Authors: Steven Axelrod
“Which is why you quit.”
“I never said I liked it. But that's the way the world works.”
The conversation had drifted. I knew the necessary course correction, but it was a topic I'd been avoiding. Jane wouldn't like the questions and I wasn't sure I wanted to hear the answers. Still, I had to address, not the elephant, maybe the pile of drug paraphernalia in the room, the litter of pornographic thumb drives.
“I was hoping Brad might have some answers,” I said finally.
She stood up and started clearing off the table. “I don't want to talk about Brad.”
“Me neither.”
“That's over. For real now. For good.”
“I know.”
“I pick horrible men. Present company excluded. I hope.”
“Thanks.”
“Brad seemed great at first, too. Smart, successful, good-looking. He ran in the Boston Marathon. He read my big mother-daughter novel and said, âYou don't read stuff like this. Why don't you try writing what you like to read?' That's how I started the Maddy Clark books. Brad was right. I sold
The View from Altar Rock
to the first publisher who read it. I didn't even have an agent at that point. I hired a lawyer instead. Much better.” She held out her glass. “More wine, please.”
I took another bottle out of the fridge, opened it and poured us each a glass.
I took a swallowâice cold, tart and dry. “We've been questioning Brad, but he doesn't seem to know anything beyond the basics.”
“A foot soldier in the army of porn.”
“Something like that.”
“He can be ambitious, though.”
“Really?”
“In his own field. He was bragging about some huge deal he had going with Grady Malone, the last time I saw him. Lots of high-end houses, ten years' worth of work, time, and materials, cost plus. He really hit the jackpot, supposedly. But I haven't heard anything about it since. He could have been making the whole thing up. You knowâone more Nantucket delusionoid. Sometimes I think this place is actually a government-sanctioned bird sanctuary for weirdos and losers. People who can't make it anywhere else.”
“Like me?”
“And me. And everyone else I know. Do you think Brad Thurman could be a building contractor anywhere but here? Some customer yelled at him years ago, “My house leaks!” And he said, “All my houses leak,” as if that made perfect sense. Mike Henderson gets forty dollars an hour for spreading paint on flat surfaces. You could literally train a chimpanzee to do that and then you could pay them in bananas. But Mike gets forty dollars an hour!”
“I hear he's thinking of raising it to fifty.”
She shook her head. “Only on Nantucket.”
I took another sip of wine and made a note to myselfâtime to have a little chat with Grady Malone.
At the sink, Jane said, “So what did you think of Jonathan Pell's stepdaughter?”
I had to laugh. “How did you know that?”
“It's a small island, Mr. Washashore. Seriously, thoughâwhat did you think of her? She always struck me as the kind of woman the hero in a crime novel would fall for. You knowâ¦gorgeous, sultry, damaged, mysterious?”
“Nantucket noir?”
She nodded. “The classic femme fatale.”
“Not to me. She's tooâ¦extreme. She's lived her whole life in this crazy spotlight, everyone focused on her, and so she's focused on them, focusing on her. It turns into this toxic narcissistic feedback loop unless you're really strong. She struck me as flimsy at best. I went to school with this fat girl who lost like sixty pounds in the summer between junior and senior years. She came back to school looking fantasticâshe had always been pretty. You know, the kind of girl where you say, if she just lost some weightâ¦Well, she did, and every boy in the school was hitting on her, teachers were hitting on her, random strangers in the street were hitting on her.”
“So what did she do?”
“She went out and ordered the first in a long series of chocolate ice cream sundaes.”
“That's one solution.”
I stood up to dry the dishes and set them on the shelves above the sink. “I prefer a different kind of good looks.”
“Really.”
“Yeah. Looks that might not be so glaringly obvious, but they're connected to the mind, to the spirit behind the face. Daisy smiles and it's a blow. You dodge the punch or it hits you. It's calculated. It has nothing to do with what she's thinking. You smile, and I want to know what struck you as funny. I want to be in on the joke.”
“So you like my looks.”
“Is that so incredible?”
“It's odd. But if you weren't a little eccentric you wouldn't be living here.”
“Heyâ”
“I used to be pretty. You should see some of the pictures from plays I was in ten years ago.”
“And ten years from now you'll be saying the same thing. âI looked pretty good ten years ago.' Why not just accept the fact that you look good right now?”
“Because I don't. I have wrinkles and frizzy hair.”
“You're forty years old. You have laugh lines and curls.”
“You're demented.” But she was smiling a little.
I put the last wineglass away and turned to face her. “Here's my theory. You're beautiful but you don't feel that way because you're on the wrong sideâthe inside, looking out. No wait, listen to this. It's likeâ¦you're in this one tiny room with bad wallpaper, peering out of the threadbare curtains, and you don't realizeâ¦you live in a fabulous mansion!”
“In the maid's quarters.”
“Exactly! You see your crummy room and the view of the estate. I see the mansion with the girl peering out from behind the curtains.”
“So what am I supposed to do about that?”
I pulled her into a hug. “You should get out more.”
“Astral projection?”
“Or a stroll in the garden.”
She pushed away and took my hand. “Come on, let's go.”
She grabbed a flashlight on the way out the door, but the moon was full and we didn't need it. We picked our way through the narrow path behind the cottage, ducking under low-hanging branches and sidestepping the poison ivy. The path opened into rolling fields mowed by the Land Bank, ashen and spectral in the moonlight. We could see the harbor beyond the far trees. A faint wind lifted out of the south west.
We found our way to a dirt parking lot and then down to the public landing, a little beach lined with overturned Boston Whalers and kayaks. We chose a boat and sat down.
“It's beautiful out here,” I said.
She nodded. “It's the only place that still feels like home to me.”
We studied the sailboats moored on the dark water, listened to the halyards knocking against the masts, the lap of small waves on the packed sand.
“Look at the moon,” she said after a while.
I had to twist around to see it, caught and almost hidden in the branches and leaves of a big elm tree behind us.
“It's huge,” I said.
“Chekhov wrote somewhere that one moment can change everything.”
I turned back to face her and she kissed me.
It was utterly unexpected, though it shouldn't have been. It was bold and crazy and I kissed her back and let the jagged current pass through me. I slipped my hand under her shirt, touched her back and the moment leapt from romance to frenzy. We were really kissing now. We tried to lie down on the damp curved wood of the boat's hull. We almost slipped off and we both started laughing.
“Let's get back inside,” I said
Her eyes flashed. She nodded, and grabbed the back of my neck and kissed me again, and then we were running along the moon-bright paths of grass, back to the cottage, and the small cozy bedroom, and the bed.
In Memoriam, Andrew Thayer
Andrew Thayer's funeral was held on June 28th, 2015, at the Unitarian Universalist Church on Orange Street. A rough head count by
The
Inquirer and Mirror
estimated that more than three thousand people came to pay their respects that morning. Only a fraction of them actually made it into the church. The line, which started at dawn, stretched down Orange Street, across Main Street and along Center Street all the way to the Jared Coffin House.
Chosen mourners, including Jane, who sat up front with the other friends and the family, stood at the lectern to eulogize and reminisce. I couldn't help thinking that every one of those three thousand people standing outside must have a few stories of their ownâthousands of amusing and heartfelt anecdotes jostling each other in the misting summer rain.
How many people would attend the average person's funeral? Wife and kids, close friends, coworkers, cousins from out-of-state, a stray niece or nephewâenough people to fill a living room.
Andy Thayer's mourners filled a town.
Many people spoke during the service, talking about bringing his killer to justice, describing Andy's charitable works (he donated a hundred Vermont farm-raised turkeys to the food pantry every Thanksgiving and routinely gave hundred-dollar tips “to turn the day around” for waiters in his favorite restaurants), his lifelong slow-motion catastrophe as a sailor (he had sunk three different boats over the yearsâone right outside the jetties during a stormy Opera Cup race in the mid-nineties), and his Pied Piperish appeal to other peoples' children. He could imitate various insects and perform all the parts on Sesame Street with perfect accuracy. “I should open a comedy club for five-year-olds,” he once remarked.
But David Trezize's comments touched me the most. I hadn't realized they were such good friends.
“Andy was uniquelyâ¦meticulous about other people, and their feelings,” David said, as he settled himself at the podium. “When Andy was in love, on the woman's birthday he sent flowers to
her mother
. As a thank you. And he always remembered themâbirthdays and anniversaries. If you noticed a David Lazarus watercolor at the X-Gallery months before, you'd find it under the tree at Christmas. He paid attention. If I lost two pounds he was like âWorking out? It shows.'
“Back when I was just out of college, living on Ramen noodles and popcorn, he'd tell me to get dinner at the Boarding House and put it on his tab. And he'd say âIgnore the right side of the menu.' And there'd be a good bottle of Chardonnay on ice at the table waiting for me. He knew I wouldn't order wine if someone else was paying. So he took care of it in advance. That was classy. But you all know this stuff.
“If Andy stayed in your house for a few days, the place was immaculate when he left, with fresh flowers on the kitchen table. He was the perfect houseguest. He always did the dishes. He was never late. He was always early, in factââpathologically early,' that was the way he put it. Maybe so, but he never kept you waiting. He opened doors for people. It sounds petty but it adds up. He'd travel halfway around the world to attend a graduation. If he borrowed your car, it didn't just come back with a full tank of gas. He detailed it. He sent âthank you' notes. He sent newspaper clippingsâanything he thought you'd be interested in, and he was always right. Clippings.
“He wrote by hand and he had the most perfect copperplate handwriting I've ever seen. I won't be seeing it again, and I guess that's the hardest thing to believe. He really is gone and we all have to get used that.”
Daisy spoke next. I noticed Pell's private detective, Louis Berman, standing in the back staring at her. So, he just solved that missing-persons caseâand picked up the easiest fee ever. No sign of Pell, himself, though.
“Andy was a true friend,” Daisy was saying. “And he was the living proof that it's possible for a man to be friends with a woman. We sort of established in tenth grade that he'd always be in love with me, and I'd never be in love with him and we never talked about it again. He cooked me a million dinners, and let me live in his house when I had nowhere else to go. I remember one time he ironed my best pleated skirt before I went out on a date with some boy. How many men can iron a pleated skirt?
“But he was brave, too. Let me tell you this one story. I was at the Chicken Box a couple of years ago and this man was being really obnoxious, hitting on me and really scaring me, frankly. Andy came in and saw what was happening and told the man to stop. Andy was tall but this guy was huge. The guy said, âLet's take it outside,' and Andy said, âNo I'd rather do it in front of your friends.' Then he reached across the barâthe bartender was cutting limesâand took the knife. He held it out to the guy, who said something like âWhat's this about?' And Andy said, “I want you to be armed. I want there to be no question for any of these witnesses when I kick your ass, that I did it in self-defense. I'm not going to jail for this, and you're not pressing charges. Go on, big boy. Take the knife.'”
Daisy paused, glanced over the packed pews. “The guy backed down, and the whole bar started breathing again. Afterward I said, âOh, my God, do you know karate or something and you never told anyone?' He said, âNo, that guy would have kicked the crap out of me and cut me up like a pumpkin.' That's brave. And cool. Andy was a great poker player, too. But I guess you figured that one out by now.”
When she stepped down, there were prayers and hymns and the Naturals and the Accidentals preformed a creditable version of Andy's favorite song, “Diamonds on the Soles of Her Shoes.”
It was a good serviceâit served its primary function, which was to inhabit the big old building with Andy's spirit for an hour or two. Everyone felt a little closer to him as they filed out into the drizzling street, and a little closer to each other, also.
I caught up to Daisy on Orange Street as she was walking to her car. “I need to talk to you about Andy's death.”
She studied me coolly. “I already said everything I have to say about Andrew.”
I took a couple of seconds. “I'm talking about the criminal investigation of his murder.”
“I know nothing about that. I wasn't arrested for that. And I won't talk to you. I don't want to be seen talking to you.”
“We can talk in private. Come to the station. We canâ”
“I have to go.”
“Ms. DeHartâ” I reached out to grasp her arm.
She snatched it away convulsively. “Let me go!”
The shout drew a dozen startled looks and she used the confusion and my embarrassment to break free from the crowd and flee up the street.
Luckily, I had parked my big blue-and-white NPD Ford Explorer a block behind her, and I followed her easily as she drove away. I thought she'd take a left and head down to Union Street, assuming she was still staying at Andrew's house. But she kept on going, taking a right on York Street, across Pleasant and past the old mill, crossing the top of Madaket Road at the monument and curving along New Lane, accelerating into the long curve around the top of Woodbury Lane.
We both raced into that curve too fast, but her low-slung compact hugged the turn and powered into the straightaway. My big SUV rocked on its axle and almost tipped over. I cursed, braked hard, and eased back into my own lane as a line of cars coming the other way rushed past me. Then a Range Rover pulled out of a hedge-screened driveway and forced me to a full stop.
By the time I was rolling again, Daisy's MINI was gone.
***
I was going to have to find her the hard wayâ¦or wait for her pre-trial deposition, which could be weeks away. I could feel itâJane was right. Daisy knew the whole story I was trying to piece together, and I needed to hear it
now
. People had died to keep these secrets and anyone might be next, including Daisy herself. Something big was happening, something bad, building to a sinister climax, and I was stumbling around in the dark, helpless and blind, unable to see it or stop it.
Daisy could turn on the lights.
I pulled onto the grassy verge beside New Town Cemetery to think. Daisy had been pulled into the judicial system, and that meant she left a trail. There was paperwork on her now. The first thing I had to find out was who posted her bond.
I pulled out and drove back to town.
At the courthouse, I pulled the records and saw that the paperwork on the cash surety had been signed by “John Smith.” That was original. Why not “John Doe”?
I checked the surveillance footage and the clerk identified a tall blond kid with a starter mustache and a Patriots cap as the delivery boy. They printed out a screen grab and I passed it around the station. Barnaby Toll recognized the pictureâit was a Jordan Toombs. They had gone through NHS together. Jordan co-edited the student newspaper
Veritas
in his senior year with a girl named Andrea Pellegrini. She had stayed on the island, working for her father's alarm company. I got her on the phone. All she could tell me was that Jordan had worked for
The Inquirer and Mirror
, but quit a few months before. She had no idea what he was doing now. They had dated briefly, broken up badly, and now saw each other only by accident, the punitive chance encounters of small-town life, from the cereal aisle at Stop&Shop to the next table at Kitty Murtagh's, on five-dollar burger night.
I hung up with a thought nagging at me. Jordan had edited
Veritas
, started at the
Inky Mirror,
and moved on. It was something David Trezize had said to me after the Thayer house arson. He had bragged about poaching writers from the
Inky
, right and left.
I picked up a copy of the
Shoals,
leafed through it and saw Jordan's byline on a story about relocating the Cottage Hospital to Mill Hill Park.
Of course.
The trail was as clear as the bright orange blaze marks on the trees in the state forest. From Jordan Toombs to David Trezize to Kathleen Lomax, who coincidentally happened to have the financial resources to deliver a hundred thousand dollars in cash on two days' notice. And if you were driving to her house on Sherburne Turnpike from the Unitarian Church in town, you could have taken exactly the route that Daisy did.
They were friends. Daisy was living with Kathleen.
I pulled into the driveway ten minutes later. The green MINI Cooper was parked between David's Ford Escape and Kathleen's Lexus.
Bingo.
The front door was open, but the screen door was closed. I knocked, got no response, then let myself in. Past the dark front hallway, Daisy, Kathleen, and David were standing in the big living room, looking out the wide plate-glass window at Nantucket Sound stretching out below the cliff to the haze of the mainland thirty miles away.
“Hello?” I said to get their attention. “I knocked but⦔
David turned. “Hey, Chief.”
“I don't mean to intrude⦔
Daisy spun around. “How did you find me?”
I shrugged. “It's hard to stay hidden on Nantucket.”
“That's why I left.”
“But you came back.”
“Yes, wellâ¦I guess I was starting to enjoy not hiding anymore. Silly me.”
“You said you wanted to talk privately. I thought we couldâ”
“You said that! I never said that.”
“Listen, you can trust me. I would neverâ”
“Trust you? Trust you, really? That's the best you can do? Too bad, because that's what liars always say. Trustworthy people don't have to say that shit because
you already trust them
.”
“Wait a second, that's notâ”
“I'm going upstairs. Unless you're planning to arrest me again.”
“No, of course not, I justâ”
“Good.”
She stalked out of the room, leaving a baffled silence behind her like a dropped platter of food.
Kathleen stepped in to clean up the mess. “I'm sorry, Chief Kennis. Daisy's quite upset right now. It's been a horrible week. And Andrew meant a lot to her.”
“That's why I thought she might want to help me solve his murder.”
David squinted at me. “My contacts at the NPD say you've done that already.”
“Good. Feel free to print the story. But I still have a crime to solve.”
Kathleen stepped closer to David, took his arm. “I'm not sure Daisy could help you, anyway.”
“Maybe not. But I'd like to find out.”
She pulled in a quick breath through gritted teeth, “I understand. This might not be the best day. The Thayers are having a reception at the 'Sconset house and Daisy refuses to go. I don't think she wants to talk to anyone right now. We should be leaving ourselves, actually. It's getting late.”
“You go on ahead, Kathy,” David said. “I want to talk to the chief for a few minutes.” He obviously sensed her reluctance. “I'll be right behind you.”
“That means taking two cars. I hate driving in a caravan.”
“This is important.”
“All right. But don't linger. I hate going to these things alone.” She turned to me with a wry smile. “David's my bodyguard.”
“I'll be right behind you,” he said.
She kissed him, waved to me, and left the room. We heard the screen door squeak and slam, and the sharp engine note of her car.
“I was going to call you today,” David said. “I've found out some things.”
“What things?”
“Sit down, Chief. This may take a while.”