Nerilka's Story (5 page)

So I had been correct in my assumption that my father’s parsimonious attitude extended to the two Halls that Fort had traditionally supplied generously whenever approached.

“Healers are among them,” my father countered in a sullen tone. “Or so you tell me!”

“Healers are not immune to the viral influence and they cannot work without medicines,” Capiam said urgently. “You have a great storehouse of medicinal supplies—”

“Garnered and prepared by my lost Lady—” How dare he speak in that maudlin fashion of my mother!

“Lord Tolocamp,” and I could hear the irritation in Master Capiam’s voice, “we
need
those supplies—”

“For Ruatha, eh?”

Surely my father didn’t blame Ruatha for the tragedy?

“Other holds besides Ruatha have needs!” Capiam replied, as if Ruatha was indeed the very last one on his list.

“Supplies are the responsibility of the individual holder. Not mine. I cannot further deplete resources that might be needed by my own people.”

“If the Weyrs,” and Tirone’s deep voice rang with feeling as he took up the argument, “stricken as they are, can extend
their
responsibilities in the magnificent way they have, beyond the areas beholden to them, then how can you refuse?”

I was stunned at my father’s insensitive reply. “Very easily. By saying no. No one may pass the perimeter into the Hold from any outlying area. If they don’t have the plague, they have other, equally infectious, diseases. I shall not risk more of my people. I shall make no further contributions from my stores.”

Had my father not heard a single one of the messages, announcing the thousands of deaths in Keroon, Ista, Igen, Telgar, and Ruatha? My mother and four sisters were dead and quite likely the guards and the servants who had accompanied them, but they numbered only forty in all, not four hundred or four thousand or forty thousand.

“Then I withdraw my healers from your Hold.” I nearly cheered Capiam’s statement.

“But—but—you can’t
do
that!”

“Indeed he can.
We
can,” Master Tirone replied. I heard the scrape of his chair as he pushed it back from the table. I clapped my hands over my mouth lest I make any sound. “Craftsmen are under the jurisdiction of their Hall. You’d forgotten that, hadn’t you?”

I had just enough time to get back into the shadows as the door was pulled roughly open and Capiam swung into the hall. The light from my father’s windows showed me the anger on the Masterhealer’s face. Master Tirone slammed the door shut.

“I’ll call them out! Then I’ll join you in the camp.”

“I didn’t think it would come to this!” Capiam was grim.

I inhaled, afraid for one moment that they might renege—this opposition was just what Tolocamp needed to bring him back to his lost senses.

“Tolocamp has presumed once too often on the generosity of the Halls! I hope this example reminds others of our prerogatives.”

“Call our Craftspeople out, but don’t come to the camp with me, Tirone. You must stay in the hall with your people, and guide mine!”

“My people”—Tirone gave a harsh laugh—”with very few exceptions, are languishing in that blighted camp of his. You are the one who must bide at the halls.”

I knew then where I would go when I left this Hold, and I knew what I could do to expiate my father’s intransigence.

“Master Capiam—” I stepped forward. “I have the storeroom keys.” I held up the duplicates my mother had given me on my sixteenth birthday.

“How did you? . . .” Tirone began, leaning forward to peer at my face. He didn’t know who I was any more than Capiam did, but they knew I was one of the Fort Horde.

“Lord Tolocamp made plain his position when he received the request for medicines. I helped harvest and preserve them.”

“Lady? . . .” Capiam waited for me to speak my name, but his voice was kind and his manner gentle.

“Nerilka,” I said quickly, for I didn’t expect so exalted a man to have known it. “I have the right to offer you the products of my own labor.” Tirone was realizing that I had eavesdropped on their conversation, but I hardly cared. “There is just one condition.” I let the keys swing from my fingers.

“If it is within my giving,” Capiam replied tactfully.

“That I may leave this Hold in your company and work with the sick in that horrid camp. I’ve been vaccinated.
Lord
Tolocamp was expansive that day. Be that as it may, I will not stay in a Hold to be abused by a girl younger than myself. Tolocamp permitted her and her family to enter this hallowed Hold from the fire-heights yet he leaves healers and harpers to die out there!” I nearly added, “as he left my mother and sisters to die at Ruatha” Instead I pulled at Capiam’s sleeve. “This way, quickly.”

Tolocamp would recover from his shock at their ultimatum and start roaring for Barndy or one of my brothers.

“I’ll remove our Craftspeople from this Hold on my way out,” Tirone said. He turned and walked the other way.

“Young woman, you do realize that once you leave the Hold without your father’s knowledge, particularly in his present frame of mind—”

“Master Capiam, I doubt he’ll notice I’m gone.” Maybe he was the one who had told Anella that my name was Nalka. “These steps are very steep,” I warned, suddenly remembering that the Masterhealer wasn’t used to the back ways. I flicked on a handglow.

Capiam stumbled once or twice as we spiraled down, and I heard him draw a sigh of relief as we turned into the larger corridor toward the storerooms. Sim was lounging on the bench with the other two.

“You are prompt, I see.” I nodded reassurance at Sim, who hadn’t expected to see the Masterhealer down here. “Father appreciates promptness.” I included Master Capiam in that remark as I opened the door.

I went in first, flicking open the glowbaskets, and heard Capiam exclaim now that he recognized the room where he and my mother had often treated the Hold sick. I went into the main storeroom.

“Behold, Master Capiam, the produce of my labors since I was old enough to snip leaf and blossom or dig root and bulb. I won’t say I have filled every shelf, but my sisters who have predeceased me would not deny me their portions. Would that all of these hoarded supplies were usable, but even herbs and roots lose their potency in time. Waste, that’s the bulk of what you see, fattening tunnel snakes.” I had heard the slither as the reptiles fled from the glowlights. “Carry-yokes are in the corner there, Sim.” I raised my voice now, for my other remarks had been for the Masterhealer’s ears so that he knew that what I gave him today did not seriously deplete those treasured stores Tolocamp must reserve for his own people. “You and the others, take up the bales.” When I saw them start to load up, I turned to Master Capiam. “Master Capiam, if you do not mind—that’s the fellis juice. I’ll take this.” I hefted the other demijohn by its girth strap and slung the pack over my shoulder. “I mixed fresh tussilago last night, Master Capiam. That’s right, Sim. On your way now. We’ll use the kitchen exit. Lord Tolocamp has been complaining again about the wear on the main hall carpets,” I said quite mendaciously. “It’s as well to comply with his instructions even if it does mean extra lengths for the rest of us.”

I covered the glowbaskets and set down the demi-john to lock the storeroom, ignoring Capiam’s expression. It didn’t matter what he thought as long as I could leave the Hold without being seen.

“I would like to take more, but four drudges added to the noon parade to the perimeter are not going to be noticed by the guard.” He spared a look at my clothing then. “No one will care in the least if one of the drudges continues on to the camp. Nor will anyone at the kitchen exit think it odd for the Masterhealer to leave with supplies.” I had accustomed them to such traffic to the Hall. “Indeed, they would wonder if you left empty-handed.”

I had finished locking up and now I dangled the keys before me. I couldn’t just hang them on the door. “One never knows, does one?” I commented, stuffing them back into my belt pouch. “My stepmother has another set. She thinks it is the only one. But
my
mother thought the still-room a very good occupation for me. This way, Master Capiam.”

He followed me and I kept expecting any moment to hear an exhortation or good advice.

“Lady Nerilka, if you leave now—”

“I
am
leaving—”

“—and in this fashion, Lord Tolocamp—”

I stopped in my tracks and faced the man. It wouldn’t do to be heard arguing with him as we crossed the kitchen. “—will miss neither me nor my dower.” As I hefted the demijohn, I saw Sim exiting by the side door, and thought I had best be at his heels or he might falter. “I can be of real use in the internment camp for I know about mixing medicines and decocting and infusing herbs. I shall be doing something constructive that is needed rather than sitting comfortably in a corner somewhere.” I did not add sewing straight seams to adorn my stepmother. “I know your craftsmen are overworked. Every hand is needed.

“Besides”—I touched the keys in my pouch—”I can slip back in whenever it’s necessary. Don’t look surprised. The drudges do it all the time. Why shouldn’t I?” Especially when I am dressed as a drudge, I noted wryly.

I had to catch up to Sim and the others to maintain our cover; I also had to remember to move like a drudge. As I passed under the lintel of the kitchen door, I slumped my shoulders, lowered my head, canted my knees at each other for a more awkward gait, and pretended to be weighed down by my burdens, scuffing my feet in the dust.

Master Capiam was looking to our left, to the main forecourt and stairs where Master Tirone was moving down the ramp along with the healers who tended our elderlies, and the three harpers.

“He’ll be watching them! Not us,” I told Master Capiam, for I, too, had caught sight of my father’s figure in the open window. Maybe he’d catch his death of a cold. “Try to walk less proudly, Master Capiam. You are, for the moment, merely a drudge, burdened and reluctantly heading for the perimeter, terrified of coming down sick to die like everyone in the camp.”

“Everyone in the camp is not dying.”

“Of course not,” I said hastily, hearing the anger in his voice. “But Lord Tolocamp thinks so. He has so informed us constantly. Ah, a belated attempt on his part to prevent the exodus!” I caught sight of the helmet tips over the balustrade. “Don’t pause!” The Masterhealer had stopped briefly, and I didn’t want anything to call attention to us. The departure of healers and harpers was a useful diversion. “You can walk as slowly as you want, that’s in character, but don’t stop.”

I kept my head turned to the left, but then drudges were always attempting to ignore what they were supposed to be doing in favor of any activity that appeared more interesting. Seeing guards chasing after healers and harpers was very interesting. Especially guards who did not wish to follow their particular orders. I could just imagine Barndy’s consternation. “Arrest the Masterharper, Lord Tolocamp? Now how could I do such a thing? The healers, too? Are they not needed more in their own Hall right now than here?”

There was a brief scuffle as Tirone barged through the halfhearted attempt to thwart him. I suppose words were exchanged between the guards and the others, but no one truly interfered with those departing, and Master Tirone led them all down onto the road at a good pace.

Our path had already taken us across the roadway, and their steps would cover our footprints in the dust. I continued my awkward pace and wondered if my father even noticed the passing of the drudges. Sim and the other two had reached the perimeter, and Theng was looking with some disgust at their burdens. He had come hastily out of his little hut, but then he identified the basket holding the noon meal of the guard contingent and relaxed.

I began to worry about Master Capiam immured in the camp when he really ought to remain in his Hall, no matter what he had said to Master Tirone.

“If you go past the perimeter, Master Capiam, you will not be permitted back.”

“If there is more than one way into the Hold, is there only one past the perimeter?” he asked me flippantly. “I’ll see you later, Lady Nerilka.”

I was relieved to think he was right. I was close enough to the dip in the roadway to see the encampment, and the men and women, well back of the guarded zone, waiting patiently for the food.

“Here now, Master Capiam.” Theng came up, alarmed to see the resolution in the Masterhealer’s stride. “You can’t go in there without staying—”

“I don’t want this medicine heaved about, Theng. Make sure they understand it’s fragile.”

I turned to one side, pretending to ease the weight of the demijohn. Theng knew me well enough to raise a commotion if he recognized me.

“I can do that much for you,” Theng replied. He placed the demijohn to one side of the bales, then yelled down to the waiting men and women. “This is to be handled carefully, and preferably by a healer. Master Capiam says it’s medicine.”

I wanted to tell Capiam that I would see that the medicine was given to the appropriate people, but I dared not get too close to Theng, who was now making sure that Master Capiam went back where he belonged. I took the opportunity and walked quickly down the slope to the waiting people.