Needing You #2 - Wanting Him (4 page)

He pulls back from me, “These need to go,” he says as he rips my shirts over my head, tossing them towards the end of the bed, “Much better.”

“This needs to go too,” I say as I grab his shirt and pull it quickly over his head and toss it to the floor, “And these,” I say as I unhook the button on his jeans and try to push the down, but finding it harder than it should be.

“Eager much babe,” he says with a laugh.

“Umm yes, it’s been months, I want you now,” I say as I try to push the jeans over his delicious ass.

He continues to laugh, but pulls back a bit and takes his jeans and boxer briefs off, allowing his erection to spring free.  Oh my…how I’ve missed him.

“These need to go too babe,” he says as he unhooks my jeans and pulls them down taking my thong with them, leaving me in only my bra.

I lean forward and unhook my bra, tossing it as well.

“Fuck, you’re beautiful,” he says as he moves back up my body, slowly moving his hands along my sides, driving me crazy.

“God, I’ve missed you,” I say as I pull him down to me, running my nails over his
perfectly defined back.

“I hope you don’t have plans tomorrow, because we aren’t leaving this room,” he says as he moves down my body, leaving kisses on his way.

“You, you are my only plans,” I whimper, enjoying the way he’s making my body feel.

“Good,” he says, and before I can say anything I feel his fingers enter me at the same time he takes one of my hard peaks into his mouth, causing me to moan loud.

“Fuck baby, you’re so wet,” he says with hooded eyes.

“
Mmhmm,” is the only word I can form right now.

“Sorry baby, but I can’t wait, I need to be inside of you,” he says as he
moves to grab a condom from his jeans, rips it open and positions himself at my entrance before he thrusts inside of me.

“Oh yes,” I say as it takes my body a few seconds to adjust to him.  I start moving allowing us to get closer and for him to go deeper.

“Fuck,” he says through clenched teeth, “You feel fucking amazing,” he says as he continues his thrusts.

“Harder Park,” I plead.

Parker thrusts forcefully over and over making me scream out his name in pure bliss, with him to quickly follow.

We spend the rest of the night fulfilling and completely satisfying each other before we fall to sleep in pure exhaustion.

The next day, I comply with Parker’s demands of us never leaving the room until he has to leave for his show.  I talk to my sister to make sure her and Liz eat and behave themselves, and inform her that I will be there to take them over to the concert tonight. 

The concert is a two night event, so he has to play tonight, but I keep him fully occupied during the short time that I get him to myself.

Climbing out of the shower, after yet another round with Parker he says, “Nat, please come on tour with me,” he says with a serious look.

“I can’t, you know that,” I tell him with a
sad face.

“How am I going to survive without sex after last night and today?” he says
, looking completely serious.

I start to laugh, “You’re going to see me in two weeks,” I say
, trying to lighten the mood.

“Not enough, I want you every day,” he says matter of fact.

“That sounds divine,” I say I as lean up and kiss his lips.  I can see droplets falling from his hair and sliding down his body and all I want to do is lick them all up, but that will put us behind schedule more so than we already are.

“So come with me,” he says a little more urgent now.

“And what about Nora, and school, and work?” I ask honestly.

“Fuck! Damn it, I know you got things you need to do, I’m just being selfish,” he says as he wraps his arms tightly around me
, pulling me so I’m up as close to his body as I can be.  “Nat, when you get a break, will you consider coming with me then?  You can even bring Nora,” he says leaving me with no excuse, not that I need one.

“Yes, when I have a break in my schedule for school, I will take off work, and we will come on tour with you for however long I can,” I tell him excitedly.

“Thank you baby,” he says as he kisses the top of my head.

We head out of the bathroom to go get dressed.  My sister brought me up some clothes a while ago
, so I would have something to change into.

I stand in my robe, watching my man dry off and can’t help but want him again.  I’m sore
, but it’s worth every second of being with Parker.

“If you keep looking at me like that we’re never going to get out of this room,” he says, piercing me with those sexy green eyes.

“Maybe that’s the point,” I say, stating the obvious.

“Shit, you are insatiable woman,” he says
, as he stalks towards me and takes my lips with his.

“I can’t
get enough of you,” I tell him honestly.

“That good, because we
can’t seem to get enough of you either,” he says as he nods in the direction of his ever ready erection.

“Good,” I say as I loosen up the towel around his waist and let it drop to the floor, allowing his erection to be free.

“Damn baby, we gotta make this quick. I’m already late,” he says as he opens my robe and pushes it off my shoulders to fall to the floor.

“Fine by me,” I tell him as I take a hold of his er
ection, leading him to the bed.

I turn and push him down on the bed and climb up straddling him, leaning down to kiss his gorgeous body.

I can’t help looking at all his body art.  His arms are covered in ink and there is a tribal tattoo that covers his peck that goes over his should onto his back.

I kiss and lick at his tattoos never getting enough.

“Fuck, Nat we gotta hurry up,” he says, taking a hold of my hips.

“D
on’t you dare flip me, I want to be on top,” I say, making him stop moving completely, to just stare at me.

“You’re trying to kill me aren’t you?” he says with a sexy smirk.

“No, but I want to ride you,” I state easy enough.

“I think you did that quite a bit over the past 20 hours. I’m starting to think it’s a control thing,” he says with a look.

“Oh no, I love when you take control,” I tell him truthfully and before I know it, he has me on my back and is thrusting inside of me.

“How’s that for control?” he says
, with a sexy as fuck look.

“That works,” I manage to spit out before he slams back into me.

He works fast and continues his assault on my body until he has me screaming again.

I have never felt so satisfied in all of my life.

Chapter Five

Spending the night with Parker was amazing.  I feel if I say I love him it would be too soon and it would scare him away, but damn if that’s not how I feel.

Can you really fall in love with someone in such a short amount of time?  I want to say yes because I have.  Though we were only together a few months before he left and have talked daily through texts or calls, I know him and I’m only falling more in love with him by the day.

After our
sexcapades, Parker rushed out the door to meet with the guys to go over the setup for tonight.  I head back to my room to check on Nora and Liz.

I barely make it through the hotel door before Liz speaks up, “Well
, doesn’t someone look happily in love.”

All I can do is stop and stare at her, not believing the words she spoke aloud, the words I was just thinking about.

“She’s right you know?  You look like your freaking glowing, it’s kinda pathetic,” Nora says with a smile.

“I’m not glowing and not in love, you two are crazy,” I say, walking towards the bathroom, denying the truth.

They start laughing, causing me to turn around and glare, “What?”

“You are definitely in love,” my sister states matter of fact.

“I care about him, a lot okay?”

“No, you love him.  I can totally see why, that man is a masterpiece.  If you don’t want him, I would love to have a round with him,” Liz says shocking the shit out of me.

“WHAT? NO!  You’re fifteen, you better not be having sex,” I state and then turn to my sister pointing my finger at her, “And if I find out YOU are, I will personally kick your ass.”

“I’m not I swear,” Nora says quickly looking scared shitless.

“Liz you better not be either.  You have your entire lives ahead of you, the last thing you want is to get pregnant,” I tell her as I walk into the bathroom.

“Shit,” I mumble to myself.  Thinking back on last night
and today, Parker and I had sex so many times that eventually we stopped thinking about condoms.

“Not to worry, you’re on the pill,” I try to tell myself.  I grab my cosmetic bag off the counter so I can take my pill for the day, only to realize I don’t have them. “Fuck.”

“Are you okay Nat?” my sister asks from the other side of the bathroom door.

“Yeah, I’m fine,” I tell her. 

I can’t be pregnant right?  I mean, yeah I didn’t take my pill for a day or two, but my body’s used to the pill, so it wouldn’t stop working that fast, would it?

I am not worrying about it. I’m not pregnant, not
yet, not until I’m ready.

I snap out of my funk and finish getting ready for tonight.  The girls and I grab something to eat before going to the show tonight. 

“Are you staying with Parker again tonight?” my sister asks curiously.

“Probably, but we’re leaving early tomorrow morning.”

“How early?” Liz asks.

“Around 6-6:30 a.m.”

“Why so early?” Nora whines.

“Because tomorrow is Sunday and it’s a long drive.  Remember
, you guys have school Monday morning,” I say reminding them.

“We can miss it,” Liz says
, like it’s no big deal.

“No, you missed Friday.  I told your m
om you’ll be back on Sunday.”  I’m starting to wonder if Liz is a bad influence on Nora.  I can’t have that; I already have enough on my plate.

We finish eating and head to the arena to watch the guys again.  I was surprised when the girls said they wanted to go both nights, but they are teenagers so I guess I shouldn’t be too surprised.

We have our passes for tonight, so we head right in and go to similar spots that we had last night.  The arena isn’t too full yet, and it’s cool to see how big the place is without so many people.

About thirty minutes later
, the place is packed and we are once again squished.  The girls seem to be having fun, so it’s worth it.  I haven’t seen my sister smile so such in a long time.

The opening band starts and they are good again, they seem to have a smaller fan base though.  The crowd doesn’t seem as into them as they were yesterday.  Hopefully, that’s not the case for King Dread.

Finally, King Dread is up and they seem to have more fans tonight than last night.  The crowd’s screams are rough on the ears, but I’m happy, the guys deserve it.  Hopefully the crowd isn’t screaming like this the entire time, I’m not sure I can stand it.  I won’t be able to hear for days, I’m sure.

Parker starts talking to the crowd and they somehow get louder.  When Parker starts to sing the crowd turns it down
a notch to hear him, Thank God.

I can’t get over how hot he looks on stage.  I mean he’s gorgeous all the time, but he looks so alive, so
fresh up on that stage.

There’s numerous times throughout their set that he looks my way and winks or stares at me, singing to me in the microphone.  My sister thinks it’s so sweet.  The ladies around us all think he’s doing it to them or for them, but I know better.

When their set is over, the guys say goodnight to the crowd of ferocious women and men and head off stage. 

Parker sent me a text telling me to wait until the s
ecurity guard comes to get me.

About forty minutes go by when I see two guys walking towards me.  I do a double take and realize its Parker and Declan, in the crowd of screaming fans, but they don’t notice them.  They are incognito.

“Hey baby,” Park says as he wraps his arms around me from behind and kisses me.

“You shouldn’t be out here,” I whisper to him, hoping no one around us hears me.

“Could you tell it was me?” he asks.

“I did a double take and yes I could,” I whisper back, nervous for both him and Declan.  They didn’t bring any security with them.

“That’s just because you know me, but even you had to do a double take.  I figured you would want to see the rest of the show because you didn’t get too yesterday.  Plus, we can hang out with Nora too,” he says sweetly.

See…pretty freaking amazing.

Just then my sister turns and her face lights up, I hold my finger up to my mouth to make a shhh sounds so she doesn’t squeal and ruin their cover.

She starts talking to Parker, telling him how awesome he sounded and how excited
she is to see him, yadda, yadda, yadda. 

When she brought my clothes to me earlier, he was on the phone, so she didn’t get to talk to him.

She introduces Liz to him and she looks completely star struck.  It’s funny.

“It’s nice to see you, hopefully next time you can actually hang out with all of us, instead of being stuck in a hotel room all day,” Declan says
to me with a laugh.

I can feel my face burn.  “Sorry, definitely next time.  You guys sounded amazing,” I say through another whisper.

“Thanks,” he says.

“Are you having fun touring?”

“Yeah, but I’m not gonna lie, I miss home.  Don’t get me wrong it’s great seeing all the fans, but it’s not the same,” he says, looking a little homesick.

“
Well, you can come back at any time,” I tell him with a smile, “You only have a few more months of the tour anyway right?”

He looks at me and then glances at Parker and then back to me quickly with a look on his face.

“What’s wrong?” I ask confused.

“You didn’t tell her?” Declan says to Parker looking pissed.

“Tell me what?” I ask even more confused.

“I didn’t get the chance dickhead, we only found out twenty minutes before we went on stage,” he says with an angry look.

“What are you two talking about?” I say looking between the two of them.

“I’ll tell you
later babe, let’s just enjoy the show,” he says as he stands behind me and wraps his arms around me pulling me tightly against his chest.

I glance at Declan who has a sympathetic look, but doesn’t say anything. 

Parker will tell me in time.  I lay my head back onto his chest and watch the show as he holds me.

Once the show is about over, we sneak out, following Declan and Parker and head backstage.

Nora and Liz are bouncing up and down excitedly to be backstage.  They get their pictures taken with the different bands and start posting crazily on the social media sites.

“We ready to go?” Parker asks us.

“I am,” I say tiredly.

“No yawning woma
n, I’m not done with you yet,” he whispers into my ear.

I only nod my head in understanding.

“Can we go out somewhere?” Nora asks.

“Where? It’s almost midnight now,” I state looking at my watch.

“I don’t know, anywhere,” she says hopeful.

“We already toured the town, and you
gotta get up really early tomorrow.  I think it’s time for bed,” I state.

“Ugh fine,” she complains.

We head back to the hotel and Parker and I make sure they are in their room before we head back to our room for the night. 

As tired as I am, I can catch up on sleep in the next couple days.  No way am I missing any quality time
with my man.

As soon as the door is shut, Parker starts to talk, “Okay, so Nat there’s something I need to tell you,” he says in a worried tone.

“What?” I ask curiously.

“You know how this tour ends in
three months,” he says and I nod my head, “well we were asked to join another tour after this one.”

“Park that’s amazing,” I say as a wrap my arms around him, excited for the news.

“Babe, that means I’ll be gone even longer,” he says, piercing me with his beautiful dark green eyes.

“This is your dream.  We’ve been doing the distance thing for a while,
what are a few more months,” I tell him.

“It would be
ten more months Nat.  It already sucks, I barely see you now,” he states.

“So…what are you saying?” I ask confused and getting a bad feeling.

“I’m saying I won’t be home for a year from now,” he says, staring me in the eyes.

“Alright, so what…you want to break-up so you won’t have anything to worry about?” I ask
frustrated and hating to hear the answer I feel is coming.

“No babe, that’s not what I’m saying.  It’s not fair to you.  The rumors, the tabloids, it’s not right or fair to you, so I’m giving you an out if you want it,” he says softly.

“I don’t want out,” I say confidently.

“Are you sure?  They can be relentless,” he says
, holding my face so I have no choice but to look him in the eyes.

“I’m sure Parker.  I’ve dealt with it this long, what’s another
year?” I state, staring into his gorgeous eyes.

“Thank God,” he says as he
meshes his lips to mine.  After a few seconds he pulls back, “There’s probably something else I should tell you,” he says looking really nervous.

“Are you alright, you’re looking a little pale?” I ask worriedly.

“Shit, I’m fine, it’s just not how I saw this going,” he says pacing back and forth.

“Saw what going?” I ask confused again.

He stops and stands right in front of me, holding both sides of my face, looking directly into my eyes, “Natalie, I should have told you months ago, but the chicken shit in me didn’t.  You are one of the best things that have happened to me in a long time.  I knew before I left to come on this tour how I felt and I should have told you.  I’m sorry,” he says.

“Sorry for what?” I cut in, confused and worried.

He chuckles, “Babe I’m in love with you.  Stop thinking crazy thoughts right now. I can see the wheels turning in your pretty blonde head,” he says surprising the hell out of me.

“Y…You love me?” I ask wanting to hear him say it again so I know it’s real.

“Yes Nat, I’m very much in love with you,” he says, as he leans down and kisses me.

As he’s kissing me
, I can’t help but get emotional.  As afraid as I was to tell him, he told me. 

Parker.Thomas.Loves.Me
.

I feel my eyes fill up and
a tear escapes and slip down my cheek.

Parker pulls back, “Baby, why are you crying?” he says as he wipes my tears away.

“I’m happy,” I now say through a few tears, “I love you too Parker, so much.”  Then I grab his face and kiss him senseless.

Parker spends the next few hours making love to me, making me scream out his name numerous times.

Yes, I definitely love this man.

The next morning comes way too fast and it’s time to say goodbye and head home.

Parker and the guys are leaving at 6:30 a.m. and I figured I would be up with him anyway, so we might as well head out at the same time. 

I finish stuffing all of our crap into my trunk and close it.  Nora and Liz are talking to Declan, Luke, and Nate.