Night of the Condor (5 page)

She wondered if Rourke Martinez had been watching her watching him, and hurried into speech. 'Were you born in Peru, Doctor Martinez?'

He shook his head. 'I was born in your own country, while my father was in political exile there. And I was named for my mother's family. She happens to be Irish,' he added. 'Both my parents now live in the States.' A note of amusement entered his voice. 'What else would you like to know?'

Any number of heated replies suggested themselves, but she quelled them, dismissing the hovering waiter before she poured the coffee. He, she recalled, took his black.

The smile she sent him when they were alone was charming, but slightly self-deprecating. 'I apologise for my curiosity, but I suppose it's only natural under the circumstances.'

'What circumstances are those?' he enquired, accepting his cup from her.

'Well—' She permitted herself a little wistful sigh. 'We have been rather thrown together, after all. And I am a long way from home—and in a very foreign country. And I do seem rather dependent on your goodwill.'

'Desperate straits indeed,' he commented coolly. 'Perhaps you should have enquired more closely into my background before inviting me up here.'

'Oh, I'm sure that's not necessary.' It was agony having to keep her tone sweet and reasonable when she felt like up-ending the coffee-pot over his head.

'I know you must think that I'm—an interloper, and a nuisance, but I had to come here. You must see that.'

'I can see that you are here, certainly.' He drank some coffee. 'The matter in dispute is how long you should remain.'

Bastard, she thought. She summoned a sad little smile. 'Perhaps you're right, however. Maybe I didn't think the thing through clearly enough before I started. But I tend to be a creature of impulse.'

'How fortunate for you,' he drawled. 'That's a luxury most of us can't afford.'

'I suppose not. But I've had time to consider now, and I can see that you have a point.' Leigh looked at him through her lashes. 'I—I'm trying to apologise, Doctor Martinez.' She set down her cup. 'Won't you meet me halfway?'

There was a startled expression in the topaz eyes as they narrowed, but all he said was, 'If that's what you want.'

It would do for starters, she thought, concealing her jubilation. Before he knew what was happening, he would be eating out of her hand.

She smiled at him. 'That's exactly what I want.' She paused. 'Now that we understand each other a little better, shall we be slightly less formal? My name is Leigh.'

'It was on the message that arrived at the camp,' he said rather drily.

She poured him some more coffee. 'Ah, yes, the camp. Won't you tell me all about Atayahuanco, and your work there? It obviously means a great deal to you.'

'It would take much longer than the time I have available to even begin to describe what we're trying to achieve there,' he said quietly. 'And yes, it does mean a great deal to me, which is why I don't readily accept passengers on the project. We haven't the time or the resources to cope. Everyone has to pull his weight.'

'I'm sure they do.' With you and your whip standing over them, she added silently. 'Are there no women on the project at all?'

'We have a female nurse, June Muirhead on the camp. And Consuelo Esteban is one of our pottery experts. Did your—fiancé never mention them?'

'No.' Leigh looked down at the table. 'He was more concerned, I think, with other elements.'

'I can guess.' His tone was dry. He ticked them off on his fingers. 'The atmosphere, the cold at night, the food, the insects, the sanitation… Need I go on?'

'No,' she admitted, sighing. 'But you mustn't blame him altogether. It was—wrong of my family to involve the project in our personal—differences. Please believe it wasn't my idea.'

'Nor Gilchrist's either, I should imagine.' His mouth twisted sardonically. 'Were we perhaps expected to make a man of him?'

She flushed. 'That's unfair! It isn't his fault if he wasn't much use on the project. He was out of his depth from the start.'

'In more ways than one.'

Now what did he mean by that? she wondered. But at least he wasn't sounding quite so unsympathetic and dismissive as he had the previous day, apart from that last crack about Evan.

And then she realised with utter dismay that he was looking at his watch.

'Well, thank you for a delightful interlude,' he said. 'It's good to be reminded of the pleasures of civilisation occasionally.'

'You can't be going already,' she protested. 'Why, it's still quite early!'

'So is the start I have to make tomorrow.'

My God, she thought, and I've been fawning round him, and feeding him…

She put a hand on his. 'Oh, Rourke, please don't go yet. I hate being on my own. I've felt so isolated, so lonely ever since I got here. You can't imagine what it's like.'

'It's a long way to come to discover you don't like travelling alone,' he said drily, but he made no further move to leave, to her relief.

'No one should have to be alone, when there's no need.' Her voice quivered. 'Oh, Rourke, can you guess what I've been through this past year, with nothing but letters for company? It's such a long time to be separated from someone you love.' She let her lip tremble slightly. 'But you wouldn't understand. You probably find it quite easy to be totally self-sufficient.'

'I wouldn't say that,' he said slowly, after a pause. 'I have the same needs as any other human being.'

'Then you must know how I feel tonight. I've been lonely long enough, and you're the only person who can help. I don't want to have to wait any longer. Don't close your mind to me again. I'm desperate. Say you'll do what I want—please…'

'It will be my pleasure.' He rose to his feet, and lifted the intervening table and its remaining contents out of the way as if it had been a featherweight. Then he reached down and took Leigh's hand, pulling her out of her chair. Off-balance, she half fell against him, seeing the dark face swim before her startled gaze, the topaz eyes alight with mockery, and something altogether less easy to define.

Then she was in his arms, swept quite literally off her feet, imprisoned against his body, and she was being carried—into the bedroom, her dazed brain realised.

'What the hell are you doing?' The words emerged in a hoarse croak of disbelief.

'Only what you ask.' He put her down on the bed, and came down beside her on the yielding surface, his hands pinning her effortlessly to the mattress. 'You're quite right,
querida
. Why should either of us have to spend the night alone?'

He bent his head, and she felt the shock of his mouth on hers, warm and explicitly demanding. Too demanding. No one had ever kissed her like that before. No one had ever dared…

His lips moved down to her throat, where the little pulse throbbed wildly.

She said breathlessly, 'Stop this! You must be insane…' Her voice tailed away in a gasp of shock, as she felt his hand move caressingly at the nape of her neck. Realising what he was doing, she tried to pull away. '
No
!'

But he had already accomplished his task. As she moved, the unfastened halter of her dress came totally loose, and the bodice slipped down, baring her to the waist before she could prevent it.

The topaz eyes burned on her. 'You're exquisite,' he muttered. His hand lifted, cupped one small round breast, his thumb brushing almost lazily across its rosy peak, sending a signal her inexperienced flesh responded to with frightening urgency.

Leigh screamed then, a small high, terrified sound. She flung herself away from him across the wide bed, rolling on to her stomach in a desperate attempt to conceal herself, dragging the bedcover round her body.

'You're mad!' she hurled at him, her voice cracking. 'Leave me alone—do you hear? Get out of here!'

'Playing hard to get,
querida
?' Shattered as she was, Leigh could hear the thinly veiled mockery in his voice. 'But there's no need, and certainly no time. I've already told you I have to be off early in the morning.'

He was making no attempt to touch her again. Slowly, Leigh sat up, still clutching the bedcover rigidly against her naked breasts. She looked at him, trying to steady her tumultuous breathing. He was lounging on the bed, very much at his ease. His face was straight, but she could hear the grin in his voice as he said, 'Don't be coy, my beautiful Leigh. I can't make love to you through a coverlet.'

She said on a snarl, 'You won't make love to me at all. How dare you lay a finger on me, you swine! Come anywhere near me again, and I'll have you arrested for rape!'

'I wonder how you'd get on,' Rourke said thoughtfully. 'You invite me up here, for an intimate dinner for two. You persuade me to stay longer than I intend. You tell me a sad story of how long it is since you had a man, and insist I am the only one who can solve your problem.' He shrugged. 'I wonder what the authorities would make of that.'

Leigh was almost crying with rage. 'I didn't mean that—you know I didn't! You've deliberately chosen to misinterpret my words. All I wanted was…'

'To go to Atayahuanco,' he finished for her. 'But I've already told you that's not possible, and there was no ambiguity in my words,' he ended grimly. 'No, Miss Frazier, you miscalculated badly if you thought a few smiles and soft words would change my mind about you. Everything tonight—the food, the wine, that dress—was intended to seduce me, isn't that so? Well—' He stretched lithely. 'You succeeded beyond your wildest dreams. Isn't that good to know?'

'It's totally nauseating.' Her heart was beating so hard, it was almost painful. 'Now get out of here. I never want to set eyes on you again.'

He sighed. 'You disappoint me,
querida
. I'd hoped you might resort to some rather more potent form of persuasion. You have the body for it. The sight of you, the taste of you has given me an appetite for more.'

She drew a sharp, swift breath. 'You—actually think I'd sleep with you to get to Atayahuanco? You really are crazy!'

He laughed. 'Your motives are your own business. I would have only one—to enjoy every delectable inch of you for a few hours.' He gave her a mocking look. 'But I still wouldn't take you to Atayahuanco.'

'I'd die sooner than have you touch me again,' she said icily.

He shrugged. 'There we must differ. Because I think if I touched you—really touched you—you might even start to live.' He swung himself off the bed, straightening his tie almost casually, and stood looking down on her. 'But we shall never know, it seems.
Buenas noches
, Leigh.'

It was a long time before Leigh dared move—long after the closing of the outer door of the suite had signalled his departure.

She caught a glimpse of herself in the mirror as she clambered stiffly off the bed—half-naked and dishevelled, she was a far cry from the elegant vision she had taken such pride in only an hour or two before. Her face crumpled like a child, and she had to seize on her self-control as her sense of humiliation threatened to overwhelm her.

No one had ever dared treat her so shamefully before, she raged inwardly. And she couldn't even pretend, for her own comfort, that Rourke Martinez had been either drunk or carried away by passion when he had inflicted this degradation. No, he had known exactly what he was doing. He had deliberately allowed her to create the situation, then turned it against her.

She stripped off the black dress with loathing, and hurled it into a corner of the wardrobe. Well, she never wanted to see
that
again as long as she lived!

She took a lengthy shower, scouring her body to rid herself of any lingering remnant of his touch. But the scented gel with its alluring, evocative fragrance didn't really supply the desired effect.

What I really need is a bar of strong carbolic, she thought savagely.

Even when she eventually got into bed, she couldn't rest. She still seemed to feel the weight of Rourke's body beside her, over her, crushing her down, his hands reaching for her.

Eventually she sat up, switched on the lamp, and said flatly and aloud, 'This is ridiculous.'

She supposed she could always summon a maid and have the bed made up with fresh linen, but that might cause comment. So, if sleep was out of the question, she could consider the other options open to her. She dismissed the idea of switching tomorrow to another suite, or even another hotel. There was nothing for her in Lima anyway. She might as well move on. But where?

Going back to England, admitting defeat, was out of the question. Besides, Evan might be in danger, and she couldn't think about her own comfort and safety in such circumstances.

She had more than one score to settle with Rourke Martinez, she thought bitterly. Undoubtedly, it was his harshness and lack of understanding of Evan's problems which had driven him away like that.

But she had already, albeit reluctantly, abandoned the idea of trying to get him dismissed from the project because of the way he had treated her. She was uneasily aware that her own conduct had not been above reproach, and that her complaints against him might indeed sound rather thin—as he had implied, damn him! She could—oh God—just imagine her father's reaction to her story…

No, the best, most dignified thing was to pretend it had never happened—wipe it from her mind completely, although that wouldn't be so easy when she had to face him again eventually at Atayahuanco. Although then she would have Evan beside her, she thought. Even if he had gone off on some crazy hunt for Inca gold, he surely intended to return.

Suddenly she felt cold. She lay back again, tucking the covers round her. If only Evan hadn't gone off like that, without a word. Why hadn't he mentioned what he intended in his last letter? If he had stayed at the camp for just a few days longer, he would have got her message. He would have been here with her in Lima, planning their wedding. He might even have been with her now, in this bed, holding her so that she would never be cold or frightened again.

Leigh shifted restlessly. Except that she had never really believed in pre-marital sex. If she wore white for her wedding, she wanted it to mean something, and Evan had acceded to her wishes, with wry resignation.