convinced Wyatt he didn’t need to keep
watch any longer, and at that point he
took himself off to find a horse.
Unfortunately, it took longer than he
anticipated and he wasted nearly a day
trying to find a wild herd and then lure
one of the animals to him. Normally he
didn’t have a hard time at all—animals
were generally pretty easy around him.
But for some reason none of the horses
would approach, even when he offered a
nice brown apple.
He should have just gone on foot
from the beginning, but he didn’t.
Finally reaching his floor, he
unlocked the door to his room and eyed
the bed. Damn, it looked inviting.
But he was nothing if not disciplined.
He wanted to eat, true, but he also
wanted to find out if Remy had made it
to Envy, or whether she and Ian had gone
somewhere else. He hoped like hell
she’d listened to him and come here.
But then again . . . this was Remy.
That woman had a mind of her own, and
most of the time what went through it
was completely incomprehensible to
him.
He was going to have to venture
down into the chaos. And so he dumped
his stuff on the floor, stripped, and
headed for the shower.
A
short time later Wyatt stalked out of
his room and headed for the stairs. After
twenty flights, his damp hair still
dripping over the back of his neck, he hit
the ground floor and was immediately
assaulted by delicious smells.
Maybe this wouldn’t be so bad after
all.
The gathering was happening outside
beneath blue and red neon lights—
remnants of the blazing Vegas strip still
hanging on, carefully conserved, fifty
years later. Braziers and lanterns also lit
the area in preparation for the descent of
the sun. Another hour at the most and it
would sink behind the city wall, and
after that darkness would fall quickly.
Two pigs were roasting, three huge
metal cans of clams and crawfish parked
amid golden coals. Unhusked ears of
corn were piled in massive tubs, still
steaming. Wyatt swore he saw a vat of
potato salad, which seemed so
not
postapocalyptic. And . . .
pies
. There
were rows of pies on a table. He could
only guess the flavors, but he figured
apple and cherry were good bets. But he
wasn’t picky. Not about pie.
The sultry voice of a woman singing
something blue wove through the
constant rumble of conversation and
laughter, helped by a good old-fashioned
mic and some amps. He thought he
recognized Jade’s voice, and a glance
toward the large brazier onstage next to
her confirmed it. She’d been singing in
the pub the first night he and Elliott and
the others had come to Envy.
Wyatt walked along the fringe of the
celebration, toward the dark and quiet.
The party went on behind him and off to
the side. When he turned, standing in the
shadows, far from everyone, he saw the
energy, the lights, the silhouettes and
shadowed forms of people. He scented
cooking food, grills, and, subtly, the salt
of the ocean.
If he closed his eyes and didn’t think
for a minute, he could open them again
and almost believe he was back . . .
Back under the stars for the blues fest or
the county fair or the church carnival . . .
Back home. The smells, the sounds, the
lights, the energy. All were the same.
But when he looked again, beyond
the glow and the people and the stage, he
saw the skyline of a ravaged city
outlined by a lowering sun. Skeleton
buildings, jagged structures, devoid of
light and activity.
Kind of how he felt, pretty much all
the time. Empty. Destroyed. Angry.
“Wyatt. You’re back.”
He turned to see Simon Japp, who’d
been one of the survivors from the
Sedona caves. Although Simon hadn’t
been in the original group on that caving
trip that included Elliott and Quent,
along with himself, and led by their
guides Lenny and Fence, he’d been
caught in this strange time lapse with the
rest of them.
“Yep,” Wyatt replied. He glanced
around; they were outliers, standing at
the far edge of the gathering. “Where’s
Sage?” The two were nearly inseparable
—at least when she wasn’t working in
the secret, subterranean computer lab
that Theo and Lou Waxnicki had built,
and when Simon wasn’t doing his part to
keep the peace in the city. Sage was a
lovely woman in appearance as well as
deed, and Wyatt had come to like her
quiet, peaceful personality. She was one
of the few people he’d actually talked to
about his past. She listened.
“Ah, she’s all busy helping with the
food or something. Vaughn wanted me
out here, watching for any security
issues. You know how it goes when you
get a bunch of people partying. Beer
flowing and all. Everything all right with
you?”
Wyatt opened his mouth to respond
with a short, no-nonsense affirmation,
then stopped. Of all of them who’d been
in the caves, Simon was the one he knew
the least. He was also the quietest, most
sober of the bunch. Kept to himself for
the most part. And from what Wyatt
knew about his background, Simon had
been in a very bad place before the
Change. Ironic, then, that he was the face
of law enforcement—such as it was—
here in Envy.
“You ever come to Vegas . . .
before?” Wyatt asked, surprising himself
by saying just about precisely what was
on his mind.
“All the damned time.” Simon’s tone
held the flavor of a Chicano accent along
with an underlying bitterness. “Too
damn often. Too much . . . shit . . .
happened here. You?”
“I came here on my honeymoon.”
“Jesus, Wyatt.”
“Yeah. What a cock-up.” But the
anger that normally edged his voice was
missing. “How the hell did you . . .” He
stopped, shaking his head. He couldn’t
even put into words what he wanted to
say. His eyes burned and he squeezed
them closed. What the hell was wrong
with him?
Somehow
Simon
seemed
to
understand. “I was the only one of us
who saw—who could see—
this . . .
as
an opportunity. An awful, horrific one
. . . but it was the chance to create a new
life in the wake of devastation. A
resurrection.”
Wyatt shook his head, still staring at
the disrupted skyline, the jagged, empty,
gutted buildings. “A resurrection.” His
breath was a little ragged. His throat
hurt. “Like a damn phoenix. Destroyed,
then rising from the ashes, pristine and
reborn. Christ, I’d just as soon have
stayed in the damned ashes. I don’t
understand
why—
” He bit off the words
sharply, curled his fingers into an angry
fist. “I just want to live again.
Goddammit, I just want to
live
. And at
the same time, I just want it to end. I
want to be fucking
done
with it.” The
guilt. The anger. The pain.
Simon nodded next to him, and for a
moment they were silent. Then he spoke,
softly. “When it all happened—just
before the cave started collapsing
around me, just before all hell broke
loose—I was praying. On my knees.
Couldn’t remember the last time I’d
really prayed. I was praying for my life
to end . . . or for some miracle to
happen.”
“Well, hell, Simon, you got your
damned miracle.”
The other man looked at him, grief in
his expression. “In a matter of speaking.
Fact is, we can’t change—nor are we
responsible for—what happened. It’s
done. It’s over. It’s gone. But there’s a
reason for all of us making it through,
you know. Elliott, me, Quent, Fence.
Even Theo. You have to find yours. You
know our being here has already made
things different.”
“Hm.” Wyatt slipped his hand into
his pocket. Felt the warm, solid weight
there. Sifted it through his fingers, then
let it slip back into the depths. He shook
his head. “No. No thanks. I’ll take the
ashes.”
Simon looked at him, his perfect,
chiseled features limned by the dancing
light of a nearby torch. “That’s what I
used to think.” His mouth twisted in a
wry, sad sort of smile. He clapped him
on the back, his hand lingering long
enough to let Wyatt know he truly cared.
Wyatt might have responded, but
before he could, something barreled into
his leg. He looked down to find himself
accosted by an ecstatic bundle of fur
complete with delighted whines and
frantic tongue. “Dantès!” He crouched to
greet the dog.
She’s here.
“You seen Ian Marck anywhere?” he
asked Simon as he stood back up, his
hand still settled on Dantès’s head.
Wyatt looked around. Where Dantès
was, she was never far away. But there
were too many people and the light was
too faulty.
“Yeah. The bastard’s here. How’d
you know?” Simon didn’t trouble to hide
an inflection of surprise.
Wyatt
shrugged.
“Just
had
a
suspicion. What’s he up to?”
“Nothing, so far.
Chavala’
s just
sitting in the corner alone. Watching.
Having a beer. Fence and I are keeping
an eye on him.”
Alone.
Wyatt
considered
the
implications. “I’m hungry,” he said,
realizing that he still hadn’t done
anything about his empty stomach. “That
pork smells amazing.”
Simon, not much of a talker himself,
seemed willing to let the conversation
drop. “There’s cherry pie too. But I’ve
got to make one more patrol around
before I can eat. And Sage said
something about dancing later.” He
didn’t sound all that enthusiastic about
the idea. “Later.”
“Thanks, Simon,” Wyatt said as his
friend disappeared into the crowd.
He turned back toward the revelry.
Back to the world. Back to his life.
I
t was about thirty minutes into the
celebration before Remy realized she
was having a good time. She was
relaxed. She laughed. She sipped a glass
of white wine studded with slices of
orange and lemon and strawberries. She
managed to navigate in the silver high-
heeled shoes Flo had fairly shoved on
her feet. A collection of wide silver
bangles clanked at her wrist. And she
couldn’t help the tingles of appreciation
when an attractive man seemed to notice
her. Particularly Vaughn Rogan, the
mayor of Envy.
Of course, the long white dress
helped. The bodice was tight, fitting her
curves through the hip and then falling in
a loose, flowing skirt that brushed the
tops of her toes. The neckline was cut in
such a wide, low vee in the front and
rear that Flo had stitched a delicate
silver chain from shoulder to shoulder
across the back of Remy’s shoulders,
connecting the wide straps to it so they
didn’t slip down. A short length of silver
chain hung perpendicular, with a pendant
on the end that bumped gently against her
bare back whenever she moved. And
because her hair had been pinned up at
the back of her head, leaving her neck
and shoulders bare, she felt every
change in the tropical breeze filtering
over her skin.
When Remy protested about the fuss,
Flo merely brushed her off, saying,
“Humor me, dearie. This is what I
do.
And how often do you get to dress to the
nines like this?”
“It’s no use fighting it,” Jade told her
with a smile, as she submitted to a new
shade of lipstick. “Flo will have her