Never Let Go (31 page)
That earns a little laugh from her. I’m glad. There’s too much gloom in the apartment.
She picks up the phone. “Hi. Yeah. Yeah, you’re at the right place. I’ll come down and open the doors.” She hangs up and looks at me. “The guy said he’ll leave the truck open while he goes for lunch. He’ll give me the key after.”
“He’s not going to help?”
Katy shrugs. “Apparently it’s just a rental service. He drops the truck off, gives me the keys, and leaves. I have to drive it home.”
“Okay.” I stand up. “Let’s go.”
***
An hour or two later, I sit down on the edge of my bed and sigh, looking around the room. Katy has been downstairs for a while, insisting on organizing the truck herself before taking off.
The quiet of her absence is already echoing through our room.
Skinny arms suddenly come around my shoulders, enveloping me in a hug. “You’re amazing,” Katy whispers. “And I’m going to miss you so much when I’m gone.”
I feel tears building behind my eyes. There goes my calm. “I’m going to miss you, too,” I mumble. “Thank you for everything.”
She nudges my shoulder and smiles. “Me? I didn’t do anything.”
“You taught me a lot,” I say. “About life. Boys. All the important stuff.”
“Pssh, don’t make me blush,” Katy says, looking away. She rubs at her eyes.
“Hey, what were you doing out there for so long, anyway?” I ask. “When I left you, most of the stuff in the truck seemed to be in good order.”
“Oh.” Katy suddenly looks very coy. “I got a phone call from… an acquaintance of ours. Asking about you.”
I bunch up my brows. “Who?”
She smiles. “Who do you think?”
“Spencer?”
“The one and only!”
“Wait, he called you… about
me
?” I frown. “Why?”
Katy bites her lip. “He made me promise not to tell.”
I laugh. “Now I
have
to know.”
She considers it for a moment… and nods. “Okay. But only to get your mind off Andrew. And you can’t rat me out to Spencer. Deal? You have to act all surprised when he asks.”
“Asks
what?
”
“Well, you know how Spencer has his apartment, right?”
“Yeah?”
“He called me…” Katy pauses, “…to ask if I thought it would be a good idea for him to offer you the spare bedroom once I’m gone!”
“What?” I’m shocked. “Why?”
“Well, he knows your rent will double without me. But he doesn’t want his offer to seem like charity. He asked for my advice.”
I’m dying from anticipation. “What did you tell him?”
She beams at me. “I told him it was a great idea!”
“What? Katy, no—”
“Why not?” she interrupts. “He has the place. He obviously digs you. I can tell you’re into him. You can even think of it as a temporary thing until the school sets you up with another dorm of your own.”
“Moving in together is a pretty big step,” I tell her cautiously. “We’re not even officially dating!”
Katy laughs. “And what makes it official? A Facebook status? Come on, worst comes to worst, it’ll give you some flexibility to figure out another living arrangement.” She winks. “But I don’t think it’ll come to that.”
“I’ll think about it,” I promise.
“See that you do,” Katy says. “I feel awful making you bear the burden of having to pay for our place on your own.”
“It’s not your fault,” I say. “Your parents made you go home.”
“No. If I hadn’t… Well, you know… I’d be here for the rest of the year.”
“That was an accident.”
She rolls her eyes. “Come on. Don’t feed me that. I’m entirely responsible.”
“Katy—”
“I’m not going to take no for an answer. I doubt Spencer will, either.” Katy’s eyes twinkle. “Besides, with me gone, who are you going to count on to add some excitement to your life?”
“I’ve got Pickles, for one…” I say, only half-serious. Katy laughs. Then I remember something else. “Hey, didn’t Spencer say he was allergic to cats? Remember, the first time we all
met
?”
“Nah,” Katy shakes her head. “He was just bullshitting to get out of here faster. Trust me. I’d know.” She stands up and looks around the room. “Where is the little guy, anyway? I want to say goodbye.”
I point at the bathroom door. I’d locked him in there to make sure he didn’t escape while we carried Katy’s things down the stairs.
Katy opens it and lets Pickles out. She picks him up and snuggles him close to her face, whispering goodbyes into his fur.
I lean against one bedpost and watch them, trying not to let my growing excitement show. Spencer called Katy about
me
? He wants
me
to move in with him?
I wonder how he’ll break the news. If I agree to it, we might just set the record for the fastest time between the start of a relationship and living together. He’s been around since the beginning of the year, but it’s only in these last few days that we’ve actually gotten to know each other.
I walk downstairs with Katy. We’re both teary and emotional when she hugs me one last time and climbs into the truck. I wave until the vehicle disappears around a corner at the end of the street. Then, I run to the lobby window on the twelfth floor, pick out her truck in traffic, and follow it until I can’t see it anymore.
I feel an uncomfortable chill run down my spine. I turn around. But, I’m the only one here. Maybe it’s the sensation of truly being alone that’s settling in.
I take the elevator to the seventh floor and unlock my dorm. I walk inside and look around the empty apartment.
It’s just me
, I think to myself.
Again
.
Pickles struts across the room and settles down by the sofa. I take his cue and sit down. He rubs against my leg then lies on my feet.
I lean back and grapple with the emotions running through my head. I’m sad but excited, confused yet angry—
My phone buzzes with a text. I pull it from my pocket and see a message from Spencer.
Him
: Meet me at the café in an hour. I have something I want to ask you.
A nervous energy builds inside. He’s really going to do it. He’s going to ask me to move in with him.
I already know I will say, “Yes.”
The move has the potential to be earthshattering. The question is: Will it be the best thing to ever happen to me?
Or the greatest disaster of my life?
The End, Book 1.
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I entered college as a freshman in September 2010. While I wouldn’t say Paige’s story is my own, elements of every single scene that made it into this book directly come from experiences I had the first few months.
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Sixteen years ago, nine-year-old Sandra Hawthorne watched her older sister die in a horrifying fire. She could not save her. The guilt of her failure has haunted her since.
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Today, Sandra lives alone in a tiny Washington hamlet. She avoids relationships she knows she cannot maintain. Each day she seeks refuge from her nightmares. Each day she fails to find it...
For the past thirteen years, 33-year-old Brandon Galliani has built up his fortune supplying high-end drugs to the most affluent of clientele. Now, he seeks to reform and return to his estranged family.
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Persevere.
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