Never Romance a Rake (3 page)

The woman turned and pressed her elegantly gloved fingers to her chest. “
Quoi?
And taint my precious virtue by strolling unaccompanied through Mayfair like some common tart?” she asked mockingly. “But wait! I forget. They already think me a common tart.”

“Be damned to you, Camille!” The comte snapped his whip, and the horses set off at a strong trot. “You are an ungrateful little shrew.”

She set her shoulders stiffly back, refusing to cling to the side for balance. “I am, aren't I?” she said, as much to herself as to him. “Would to God it were spring! Perhaps then your foolish plan might—
might
—succeed.”

The comte laughed loudly. “Oh,
mon chou
! I very much fear that spring will be too late for you.”

She cut a disdainful glance at him. “
Oui,
this is true,” she admitted. “And,
mon père,
too late for
you
!”

Pamela, Lady Sharpe, was standing at her sitting-room window, one hand braced on the back of a stout chair, watching the world of Mayfair go by when the tall man in the dark cloak came striding purposefully down the street. At first, she paid him scant heed. The rain had stopped, and something which might possibly have been a beam of sunlight was slanting over the roofs across Hanover Street. Lady Sharpe resisted the urge to clap her hands with glee.

Tomorrow, perhaps, there would be callers? Yes, almost certainly. And she was well enough to receive them. Indeed, she was dying to crow over her accomplishments. This had been a momentous week—but truth be told, it had been a banner year for Lady Sharpe. She had carried off the triple sweep of the social season, having launched her much-loved cousin Xanthia into society to shockingly good effect, and immediately thereafter marrying off her only daughter Louisa to an earl's heir.

And then, as her grand finale, after two decades of marriage to an amiable and understanding husband, Lady Sharpe had finally done what no one believed possible. She had borne Sharpe an heir. A lovely, blue-eyed boy who was his father's spit and image, bald pate in the bargain.

“My lady?” The countess's maid hovered at her elbow. “Perhaps you ought to lie back down?”

Just then, the dark man passed squarely by Lady Sharpe's window.

“Oh! Oh!” she cried, pointing. “Look! Anne, stop him! Go down! Fetch him up at once.”

“Ma'am?” Anne's brow furrowed.

“Rothewell!” She gestured madly at the glass. “I sent a note round just yesterday. I really must see him! Oh,
do
go down this instant.”

Anne lost a bit of her color, but she went downstairs—then ordered the second footman to hasten along Hanover Street after Lord Rothewell. The footman balked for an instant—the baron's reputation was not unknown to the staff—then finally did as he'd been bid. No appendages were lost in the process. Lord Rothewell had apparently bitten off his daily allotment of noses, and he followed the footman almost civilly upstairs.

The countess received him in her private sitting room, still attired in her cap and dressing gown, with her feet propped up on her husband's gout stool.

“Kieran, my dear!” she murmured, turning her cheek to be kissed. “You will forgive me for not rising.”

“Yes, of course.” Rothewell took the chair she motioned toward. “Though I cannot think, Pamela, that you've any business receiving anyone.”

Lady Sharpe laughed lightly. “That is why you are my favorite cousin, dear boy!” she replied. “Your brutal honesty.”

Brutal honesty
. Rothewell wondered if the phrase was destined to haunt him today.

But Lady Sharpe's eyes were still twinkling. “Now, my dear! Why have you been ignoring me?

“Ignoring you?”

“I sent an urgent note round yesterday,” she chided. “One would think I'd been forgotten altogether after just a few weeks of confinement.”

“Ah,” he said quietly. “But I have scarce been home since yesterday, Pamela.”

“Indeed, it's a shock to see you out in broad daylight.” She wrinkled her nose. “I do dislike the sort of company you keep—and the hours. But never mind that just now. Am I to have your congratulations?”

Rothewell sat a little forward in his chair, his hands on his knees. “Yes, and my thanksgiving with them,” he answered. “It was a dashed dangerous thing for you to suffer through, Pamela.”

Lady Sharpe's finely etched eyebrows rose. “Why, what an odd thing to say. What do you mean?”

Rothewell forced himself to relax against the back of his chair. “Nothing, Pamela,” he said simply. “I just hope you will not try to do it again.”

“At my age?” Lady Sharpe gave a wry smile. “I should think it highly unlikely.”

“This has shaved a year off Sharpe's life, you know.”

“I do know, and I'm very sorry for it.” Lady Sharpe was toying with a ribbon on her handkerchief. “But Sharpe needs an heir, Kieran.”

“He needs his
wife
—alive, preferably.”

“Oh, you do not understand! Though you
should
do, of course—and better than most. You know what I mean.”

He did know. But an heir? The notion had always seemed absurd. “What will eventually happen, Pamela, to my title?” he finally asked.

“What, when you are gone?” Lady Sharpe tossed her handkerchief dismissively. “One of those odious Neville cousins in Yorkshire will inherit everything. But little do you care.”

“A very little, I daresay,” he murmured.

Lady Sharpe was watching him quizzically. “You should get busy, Kieran.” Her voice was uncharacteristically sharp. “You know what I mean.”

Rothewell pretended not to understand. He set his hands upon his thighs as if to rise. “Well, old girl, I must get on. You need your rest.”

“Pish!” said Lady Sharpe, waving him down again. “If anyone needs rest, sir, it is you. It is rare I've seen you so haggard.” She turned to her maid. “Anne, go and tell Thornton to present Viscount Longvale to his cousin.”

The child? Dear God, not that.
“Really, Pamela,” said Rothewell. “This is not necessary.”

“Oh, yes. It is.” A mysterious smile curved her lips. “I insist.”

Rothewell avoided meeting children at all costs. He always felt as if some sort of effusive response was expected of him. He was not effusive. He wasn't even especially pleasant. And children, more often than not, wished to be dandled upon one's knee, or to tug one's watch from one's pocket.

But Lord Longvale, as it happened, was apt to do neither. He was a doughy, pink-and-white lump with two impossibly tiny fists and a pursed rosebud of a mouth, and far too small to be of any trouble to anyone. Moreover, this child was Pamela's, a person for whom he possessed a rare fondness. So Rothewell steeled himself, forced a smile, and leaned rather tentatively over the bundle which the nurse held out for his inspection.

Strangely, his breath caught. The child was so perfect and so still he might have been sculpted of Madame Tussaud's magical wax. His skin was so delicate it appeared translucent, and his round cheeks glowed with an otherworldly color.

A remarkable stillness settled over the room, leaving Rothewell afraid to exhale. He could not recall ever having been in such proximity to a newborn babe.

Suddenly, two pale blue eyes flew open. The child squeezed his fists tight, screwed up his face, and commenced squalling with healthy gusto. The strange moment shattered, Rothewell drew back.

“I fear Lord Longvale has little interest in making my acquaintance,” he said over the racket.

“Nonsense!” said her ladyship. “I am sure he is just showing off. Have you ever heard such a fine pair of lungs?”

Rothewell had not. Despite his swaddling, the child pumped his stubby legs and tiny fists back and forth relentlessly as he wailed. Rothewell was struck by the sheer force of will which emanated from the tiny creature. Yes, the child was very real indeed—and very much alive. And he was a scrapper, too, by the look of him. Rothewell found himself suppressing a sudden and improbable urge to smile.

Perhaps all of London was not dead or decaying after all. This little imp was precious and new, and quite obviously filled with promise. He would carry with him the hopes and the dreams of his parents into the future. Perhaps the cycle of life, death, and resurrection truly was eternal. Rothewell did not know if that thought brought him comfort or anger.

Lady Sharpe had opened her arms to take the child. “Let me soothe him a moment, Thornton,” she said, tucking the bundle against her shoulder. “And then I suppose you'd best take him back up again. I believe we are making Lord Rothewell unaccountably nervous.”

Rothewell did not return to his chair, but paced across the sitting room to one of the windows which overlooked Hanover Street. He felt strangely moved. He was but vaguely aware that the child's cries were slowly relenting. Eventually, the room fell silent.

One arm braced high against the shutter, Rothewell was still standing there, staring blindly at the falling dusk and wondering what it was about the child that struck him so when he heard Pamela speak again.

“Kieran?” Her voice was sharp. “My dear boy—are you perfectly all right?”

Caught in his musing, Rothewell spun round to look at her. His cousin sat alone in the middle of the room. The child and his nurse had vanished.

Lady Sharpe set her head to one side like a curious bird. “You've not heard a word I've said.”

“My apologies, Pamela,” he said. “My mind was elsewhere.”

“I said I have a favor to ask of you,” she reminded him. “May I depend upon you?”

Rothewell managed a smile. “I doubt it,” he said honestly. “Women usually regret it when they do.”

She leaned over and patted the chair beside her. “Come sit by me,” she suggested. “And do be serious. This is important.”

Reluctantly, he did so. He did not like the faint strain he could hear in his cousin's voice.

“Kieran,” she said quietly, “are you still keeping company with Christine?”

Rothewell was taken aback by the question. Christine Ambrose was Pamela's sister-in-law, but the two were as different as chalk from cheese. And Pamela never, ever pried.

“I see Mrs. Ambrose whenever it suits us both,” he said vaguely. “Why? Has Sharpe some newfound objection?”

“Heavens, no!” Lady Sharpe waved her hand dismissively. “Sharpe knows he cannot manage his half sister, and he does not try. But the two of you—well, you are not serious, Kieran, are you? Christine is not the sort of lady one would wish to…well, I don't quite know how to put it.”

Rothewell felt his expression darken. He did not discuss his personal life—even Xanthia did not dare ask such things. Christine was thought rather fast, and he knew it. He also did not give a damn.

“I am afraid my relationship with Mrs. Ambrose is a private matter, Pamela,” he said coldly. “But there will be nothing permanent between us, if that is your concern.”

Nothing permanent
. No, there was no future for him with Christine—not that he had ever contemplated such foolishness.

But Lady Sharpe's face had already brightened. “No, I thought not,” she said, as if reassuring herself. “She is, of course, quite lovely, but Christine is—”

“Pamela,” he said, cutting her off, “you tread on dangerous ground. Now, you wished to ask a favor? Pray do so.”

“Yes, of course.” Pamela was smoothing down the pleats of her dressing gown. “Thursday is the christening, Kieran. And I wish…yes, I have thought it out quite clearly, and I wish you to be one of Longvale's godparents.”

Rothewell could only stare at her.

“Oh, I mean to ask Xanthia, too,” she swiftly added. “You are my nearest relations save for Mamma, you know. I was so happy when you came back from Barbados after all these long years away. Oh,
will
you do it, my dear? Please say you will.”

Rothewell had jerked from his chair and returned to his spot by the window. He was silent for a long moment. “No,” he finally said, his voice quiet. “No, Pamela. I am sorry. It is quite out of the question.”

Behind him, he heard the rustle of fabric as his cousin rose. In an instant, she had laid a light hand upon his shoulder. “Oh, Kieran! I know what you are thinking.”

“No.” His voice was hoarse. “No, you do not, I assure you.”

“You believe that you would not be a suitable godfather,” Lady Sharpe pressed. “But I am quite convinced that is not the case. Indeed, I
know
it is not. You are a brilliant and determined man, Kieran. You are honest and plainspoken. You are—”

“No.”
He slammed the heel of his hand against the shutter, as if the pain might clear his mind. “God damn it, did you not hear me, Pamela?
No
. It is quite impossible.”