love could do to a man. Trace and Noah had both fallen hard. Gotten in too deep. There was a danger in loving too much. When you loved too much, you had too much to lose.

I lost everything.

“Let him play the recording, Drake.” Noah’s flat voice. “I want to hear what went down.”

Because they’d finally gotten access to the last moments of Jasmine’s life.  The FBI’s “inside man” had been wired, and they’d applied every bit of pressure they could to get this access. 

Drake stepped away from Victor. Trace handed the guy his crutches.  Then Victor shuffled toward the table. “There’s no point in this,” he said again, but he tapped on the keyboard once more.

And…

“
I expected more from you
.” Drake tensed when he heard that mocking voice.

“Maxwell Case,” Victor said.  “Asshole extraordinaire.” 

“
Sorry to disappoint
.” Jasmine’s voice—and that voice hit Drake like a punch to the gut. 

Noah inhaled sharply.

“
It was a simple job
.” Maxwell was speaking again. “
Get close to Archer.  Use him. Help me to wreck him
.”

He was wrecked without her.
She didn’t use me. She never did.
Jasmine’s voice trembled when she replied, “
You-you shouldn’t have set those bombs at the Arrow. Innocent people could’ve died—
”

Maxwell’s voice cut through her words. “
Do you think I give a shit about those people
?”

A beat of silence, then, “
I don’t think you care about anyone
.” 

“
You screwed that up for me. The Arrow should’ve burned—the place was meant to blow—”

“
Because of you
.” Jasmine sounded both terrified and furious.  He hated her fear and as for the fury…it was just driving up Drake’s own rage.
I should have saved her.
But he hadn’t. She’d burned.

“
Because of me
.” Maxwell was gloating. 

“
How many others have you attacked
?” Jasmine asked him. “
With your bombs…with fire
?”

Trace shifted then, moving closer to the computer. “What the hell? It sounds like she’s interrogating him.” 

Yes, yes, it did. 

Maxwell laughed. “
Oh, Jazz, I don’t always need those tactics. Destroying a man’s life is easy these days.  A matter of business. I use tools. Tools like you. I hack into accounts. I learn secrets. I use them
.”

Victor paused the recording. “As you see, he was incriminating himself. My man did his job perfectly and—”

“Jasmine is dead.”  Drake’s heart was pounding. Her voice
hurt
him.  “He fucked up his job.”
I fucked up.

Victor’s eyes glinted. “You feel guilty, I get that.  Jasmine…she was different. Maybe it was her eyes or those damn dimples. Whatever it was, she had a way of getting beneath your skin.”

Drake caught Trace studying the agent with a thoughtful expression. “Did she get beneath your skin?” Trace asked him.

Victor’s head tilted as he continued to study Drake. “This whole bit is about you getting closure, isn’t it? Here. Listen to this, okay? Jasmine didn’t blame you, not for anything.” He typed again and Maxwell’s voice filled the small room once more.

“
Does Archer care about you?”
 

Drake stopped breathing when he heard that question.     Then Jasmine replied and his whole body shuddered.

“
No
.”

Had she truly believed that?
It’s not just fucking to me.
Her words. They should have been his. They should have been
his.
    “
Will he come for you, try to save you
?”

No hesitation as she replied, “
No
.” 

Maxwell cursed and demanded, “
Then what good are you to me
?”

“
I’m not
.” 

Drake shook his head, helplessly.
No, no, no!

“As you just heard, Jasmine didn’t expect you to rush in, guns blazing, and save her. There’s no need for you to feel guilty at all.”  Victor leaned forward to close the laptop.

Drake caught his hand. “Who was the inside man?”

“I’m not at liberty to say—”

“He’s in the room, but he’s not speaking. That means he’s one of Case’s flunkies.”

“He speaks…but you aren’t going to hear him. Revealing his identity would just compromise other cases that the man worked for us—”

“So this guy,” Trace broke in, “he made a habit of working undercover for the FBI? For you?”

Victor’s chin shot up. “I think we’re done now.”

Hell, no, they weren’t. “Play the rest.”

“I don’t—”

“I want to hear it all.”

But Victor shook his head. “There’s no point.”

“There is to me!”

“Why?
Why?
” Anger cracked in Victor’s voice. “Do you want to hear her when she begs them not to shoot her?  When Maxwell ordered her to be shot in the heart—and she
was?
Look, the fire didn’t kill her. She was—she was dead when we heard the first shot.”

Noah staggered a bit and crashed into the table. The laptop fell, hitting the floor hard. Victor dove down to retrieve it, but Trace beat him. He lifted the device. Handed it back to the agent.

Drake couldn’t move. He remembered the sound of the gunshot that had blasted moments before the warehouse went up in flames. 

“This is the end,” Victor said.  He gave a firm nod. “She’s gone, and you have to just…just move on.  I’m sure she’ll be easy to replace.”

He wanted to rip the guy apart. “No, she won’t be.”

Victor juggled his laptop and the crutches. “Yes, well…I think we’re done here. I certainly hope our paths never cross again.” Then, without another word, he turned and exited the room.   

The men didn’t speak until he was gone.

“That’s
one of the FBI’s lead agents?” Noah demanded. “I don’t like that bastard! ‘Easy to replace…’ We’re talking about a woman’s life!””

“Sometimes,” Trace’s voice was thoughtful, “there’s more to a man than meets the eye.”

Screw all that. Drake marched closer to Trace. “Did you get it?”

Trace opened his right hand. “Copied all the files…good job distracting him, though I was worried you were about to slug Victor…crutches or no.”

Drake grunted. “I
was
about to slug him…crutches or no.”

“Let’s get out of here,” Noah said, shoving back his shoulders. “I don’t want any cops breathing down our necks. Not with what’s coming.”

What’s coming…
their attack.
They weren’t going to let Case get away. It was personal for Drake. Personal for Noah. As for Trace…

Hell, maybe he was just in it for fun.

No, he’s in this fight because we’re friends. Brothers.
Not of blood, but from a bond that went deeper than that.

When they left the station, they passed Victor.  The guy threw a glare Drake’s way right before Victor headed into Detective Taggert’s little office.

Drake knew he wore a glare of his own.
Your time will come, too.

Because he wasn’t done with that agent.

***

“Are you…are you sure you want to hear this?” Trace asked softly when they were back in Drake’s apartment above his casino. “Maybe I should just review things. I mean, if the shooting is on here—”

“You sound like Victor. Just play the damn thing.” Drake downed his second glass of whiskey. Noah was already on his third.

Trace tapped a few keys on the computer.

“This is the last sixty seconds of the recording. We should go back and hear it all to see—”

“
Play it.”

Trace exhaled and hit another key.

“
The Feds are coming for you, and you’re going away for a long time.”
Jasmine’s voice. Only she didn’t sound scared. She sounded…satisfied.
 “You’re not going to burn anything. You’re not going to break anyone. And you’re not going to get your precious payback for Anna Jean.
”

“A ghost,” Noah said, voice rough, “still trying to drag us all into her hell.”

Not anymore, she wasn’t.

“
I’ve got you
.” Jasmine’s voice had dropped to a whisper. 

“
What
?” That snarl was Maxwell’s.

“
You didn’t even search me when they brought me in.  Just tied me up…and talked your mouth off
.”

Drake stiffened as he started to realize what was happening.

There was a gasp, the sound of something tearing—
what the hell?
—then…

“
Surprise
,” Jasmine said.

Drake couldn’t move.

Trace’s lips curved the faintest bit. “I’ll be damned. I thought it might be her…inside man…”

“
No
!” Rage thundered in Maxwell’s voice. “
No, this isn’t how it ends for me! Shoot her…Right in the heart. Kill her and then get your ass out of here.
”

Drake took a step toward the computer. “Who is he giving that order to?”

In the next instant, Drake had his answer as Jasmine said, “
Saxon, Saxon, don’t…
”

Then the man replied, softly, sadly, “
I’m sorry, Jazz
.”

The gunshot made Drake jerk.

“
Right to the heart.
” Saxon’s voice. Flat. Cold.

“
Good…now let’s get the hell out of here! Come on!”
Maxwell’s footsteps thundered away. 

Only…it sounded as if he were the only one to leave.

Silence.

Then… “
Jazz?”
That was Saxon’s whisper.

Drake’s gaze flew to Trace.

“
Jazz, we don’t have much time.  You okay?”

Drake couldn’t breathe. Couldn’t move.

“
I’ll be fine…once you get me out of these ropes.”

“Sweet hell,” Noah whispered. “The bullet didn’t kill her!”

The recording stopped.

“Did the fire kill her?”  Noah wanted to know. “Shit, it did. They found her remains, and—”

Trace shook his head. “That FBI agent is protecting his informant”

Drake sucked in a deep breath. “She’s still alive.”

Trace held his gaze. “She could be. There’s only one person who can tell us if Jasmine got out of that fire…”

FBI Special Agent Victor Monroe.

Hope burned in Drake, melting through the ice. “Let’s make him talk.” 

“If she is alive, he’s not just going to give up that information.” Trace tapped his fingers against the desk. “We’ll have to be careful.”

“Screw careful,” Drake retorted as his heart thundered I his chest. “I want her
back.
”

***

“Will I get a funeral?” Jasmine asked because she was curious about that.

Saxon grunted. “I don’t think I had one.”

Sighing, she turned to face him. Saxon had been her constant—and only—companion for the last week. He’d hustled her out of New Orleans before she could blink, and now they were holed up in a cabin nestled in the Smoky Mountains.

The view was phenomenal. Almost like touching heaven.

And the ache in her heart? It wouldn’t go away. 

Her hand lifted to her side. Her stitches were gone now.  Everything about her past was supposed to be gone.  If only it were easy to shove away the memories.

“Have you been crying again?” Saxon demanded, his voice sharp. He always got pissed when she cried.

Ah, Saxon. Friend. Protector…Annoyance. 

“Because that dick isn’t worth your tears.  Archer is a player, not someone you can count on.”

She
had
been crying. She cried those stupid tears every night when the lights were out.

A car’s engine rumbled in the distance. She looked out of the window and saw the flash of headlights pushing up the mountain toward them. Finally. “Victor’s coming.”  He’d said that he would come for her when it was safe. She and Saxon hadn’t been the only ones to escape that blaze.

Of course, Maxwell had known how to get out. It had been his fire, after all.

The headlights came closer.  They knew the driver was Victor—and not some lost tourist—because he’d called them moments before.  They waited together as his pick-up pulled into the narrow drive. 

Saxon headed out to meet Victor, but Jasmine stayed inside. Goosebumps were on her arms. This was it. Victor would tell her about the new life she was slated to begin.

The past was over. Gone.

Forget it…forget him.

Victor had a cast on when he came inside, but he didn’t let the cast slow him. He moved easily, fluidly, barely using his one crutch.  When the door shut behind him and Saxon, Victor glanced her way and a wide smile curled his lips. “Hey, Jazz…love that new look.”

The shorter hair. The
blonde
hair. 

He opened his arms and she hurried toward him, giving him a hug because Victor wasn’t just her FBI handler.

He was her friend.

He and Saxon were the closest things to family that she had.

She’d met Saxon first, when she was seventeen and so scared. Saxon had been on the streets, too.  But he’d made his living fighting—brutal and hard bouts in boxing rings that shouldn’t have existed. No rules…just blood.  Victor had been his opponent in one of those fights.  They’d both wound up nearly broken, nearly
dead
in that battle. And Jasmine had been the one to patch them both up.

No one else had cared when the fight was over. Folks had collected their winnings and left the two broken warriors behind.

She’d stitched them both up.  Taken care of them.

Over the years, they’d taken care of her, too.

Victor had gone into law enforcement. That move had stunned the hell out of her. And then Saxon…he’d followed the guy.  Only while Victor played the straight and narrow, Saxon had sought the undercover missions. He’d wanted an up-close dose of danger and adrenaline.