Never Forever (BlackPath MC Book 1) (22 page)

 Callie
is so damn beautiful. She keeps wanting me to move faster, but I don’t want to
hurt her. Being inside of her is unbelievable. She is so tight and so wet. I am
trying my best to make this last but she is not making it easy. It’s her first
time and it needs to be perfect for her.

 She
rolls us over and she is grinding on my cock so good. Damn I’m not going to
last. I feel it in my lower spine I’m going to erupt soon. Oh, hell she’s
feeling it. I feel her muscles tightening around me.

 
“Kylar, oh god! It feels so good.” She slumps over me and I feel her cum
leaking down my cock. I turn her on her back and I can’t hold back anymore. I
push inside hard and pull myself almost all the way out and thrust back in and
I feel my balls shrink up and I erupt inside of her with such force my eyes
roll back. I give it two more strokes and my body feels like I have run a
marathon. I am completely spent.

 I
roll over to my side but stay inside of Callie and pull her into my arms as
tight as I can get her. I have never felt like this before. I never want to
cuddle after sex, but this feels like so much more. I couldn’t let her go if I
had to. I want to keep her in my arms and keep her safe. Callie is mine and I
will never let her go. Never!

 
I wake up and it is dark all around us. I don’t even remember drifting off to
sleep. Callie is still sleeping and I slip away from her and grab a pair of
shorts out of my bag then slip into the bathroom. I decide to take a quick
shower.

 I
get clean and I feel great. I haven’t felt this good in a while. Then it hits
me, I am falling for Callie. She gives me a peace inside I have not had. I know
when I get back, dad and I are going to talk and I am going to fix this.

 My
mind drifts to Bri and the way we used to be. We had become toxic for each
other before she left. I know that now. It’s like the feelings I have for
Callie has taken my blinders off, or maybe it’s just being able to relax and
not have all the baggage.

 Callie
is good and untainted and I want that good in my life. I will make up to her
the way we started out and we will have a good life together. We can have a
life like my ma and dad. That’s what I’ve always wanted. I see that now. I will
fix this. We’ll give Chief and the BlackPath MC what they need to get Tommy’s
killer and I will tie Callie to me so she won’t want to leave me. I will do
what I have to so she will fall in love with me.

 
I finish up and go downstairs, being quiet so I don’t wake Callie. I go out and
turn the hot tub off. We can do that tomorrow. Then I go back into the kitchen
and look in the fridge and get some block cheese out and cut some slices and
put them on a plate. I grab some crackers from the cabinet and get some grapes
from the fridge. Looks good to me. I grab a beer for me and a bottle of water
for her and head back up the stairs. It’s only a little after ten so I’ll wake
Callie for a snack and she can clean up and we can finish our first night as
husband and wife together. Maybe talking a little. I want to know everything
about her. This is new for me. I don’t understand it, but I’ll go with it.

 
As soon as I get in the room I see Callie is still sleeping, so I set the plate
and drinks down and go into the bathroom and start her some warm bath water. I
look under the sink and find some of those salts women like so much and put a
little in the water. I return to the bedroom and go over by the bed and I see
Callie is moving around so I turn the bedside light on and bend over and kiss
Callie on the forehead. “Wake up sleepy head. You need to eat a little and
drink some water and then soak in some warm water so you won’t be so sore
tomorrow.” She opens her eyes and reaches for the water, so I hand it to her
and I get up to go turn the water off in the tub.

 
“Are you a master at taking a woman’s virginity so you know everything to do?”
she asks still sounding half asleep. I’m sure she wouldn’t have asked that
question if she was completely awake.

 
“No you are my first, I asked my ma. I know very little about being gentle. I
had to get pointers. It was an odd conversation. Hopefully the only of its kind
that I have with her.” She looks shocked when I get back to our bed.

 
“You told Kat I was a virgin?” she sounds like it was a big secret. She sounds
a little embarrassed.

 
“No silly. After she talked to you she told me. I don’t know how she knew, she
just did.  She told me how to take care of you. She really likes you. So I
promised, a small snack, keep you hydrated, a soak in a warm bath, and no more
sex until tomorrow. Oh yeah, I almost forgot, if you are still too
uncomfortable, two ibuprofens and then a good night sleep.” I tell her just
like ma told me and I hope she goes along with it. I don’t want her
uncomfortable.

 
“I’m glad she knew, I hadn’t a clue. No mom here. Dad sure as heck wouldn’t
have such a talk. Most female stuff I had to get from Zman’s wife, Kelsey. Dad
liked to of hit the roof when I started my period. He sent all the clubs ol’
ladies over. I was embarrassed. They all had something different to say. The
only thing they agreed on was eat a lot of chocolate. Doesn’t help, but it’ll
make you happier.” She takes a drink of her water and then kinda laughs, “You
know to think about it, that’s their answer for everything.”

  
“Well I didn’t bring chocolate but I have cheese, crackers, and grapes. How is
that? I can go downstairs and see if I can find some chocolate.” I would try if
she wanted me too.

 
“No worries. I’m a little sore, okay maybe more than a little, but besides that
I’m good. The bath should fix that maybe. but if not maybe the sleep tonight.”
She reaches over and takes a slice of cheese and a couple of grapes.

 
I get my beer, take the top off and take a long drink. It is still cool and
tastes good going down, but I almost spit it out when she asks, “So was I
horrible? I mean the sex, was it horrible? I didn’t know what I was doing, but
if your patient with me I will learn to make it better for you.”

 
“Baby, you were perfect. It was great. It’s never felt so good. I promise.” I
see in her eyes she doesn’t believe me but we were terrific together. “You need
to understand; I love it that you are inexperienced. That means I get to teach
you everything. No other man has had what belongs to me. You will have all your
firsts with me and that brings out the man in me more.” I hope she understands
how much what she gave to me meant. “Now come on, let’s get you in the tub to
soak for a while so we can get some sleep. Tomorrow we have a lot to see and do.
Sometime or another we have to discuss about what happens when we get home.”
She likes that idea. She hops right up and goes for the tub. 

  
I wake up wrapped up in Devil’s arms. I feel rested, but I need to pee. I don’t
know how I’m going to get up without waking him. I try moving but when I do he
moves with me. I hate leaving this warm spot, but I gotta go. I wiggle out from
under him and he opens his eyes and tries to tighten his grip.

 “If
you don’t want a warm waterbed, you need to let me up.” He releases me and I
wiggle out and turn and run to the bathroom. I take care of my pressing
business, then brush my teeth. I wonder about a shower but just as I turn Devil
comes in, reaches for his tooth brush, and I decide to leave him to do his
morning thing.

 Sharing
the bathroom in the mornings is going to take some getting used to. I look at
the bed and I think back to last night. I feel warm all over. Devil said after
my bath last night we were going to sleep the rest of the night and we did
sleep some, but he woke me up twice more during the night. I am quite sore this
morning, but it is a good sore. I can’t believe the things we did. I can’t
believe I waited eighteen years for this. I feel happy. Content.

 Devil
is nothing like I expected. He was sweet and tender. He held and talked to me
afterwards. I know I have to keep my heart locked away. This is an arrangement,
but Devil is just so much more.

 I’m
brought out of my thoughts by a ringing phone. I look around and it is Devil’s
phone going off so yell out, “your phone is going off. You…” I am cut off by
Devil answering his phone. I grab some clothes out of my bag and head back in
for a shower. I set my water and undress, then step into the warm stream of
water. It feels good on my sore body. I’m letting it soak my hair and run down
my face when I hear the door open. I’m a little shocked, but then I realize it
is just Devil. I’m still not used to my body being on display but I am trying
to relax and go with it. The shower curtain pulls back and Devil steps in and I
can tell something is wrong, but I don’t know whether to ask what.

 The
phone call could have been club business and I know that is off limits. He
takes the shampoo and squirts a little on my head and starts to scrub. It feels
really good, but he hasn’t uttered a word. Finally, as he tilts my head back, I
can’t take it anymore. “Everything ok?” Maybe that will get me some kind of
response.

 “I
don’t know. That was dad. There’s been some trouble at the club and I’m needed
back home so we need to cut this short. I will make it up to you, but I am
needed, because not only is there club problems, but Kim showed up at home with
a black eye that her boyfriend gave her and dad is livid. I have to get back to
help handle everything.” I can tell Devil is worried so I take the shampoo and
start to wash his hair.

 
“It’s ok. I know club and family issues are important. What kind of boyfriend
hits his girlfriend? Is Kat coping ok? Is there anything I can do?” he pulls me
to him and I drop the shampoo bottle.

  
“You know most women would bitch about cutting our honeymoon short, but your
first reaction is, how is ma? You are truly amazing and you’re not asking a ton
of questions about the club I can’t answer. You are perfect for me.”

 With
that he gives me a deep kiss that says so much. His hands start to slide across
my breasts and he backs me into the shower wall. “We don’t have much time but I
have to have you again.”

His
cock is hard and has already found its way between my legs. I grab a hold of
the head with my soapy hand and slide all the way down the shaft and hear him
hiss his approval. He takes me by my hips and turns me around. “Put your hands
on the wall to hold yourself. I was gentle last night but I need you too much
right now to be slow and easy.” He puts the head of his cock at my wet entrance
and drive into me hard and fast. At first it stings and I feel a small pain,
but then he guides my hand to my clit. His hand, with mine, starts massaging my
clit. It begins to feel good and I relax and he pulls almost all the way out
and slams back in. “Rub yourself baby. Make it feel good for me. The thought of
you getting yourself off in front of me is so hot. Faster, I’m not going to
last long. Get there, baby.” As he’s talking he is pulling out and slamming
back in and I have never felt so full and I feel that anticipation again. I can
feel the beginning of my orgasm.

 He’s
pounding away and I feel it begin, “give it all to me baby. I’m right there
with you.” Then my body comes undone right there in the shower by my own hand
with him behind me. I feel his cum shooting in spurts into me. It feels so damn
good. My body goes limp, but Devil catches a hold of me and doesn’t let me fall.
All I want to do is be right here with him. I feel so complete.

 After
a minute or two or ten, Devil pulls out of me and I feel the loss. I want to
pull him back, but I know we have to get moving, so I hug him. Before I know it,
I can’t believe the words I hear coming out of my mouth, “I’m going to have to
watch myself around you Kylar Steel or I will fall in love with you.” I can’t
believe I said that. I can’t have those feelings for Devil. I still love
Mason…or I think I do. I need to keep my feelings in check. This is an
arrangement and love has nothing to do with this. It was just good sex.

  
“Don’t worry darling, if you fall I will catch you. I will never let you fall
or let you down.” Then he kisses me again and turn backs around and starts
rinsing off.

  
What did he mean by that? What did I mean? I think I may be in over my head.
That’s it, I have to keep my head about me.

 I
keep thinking to myself, he may get my body but he will not get my heart. I
left that with the man I love. I keep repeating it. I know I love Mason. Don’t
I? Can I have feelings for two men? It’s just sex is new to me. I am mixing the
two feelings up.

 
What is wrong with me? I’m not an emotional mess like this. Things are changing
too fast. I need to keep my head about me. I can’t give another man the chance
to screw me up even worse than I am. I have to distance myself. I’m hoping if I
keep saying this to myself it will stick in my head.

 “Hey,
are you still with me? Everything alright baby?” He looks so concerned. “We
really need to get cleaned up and get out of here. Dad is expecting us and we
still have an hour drive.” He puts conditioner in my hair and starts to massage
it in and I pull back. This is the kind of stuff that has to stop. It is
unexpected. I’ve never had this before and I can see myself craving just this
kind of attention.

 
“I can do this so you can finish up, so we can hurry. We don’t want to keep
your dad waiting.” It was the best I could come up with. He moves over and
washes his hair and soaps up and rinses off.

“Ok
baby, I’m all done. I’ll start getting things ready to go so you can finish
up.” He bends down and gives me a kiss on the tip of my nose. “Hurry. We need
to get moving.”

 As
soon as he steps out I feel bette,r but then again I want him back. I am so
screwed.