Mistshore (18 page)

“You talk a lot,” Ruen said.

“Only when I’m under immediate threat,” Icelin said. “Keeps me calm.”

Ruen nodded politely—a ludicrous gesture, considering his previous attitude toward her. And he was letting the subject of his payment drop like it was nothing of concern.

“Why are you doing this?” she demanded. “In case you hadn’t guessed, I have no idea where this little adventure is taking us. You’d be wise to get as far away from me as you can. I don’t have any coin to pay you, now or later. The Watch will have secured all my great-uncle’s possessions. We didn’t have a great deal to start with. I have nothing to offer you at the end of this long tunnel.”

There, she’d admitted it. He would abandon them now, Icelin was sure, but at least she’d offered him truth. She heard Sull, already snoring softly in the opposite corner. Gods, she hoped she could keep him safe. She would give anything if he would abandon her to her fate too.

Ruen looked at her for a long breath. Icelin couldn’t guess what he was thinking. The man had no range of expressions she could measure. He wasn’t cold, exactly. Removed, was more like it. His eyes curtained his emotions.

Ruen reached into her pack and pulled out the gold box. The feathery designs caught the dim light from above and sparkled.

“You can give me that,” he said. “Keep the letters.”

Icelin considered. “What about your friend’s protection?” she asked.

Ruen’s eyes hardened. “Arowall is not a friend. He won’t give us aid unless I fight in the Cradle. You heard the guard. His champion’s been on a streak for a tenday; his crowd will be getting restless for new blood. No matter how much they may like Bells, they love an upset even more.”

“So if you beat his champion, you help his business,” Icelin said. She was beginning to understand the stakes. “You have to win his aid, not buy it.”

“Yes. If I can win, we can negotiate with Arowall to hide us all, maybe for days.”

“Then… we are agreed?” Icelin could hardly believe it. “You’ll stay with us?”

He kept his eyes on the box. “I’ll stay with you.”

“You have my deepest thanks,” Icelin said.

Ruen slid the box away into her pack. “Keep it hidden for now. And don’t thank me. We made a bargain, and I’ll keep it.”

And with that, he was removed again, aloof. For those few breaths, he’d seemed like a normal man. Now he was the scarecrow—a blank face and a floppy hat, which he seemed

always to hold onto, no matter how many times they’d been dunked in the harbor.

Icelin leaned back against the hull. With her immediate concern assuaged, she could feel her body relax. The frightened energy that had kept her moving was beginning to ebb, and she could feel the effects of the wild magic on her body.

To say that she was more exhausted than she’d ever been in her life would be a vast understatement of what was happening inside her. She felt like a child coming around from a long illness—or descending into one.

Every time she cast a spell, her energy returned more slowly. She’d never felt that strain before, not during her most arduous lessons with her teacher. What would the implications be if she was forced to cast more spells?

Ruen was right. She needed sleep to recover as much strength as she could. Her eyes burned, but she couldn’t drift off. Restless questions flitted through her mind: Cerest, Ruen, the letters, her family. She couldn’t settle on which mystery baffled her most. To distract herself, she picked the easiest.

“Why did” the guard recoil when you touched him?” she asked Ruen. She remembered vividly the shocked, frozen look on the man’s face.

“Because I have cold hands,” Ruen said. He shrugged dismissively.

“No, that was what you said about him.”

“Did I?” Ruen leaned his head back and closed his eyes. “You have a good memory.”

“I have a perfect memory,” Icelin said.

“I know. Sull told me.” He opened one eye. “Nothing to brag about there.”

“Nothing to—”

No one has ever said that to me, Icelin thought. The observation was so simply, absurdly true, an echo of everything she’d ever tried to tell people, that she started to laugh. At first out

loud, then under her breath, until tears streaked her cheeks.

The wave of grief shocked her with its intensity. She slid down the curving wall, curling into a tight ball. She covered her head with her hands, trying to be silent, unwilling to cry out her misery in front of her companions.

She heard Sull stir in his corner, but Ruen said, tersely, “Leave it. Go back to sleep.”

He thinks if Sull comes over, that will be the end of me, Icelin thought. I’ll be howling, and bring every damn guard above and below the water running to throw us off the ship. He was probably right.

Wiping her eyes, Icelin took out the box again and removed the stack of letters. She wanted to read them. Even if they weren’t in Brant’s hand, they were the closest link she had to her great-uncle.

She removed the ribbon and unfolded the topmost sheet, the one bearing her name.

Dear Granddaughter,

I leave today on a new adventure. Faer&n calls to me, and I find I must answer her gentle whisper.

Granddaughter. Icelin mouthed the word. The letters were from Elgreth. She read the rest of the letter, hastily scrawled in the same bold writing. There was no mention of spellscars or powerful abilities, just a farewell from an aging adventurer setting off on another journey.

Elgreth was my bestfriend.

Cerest’s words haunted her. Did she really want to know the man who’d been friends with the monster that hunted her now?

She held the letter, staring at it but seeing Cerest’s scarred face instead. She folded the parchment and laid it beside her with the other letters. They beckoned to her, silently, but her arms

felt weighted to her sides. She couldn’t focus her eyes. Sleep, so elusive, was claiming her at last.

You speak to me of adventure, Grandfather. Icelin sighed. I know the word. I’ve already had enough for one lifetime.

Ruen waited, alert in the dark hold. He watched the square of dull sunlight above him turn steel gray, and then the rain came with full force. The air in the hold grew chilled, and a puddle formed at the foot of the ladder. The rain did not abate until the sky began to darken and the gateclose bell was near to sounding. Through all the weather changes, his companions slept, the butcher snoring in intermittent gulps and wheezes.

Icelin lay on her side, twitching now and then in the throes of some dream. If not for those small movements, Ruen might have thought she was a resting corpse. Her face was pale, her cheeks etched with dark circles where exhaustion had worked on her.

Before the past night’s ordeal, she might have been beautiful, in a fragile, glass-blown sort of way. Grief had certainly left its mark on her, but the unstable magic she wielded had drained her more than any emotional trauma. She was dangerous, to herself and those around her, anytime she used the Art.

Yet, what choice did she have, if she had any hope of survival?

With that thought in mind, Ruen took out the sava pawn and softly called Tesleena’s name.

“Before you speak a word, I want you to relay your exact location and that of Icelin Team.” Tesleena’s voice was colder than the air in the hold. She sounded like she hadn’t slept in days.

“Are we having a rough time, darling?” Ruen said, smiling to himself. He was going to enjoy this more than he’d thought.

“Is the girl safe?” Tesleena repeated, louder.

“She is,” Ruen said. “I’m glad to see the Warden’s ankle-nipper has her priorities intact, even if she is a liar.”

“You haven’t been deceived, Ruen. You were only told what you needed to know—that Icelin is wanted by the Watch—”

“And a fair number of other interested parties,” Ruen interrupted, “as I discovered last night. Had I possessed this information beforehand, we might not have strayed so dangerously close to death. What business is this, Tesleena? If you won’t speak truth, I’ll wait for Tallmantle’s word. I give you nothing until then.”

There was a long pause, during which Ruen imagined he could hear Tesleena planting her pretty fist into a wall, assuming wizards did such things. Perhaps she blasted it with fire instead.

“Icelin is being pursued by an elf, Cerest Elenithil,” Tesleena said finally. “I assume you’ve gathered that much?” “Yes.”

“He claims she stole property from him, but he has yet to appear before the Watch to give personal testimony against her. And now he has disappeared to Mistshore, searching for her. We have information that Icelin confided to a Watchman friend of hers that the elf had a personal grudge against her. I have men questioning Cerest’s contacts in the city, but there’s little information to be had about him. We’ve determined he was not born in Waterdeep, but he came to the city at a young age. His conduct in business is without fault, but the details of his private life are sketchy. He was the second or third son of a noble house, but he was not raised in a state of wealth or privilege. Nevertheless, he would have been significantly above Icelin in station. The only event which might link them happened five years ago, at a boardinghouse in Dock Ward.”

“It wasn’t the fire,” Ruen said, before she could relate the story he’d overheard in the warehouse. “The elf wasn’t scarred by Icelin’s hand; he admitted as much. He wants her for another purpose.”

Stunned silence met this pronouncement. “Has Cerest

encountered the girl? You gave your word she was safe!”

“She is,” Ruen said. “I can keep her away from Cerest, but I need to know how many men are after us.”

“Ruen, by the gods, bring her in and the Watch will see to her safety. This is beyond your skill or caring. Why do you delay?”

“Perhaps you’ve turned me into a loyal Watch dog—officer— after all,” Ruen said blithely. “She’s safer with me, and she pays better. I’ll be in touch when you have more information for me to work with.”

He clenched the pawn in a fist until the magical connection died.

“What do you think?”

Daerovus Tallmantle pushed out of his chair and leaned over the desk. “I think you owe me new furniture.”

Tesleena looked down at the desk. Her fingernails had left deep furrows in the wood. She waved a hand impatiently, and the marks smoothed out and disappeared.

“I’d wager Icelin Team wishes she had your control in magic, if not in temper,” the Warden commented.

Tesleena nodded, but she didn’t seem to be listening. “We’ll track her from the warehouse. Her unstable Art will make her easy to find.” The sorceress winced. “For Cerest, as well.”

“All the more reason to step up our efforts.” Daerovus took a sheet of parchment from his desk drawer and handed it to Tesleena. “Take this down, if you would. It’s an order for a second, smaller patrol to join the first in Mistshore. These men will not be wearing Watch tabards.”

“How will Ruen know them?” Tesleena asked.

“You heard him. Ruen has no intention of cooperating willingly with our search,” the Warden said. “Since his release from the dungeons, he’s been sullen but resigned to his role as an agent. Something changed last night. He’s regained some of his old

arrogance. He hasn’t shown such spirit since the night we captured him.” The Warden looked thoughtful. “Icelin Team has lit a fire in him. Time will tell if that will work to our advantage.”

Tesleena sniffed. “I don’t see how it could possibly be to the good. He was going to be our eyes in Mistshore. We should have known his defiance would win out over sense.”

“He still might be of use,” Daerovus said.

The outcome of Icelin Team’s ordeal would be revealing in more ways than one, if everyone involved survived.

Ruen slid the saw pawn away in his shirt and checked to be sure Icelin was still asleep. After sleeping through the butcher’s heavy snores, he was certain it would take a cannon blast to wake her.

He looked up at the hatch. The square of sunlight had disappeared. A sliver of moonlight spilled down the ladder in its place. He could hear bodies stirring above decks. They would be coming to ready him for the Cradle in another bell.

Automatically, he felt for his ring. He’d known the guards would confiscate it, but he still felt naked. Whatever else came of the fight, his body was going to hurt like unholy fire after it was over. He just hoped the old man wouldn’t let him die.

The dream took her again.

She stood in the center of the ruined tower, looking straight up at the sun burning through a gap in the ceiling. Her skin tingled. The hair stood up on her arms. She didn’t like this place. The shadows moved when she wasn’t looking. Frightened whispers—the footsteps of folk who’d walked and died here a century ago—made it impossible to hear her own thoughts. She turned in a circle, searching for the gap in the wall, but something impeded her.

I am a child, Icelin thought. Her limbs would not move properly. She stumbled and fell, scraping her knees on rock.

She started to cry. Her knees hurt. The sun burned her neck. It was so hot in the tower. Why didn’t someone come to pick her up, to take her away from this place?

“Icelin,” said a feminine voice. She didn’t recognize it, but it spoke with enough urgency to make her turn. Icelin tried again to stand and was suddenly knocked from her feet.

“Get her out!”

The shadows were shouting at her. It was too hot. Icelin looked up, and her body burst into flames.

Icelin awoke shivering, but her body poured sweat. Her bodice was saturated. She buried her head in her hands and waited for the dream fear to subside.

In the panic and grief of the night before, she’d almost forgotten the nightmare. After the boardinghouse fire, she’d been terrified of seeing the faces of the dead in her nightmares. But she only ever dreamt of the tower. It was a perversion of the tower Nelzun had created for her. She thought she’d left it behind when she’d left her great-uncle’s shop, but the tower had followed her, to the warehouse and now here.

Drawing a slow breath, Icelin forced away the frightening images. Her heartbeat resumed its normal pace, and she drifted for a time, meditating, summoning the energy she would need to call her magic for another day. The words of the spells were there; she had no need to memorize them, but the power required concentration.